Date: 06/29/10 06:38 am Title: Chapter Seven
awwwwwwww damn almost made my cry again! Great chapter, can't wait for more
Author's Response: Awwww I made myself cry with this one too! Thanks for the feedback!
Date: 06/29/10 03:39 am Title: Chapter Seven
Ok.... I got teary eyed at the end. What an emotional cliff hanger. I wonder how Kevin is going to react afterwords? Or how long it will take before Nick cracks and tells everyone or even if he doesn't. ARGH!! Good story... good story....
Author's Response: Awwww! I got teary eyed as I wrote it, does that help? Thanks!
Date: 06/29/10 02:42 am Title: Chapter One
Hi! I just started this story, and I must say I'm seriously ADDICTED! You have such an amazing way with words, I couldn't pry myself away. Love all the detail and everything! Can't wait to catch up! =)
Author's Response: Wow! Well thank you! Glad you decided to check it out :)
Date: 06/29/10 12:59 am Title: Chapter Four
chapters 3 & 4
I love the anxiety you expressed when Nick forgot the words to the song. I have been there and it's a horrifying feeling! In fact, you are making me paranoid thinking I have whatever it is he has! I forget things all the time AND leave my stuff in weird places and don't remember doing so. That being said, I'm glad you had him going to the doctor this early in the fic and stayed away from putting it off. That's always been one of my biggest pet peeves in medical dramas. I am once again loving the anxiety while he's at the doctor's office. You write an anxious Nick very well!
Kevin in Rent, I like that idea. I also like the name Phoenix for their album Rose lol
I have to admit one of the reasons I didn't start reading this fic until now is because I was afraid you were going to go the whole Nick partied too hard and now his heart is giving out route like so many people tend to want to do when someone get's diagnosed with something. So, once again I'm going to say something really weird "Yay Alzheimer's!"
Author's Response: Thanks, I can see that as Nick's biggest fear. Cause seriously, that's never happened on a public appearance as far as I know in the fandom. So that's a huge deal. And oh no! I don't want you thinking you have that! lol.
You know, I debated on how I was going to diagnose him, and talked to Julie cause I wanted to have it happen early. Cause I felt too much fluff to put it off was useless lol, so thank you. And thanks about anxious Nick! I live in his head sometimes, scary place lmao.
LMAO@ Yay Alzheimers! I'm glad you liked that. I was actually really really nervous about the readers finding out. But the reason why I decided to do this was cause alzheimer's in BSB fanfic isn't done. . And I agree, that's the worst, cause you lose yourself. Thank you for all the feedback Mare, seriously
And yay! I pasted the right one this time! LMAO
Date: 06/29/10 12:58 am Title: Chapter Two
*sings* Oh my God, I'm back again...
I enjoy reading first thing in the morning so that's when you're going to get my random reviews lol
Chapter 2
I love how you differentiate here between a fan and a groupie and that the girl he was with was most likely a fan. Little details like that are what makes things realistic without going way overboard. He doesn't have to jump up on a table and kick someone's head in to have us all see he's out of control, you keep it simple and that says a lot. Also once again I love how in your future they become relevant again and all the crappy music goes away. Can I live in your future please? lol
Author's Response: Thank you Mare! Lets face it, I love AJ, but I can't see a marriage sticking with him LOL. Kinda hoping I'm wrong there. As for Nick, I appreciate it. With as together as he seems to be these days, I hoped bringing him back to where he was before, came off realistically cause I needed him to be in that place
Date: 06/29/10 12:58 am Title: Chapter One
Just transferring what I said on Julie's site to here for you! :O)
I enjoyed the way you started this out. Your descriptions are great and I love how you realistically brought Nick back to his old habits. I had to LOL at AJ being divorced, but the thought of him having twin girls made me smile.
I'm going to try one chapter a day until I catch up. Nicely done, looking forward to being all emotional and distraught. lol How often do you hear that?
Author's Response: lmfao I mixed up what responses I was pasting...oh wells...
Date: 06/21/10 04:22 am Title: Chapter Six
Aw, poor Nick... :( This is so sad. But I love reading this. lol Can't wait for another chapter.
Author's Response: I know...y'all are making me feel so evil! lol. Thanks :)
Date: 06/21/10 03:59 am Title: Introduction
So just to let you know...now that I know exactly what's going on, I decided to reread the intro. Totally makes me wanna cry. Kudos for an awesome intro.
Author's Response: Awwww, thank you! The intro was my biggest (in my head) hint on what was to come, and it's made me all sniffly reading it lol.
Date: 06/20/10 06:25 pm Title: Chapter Six
Awwwww. That was so sweet. Loved meeting AJ's little girls. Just as I imagined them to be. Cute, sweet and affectionate. And twins. :roll:
Still loving this story, Rose! Hoping next gets over himself soon and starts letting people in. He needs that in order to help himself cope. Can't wait for more! :)
Author's Response: Thanks! As for Nick...well it's Nick lmao.
Date: 06/20/10 07:25 am Title: Chapter Six
5-10 years... what a horrible thing to have to look forward to! Loved this update, keep up the killer work! :)
Author's Response: I know, but it's better than none...as sad as that is :(. Thanks!
Date: 06/20/10 06:34 am Title: Chapter Six
awwwwwwwww damn this chapter about made me cry.
Great chapter and can't wait for more
Author's Response: Awwww! I'd say I didn't mean to...but I did LOL ;) Thanks! Glad you're enjoying it.
Date: 06/20/10 05:58 am Title: Chapter Six
What great chap, Rose!! First off, love the zombie references. Haha. Next, love that we got to meet AJ's twin girls. And LOVae their skull dresses. :roll: love how the story is unfolding. It seems like he is more accepting of what is going to happen. The ending was really sweet, and I hope he tells them next chap. Can't wait for an update!
Author's Response: I can't help myself. Zombie love lol. I knew you'd love the twin girls, can you not see AJ dressing them all his style till they rebel and go all uber-preppy? LMAO. Thankies! Nick's going through the stages. I'm writing a chapter as we speak...hopefully my muse stays content. Thanks again Sel!
Date: 06/18/10 08:36 am Title: Chapter Five
Holy shit... Alzheimers disease? Damn, I had a lot of ideas of what it could be, but I never thought of that! Poor Nick! He is gonna have a hell of a time hiding it, especially from Brian. Nobody is gonna take that news well at all. :( Awesome chapter, I already can tell this is gonna be a tear-jerker.
Author's Response: Yep, I am evil. Nick can probably hide it for a bit, anyway, he's still in the early stages, but you're right Brian's gonna be the biggest challenge. Thanks!
Date: 06/17/10 02:50 pm Title: Chapter Five
Poor Nick, of course he's angry and confused and thinking "why me", I think I'd go nuts too! I really hope he can talk to Brian if he can't talk to anyone else. He shouldn't go through this alone.
Can't wait for more :)
Author's Response: Pretty much, his anger and bad judgement is justified for once lol. Thanks!
Date: 06/17/10 05:53 am Title: Chapter Five
Thanks for updating! Poor Nick...I really hope he opens up to the guys soon about what's going on.
Author's Response: Of course! :) Thanks for all the feedback Sel, it so helps with the motivating.
