Chapter One
Blue eyes fluttered open and sleepily looked out at the clouds. He was wondering what had woken him up when a flight attendant approached him.
“Sir we are facing turbulence. The fasten seat belt sign has been turned on.”
Nick figured the announcement is what woke him up as he pulled aside the jacket covering him to show the lady that he had slept with his seatbelt fastened.
As she smiled and walked away Nick frowned and pressed a hand against his stomach when the plane lurched uncomfortably. He sighed and rested his head against the side of the plane as it carried him home.
Home. Such a simple word which evoked complex emotions. For the first four years of his life home had been with his mom and dad. The idea of home changed drastically when his father married Monique 8 years after his mom passed away.
Monique ignored him for the most part though she made sure to change his house to such an extent that it no longer felt like home.
A new version of home came about with his godparents Cara and Jerald. Kevin too had felt like home. He may not have been around much in person but Cara’s stories about Kevin were enough to make him feel like he knew the older boy even after Kevin had gone away to study.
At boarding school Corey had been his home. His apartment in London didn’t start feeling like home until AJ moved in.
Home now would be the Richardson house with Kevin, his husband. He found it hard to believe that it had been 16 months since Kevin had slid the simple gold and diamond band on his finger.
He yawned and watched the city come into view as they began their descent. He only had one thought dominating his mind. He’d be home soon.
-x-
Nick had a chance to take a look at his phone when he got to baggage claim. He smiled when he saw messages from Kevin, AJ, Cara, Jerald and his dad.
He hit speed dial and waited for his call to connect. He bit his lip and disconnected the call before it could go to voicemail. His phone rang before he could call the next person on his list.
“Hey,” he said softly.
“How are you feeling?”
Nick shivered as Kevin’s deep voice washed over him. “Ok, a bit tired.”
“Drew is waiting outside with the car.”
Nick smiled, “I’ll give him a call as soon as I have my bags.”
“There’s a dinner tonight at the Littrell’s. We can skip it.”
Nick shook his head as he kept an eye on the luggage belt. “Cara told me about it last night. Its fine Kevin, I don’t mind coming for a few hours.”
“Nick…”
Nick cut Kevin off. “Unless you don’t want to attend for some reason other than concern over me.”
Kevin sighed. “You really are a very annoying boy when you want to be.”
Nick grinned and shifted the phone between his left ear and shoulder so that he could grab one of his bags. He grunted softly at the effort and allowed the bag to slam down onto the trolley he’d claimed.
“Are you ok?”
Nick resisted the urge to touch his stomach and shook his head. “I’m fine. Just… too much stuff.”
He was glad Kevin allowed his very obvious fib to pass without question. He grabbed his second bag and got it onto the trolley with minimum effort before blinking his eyes rapidly as stars burst across his vision. He took a deep breath before releasing it slowly.
“Um will you be going to the Littrell’s from work or…” he trailed off as he began pushing his trolley.
“I had planned to go straight from the office. I’ll come home and pick you up unless you want to go ahead with Mom and Dad.”
Nick smiled at Kevin’s use of the word dad. “Oh that’s fine. I’ll go with them so that you don’t have to change your schedule around.”
“Ok.” He paused before continuing. “I have to go into a meeting. I’ll see you soon baby.”
Nick smiled when he spotted Drew. “Bye Kevin.”
A few minutes later Nick thanked Drew for dealing with his bags for him when his phone began buzzing. He grinned when he saw AJ’s picture and name lighting up the screen.
“Hey J,” he said with a happy sigh as he carefully got into the car.
“Nicky my boy welcome home!”
“Thanks! Feels weird to think this is home now.”
“Just think of it this way. Home is where we are all together,” AJ said gently.
Nick smiled, “You always know what to say.”
“It’s my superpower,” AJ agreed with a laugh. “Did your mil tell you about the dinner thing tonight?”
“Oh she did and then assured me that I don’t have to attend. Kevin informed me about it and immediately said we can skip it,” he said with a light laugh.
AJ laughed, “Dare I said it?” He continued on when Nick groaned. “Your husband is so sweet!”
Nick couldn’t help but laugh even as he rolled his eyes again. “Idiot,” he said fondly.
“Love you too buddy,” AJ said. “Now if you feel up for it then come tonight. Kevin’s right, you can totally skip it. No big deal.”
“I’ll come. It’ll be nice to see you. You will be there right?”
“I’m already here,” AJ assured him. “Why don’t you come straight over here? It’ll save you time and you can have a bit of a breather. Brian won’t care.”
“Oh thanks, that sounds good,” Nick said gratefully.
After they hung up Nick informed his driver about his change in plans as he called Kevin. He left a message when the call went straight to voicemail. He settled back into his seat with a yawn and watched the city zip past.
Forty five minutes later Nick raised his hand to knock and smiled when AJ opened the door before he his hand could even touch the wood.
“Nicky!” AJ tugged Nick into the room and wrapped him in a tight hug.
“J.” Nick sighed and rested his head on AJ’s shoulder.
AJ rubbed Nick’s back and held on until he felt Nick was ready to let go. He cupped Nick’s face and spent a long moment looking at him.
“You look good. Healthy,” Nick said sincerely.
AJ grinned and shrugged. “I consume around 3000 calories a day in fruits, meat and vegetables I kid you not. I still limit the fun stuff though.” AJ led Nick to comfortable arm chairs set up by the window. “You’ve lost weight,” he said gently.
Nick sat down and looked out the window at the garden below. “It’s been hard,” he admitted and bit his lip.
AJ reached out and squeezed Nick’s knee. “Corey’s going to enjoy getting the weight back on you.”
Nick shook his head with a smile. “Who’d have thought Corey would turn into such a foodie!”
“Matt and his family have been really good for him. Hard to believe it’ll be two years since they got married.”
Nick sighed, “Man, I know. So much has happened,” he trailed off.
“Life has a way of working out for the best. We just can’t always see it that way right away,” AJ said softly.
Nick looked sharply at AJ who met his eyes and nodded to show that he understood. “Life also has a way of screwing you over,” he said dryly.
AJ rolled his eyes. “Since when have you become a chocolate bar is half over kinda guy?” When Nick shrugged in respond he continued. “This is just a minor bump in what has otherwise been a smooth transition Nick.”
“I know! I know I’m only focusing on the negative. I can’t seem to stop it.”
AJ met Nick’s eyes. “It’ll take time. I’m not asking you to just forget about it. I just don’t want you to focus ONLY on it.”
“Hopefully I’ll be able to keep it together now that I’m ho.. back here. I don’t want to chance Kevin feeling guilty about it too.”
They pretended to not have noticed Nick’s little slip over the word home.
-x-
Nick took a shower and changed into fresh clothes before rejoining AJ. He knocked on the door before tentatively pushing it open and peering inside. AJ who was talking on the phone held up on finger and tilted his head to invite Nick further into the room.
Nick walked in and moved to the centre of the room where he carefully knelt down on the ground.
Blue eyes peered back at him across mesh before greeting him with a screech and a giggle. “Icky!”
Nick wriggled his fingers in a hello. “Hi Sebby, hi my baby,” Nick cooed to the 12 month old baby boy.
The little boy clapped his hands while bouncing. “Icky, Icky, Icky!” He lost his balance and fell back onto his bottom.
Nick watched alarmed as the little one’s lower lip quivered and his eyes filled with tears. Brian who had just come out of the bathroom quickly came over and lifted his child out of the play pen and into his arms.
“Aww what’s the matter my love?” he asked as he cuddled the baby boy and rocked him in his arms.
“He fell back while jumping,” Nick said worriedly. “Do you think he’s hurt?”
Brian ran his hand over his son’s bottom. “This little one’s diaper is adequate padding for his tush and the playpen is pretty soft too.” He smiled at how worried Nick seemed. “He’s fine Nick, probably just tired.”
Sure enough a minute later the little boy’s thumb found its way into his mouth as he quietened down.
Brian brushed his lips over his son’s soft, golden curls so similar to his own. “There you go my angel.” He smiled at Nick. “He’s been teething and getting over an ear infection that’s had him out of sorts the past few days.”
Nick smiled slightly as AJ joined them. He allowed AJ to take his hand and press it against the child’s back.
“You wanna hold him?”
Nick looked torn and a little nervous. Brian smiled and gently and carefully transferred his son into Nick’s arms. AJ helped him adjust his grip before stepping back into Brian’s arms with a smile. Little Sebastian fussed a little before resting his head against Nick’s shoulder.
“He’s so beautiful,” Nick said softly as he began swaying, his cheek resting gently against the back of Sebastian’s head.
AJ smiled and moved to set out a change of clothes for his son.
“Are you bringing him down for dinner?” Nick asked as he carefully set the child down on the table.
“No way! He had a pretty bad cold a few weeks ago, he’s getting over an ear infection, I don’t want him exposed to so many people,” AJ said as he efficiently stripped off Sebastian’s clothes and began dressing him in white footie pajamas.
“Papa,” Sebastian said, sleepily lifting his arms for a hug.
“Here we go baby,” AJ lifted his son back up into his arms and cuddled him.
“Can you believe you guys have a baby?” Nick asked.
Brian grinned as AJ laughed and shook his head. “It feels surreal. I’ve been blessed with this little darling.” He met Nick’s eyes. “Life has a way of working out Nicky. You told me that and made me believe it. I want you to start believing your words again.”
Looking at AJ standing there with his beautiful baby in his arms, Brian standing protectively behind him, Nick desperately did want to believe that everything would work out the way it was meant to and the way it was meant to be would be good for him.
-x-
A few minutes later without saying a word they shifted their positions as AJ slid Sebastian into Brian’s arms. The child stirred and fisted his hands in his father’s shirt.
“Dada.”
“Hi Sebby,” Brian whispered as he carried his son over to his cot.
AJ watched them with a smile before turning to Nick. “You want to watch Bri put him to bed or come downstairs?”
Nick tilted his head towards the door.
“Babe we’re going downstairs. Bring the monitor down with you please,” AJ said as he led Nick to the door.
Nick noticed that Brian didn’t acknowledge AJ but his friend didn’t seem concerned.
“I didn’t even think to ask, is Corey here?” Nick asked as they walked down the stairs.
AJ shrugged, “Maybe. Matt’s travelling. His parents will be here; Corey is a hit or miss. I tried calling him after I spoke to you but he hasn’t replied to any of my messages today.”
“Oh,” Nick said with a slight pout.
“You can always meet him for lunch tomorrow,” AJ suggested. “He tends to spend at least part of the day at the café.”
Nick nodded, “I guess that’s just what I’ll have to do. If he’s free for lunch will you be able to join us too?”
AJ immediately agreed. “I may bring Sebby along though if Sabrina isn’t home.”
Nick was well aware that AJ and Brian did not make a habit of leaving their son alone with their nanny unless they didn’t have any other choice.
“I don’t mind. I love getting to be around the little one.”
Feeling eyes on him Nick looked up and straight into his husband’s green eyes.
“Kevin,” he sighed softly as strong arms wrapped around him and soft lips captured his in a long kiss hello.
Nick felt Kevin’s eyes roam over him as they pulled back cataloguing every change since he’d seen him last. He fought the urge to cross his arms over his chest. Satisfied with whatever he’d found Kevin turned his attention to AJ.
“Hey Alex,” Kevin said as they hugged.
“Hey Kevin, did you just arrive?”
“I’ve been here a few minutes. I didn’t come up cause Bri had said that Seb was still getting over the ear infection. I didn’t want to excite him before bedtime.”
AJ exchanged a look with Nick before smiling at Kevin. “That was very considerate of you. Bri’s just putting him to bed.”
Nick allowed Kevin to draw him into his arms when AJ excused himself and left them alone. He sighed and pressed his lips against Kevin’s jaw. Kevin tightened his hold on him when he felt Nick turn his head to hide his yawn.
“We can go home.”
Nick smiled and nuzzled Kevin’s neck. “Let’s at least let me be polite and say hello to people first.”
“Fine, if you want to be all goody goody, go for it.”
Their eyes met, amusement easing the atmosphere between them. Nick squeezed Kevin before letting go and walking into the living room with him.
-x-
Seventy minutes later dinner had been served. Nick turned away from the food, his stomach churning. He casually moved away from the table loaded down with food and moved to the other side of the room.
He smiled when Jake Sigmond joined him.
“Your mil asked me to check if you ate.”
Nick laughed and shook his head. “I have no appetite right now.” He shrugged when Jake looked at him in concern. “I ate a snack earlier with AJ.”
“Well, you know your body best. If it persists longer than a few days you should get a check up,” Jake advised him gently.
“I’m due for a check up with Dr. Morgan,” Nick said softly.
“Eric Morgan will be back at work next Monday,” Jake said as he squeezed Nick’s arm. “If you need me, I’m always here for you.”
“Thanks Jake,” Nick said softly. “I just...” he trailed off, unsure and unhappy.
“Oh Nick,” Jake ran his hand slowly up and down Nick’s arm.
“I didn’t even know,” he whispered. “I had no fucking clue and to now feel so upset over it should be kinda stupid right?”
“No! There is no one set reaction. No one is expected to react in any particular way.” He hesitated before continuing. “When it happened to me I just shut down and kept second guessing myself.” He met Nick’s eyes. “Only knowing that I had Rich and Matt helped me accept that it was just something that happened, deal with it and move on. I was also a lot older than you at the time Nicky.”
Nick stared at Jake in surprise and awe. He was well aware that the man had shared something very personal with him, his intention only to help him.
“Thank you,” he whispered as he hugged the older man.
“Anytime you need to talk I’m here,” Josh said softly.
Richard Sigmond joined them as they pulled back and smiled at each other.
“Am I interrupting?” he asked as he slid an arm around his husband.
Nick smiled and shook his head. “Nope, I just needed a Jake hug.”
Richard laughed at that and squeezed Jake gently before handing over a plate with a red velvet cupcake on it. “Dessert as requested.” He looked at Nick. “Can I get you anything to eat or drink Nick?”
Nick shook his head, “Thanks, I ate earlier.”
He watched Jake relax against Richard, the easy companionship between them and fought the urge to ask them how they did it. He couldn’t help but think that their story must have been a fascinating one.
“Kevin was with me and got pulled into a conversation on our way over here.”
They looked over at where Kevin was standing with five other men in what looked like an intense discussion. “You may want to go rescue him.”
Nick looked at Richard. “Me? Rescue Kevin?” He shrugged when Richard nodded. “What can I do?”
“He was coming to check if you wanted to leave. You could do the same for him,” Richard suggested.
Nick smiled and hugged both Richard and Jake. “I’ll see you both soon,” he said before moving towards Kevin.
Kevin excused himself from the group he was with when he saw Nick coming toward him.
Twenty minutes later Nick rested his head back against the seat with a yawn, his fingers tapping along to the music.
“You didn’t eat anything,” Kevin commented casually.
Nick turned in his seat so that he could look at Kevin. “Neither did you.” He tilted his head in confusion when he caught the surprised look on Kevin’s face. Nick sighed when he realized Kevin was still waiting for an answer. “I ate a little earlier with AJ. I just felt too out of sorts to eat.” He reached out to and trailed his fingers over Kevin’s thigh. “I know, I know I’m the one who said I was ok coming tonight and I was. I just started feeling out of sorts after a little while which is why I’m glad you got us out of there early.”
Kevin rested his hand on Nick’s and squeezed. “Want some grilled cheese?”
Nick grinned and nodded as he turned his hand over so that Kevin was holding it. “I’d love that.”
“Are you meeting Corey tomorrow?”
Nick watched as the gates to the Richardson’s property opened up and Kevin drove through. “Yeah hopefully,” he said while turning to watch the gates shut behind them. He’d always held a dislike towards automatic gates. “I didn’t even think to check if he was coming tonight.”
“He prefers to stay away unless Matt is in town. He has come a few times with Richard and Jake.”
Nick sighed and got out of the car. He leaned back against it and stared at the front door of the house as Kevin got his bags out of the boot.
“Need help?” Nick asked as Kevin dragged both his bags.
“I’ve got them if you could get the door,” Kevin said as easily lifted both bags and walked up the stone path that led to their front door.
Nick unlocked the door and stepped in with a smile as the lights which were on a sensor turned on. He stepped inside and looked around as Kevin came in behind him.
“Here give me one,” he said when he saw Kevin start up the stairs.
“I’ve got it,” Kevin said.
Nick smiled and walked behind Kevin marvelling at how effortlessly Kevin was lifting 80 pounds of weight. He hurriedly moved in front of Kevin and pushed their bedroom door open for him. He pushed their walk in wardrobe door open so that Kevin could set his bags down.
“Thanks,” he said sweetly and brushed a kiss against Kevin’s cheek.
-x-
“Kevin?” Nick looked around as he entered the kitchen.
“Be out in a sec.”
Nick looked toward the pantry and shrugged as he took a seat at the kitchen island bar.
“What would you like to drink?” Kevin asked as he shut the pantry door behind him.
“Water’s fine,” Nick replied.
Kevin poured them each a glass of water from the pitcher of lemon and mint flavoured water that Chris, their housekeeper, made everyday.
“Can I help with anything?” Nick asked politely.
Nick’s obvious relief at Kevin’s refusal caused both of them to laugh.
“Are Cara and Jer back?”
“I heard them come in about ten minutes ago,” Kevin said as he slid a sandwich onto Nick’s plate.
Nick admired the perfectly golden grilled cheese sandwich and artfully arranged chips and M & M’s on his plate. “Looks perfect as always,” he said with a happy smile, his eyes shining.
Kevin smiled and slid a bottle of ketchup and hot sauce over to Nick. “Eat up.”
Nick shook his head and slid the bottle of Crystal hot sauce back while squirting some of the ketchup onto his plate. At Kevin’s curious look he shrugged and popped an M & M into his mouth. “Spicy food makes me nervous.” He held up his hand. “I know I’m being silly but whatever,” he said with a shrug.
“Whatever has topped the list of most annoying words for the fifth year,” Kevin calmly informed his husband.
Nick grinned, relieved that Kevin wasn’t pursuing the topic further. “I know.”
They finished their meal in comfortable silence. Kevin declined Nick’s help to clean up and urged him to go rest.
-x-
Nick had curled up on the swing out on their balcony. He looked out over the water sparkling in the pool, the gentle trickling of the waterfall and sighed in pleasure. The peaceful night air coupled with the wonderful scent of flowers from their garden down below soothed his soul.
He was surprised to find Kevin leaning back against the railing and watching him when he opened his eyes.
“Hey,” he said sleepily. “How long have you been standing there?”
“Not long.”
He took in Kevin’s damp hair, bare chest, thin cotton pants tied loosely at his hips and figured he’d been asleep for fifteen to twenty minutes.
“Ready for bed?” At Nick’s nod Kevin held out his hand to help Nick stand.
As soon as Nick was on his feet Kevin gently tugged him into his arms. Nick sighed and wrapped his arms around Kevin, his cheek pressed against Kevin’s cool shoulder.
Everything would be ok.
He was home.
Nick pushed the duvet off him and rubbed his hand over his chest as his heart raced. Turning to the left made him realize that he was alone in bed. He lay back against the soft pillows and closed his eyes allowing the silence in the room to wash over him.
When his heart stopped feeling like it was trying to gallop out of his chest, he opened his eyes and reached for his phone. He blinked to make sure that the time he was looking at was correct. 11:03 am. He yawned as he slid his thumb over the screen and checked his messages.
Lost among his twitter, instagram, facebook and email messages were his text messages. Opening them he smiled at the unread messages from Kevin, Corey, AJ and Chris waiting for him. Chris’ message confused him. He opened it and laughed at the content.
Call 201.
He turned, grabbed the phone off the bedside table and dialled 201. He listened to it ring while reading the messages from Corey and AJ.
“Good morning Nickolas.”
“Good morning Christopher.”
Chris laughed, “Did you sleep well?”
Nick trailed his finger over Kevin’s name to open up his message. “Yes I did thank you. Can’t believe I slept in this late.”
“Your body needed the rest and it’s not like you had to be anywhere.”
“True. What time did Kevin leave?”
“8:30. He had a morning meeting.”
“Ok. Is Cara at home?”
“Yes. Some of her friends are coming over for lunch today.”
“Oh ok, what time?”
“1pm. Corey and AJ left messages for you to check your phone.”
“Yup checked already, thanks. I’m supposed to meet them by 2pm.”
“Drew’s here and waiting for you.”
Nick smiled, “Great! I’ll just go get ready.”
“Do you want anything to eat? Fruit, cereal, toast, juice, coffee?”
Nick laughed and shook his head. “Whoa, no nothing thanks. I’ll grab something once I’m down.”
“Alright. I’m in the kitchen if you need anything.”
“Thanks Chris, see you in a bit.”
He hung up and stretched in bed, torn between going back to sleep and spending a little time with his godmother. A few minutes later he hauled himself out of bed and into the bathroom to get ready for the day.
-x-
Nick wandered out of the bathroom and checked his phone. He replied to a message from AJ as he walked into his walk in wardrobe. He emerged 10 minutes later dressed in blue jeans and a black t-shirt.
He hesitated at the door and looked down at his hand. Rolling his eyes at himself, he went into the bathroom and picked up his wedding band from the counter. He walked down the stairs while slipping it on.
“Hey.”
Chris Kirkpatrick-Dorough turned around and smiled at the young man standing before him.
“Hi Nick.”
They hesitated before moving to each other for a hug. Chris rubbed Nick’s back soothingly before pulling back and smiling.
“Have you gotten taller?” he asked suspiciously.
Nick burst into surprise laughter and shook his head. “No I have not! Maybe you’ve gotten a little shorter,” he said with a grin as he stepped closer and rested his chin on top of Chris’ head to emphasize their height difference.
Chris laughed and gently shoved Nick back before grabbing his hand and guiding him to take a seat.
“I thought I heard voices.”
Nick turned his head and smiled when he saw Cara enter the kitchen. She waved him down when he made to stand up and quickly came up to him. Wrapping her arms around him in a comforting hug she allowed her godson and son in law to hold onto her.
“I’m so glad you’re home my sweetheart,” she said softly while kissing his cheek.
Nick pulled back and looked into calm brown eyes. “Hi Mom,” he said shyly.
Cara smiled in delight and gently rubbed off the lipstick mark she’d left on his cheek. As she took a seat next to him she ran a mother’s eye over his frame, not surprised to see that he’d lost weight.
“Can I get you a bagel or some fruit?” Chris asked as he placed a glass of juice in front of Nick.
Nick shook his head, “No thank you. I won’t do justice to lunch if I eat now.”
“Meeting the boys?”
Nick smiled and nodded.
“Will you do me a favor and pick up tonight’s dessert while you’re there?” Cara asked.
“Sure. What would you like me to get?” Nick asked.
“Corey should have it ready. I asked for an assorted box of cupcakes, tarts and pies.”
Nick’s raised his eyebrows and widened his eyes as Cara spoke. “Are you having a dinner party or something?”
Cara laughed and shook his head. “Oh no! I’ve ordered the mini taster ones. At the rate Kevin, Chris, Jerald and you go through them I figured they would last us until the weekend.”
Nick’s eyes widened. “It’s Wednesday! We’re not that bad!” He aimed a hesitant look at Chris. “Are we?”
Chris shrugged with a smile. “We can be.”
Nick rolled his eyes and smiled at them, happy to be in their calm company.
-x-
Thirty minutes later Nick stood on the sidewalk while looking up.
Stars Collide
He smiled at the initials below the restaurant’s name, proud of his friends. Hearing a car honk, he turned, waved to Drew and walked into the restaurant.
Bright white walls with little sketches of parts of London, New York, Orlando, Paris, and Rome were immediately visible upon entering interspersed with pinks, blues, greens, black and gold.
“Nicky!”
Nick turned and laughed as his best friend rushed towards him. Corey stopped just before he could crash into Nick and hugged him. Nick wrapped his arms around Corey and held on just as tight.
“I’m so glad you’re home,” Corey murmured.
“I missed you,” Nick said softly.
They pulled back after a minute and took a moment to look at each other. Nick grinned when he noticed the smart white apron tied around Corey’s waist.
“Looking good Sigmond,” he said with a wink.
Corey grinned and ran his hand over the apron. “The Chefs insist on it if I want to be in the kitchen. Come on, AJ’s on his way, we can grab a table.” He grabbed Nick’s hand and tugged his friend along. “Do you want to sit out here or in one of the private areas?”
Joshua and Corey had partnered up to create Stars Collide. Nick had invested in their brand knowing that his friends had a good idea. Stars Collide had a private area where celebrities could enjoy a meal without fear of someone snapping their picture. There was a private room which could accommodate up to eight people, had to be booked and had a minimum spend. Most nights the restaurant had a wait list of up to an hour and the private room was booked several times a week. All in all Corey and Josh ran one of the hottest new restaurants in LA.
They had taken a seat and ordered their drinks when AJ joined them with Sebastian asleep in his arms.
“Hello my dears,” AJ said.
He smiled gratefully when Corey took the diaper bag from him. He sat down carefully so as not to jostle his child and sighed.
“I ordered a Caesar’s salad for you,” Corey informed AJ.
AJ smiled gratefully. “Thank you, I’m starving.”
“You look tired,” Nick reached out and gently traced his thumb under AJ’s eye.
AJ’s smile widened. “Sebby kept waking up through the night, we didn’t get much sleep.” He brushed his lips against his son’s soft curls while gently rocking him and patting his back.
“You didn’t want to bring his nanny with you?” Nick asked.
“She had to run to the dentist. She’ll join us in a little while.”
Corey grinned, “Date night tonight!”
Nick frowned in confusion.
“Matt and you do it too!” AJ said with a laugh. He caught Nick’s confusion. “Couples can get into such a fixed routine that date night is a good break from the monotony of everyday life.”
“Now that you’re home you can try it soon with Kevin,” Corey suggested.
“But we go out all the time,” Nick said as their salads were placed in front of them.
AJ stood up, smoothly settled Seb into his pram and covered him with a light blanket. “Every night must have been date night,” he said as he leaned back and stretched to ease the ache in his back.
“Things will be different now though,” Corey said.
“They will?” Nick asked; unsure if that would be a good thing or bad thing.
“Won’t they? Now you’ll be coming home to each other, eating dinner together, do mundane things like watch television in bed night after night. For the past year you guys met for a few days or went on holiday together. There was no time for a routine,” AJ explained gently.
Corey smiled as their salads were served. “Nicky, I want you to taste the watermelon and feta salad. If you don’t like it Paul will change it for whatever you want.”
Nick eyed the plate that had been set down in front of him. “It looks gorgeous Core,” he said as he bent down to examine it further. Three watermelon squares with feta crumbs layered between them rested on a bed of argula. It was easy enough to mistake the salad for dessert. He quickly unlocked his phone and snapped a picture of the artfully arranged salad in front of him. His instagram followers were going to love it.
Corey grinned, “It tastes even better. It has argula, watermelon and feta as you can see. This comes with pine nuts but I left that out for you. There’s a mint vinaigrette with it.”
Nick carefully cut into the watermelon slices and took a bite, closing his eyes as sweetness of the watermelon set off well against the savoury kick of the feta. As he enjoyed his salad he mulled over AJ’s words. His friends allowed him to take his time as they discussed their schedule over the next few weeks.
Corey pulled him out of his thoughts. “Nicky you want to get appetizers or go right to mains?”
Nick shrugged. “I’m good with whatever you guys want.”
“Let’s order mains and share,” AJ suggested.
Forty minutes later they sat relaxed in the way you only can after eating a delicious meal. Within minutes they were served coffee with dessert on the way.
“I love the fact that you have freshly baked cookies on the menu,” Nick sighed as the enticing aroma of their coffee mixed with the cookies.
Corey smiled as slid one of each flavour onto Nick’s plate. “You were the inspiration behind them. I wish you could taste all the desserts.”
“I’ll be back soon to sample the rest. Right now I’m just in a very cookie mood.”
The two friends shared a happy smile as Corey squeezed Nick’s arm.
Nick gave into the urge to check his phone messages as they were being served their coffee.
How’s your day going?
He sent a picture of the cookies on his plate along with the message.
A few minutes later his phone buzzed. He smiled and slid his thumb over Kevin’s name as he read the message.
Jealous. Enjoy. Meeting after meeting today.
-x-
“Where are you off to now?” Nick asked as they waited for their cars.
“I’m just going to head home, maybe take a nap,” AJ said with a tired sigh.
“How many times did Sebby wake up last night?” Nick asked curiously.
AJ smiled at Nick. “Four times, but that’s only because he was uncomfortable. He tends to wake up around 3am most nights but usually he’s back asleep in a few minutes.”
“What are you and Brian doing tonight?”
AJ lifted up the Stars Collide bag up to show Nick. “Dinner at home with a movie.”
“You driving yourself?” Nick asked.
AJ shook his head. “Driver. I usually have Brian’s driver when I take Sebby out, if he’s busy Sabrina insists I take hers. I prefer driving myself when I can. I see you have Drew,” he said when he saw the black Lexus pull up.
Nick smiled. “Kevin,” was his simple reply.
AJ smiled. “When do you start work?”
Nick rolled his eyes, “Monday. Kevin wants me to take it easy and get a bit of a break.”
Corey laughed, “Don’t sound so sad about it Nicky. A break will do you good.”
“Not that this will be much of a break. You’ll unpack, settle in, a full family dinner, some Kevin time,” AJ said with a shrug as he watched his car pull up.
Nick shrugged, “I guess you’re right.”
“If you need to hide out you are always welcome here,” Corey said as he squeezed Nick’s arm.
“Or you can come hang with Sebby and me,” AJ offered as he hugged Corey and Nick.
Nick smiled and squeezed AJ in a tight hug before sliding his arm around Corey and doing the same to him.
“Bye Alicia,” Corey and Nick said as Sebastian’s nanny waved at them before gently settling Sebby into his car seat.
Corey leaned into Nick as they watched AJ get in to his car and leave. “It’ll all work out,” he whispered before kissing Nick’s cheek.
He leaned into Nick and rubbed his hair against Nick’s cheek to make his friend laugh. Nick hugged Corey tight and pressed their cheeks together. They grinned and brought their cameras up to take a picture.
“Missed you, glad you’re home.”
“Missed you too.”
They were both aware of Nick avoiding mentioning anything about being happy he’s home.
-x-
Nick’s eyes widened as he looked around him. Clothes, belts and shoes were in neat piles and rows all around him. He had been unpacking his bags after having asked Chris not to do it for him this time.
A sudden thought had him scrambling to reach for his phone.
7:03 pm stared back at him.
He looked around at the chaos he’d created, hauled himself up off the floor and tried to figure out how to quickly put everything away.
He groaned as strong arms slid around his waist.
“Now that definitely wasn’t the welcome I was expecting.”
Nick tilted his head to the side as Kevin began kissing along his neck. He turned slowly and slid his arms around Kevin’s neck. “I’m sorry about the mess,” he said softly, unable to look away from his husband’s captivating eyes. “I wanted to do it on my own and lost track of time.”
Kevin was well aware that Chris had been dealing with unpacking and packing Nick’s bags for him on his trips to LA post their wedding.
“Well good for you for wanting to do it on your own baby. Would you like my help?” Kevin asked gently.
Nick rubbed his index finger along Kevin’s shirt collar and shook his head. “You go shower, I’ll clear this away.”
“Don’t rush on my account.” Kevin brushed his lips against Nick’s and walked around his clothes to the bathroom.
Nick sighed and bent down to lift up his neatly folded pile of tee shirts.
Ten minutes later he stood stumped with his shirts in his arms, which is how Kevin found him.
Kevin bit back a smile at the pouty expression Nick was wearing as he approached him.
“What’s up?”
Nick looked from his shirts to the closet to Kevin with a betrayed look on his face.
Kevin looked at the neatly folded shirts, the hangers empty and waiting for them and nodded.
“It’s ok,” he said soothingly.
He carefully took the shirts from Nick, set them down and picked one up. Nick watched as he unbuttoned the top two buttons and slid the hanger in. In less than thirty seconds Kevin had the shirt neatly hung up.
“That wasn’t so bad,” Nick said hesitantly. “I probably would have found a complicated method,” he said as he rolled his eyes.
He picked up a shirt and carefully copied Kevin’s actions. By the time he hung up his first shirt Kevin was done with two more.
“I’ll do it Kevin,” he said unable to meet Kevin’s eyes.
“I don’t mind helping,” Kevin said seriously. “What did you do today?” he asked to distract Nick.
Nick smiled, “Well I slept in, which was great. I met AJ and Corey for lunch. The food was so good Kevin!”
“Then let’s go there for dinner next week.”
“It’s a date,” Nick said hesitantly.
“A date,” Kevin agreed.
After hanging up the last shirt Nick stood back and smiled. “Not bad.”
“Not bad at all.”
Nick looked at Kevin and grinned when he saw Kevin looking at him instead of the clothes.
-x-
They enjoyed a peaceful dinner with Cara and Jerald before making themselves comfortable in the informal lounge for coffee and dessert. Nick yawned and shivered. He smiled when Kevin sat down next to him and took a moment to look at him.
Worn denim moulded to strong legs, a simple grey t-shirt hinted at the abs it covered. Stubble covered jaw, sensuous pink lips which appeared darker and fuller thanks to the extra spice Kevin had eaten with his meal, beautiful green eyes flecked with gold that were looking back at him…
Nick’s eyes widened and he ducked his head at the smirk on Kevin’s lips.
“See something you like?” Kevin asked softly.
Nick met Kevin’s eyes and licked his lips, “Yes.” He sucked his bottom lip into his mouth and dug his teeth into it.
Kevin bit back a groan and leaned forward. Nick met him halfway. Their lips slid together in a lazy kiss.
A tray being set down had them pulling apart. Nick saw the smile on Cara’s face and smiled shyly back. He never thought he’d feel like a teenager being caught with his boyfriend. He bit his lip, shifted closer to Kevin and dropped his head to rest on Kevin’s shoulder. He tensed when he felt Kevin freeze. A moment later Kevin relaxed and rested his hand on Nick’s thigh.
When Cara began to pour the coffee Nick hesitated, unsure if he should offer to help or not. Kevin solved his problem by shifting forward and adding the appropriate amount of cream and sugar into the cups.
Jerald came back in and sat down on the arm of the couch next to Nick.
“I’m glad you’re taking some time off before you dive into work Nicky. Work isn’t the be all and end all of life,” he said with a pointed look at Kevin.
Kevin through years of practice ignored his father and handed him a cup of coffee.
“Mum do you want your tea?” he asked while holding out a cup to Nick.
“Oh thank you darling, I wouldn’t mind a cup,” Cara said with a smile.
Nick watched Kevin leave the room with a curious expression on his face before focusing back on Jerald.
Nick yawned and looked around the dimly lit room. The blackout curtains let in a sliver of sunlight while a single lamp lit the room a pale golden.
He smiled when he saw Kevin walk out of the bathroom dressed for work.
“Morning,” he said softly.
Kevin smiled and sat down next to him. “Morning.” He ran his hand down Nick’s sleep warm face.
Nick ran his fingers down Kevin’s pink striped tie. Kevin caught his hand and entwined their fingers.
“It’s early. Did you sleep well?”
Nick looked into Kevin’s eyes, a small smile on his face. “I should be asking you that. We slept late; you must not have gotten much sleep.”
Kevin raised their hands up and kissed Nick’s hand. “I’m fine baby, I slept enough.”
They spent a moment looking into each other’s eyes.
“Why don’t you go back to sleep? I’m sorry if I woke you.” He lowered his head and brushed his lips against Nick’s before standing up.
Nick watched Kevin leave their room before turning onto his side and closing his eyes.
-x-
“Well, well, well, what do we have here?” Nick grinned as he entered the kitchen and found Chris and Howie kissing.
Chris grinned back as Howie laughed and turned to hug Nick.
Howie was shorter than Nick but his hugs always radiated safety and security to Nick.
“Good to have you home kiddo,” he said warmly.
Nick sighed and pressed his forehead into Howie’s shoulder before pulling back. “Thanks Howie.”
They both pretended to ignore the fact that most people would have said, ‘It’s good to be home.’
“Drew and the Lexus are at your disposal if you plan to go anywhere today. I’m heading out to run a few errands for Kevin and Mrs. R,” Howie said as he picked up his bag.
Nick nodded and took a seat. Chris smiled and passed him a paper and pen.
“I’m going to the supermarket today. Write down anything you need.”
“Oh cool thanks.” He began reading the list while tapping his finger against the edge of the paper.
“What do you want to eat Nicky?”
Nick looked up, blinked in surprise and shrugged.
A few minutes later Chris set a glass of chocolate milk and a toast in front of Nick. Nick’s delight at the chocolate milk was worth the ribbing Howie and Kevin had given him when they’d seen it in the fridge.
Nick hummed after he took a bite of the toast. “Oh wow! Did you bake this Chris?” At Chris’ smile and nod he shook his head. “It’s delicious!”
Chris smiled and buttered another slice for Nick who had given up on the list and was concentrating on his breakfast.
After he’d eaten, Nick picked up the list again, finished reading it and began writing down what he needed.
“What time are you planning on going?” he asked while indicating the list.
“In about 15 minutes.”
“Can I come with you?” Nick asked hesitantly.
Chris smiled warmly. “Of course you can.”
“Do you know where Cara is?”
Chris checked the time before nodding. “Yoga. Her instructor’s over, should be done in 30 minutes.”
“Oh, ok, thanks. I’m just going to go grab my phone, I’ll meet you outside.”
Chris nodded, “Sure.”
A few minutes later Nick was sitting on the bench outside scrolling through his messages. He ignored the ones from acquaintances and friends in favor of checking Kevin’s message first.
Kev R 9:08am
Good morning, Drew’s available to drive you in you want to go anywhere. I may be a little late getting home tonight.
Nick smiled at how considerate Kevin always was as he typed his reply.
Thanks, going to the supermarket with Chris so taking Drew. If you’re gonna eat dinner at home then I'll wait for you.
He turned when he heard a door shut. Nick joined Chris as he walked down the pathway to where Drew was waiting for them in the car.
They spent two peaceful hours shopping, during which Chris got to observe the changes in Nick since his last visit.
Nick laughed at the amount and variety of chips, cookies and chocolate that Chris had collected as they paid.
“Who eats all this?” he asked surprised.
Chris grinned as he signed the credit card receipt and began helping Nick put everything into the canvas bags he’d brought along.
“Kevin.” He laughed at Nick’s surprise. “Corey and Matt come over once a month, Jerald comes over to sneak in some junk food, AJ likes to snack on some chips when he comes over. Kevin enjoys a handful at the end of a long day. I just upped the quantity this time because now you’re home too. Kevin told me which brands you prefer.”
Nick resisted the urge to hug one of the bags to his chest and thanked Chris instead.
As they walked out to the parking lot, Drew rushed to help them with their bags. Chris squeezed Nick’s arm after he handed over his bags to Drew.
“I’m glad you’re home Nick.”
Nick ducked his head down and hoped some day soon he’d be able to reply with, ‘Me too.’
When they got home after a quick stop to pick up dry cleaning, Nick insisted on helping Christ put away the groceries. Chris took advantage of it and explained the set up of the kitchen and pantry. Nick, who had never bothered to check out where everything went in the kitchen on his previous visits, was surprised at the variety of food stocked.
“You run a full kitchen here,” he said slowly while taking everything in.
“We do,” Chris confirmed gently as he began making a stir fry for their lunch.
“Does Kevin not eat at the main house?” Nick asked softly.
Cara and Jerald had converted their guest wing into a fully functional house when Kevin had decided to take the job offered to him at Carter-Richardson. Nick knew that Kevin would have preferred to live independently and had only agreed to living there because Nick had helped decorate it.
He’d been surprised when Kevin had allowed Howie, who had been his right hand in New York to take over as his housekeeper. Kevin had explained Howie’s need to take a break after feeling run down, his need to work from home and how his husband Chris would join them in LA soon.
Now Chris ran Nick and Kevin’s house while Howie usually worked from home for Kevin.
Chris lowered the heat on the wok and set a lid on it before turning to look at Nick.
“He eats at the main house maybe twice a month. He prefers to eat here, at his own time.” Seeing Nick's expression, Chris smiled reassuringly. “Nick, Kevin works long hours. He comes home and works out or goes to the gym, then prefers to enjoy a late dinner. He does not eat well when he’s rushed. You know that. It’s why he’s always happy to eat late with you in London.”
Nick realized that that was true. They did eat later than most people he knew.
“I’m over thinking this?”
Chris who had never lied to him yet, grinned. “You are. Now wash your hands and sit. Lunch is almost ready.”
-x-
Nick had settled into bed with a book after lunch when his phone buzzed beside him.
Kev 2:02 PM:
Dinner at home. With you.
Nick smiled and replied with a smiley before turning back to his book.
-x-
Nick observed the way Howie, Chris and Kevin interacted during dinner and found himself a little jealous over how in tune they were with each other.
Howie and Kevin brought the food to the table while Chris sorted out everyone’s drinks. When they sat down, they each picked up a dish and served each other, then held out the dishes to Nick.
Nick forced a smile on his face and began eating. They kept the conversation on general topics through dinner, designed to amuse and relax.
After they had finished eating Howie and Kevin quickly cleared the table while Chris put away the leftovers. Nick felt awkward as he stood watching them. He sighed in relief when his phone began to ring. Excusing himself, he answered the call as he walked out to sit by the pool.
“Hi Dad, how are you?”
“I’m good, how are you my Nicky?”
“Erm, I’m good too, just finished dinner.”
“Ah, Kevin must have really needed his run today.”
Nick frowned in confusion but didn’t question Robert as he continued speaking.
“When am I seeing you kiddo?”
Nick smiled, “Anytime you say.”
“How about lunch tomorrow if you’re free?”
“That sounds perfect.”
“Great! Café Bizou, 1pm. Do you want me to send Paul to fetch you?”
Nick smiled and shook his head. “Thanks Dad, I’ve got Drew.”
After they had said their goodbyes and hung up, Nick looked at his phone, his eyebrows drawn together in confusion. He couldn’t remember the last time his dad had sounded as relaxed and carefree as he had tonight.
He returned to the kitchen to find Kevin pouring coffee and Howie setting dessert out.
Kevin poured a shot of vanilla into one cup before looking at Nick. At his nod he pumped a shot into Nick’s cup too.
“Everything alright?” he asked when he saw the look on Nick’s face.
Nick watched Kevin add a little cream to one of the cups.
“Dad sounded… different,” he said hesitantly.
Kevin quickly stopped what he was doing and looked at Nick. “Different how?” he asked sharply.
Nick frowned at him and shrugged. “Different. Relaxed, chilled, happy,” he said softly.
“That’s good,” Howie said with a smile. “Robert is a gem.”
“Does he still come over for dinner on Tuesdays?” Nick asked as he watched Howie spoon a big dollop of Chantilly cream onto each plate.
“Yes, every week as long as his other commitments don’t get in the way,” Kevin said as he exchanged a quick look with Howie.
“He comes over early sometimes to grab a drink with Cara and Jerald,” Howie said as he lifted the tray of dessert up and walked off towards the informal lounge.
Nick walked beside Kevin as he lifted the tray with their drinks on it and followed Howie.
“What’re you drinking?” Nick asked curiously as he looked at the three cups of coffee and one which looked like milk.
“Hot milk and cinnamon,” Kevin said with a laugh. “Chris is convinced that I shouldn’t even drink decaf at night so he’s making me try this out.”
Nick shrugged, “You have nothing to lose by trying.”
“I miss my nightly caffeine fix,” Kevin said as he bent to set the tray down.
Nick laughed and waited until Kevin straightened up before leaning forward to kiss the slight pout on his face.
-x-
Nick got out of bed soon after Kevin left for work the next day.
“Morning Nick, sleep well?” Chris asked with a smile as he cleared up the breakfast dishes.
“Morning. I did thank you. Time to get back into routine,” he said with a slight smile. “How are you?
“I’m good. Going for a swim?” he asked when he saw the towel on Nick’s arm.
“Yup. I can’t continue enjoying your amazing food if I don’t start working out.”
Chris rolled his eyes at that causing Nick to laugh.
“You wanna join me?”
Chris nodded, “Sure!”
Ten minutes later Chris sat down next to Nick on the edge of the pool and winced as he slid his legs in.
“Cold!”
Nick laughed at his reaction. “It’s not that cold.”
“Uh huh, then why haven’t you gone in yet?” Chris smirked.
“I was just waiting for you,” Nick said innocently.
“Sure you were,” Chris agreed with a laugh. “Well, I’m here now so you can just jump in and I’ll follow.”
Nick flinched and gently bumped his shoulder against Chris’. “After you.”
“Oh no, I can't. You waited for me, it’s only fair I do the same. You first.”
They looked at each other and laughed.
“Let’s just go in together. Our body will adjust to the water in no time,” Nick said.
Chris agreed.
A few minutes later they were still sitting there, willing themselves to just slide in, when a firm hand on both their backs pushed them in.
Their heads popped out of the water and they turned around spluttering to see Howie standing there grinning at them with his phone in his hand.
“This is such a cute picture,” he said with a laugh.
He safely backed up so that they couldn’t splash him and sent the image to Kevin.
“Husband mine, you’ll pay for that!” Chris yelled.
Nick sliced his hair back and narrowed his eyes at Howie. “What he said,” he jerked his head toward Chris.
“Now now guys, I was just being helpful,” he said as he held his hands up, his eyes still twinkling with laughter.
Both of them rolled their eyes at him and swam to the edge to begin their laps.
“Enjoy your swim!” Howie called out as he walked off around the house.
“Is he going to the office?” Nick asked Chris.
Chris nodded, “He goes in half day and then works from home for a few hours.”
“And you’re ok with that?” Nick asked tentatively.
Chris smiled. “We took over a year out and turned our lives around. If it has to happen, it will. We were going crazy just living so cocooned.”
“You’re not going to leave us right?” Nick panicked a little and grabbed Chris’ hand.
Chris laughed and squeezed Nick’s hand. “No!”
Nick sighed in relief and smiled. They both kicked off from the edge and began their laps.
Forty five minutes later Chris wrapped a towel around himself and picked up his phone to check his messages. He frowned at what he read and quickly typed in a reply. He set his phone down and looked out at the pool where Nick had slowed down. He waited for the younger man to join him.
“Bagels and juice for breakfast?”
Nick wiped his face and nodded, “That sounds good, thanks.”
“I have to run to the restaurant today. Our sous chef isn’t feeling too well and there is a private party on today so I have to go.”
Nick nodded and slung his towel over his shoulder. “Oh that’s not good. I hope everything goes off without a hitch.”
“I’ll make you whatever you want for lunch before I go.”
Nick winced, “Sorry Chris, I forgot to tell you last night. I’m meeting my dad for lunch.”
Chris smiled and stood up. “Well, at least I don’t have to worry about you burning your fingers.”
Nick pouted, “That only happened twice!”
Chris tried to refrain from laughing as he nodded.
Nick rolled his eyes before giving into laughter. “Yes, yes, laugh at the clumsy person.”
Forty minutes later Nick walked with Chris to the door. “How’re you getting there? You’re welcome to have Drew drop you.”
Chris hesitated. “Are you sure?”
Nick nodded, “I’m happy to drive myself.”
“You don’t have to do that. He’ll be back in plenty of time to get you to lunch,” Chris assured Nick.
“How will you get back?”
“I’ll have Howie fetch me,” Chris said.
Nick nodded and watched Chris get into the passenger seat of the car beside Drew. He waved to them and shut the door. Grabbing his phone from the kitchen, he ran up the stairs to his bedroom with the intention of neatening it up.
As he straightened the duvet across the bed, it struck him that he didn’t even know if Kevin looked after his room himself or if Chris did it for him. He sat down on the neatly made bed and sighed. ‘Our room, this is our room, our house. I don’t even know if my husband prefers to pick up after himself or have someone do it for him.
He had always been so rushed on his previous visits home that simple day to day things like making the bed and running a load of laundry hadn’t even entered his mind.
-x-
Nick thanked the host of the restaurant and took a seat at a corner table. He tapped out a message to his father informing him that he had reached before sitting back with a sigh.
An hour later, Nick grinned as their plates were cleared. Robert looked up after putting his wallet away and raised his eyebrows with a smile.
“What’s up kid?”
Nick shook his head. “You look different. Younger.”
Robert raised his eyebrows with a laugh. “Are you asking if I’ve had some work done?”
Nick burst out laughing. “Dad! No, I didn’t mean it that way!” He licked his lips, “Just like happier, you look like you’ve lost some weight. Not like you needed to, but just, you look fitter. It’s nice to see you this way.”
Robert shouldn’t have felt surprised at how observant his son was. “Thank you. I’ve found a fresh burst of motivation and support recently.”
“That’s great! Whatever the reason Dad, hope you can hold onto it. It’s really good to see you this way.”
Robert smiled and nodded. “I’m going to try my best my darling Nicky.”
Robert hugged his son and waited until he had got into the car beside Drew before waving and getting into his own car.
“Have a good lunch?” Drew asked as he pulled away from the curb.
“Yes, thank you. Always good to meet up with dad,” Nick said as he slipped his sunglasses on.
“Oh! Kevin and Mr. R have been trying to get in touch, said they couldn’t get through to your phone. Kevin didn’t know you were out. I hope it’s ok that I told him where you were?”
“Oh damn! It completely slipped my mind to tell him about lunch.” He sighed and looked at Drew. “Yes, it’s always ok to tell Kevin where I am. Thanks Drew.”
Nick frowned as he pulled his phone out of his pocket. “I guess the network must’ve been low in there.”
Jer Dad 2:03pm:
Nicky my dear, dinner tonight?
Kev R 2:30pm:
How was lunch? Jerald thinks I’ve hidden you away, deal with him please.
Nick shook his head. “Did Chris mention anything about picking him up?”
Drew shook his head, “No, nothing. He just rushed off inside. You want to swing by the restaurant?”
“No, I don’t want to disturb them at work. Oh, can we stop by a pharmacy please?”
“Sure.”
Nick turned on the radio, relaxed back in his seat and called Jerald. He hung up when he received a busy signal and texted him back. He called Kevin next and smiled when he answered on the second ring.
“Hey you, how’s your day going?”
He heard Kevin sigh. “It went from good to annoying thanks to my father.”
“I’m sorry. He was on another call when I called him. I said ok for dinner tonight. I’ll go over early, you go workout and come by after if you feel up to it.”
There was a short pause before Kevin spoke. “Thank you.”
“I’m sorry; it completely slipped my mind to tell you about lunch.”
“Don’t worry about it. We’ll just sync our calendars back up to make things easier.”
“Yup! Lunch was good. It’s always a pleasure to spend time with Dad. He looked really good. Makes me happy.”
Kevin paused before speaking. “That’s great.”
Nick smiled, “Don’t even pretend you haven’t noticed. You’re one of the most observant person I’ve ever met!” He grinned and let Kevin off the hook. “Anyway, I’m going to the pharmacy for some stuff. You need anything?”
“No, nothing, thank you. If you’re sure you don’t mind me skipping out on dinner tonight then I’ll get in a session at the gym with my trainer.”
“Yeah totally, go ahead. I’m not sure if Chris is home cause he had to run to the restaurant to help so let me know if you want me to bring back some food.”
“That sounds good. Protein, some veg and a very small portion of carbs.”
“Okie dokie. See you later.”
-x-
A couple of hours later Nick was enjoying a pleasant evening with his godparents.
“Nicky, we want to host a Sunday brunch in a week or two. Just our close friends.”
Nick smiled at Cara, “That sounds good.”
“Is there any particular weekend you’d prefer?”
Nick shrugged. “Doesn’t really matter to me, I’ll run it by Kevin though cause we haven’t synced our schedules since we got the new phones.”
Jerald raised his eyebrow. “You sync your schedules. I’m sure that was my son’s idea.”
Nick refused to take the bait. “It was Richard and Jake's idea actually. It’s definitely made our lives run smoothly.” He pointed at Jerald. “No teasing Kevin about it!”
Jerald held up his hands as Cara laughed. “Would I do that?” he asked innocently.
Nick shared a look with Cara, then rolled his eyes. “You have in the past!”
“I’ll make him behave darling,” Cara said as she passed a bowl of ice cream to Jerald.
Nick stopped her when she picked up another bowl. “I don’t want any Mom. I’ll grab some later while Kevin eats dinner.”
“Alright sweetie. I’ve sent his dinner over, it just needs to be popped in the micro if he wants it hot.”
Nick nodded with a smile and stretched. “Are you ready to start working?” Cara asked as he sat back with a cup of green tea.
Nick nodded, “Very ready and excited! This is the longest I’ve gone without working at Carter-Richardson.”
“I still say you should’ve come home to work rather than take the internship in New York last summer.”
Nick grinned, “You only had a problem with it cause Kevin suggested it before you did!”
Cara and Nick started laughing at the miffed expression on Jerald’s face.
-x-
Kevin walked into the kitchen and stopped in surprise when he saw Nick carefully lifting a plate out of the microwave.
“Hey! Did you have a good workout?” Nick asked sweetly.
Kevin entered the kitchen and nodded. “I did, thank you. How was dinner?”
Nick set the plate down and turned around to grab a bowl of ice cream from the freezer. “It was good. Oh, before I forget, they wanna have a Sunday brunch soon so if you tell me which dates work for you I’ll let Mom know.”
Kevin wrapped his arms around Nick’s waist and pressed his lips against Nick’s in a slow, lazy kiss. Nick ran his fingers through Kevin’s hair, a soft sigh escaping him as Kevin hugged him close.
“Any chance they’ll let this brunch plan slip for a few weeks?”
Nick grinned. “And pass up on summer? No way! Why? You have anything on?”
Kevin sighed and shook his head before pressing his face against Nick’s neck. Nick played with the ends of Kevin’s hair and allowed his husband to enjoy the quiet moment he seemed to need.
-x-
Nick hung his damp towel up to dry, emerged from the bathroom clad in a thin t-shirt and soft grey sleep pants. He twisted his ring off, set it down next to Kevin’s and slid into bed beside Kevin who was stretched out watching the news.
“You know you’re not supposed to.” Nick lifted his pillows until he was comfortable and sank back against them.
Kevin smiled at Nick, switched the television off and kept the remote aside before turning onto his side to face Nick. They spent a moment looking into each other’s eyes before Kevin closed the distance between them. Nick slid his arms around Kevin’s neck, luxuriating in the feel of the soft, thick hair beneath his fingertips.
Their lips slid lazily together in slow, sweet kisses. Nick hummed in pleased as Kevin slid his t-shirt up and pressed his thumb into Nick’s side. He tensed as Kevin’s fingertips pressed up against his ribs and jerked in his arms.
“Kevin!” he chastised as he broke their kiss.
Kevin shook with silent laughter and pressed apology kisses against Nick’s jaw. “I’m sorry baby, I couldn’t resist.”
Nick knew it was his own fault. A flush spread over his body when he recalled trailing his fingers down Kevin’s flat, toned stomach and around his belly button was a ticklish spot for him, he had not missed an opportunity to tickle him.
One sleepy morning, Nick had been reading in bed while waiting for Kevin to wake up. Unfortunately for Nick, that was the morning Kevin had been rubbing his thumb along Nick’s ribs as he slowly woke up. His husband was as sharp and observant as ever even having just woken up and quickly figured out why Nick was so tense in his arms.
The tickle attack that had followed had led to them spending a passionate morning in bed.
Nick turned his head and brushed his lips lightly across Kevin’s before pulling back. They looked at each other before pressing together for another soft kiss. They settled back against their pillows and grabbed their phones to begin syncing their calendars together.
“Mom said that Howie & Chris usually eat out when Chris works a shift at the restaurant.” Nick stated but knew Kevin would hear the question.
“It just made sense for them to meet and eat out after Chris has worked a proper shift. A date of sorts,” Kevin said with a slight smile.
Nick licked his lips and took a moment to sort through his thoughts before speaking. “When you told me we could live here, I asked you about hiring staff. You told me Howie’s Chris would go crazy if we hired staff cause he’d have nothing to do and running the house would be good for him. I agreed at the time and so far I had no cause to question your decision.” He turned onto his side and looked at Kevin. “It didn’t strike me just how involved he is at the restaurant as the Executive Chef. On days or nights like these when he’s not here, what do you eat?”
Nick’s heart was thundering in his ears. It was the first time in their marriage that Nick realized how selfish and thoughtless he’d been.
Kevin sighed and turned onto his side. He reached out and slid his hand over Nick’s cheek, gently rubbing his thumb along Nick’s jaw.
“I’m not helpless Nick. Chris very rarely takes an unplanned shift at the restaurant. Even when he and Howie go out, he always makes sure I have a meal ready for me when I come home.”
They stared at each other, the silence heavy between them. Nick couldn’t believe none of this had struck him before and realized a lot of it had to do with how much Chris, Howie and especially Kevin had sheltered him during his visits to L.A. He’d visited and lived in his new house as a guest since his marriage.
“Hey,” Kevin slid his hand over Nick and slid against him, “please don’t over think this Nick. Don’t forget, I’ve lived alone since I was 17 and cooked for myself. The main reason I wanted Chris to run our house is because it freed me up to come see you whenever I wanted to without having to worry about anything here.”
Nick was still not convinced but realized it was because he doubted himself. He resolved to put it out of his mind for tonight and allowed Kevin to tug him into his arms.
“Stop thinking,” Kevin murmured as he stripped of Nick’s and his own clothes and carefully blanketed Nick’s body with his own.
Nick moaned as Kevin’s bare body slid against his own, arching into every brush of Kevin’s stubble against his sensitive skin.
Their conversation completely forgotten, Kevin yanked Nick’s hands above their heads and pressed them into the pillow as they ground their hips together. He ducked his head down and rubbed his cheek against Nick’s nipple, nipping it with his teeth. He pressed his tongue flat against it before capturing it with his teeth and tugging on it.
His ministrations drew a strangled sob from Nick. Kevin bit down again before moving on to give Nick’s other nipple the same treatment. By the time he made his way back up to Nick’s lips, Nick was struggling to free his arms.
“I know you liked that baby,” Kevin whispered roughly in Nick’s ear before capturing his lips in a deep kiss.
Nick eagerly thrust his tongue against Kevin’s, hissing in pleasure as Kevin’s chest rubbed against his swollen nipples. Kevin released his hands to reach between their bodies, all Nick could do was lay there and allow Kevin to push him over the edge. He shut his eyes, dug his heels into the bed and arched into Kevin’s body. A long moment later Nick squeezed his eyes shut and bit down on Kevin’s shoulder as his body froze before letting go.
Nick opened his eyes sometime later to find himself held gently in Kevin’s arms, Kevin soothingly stroking his back. He kissed Kevin’s cheek before resting his head back on his shoulder. “That was just,” he sighed softly, “thank you.”
Kevin didn’t say anything just tightened his arms around Nick.