Genres: Angst
Stories
The New Guy by freedomwriter Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story

He watched the newcomer from a distance, and hated him instantly. He didn’t just dislike him, no, he hated him with his whole being.  Who'd ever thought the one you once hated, would be the one thing you would be missing dearly some day?

a story about friendship, betrayal, forgiveness and saying goodbye. About Kamille tea, an interesting fear of elevators and what actually means to be a brother.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 63 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 96197
Read Count: 122994


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Published:
02/11/13 » Updated: 06/20/16
Summary: Nick's in love with his best friend. Only problem is she's dating one of his best friends. How will she react if he tells her the truth.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2297
Read Count: 1008


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Published:
06/08/16 » Updated: 06/08/16
Lost by Broc30 Rated: NC-17 [ - ]
Summary: Can AJ trust in himself to stay in his relationship with the woman he loves? Or will he end up losing her to someone close to them both.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Supernatural
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 14097
Read Count: 1037


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Published:
05/15/16 » Updated: 05/28/16
Summary: Kind of a parallel to Things Have Changed. Short snippets on a person that was mostly left in the dark about everything; Baylee will proof that he has just as much a right to be involved as anybody else.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 3599
Read Count: 2696


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Published:
05/14/16 » Updated: 05/24/16
Inner Scars by closemyeyes Rated: NC-17 [ - ]
Summary:

Can we ever escape the past, or does it haunt us forever?

Nick was living a life he grew accustomed to. A life filled with misery and loneliness he assumed he was doomed to live forever, until he met the man who wound up changing his life.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 48168
Read Count: 7083


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Published:
05/15/16 » Updated: 05/19/16
Keep Holding On by mamogirl Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: “Brian’s head was underwater but he was breathing fine, ‘cause he had Nick by his side and, somehow, things were going to be just fine.”
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8408
Read Count: 1048


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Published:
05/12/16 » Updated: 05/12/16
Killing Me Softly by freedomwriter Rated: NC-17 [ - ]
Summary:


Nick and Brian had been missing for three days, then one of them came back. Will they ever find the other back in time? It's fighting in vain when you know that with each day that passes, hope is diminishing. It's a race against time. It's being stuck in a nightmare that has a close resemblance to reality. It's hell.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 38 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 50500
Read Count: 10270


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Published:
12/06/14 » Updated: 04/21/16
Somewhere I Belong by mamogirl Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: After a hate crime left him wounded and shattered, Brian is ready to raise up again.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Fantasy
Warnings: Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 8895
Read Count: 869


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Published:
03/13/16 » Updated: 03/13/16
Lemon by Pengi Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

When life gives you Lemon.... Everyone has a past and when Kevin's comes back to haunt him, he discovers a life he never knew he could've had. But will his fear keep him from making lemonade?

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 8861
Read Count: 9553


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Published:
02/13/16 » Updated: 03/03/16
If I Lose It All by mamogirl Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: Together we’ll face it all
If I love myself , I lose it all


Now Brian finally realized that he didn't have to face it all alone.
He wasn't alone. Because Nick will always be there for him, to fight along with with him.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Fantasy, Supernatural
Warnings: Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 5263
Read Count: 855


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Published:
02/15/16 » Updated: 02/15/16
Phantom Pain by freedomwriter Rated: G [ - ]
Summary: "He's not heavy, he's my brother"


Sequel to 'When we Collide'
With the prospect of another tour and being part of the team again, Brian might push himself to the extreme, to show everyone what he's made of. But could he be going too far?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama, Dramedy
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 9785
Read Count: 9000


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Published:
05/21/15 » Updated: 02/08/16
One Phone Call by DelphinaCarter Rated: PG [ - ]
Summary: Nick gets himself into trouble and Kevin comes to bail him out.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Dramedy
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1698
Read Count: 1253


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Published:
01/19/16 » Updated: 01/19/16
Memories... by Rose Rated: PG [ - ]
Summary:


A companion story to Remember Me This Way

Kevin's thoughts, twenty years after Nick was first diagnosed.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1102
Read Count: 1363


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Published:
01/14/16 » Updated: 01/14/16
Summary:

Jessa thought she had found the love of her life...with Lance Bass? But trouble comes knocking when a dirty little secret about Lance comes out casually during a BBQ and forces Jessa to reevaulate herself, her life and...why should she even love someone?

Enter Nick Carter, fresh off his second breakup with Paris Hilton and just looking for someone who understands who he truely is. Can he break the icy walls that surround Jessa's heart, and more importantly, help her realize that they truly belong together?


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys, Fanfiction > Music, Fanfiction > Music > NSYNC
Characters: Lance, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 32 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 44713
Read Count: 6399


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Published:
02/17/13 » Updated: 01/06/16
If... by RokofAges75 Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

She thought she’d lost him forever, but four years later, Cary is given a Christmas gift she’ll never forget.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content
Series: Curtain Call
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 8039
Read Count: 1483


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Published:
12/25/15 » Updated: 12/27/15