You Can Let Go by tiggerc128, colorguard_diva


Moving on with her life was something Dottie never thought she'd be able to do. But the love of friends helped her move past the distrust and anger. The love of Nick helped her look to the future.

Now that her life is back on track, and her best friend Amy is falling for Nick's best friend Brian, the world can be their playground...or can it?

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 65 Completed: Yes Word count: 93020 Read: 102737 Published: 01/01/12 Updated: 02/28/12
Chapter 44 by tiggerc128


Chapter 44

Brian was the first one up this morning. While Amy quietly slept, he decided to make breakfast in bed for her. There wasn't a lot of food, but he managed to make something edible.

He entered the bedroom and placed the tray on the nightstand. He gently shook Amy to wake her up. "Good morning beautiful! Wake up." He said sweetly.

"I'm tired. Leave me alone." She mumbled into her pillow.

"Sweetheart, you need to wake up. I have breakfast made, and we have an appointment later today."

"You go ahead without me. I just want to sleep."

Brian didn't know whether to be upset or laugh at Amy. Clearly she was tired. He felt bad about waking her up, but he had no choice.  "The doctor doesn't want to see me." He placed kisses all over her face.

She stirred and opened her eyes. Her mouth met Brian's in a long, slow, beautiful dance.  "Good morning Bri baby." She yawned.

"You're really tired aren't you?" He asked as she sat up.

"Yes. I feel like I've been hit by a tractor trailer."

"My poor Amy. I made you waffles and fruit for breakfast." Brian smiled at her. She fell in love with him again each and every time he smiled.

"Sounds yummy. Let me pee and then we can dig in. I'm starving." She slowly got out of bed and head toward the bathroom.

Brian lounged on the bed waiting for Amy.  She finally came out and sat on the bed next to him. He placed the tray on her lap. She dug into the food like she hadn't eaten in days.

"Brian, this is delicious. I didn't realize how hungry I was. Thank you." Amy gave him a quick peck on the lips.

"Anything for you. So, are you excited or nervous about going to the doctor's today?"

"Both.  I'm excited about the whole pregnancy and learning more, but it makes me nervous because I don't want to do anything to hurt the baby."  Amy explained.

"I don't think you will hurt the baby. You're going to be the best mom. Would it be umm okay if I came with you to see the doctor?" Brian asked uncertainly.

"Of course I want to you to go back with me." She grabbed Brian's hand. "I don't want you to miss anything when it comes to baby Littrell.  You're the daddy, and I want you to experience it all."

"Good because I want to be there for everything. I love you Amy Walker."  Brian wiped the tears from his eyes.

"I love you, Brian Littrell."

A few hours later Brian and Amy were sitting in the waiting room at the doctor's. Amy was nervously reading tweets from her phone. Brian was flipping through a parenting magazine.

"Ms. Walker." The nurse called. Amy and Brian got up and made their way to the examining room.

Brian looked somewhat uncomfortable, looking at the stuff in the examination room. Amy knew what he was thinking and just laughed to herself. The door opened before she could tease him.

"Hello Ms. Walker. I'm Dr. Potter." The doctor shook Amy's hand.

"It's nice to meet you Dr. Potter.  Please call me Amy. This is my boyfriend Brian."  Amy offered introductions.

"Nice to meet both of you. I looked at your file Dr. Sinclair sent me. I see that you took a pregnancy test and it came out negative. Dr. Sinclair mentioned that your menstrual cycle is irregular."

"Yes, she said that I could possibly be pregnant because of my cycle and that when I took the test it might have been too soon." Amy told the doctor.

"I've noticed that you've gained about five pounds since your last appointment. "

"Yes, my pants are rather snug. I took a home pregnancy test a few days ago and it came out positive." Brian smiled at Amy's words.

"Well let's start by taking a pregnancy test. Then while we wait for the results I'll give you a physical exam and we can move on from there."  He handed her a cup. The nurse will show you to the bathroom.

About forty five minutes Brian and Amy were leaving the doctor's office with smiles on their face. It was official; they were going to be parents. Dr. Potter was concerned with Amy's HCG levels. They were high for the beginning of pregnancy. He wanted her to have them measured weekly. This could mean the possibility multiples.

"How are you feeling?" Brian asked as they pulled out of the parking lot.

"I'm excited, but scared. Can you believe there might be more than one baby in there?" Amy started rubbing her stomach.

"It's just more babies to love." Brian placed his hand on hers. "Do you want to get some lunch?"

"Not really. I'm kind of tired. We can eat the leftovers from last night. Then I can take a long nap."  Amy let out a yawn.

"Sounds perfect. While you nap I'll finish the laundry and pack. I can't believe our mini vacation is over."  Brian didn't want his alone time with Amy to end. He loved being with just her.

"I know, but the tour will be over soon and we'll be together every day. "  Amy rubbed Brian's thigh. "There's so much going to be happening. Nick and Dottie are getting married in two weeks.  I can't wait to help Dottie with the wedding."

"I'm happy for Nick and Dottie. They are perfect for each other. "Brian pulled into the driveway.

Once they got inside, Amy heated up the Chinese from the night before. They went on the patio to each lunch.

"Can I have your egg roll, Bri baby?" Amy asked with a smile.

"I guess, if you give me a kiss." He teased. She gave him a kiss on the cheek and took the egg roll off his plate.

"Thank you Brian. I can't help it your baby or babies is hungry."

"You're going to use that excuse a lot aren't you?" Brian took a bite of the egg roll Amy stole from him.

She popped the rest of the egg roll into her mouth. "It's not an excuse. It's the truth."

"Excuses, excuses."  His eyes twinkled.

"You are so mean to me, Mr. Littrell. See if you get any from me." Amy chuckled.

"I'm sorry. I won't ever tease you again."

"Oh so you are only using me for sex, Mr. Littrell." Amy took their plates and walked into the kitchen. 

Brian was on her heels. He wrapped his arms around her as she placed the dishes in the sink. He started to whisper in her ear. "You know I love you for more than just sex. I love everything about you. From your sweet personality to your cute button nose.  I love you so much."

Amy turned around in a fit of giggles. Brian thought she was upset. That made her giggle more. "Oh Brian, you're so cute. I can't believe you thought I was mad."

"Well...the...the way you grabbed the dishes and went inside I wasn't sure."  He said unsurely, but started to smile when he saw Amy start to laugh again.

"I love it when you're flustered. You're nostrils flare and it's so adorable."

"Amy Walker that was mean. " Brian pouted.

"Let me make it up to you Brian.  Meet me in the bedroom in a few minutes." Amy started walking away.

"I thought you were tired. I'll be in as soon as I start the laundry."   He yelled down the hallway. He was looking forward to Amy making it up to him.


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