Kaitlyn Stephanie Timberlake Known only as Katie is the little sister of Nsync member Justin Timberlake. She is 16-years-old and is becoming the next Princess of Pop. She goes out on tour with her big brother in 1999 and bumps into her future. She meets 28-year-old Kevin Scott Richardson.


“hey Katie where you going?” my older brother asked me as I was leaving the dance studio.

“I am going to find some peace and quiet for as long as I can” I told him I am tired I have been up since 4:30 this morning and I went to bed at 1:30.
“Okay Kiddo” he told me going back in I on the other hand went for a little walk to the little playground and sat down on the swing. I hung my head down and the next thing I know I am laying on the ground with something on top of me.

“Oh man I am really sorry…are you alright miss?” He asked as he got up and reached down to help me up.

“OH yeah I am fine I didn’t even realize that I had fallen…I guess I must have fallen asleep or something.
“I Think you may have been…why you are so tired” He asked me
“Darren Henson is a slave driver” I said.
“Huh?” He asked uncertain as to why I mention a choreographer’s name

“My name is Kait and I am in rehearsals for my tour” I told him
“Oh really…what tour” he asked me
“The No Strings Attached/ Blonde Wonder Tour” I told him
“Oh so you’re the New one on Jive” He said
“Yep…and you are Kevin right…I don’t get to know many facts anymore” I said
“Oh yeah I am Kevin Richardson…and you are Kate…” he asked me
“I am Kaitlyn Timberlake people just call me Kaitie though” I told him
“That’s right you are Justin’s little sister” He said

“Yep that’s me…you don’t happen to know what time it is do you?” I asked him fearful that I had been gone for more time that I was supposed to be.
“Yeah it’s uh…6:45” He said…SHIT!!!!!!!
“SHITT!!!!!!!!!!!” I yelled and dashed off towards the studio. But turned around enough to yell
“Bye Kevin!” then continued into the building.

When I got back into the Building Darren was pissed

“Kait you left 3 hours ago to go for some air.” he yelled at me
“IF YOU WERE SO DAMNED WORRIED ABOUT ME THEN YOU SHOULD HAVE SENT SOMEONE FOR ME!!!” I snapped at him I was tired and he was pushing the wrong buttons I grabbed my keys and my stuff and ran out of the studio and threw everything into the car and drove over to the Orlando Family Fitness Center.

When I went in I went to the desk and signed in. from there I went to the locker room and changed into my bathing suit. I hit the shower and then went out to the pool. I hopped into lane 4 and started doing laps. Doing laps were my favorite way to de-stress from Darren. When I am in school I am on the swimming and diving team. I have won many titles and even some national titles. I rotated from freestyle to the butterfly to the breast stroke I think I was in the pool for an hour. When I got out of the pool I sat down on the bench and just sat there. When I was done in the pool area I went back into the locker room and changed into my black snap pants and a sports bra and then went up to the gym.

When I got in there I went straight to the treadmill and started an up hill climb. I ran for like 20 minutes and then got off. I went over to the health food bar and grabbed a bottle of Fruit punch Gatorade, and a salad. From the snack bar I went and sat down at the benches and ate…I don’t want to work too hard especially since this is probably the first thing I have eaten all day.

Chapter 2-> you again

“Hey Kait isn’t it?” Kevin asked me as he sat down and I looked up and saw him standing there well sitting there.
“Yeah…hey Kevin” I said opening the lid on my salad container.
“What do you not sleep or something?” he asked me.
“Nope sorry that word is not in my Vocabulary.” I said to him
“I remember those days” He said and then added
“have you started working on your album yet?” he asked

“Yeah…It’s finished…I have to carry it around every where to memorize all the lyrics to the songs.” I said

“Can I hear it?” he asked me.

“ Sure” I said handing my CD player over to him.
My track list goes like this
1. My Prerogative
2. Genie in a Bottle
3. final Heartbreak
4. a little bit
5. Angels
6. take my breath away
7. everywhere
8. all you wanted
9. goodbye to you
10. stuck
11. there’s got to be more to life
12. leave (get out)
13. breakaway
14. Is it the beat
He put it on and started listening to track number 8 my favorite song…it was written by an unknown singer named Michelle Branch…it’s on her debut album…

He flipped through the rest of the songs on the and he said

“There is a lot of fast songs on here…are you a dancer?” He asked me

“Since I was 2” I said before I took a swig of my Gatorade

He listened to a couple of more songs while I ate my salad. When I was done eating I through my trash away and came back and sat down.

“Hey Kait the studio is open down stairs if you want to practice…I heard about Darren today…” Valerie said coming over to me…great sympathy in front of this hot guy

“Yeah I think I will go down stairs” I said and then Got up

“Your welcome to come along Kevin I am just going to go to the dance studio to practice the dance to my upcoming Video” I told Kevin before throwing my towel into the bin

“Yeah I would love to get an inside look” he said getting up taking my headphones off and getting up and following me down stairs to the dance studio.

When we go down stairs Kevin had handed me back CD player. We went into the studio and I went over to the System and put my CD into the machine the next sound that came out were the sound of ‘my prerogative’. I grabbed the remote and went to sit down and stretch my body before I end up pulling a muscle.

I felt his eyes on me for a second and I just shook it off as him being bored out of his mined. When I finished getting all stretched out I stood up and restarted it.

I started up the dance sequence for the video…and I swear that he is lusting after me. So I add the more sexual version into it…and I know for sure that he is lusting after me…though I can not say that I don’t find him to be a total hottie.

Once I am done my dance I sit and then I hear my phone ring…so I whip it out of my pocket and answer it.

“Hello?” I ask because I don’t recognize the number and my mother is on the line
“Hi mom…new number?” she asked me
“Mom…mom…mom…you know what fuck you mother I am not a little girl anymore and I am not going back to apologize to Darren for walking out on him…fuck that.” I said and hung up on her…

“Let me guess your mother is your manager?” he asked me

“Yes unfortunately…If I knew any really great managers who deal with 16-year-olds I would totally switch…Johnny Wright doesn’t go against my mothers word so I can’t go to him” I said pissed off at my mother…

“Well hey Nick’s mom Jane is a good agent…if you want to talk to her let me know I could have her call you sometime.” He told me about Jane Carter and her work with Aaron, Nick’s little brother.

“ thanks I really hate having my mother as my manager…she is all business all the time and kills me…she used to be family oriented and was just a mother…now she is like I don’t care if your tired nobody got anywhere being tired.” I told him we got talking and I realized that he is not anything like my brother has said he is like.

Justin is going to hit the roof if he finds out that I am with Kevin Richardson of the Backstreet Boys
“Well I got to go but uh my cell phone number is 813-647-7263 if Jane or you want to talk “Business”.” I said taking a piece of paper out of my CD player case.

We said our good byes and we went our separate ways

Chapter 3
Back at home

When I walked in the house I went up stairs to the bathroom to get a shower since I must stink uncontrollably. After I got out of the shower I wrapped my self in my towel and Bathrobe and went into my room and saw my brother and my mother sitting in my room waiting for me.

“Why are you being so mean to mom Kait?” Justin asked me.
“I love you to death Justin but, but out of it” I said grabbing my pajamas and going back to the bathroom I am so unbearably tired and they are just pissing me off. I came back into my room fully dressed in silk pajama pants and a white wife beater.

“Listen Kait you need to stop being so bitchy to everyone. Especially mom, and Darren they just want what’s best for you nothing else.” My very annoying older brother told me…its 9:30 in the summer and I am ready for bed

“What ever now get out of my room I need sleep” I said climbing into my king size bed and kicking them out of it.

“We are not done talking about this…we will continue this conversation tomorrow.” My mother said before turning the light out and closing my door. As soon as they were gone I was sound asleep. 11:30 I got a phone call on my cell

“Hello?” I asked groggily
“Kait?...its Kevin” he said and I immediately woke up completely.
“Hey Kevin…what’s up?” I asked him
“Did I wake you because I can call back later if you would like” he said awe he is so sweet

“Yeah but its fine…what’s up?” I asked him
“I spoke with Jane for you and told me to tell you to come over to the house and talk.” He told me
“I can go tomorrow…can you go with me I don’t know where they live” I asked him

“Yeah sure when?” he asked me
“Whenever is best for you” I said to him
“How is 1:30 sound?” he asked me
“it sounds great…I hate doing this to my mother but she needs to know when to be business and when to be a mother. You know?” I said to him before involuntary yawning.

“You sound really tired I can call back tomorrow…get some sleep” He said I think I am going to fall in love with him

We said good-bye and I immediately went back to sleep and as soon as I was asleep it seemed my alarm went off…I opened my eyes and it was 6.30 am
I got up and went down stairs to the kitchen and went over to the refrigerator and got a bottle of water and a container of fruit salad. (It was hand picked whole fruit…strawberry, watermelon slices, grapes, and oranges slices). I went over to the counter and sat down and started eating.

I looked down at my cell phone and realized that I have new voice mail on it. I called my voice mail the first one was from Darren Henson left me a message

“Hey Kaitie Look I am sorry about the way yesterday went down…can you be at the studio today at 5:30?...call me if you can I told Jive I have an idea for your video and they want to see if we can work it with the dance we have.” I pressed 9 to save it and took a piece of watermelon and ate it while the next message played it was from Kevin

“Hey Kaitie it’s me I know I said that I would call you later but I just remembered something. Jane just wants to know if your mother is down for a switch with manager’s call me I’ll be up at about 6” he said and smiled and pressed 9 to save it the next message was unfortunately from my older brother

“Hey Kaitie you little brat I just want to let you know mom is pissed that you cursed her out yesterday…she and I left early to go to the recording studio…if you want to talk call the cell.” I smiled as much as he tries he can not be mean to me. After the message was over I hit nine again to save the message. There were no more messages so I hung up and ate a piece of strawberry. I ate a couple more pieces and I finished it. After I finished I opened my bottle of water. I took a swig of water before I picked up my phone and called Kevin.


Yay! or Ney! to Jane Carter as a manager...should I go with Denise Mclean as I am leaning towards..

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Chapter 4
Conversations and a new manager

“Hello Kevin Richardson speaking” He said. That is one way to answer a phone but why so cheery?

“Hey Kevin its Kait…I got the message last night” I told him as I got up from my seat at the counter and went over to the refrigerator and grabbed the carton of Orange Juice. I closed the door and went over to the cabinet with the glasses and opened it to get a glass. I grabbed my glass and then pour myself a glass of juice… need more Vitamin C since I don’t get a lot of sleep anymore.

“Hey Kaitie…so how are you this morning…let me guess you’re extremely tired and are rethinking your career choice.” He said with a little chuckle

“To a ‘T’ you really have been there” I said god I am fallen for him and it has only been 2 days that we known each other.

“ I was about 5 years older than you when I joined Backstreet…I kinda know what its like…So did you talk to your mother about the switch of managers?” He asked me unfortunately I haven’t yet

“No but I already know she is gonna say no but I don’t care about that…so Jane will not take over If my mom is not down for it?” I asked him

“No she will not … she doesn’t like doing things that undermine parents.” He told me…damn…I wish I could trade managers.

“But Denise is also a good manager if you want we could go and see her instead of Jane. Today” He told me and I got a little bit more excited when there was still a chance of me changing from my mother to another manager

“Yeah…could we go and see her?” I asked him hoping he would say yes…I mean I know he said yes already but I know people who say something and mean another.

“Yeah sure…same time as before?” he asked me
“Yeah if you don’t mind” I said
“Sure I’ll pick you up at 1:30 and take you to AJ’s House…she is there today” Kevin said
“Great…do you know where I live?” I asked him

“Yeah you live with Justin on Knighting Gale Right?” He asked
“yeppers.” I said

we said goodbyes and hung up from there I went up stairs to my room with my water bottle and just laid in bed…

Soon I was asleep again…

“Hello…Kaitie…anyone home...Kaitie…hello…I am coming upstairs … Kaitie … hello…” I heard

The next thing I know I feel my bed move a little bit and someone move the hair out of my face.

“Hey Kaitie…wake up…Kate” He said I stirred a little bit. The next thing he did was kissed my cheek…OMG HE KISSED MY CHEEK!! **I should get up and do a dance**

I immediately woke up with a smile on my face…

“Hey Kaitie…took you little while to get up” He said with a smile

“Well what can I say I love being alone all day…I get as much sleep as I can” I told him and sat up.

“I love sleep…I am a sleep-a-holic” he said to me

“Likewise” I said throwing the covers off of me and got out of bed…I’m still in my silk pajama pants and my white wife beater.

“You look the part of a sleepaholic” he said getting up to let me out of the bed

“Is it really1:30?” I asked him as I yawned

“Yeah…how long did you sleep after we talked this morning?” He asked me as I went over to my closet and pulled down a white halter top and a pair of blue stretch jeans and walked into the bathroom. I threw on the outfit and walked back into my room. When I got back into my room I picked a pair of sneakers, and some socks.

“I have been asleep since about 7… I tend to sleep a lot.” I said while I did every thing
I also ran a brush through my hair and put it up…I ran back to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, and splashed some cold water onto my face and got the sleepies out of my eyes. When I was done I went back to my room and grabbed my jacket.

“You ready?” He asked as I put on my jacket.

We left my room and went downstairs and out to his car. We drove all the way to AJ’s house talking about our musical influences…I told him I like Phil Collins and he said that he likes R. Kelly

“SO how come you didn’t use any samples of Phil Collins on your record” He asked

“Because My brother pissed off Phil’s agent and they said that if I want a Phil song on my album that my brother better not be a producer. I swear to the higher power that I will kill my brother one of these days” I told him.

“SO why don’t you just ask for a new producer?” he asked me

“Because that would have to go through my mother and my brother…that doesn’t look good” I said

“I see the need for a new manager…well your in luck Denise is totally cool” He said as he pulled up in front of AJ’s house. When we parked he got out and ran around to my door before I had my seatbelt off he had the door open.

“Thank you Kevin” I said as I got out of the Car. He closed the door and we walked up to the house and he just opened the door, and we just walked in

“Yo0o Alex are you home? Denise…ah there you are…” He said as this cute little red head woman came into the room from what I would expect to be a balcony

“Ah Kevin how are you honey…and this little cutie here must be Kaitie…Hi I am Denise…most of the Guys just call me mom though…so you are having problems with your mother being your manager well come with me to my “Office” as we call it and we will talk about what you want to do” she said pulling me from Kevin. We went into the Kitchen and sat down at the counter

“SO let me guess…she is not a mother anymore she is all business all the time and you want your mother back…am I right?” She asked me

“Yep…between my mother and my brother I don’t know who to kill…him or her” I said

“haha…well Kaitie I am not your mother so you can feel free to have fun and not expect our “family matters” get in the way” She said …I already like her.

“Well … cool … I just wish I knew how to tell my mother that she is fired” I said

“Well I can help you there honey…well we can meet at Jive’s meeting office at Sound Effects studio…do you know that one sweet heart?” she asked me

“Yeah I recorded my album there…there is just one thing…would you be able to help me get Phil Collins to consider letting me use his material?” I asked her.

“Of course honey…Phil and I are very close…I am sure I could ask him to let you use his material…He would probably even produce some of the material” She said and I jumped up and down…this is like a dream come true for me.

CHAPTER FIVE
Who knows? I don’t

We talked till about 4:30 but at 4:30 I realized that I need to get to the dance studio…
So Denise and I walked out to the front porch and saw Kevin and AJ talking

“Hey Kaitie this is my little brother AJ” Kevin said giving AJ a punch in the stomach
“It’s Alex, Kevin… and your just jealous that Kait prefers younger guys then old” Alex said giving me a wink

“Actually I prefer older gentlemen to immature little boys” I said grinning and winking at Kevin

“O0oh you got shot down…playa McLean Got shot down…were are the poperotzie when you need them.” Kevin said…and as soon as he said that 3 photographers with little voice recorders came up to the front porch

“Kevin…AJ…girl … turn for the cameras” the photographer said to us Kevin Wrapped his arm around me shielding me from being in the photograph and we turned and went back into the house.

“Thanks Kevin…Thanks a lot” Alex said well yelled

“What it was a joke…how the hell was I supposed to know that there is a stationed photographers out side your house Alexander” Kevin yelled back in a way that meant that Alex should have told us.

“What is all the yelling about” Denise McLean asked us

“Kevin Here decided to say “where is the poperotzie when you need them” and then there was about 3 of them on my porch.” Alex said

“Kevin you didn’t…did you?” Denise asked in a you should not have done that sort of way

“Yeah I did … so what…all there gonna get is us standing on the porch” He said

“Well alright…but Kaitie needs to leave…she needs to get to the dance studio” Denise said for me

“You ready?” Kevin asked me

“yep” I said

“Well then we’ll go…good bye Mama Mac, later bro” Kevin said good bye and we left the house I put the hood of my jacket up over my face and walked to the car. Kevin opened the door for me because I couldn’t see…what a gentleman

once we pulled away from Alex’s drive way we drove to the dance studio. When we got there he asked me if he could come in and watch rehearsals. I said yeah of course.

“Hey Darren” I said as I walked onto the dance floor Kevin just went over to the mirror and sat down.

“Hey Kaitie…Hi Kevin” He said realizing who the person who came in with me was

“Hey Darren…what’s up man?” Kevin asked him

“nothing much I just wanted to see Kait practice” Kevin said

“alright get ready to rumble … get in there Timberlake” He said to me so I to the center of the dance floor…with my jeans and top on I did the dance. I had to practice in an on comfortable out fit…not only did I do the dance I sang along with the song

SPOKEN:
People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is..
Can you handle mine?

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live

Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the deal
About my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago before I won this fight

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

[It's my prerogative]

Its the way that I wanna live

[It's my prerogative]

They can't tell me what to do...

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships
It really gets me down
I see nothing wrong
Spreading Myself Around

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own descisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own descisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

Its the way that I wanna live

[It's my prerogative]

They can't tell me what to do...

Why can't I live my life?
Without all of the things that people say?

Ohh...

[Shout]

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

(They Say I'm crazy) Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
(they say I'm nasty)I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
(ahhh)That's my prerogative

[That's my prerogative]

“alright Kait now lets get you some skimpy little outfit and your all set” Darren said

“Um lets not and say we did…I mean Ill wear some edgy outfit…but can we please try and remember that I am 16 fucking years old I mean really come on.” I said

“alright fine” Darren said chuckling

“so Richardson…what do you think of my little master piece” Darren added but directed it to Kevin

“ I think for some one who deals with a lot of flack that was awesome” Kevin said getting up and coming over to us.

“That was awesome Kaitie” He said giving me a hug.

“Alright alright alright lets get back to business…Timbers take a drink a water and get back out there and do it again” Henson said

“alright already” I said giving Kevin one last squeeze and got a drink of water and Darren restarted the music


My Prerogative

SPOKEN:
People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is..
Can you handle mine?

They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live

Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the deal
About my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago before I won this fight

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

[It's my prerogative]

Its the way that I wanna live

[It's my prerogative]

They can't tell me what to do...

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships
It really gets me down
I see nothing wrong
Spreading Myself Around

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own descisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own descisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

Its the way that I wanna live

[It's my prerogative]

They can't tell me what to do...

Why can't I live my life?
Without all of the things that people say?

Ohh...

[Shout]

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

(They Say I'm crazy) Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
(they say I'm nasty)I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
(ahhh)That's my prerogative

[That's my prerogative]

Chapter 6
What the fuck is going on

“Okay…Kaitie are you ready for this?” Denise asked me before we called in my mother and my brother

“Yes…I just want to get this over with.” I said

“Alright…-well sweeties go and invite them in” Denise said to me

“Okay” I said I got up went over to the door but before opening it I turned and looked at Kevin and Denise for a little strength they both nodded as if to say we got your back…so I opened the door and told them they could come in now.

“Okay Kaitie do you want to tell me what the fuck is going on here?” my brother asked me

“Well this is more of a meeting for me and mom” I said to my brother.
“What are Denise McLean, and Kevin Richardson doing here?” My mother asked me

“Well that’s the thing…why don’t we all sit down and talk about this like adults” I said to my mother.

“We are not adults you are a child” My brother said to me

“Well let’s talk like people” I said sitting in a chair between Denise and Kevin

“Hello Mrs. Harless…well as you know I am Denise McLean…and this is obviously Kevin Richardson…we are here to discuss the future of Kaitie” Denise said

“What do you mean we I am here mother and I am her manager. You will have no part of my child’s future.” Lynn Flipped out I will refuse to call her my mom again

“Well start acting like it!!!” I jumped up…Kevin had to grab my arm to pull me back down

“Don’t you sass me little girl…I am your mother and you will not talk to me like that” she yelled at me

“Um Mrs. Harless I think that we should be doing what is best for Kaitie and not what we want…Remember as much of an act Kaitie may put on she is still just a kid. Can we all remember that?” Denise said for me

“Kaitlyn Stephanie Timberlake I am gonna whup your ass when we get out of here.” My brother threatened me.

“I would love to see you try” Kevin and I said simultaneously

“What are you going to do Richardson…beat me up?” Justin asked getting ready for a WWF Smack down.

“If need be yes I will…I will not allow you to threaten Kaitie.” Kevin said getting all protective of me. Its no wonder I love him…wait did I say love him…damn it I did…I mean it I love him

“All right lets measure our gun calibers later…right now we are talking about Kaitie.” Denise said

“Alright fine do what ever you want” My “mother” said

“Well that is good because Kaitie wants to Fire you Mrs. Harless” Denise said

“WHAT?!!!” my “mother” said well more like yelled

“Yeah ma I want to fire you…I just want my mother back…is that too much to ask?” I said to my mother

“You are not firing me little girl not as long as you are living under my roof.” My mother said to me

“Well fine…I don’t need you I’ll go and live with Daddy” I said to her and she snapped again

“You are not leaving the state of Florida…if you go back to Tennessee to live with your no good father I will no longer consider you my daughter” Lynn said…

“Fine…I’ll be out tonight…Fuck this I don’t need this” I said getting up, and leaving the room. I want my mother back again…this shit has got to stop.

Moments later Kevin came up be hind me and stopped me.

“Hey…you did great in there” he said turning me around and hugging me.

“Yeah? Then why do I feel like shit?” I asked him crying

“Look at me Kait…your mother is wrong…you have every right to be mad at her…all you want is a mother and all she wants another famous child to bring the money in” Kevin said… “Come on Kaitie…lets go get your stuff and we’ll call your dad” He added

“…alright…” I said reluctantly and we left Kevin drove me to the house and we went inside and up to my room. I went over to my closet and grabbed my suitcase and then started to pull clothes out of my closet. Neatly folding them and neatly putting them into the case.

“you did the right thing you know…she wasn’t acting like a parent…she was acting only out of greed…maybe if you did move in with your dad she’ll realize that. Hopefully she’ll just forget about money and just want you back…until then she doesn’t deserve you” Kevin said come up behind me and stopping me from loading the suitcase.

“Kaitie…stop talk to me” he said

“I Love you” I said

“Kaitie…you do know that I am 28-years-old right” He asked painfully obvious that he loves me too but just knows that it is legally wrong.

“I don’t give a shit” I said kissing him, he obviously doesn’t care either because he didn’t pull away. The only time we pulled away was so that we could breathe.

With in the next 3 hours I had all my clothes packed and a flight to Memphis ordered. Kevin drove me to the airport and stayed w/ me as I waited for flight to be called. He just held me and let me cry on his shoulder.

“Flight 761 to Memphis now boarding First Class passengers…please have ticket, and Identification ready at the gate” The attendant said over the loud speaker.

We got up and walked over to the gate I gave him a hug and a kiss before boarding to go home…Memphis, Tennessee here I come

Chapter 7
Sweet home Memphis

While I was on the plane to Memphis I took out my laptop and started play a few games…its only like a half hour flight to Memphis but hey might as well have a little fun…tho I would rather be back home in Orlando but hey…life is a bitch then you die.

So I started to play solitaire I am still crying but not as much…Because I know that I still have work to do in Florida. Plus I still have my Kevin back there…I looked out the window into the 8:30 ski in Florida and fell asleep.

When we landed in Memphis My father (Randy) and step-mother and my 2 half brothers Jonathan and Steven were there

“Hey daddy” I said removing the hood on my hoody.

“Hey welcome home pumpkin” My daddy said to me giving me a Bear Hug.

“Hey Kaitie” the two little “darlings” said to me while giving me a big hug.

“Hey” I said to them giving them each a hug

“Hey Kaitlyn…how are you honey?” My stepmother Lisa asked me giving me a hug.

“Okay I guess” I said

“Honey Denise called and spoke with us you are needed in New York by Friday” My dad said

“Okay.” I said since it’s only Monday.

From the airport we went to my favorite restaurant ‘Friendly’s’ to celebrate my homecoming.

When we got home my dad and step-mother Lisa, and I went into his office and started talking about my situation.

“Baby girl I love you tell me what the hell is going on with the family in Florida?” my daddy asked me.

“Dad mom is to in to the whole celebrity status to be a mother, dad I just want my mom back and all she wants is another meal ticket.” I told my dad

“Aw honey” my step-mother said giving me a hug

“see this is why your mother and I divorced 10 years ago…she wanted to be famous…and I wanted my family…come here honey…your mother doesn’t even think of you and Justin in this…you will love having your old room back.” My dad said as I sat on his lap like I was 4 again

“Do you mind if I go there now I am tired…” I said to him

“Of course honey…you have had a long day…and dealing with your mother is no easy thing to do.” He said kissing my head.

“good-night sweetie” Lisa said to me giving me a hug and a kiss on my cheek.

I went to my room and grabbed my remote and laid down my bed I pushed play on my CD player remote and the song walking in Memphis started to play



Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
W. C. Handy - won't you look down over me
Yeah I got a first class ticket
But I'm as blue as a boy can be

Then I'm walking in Memphis
Walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale
Walking in Memphis
But do I really feel the way I feel

Saw the ghost of Elvis
On Union Avenue
Followed him upto the gates of Graceland
Then I watched him walk right through
Now security they did not see him
They just hovered 'round his tomb
But there's a pretty little thing
Waiting for the King
Down in the Jungle Room

(Chorus)

They've got catfish on the table
They've got gospel in the air
And Reverend Green be glad to see you
When you haven't got a prayer
But boy you've got a prayer in Memphis

Now Muriel plays piano
Every Friday at the Hollywood
And they brought me down to see her
And they asked me if I would -
Do a little number
And I sang with all my might
And she said -
Tell me are you a Christian child?
And I said Man I am tonight

(Chorus)

Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain
Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues
In the middle of the pouring rain

After the song was over Lisa came in to talk girl talk with me.

“So Kait any new guys in your life” she asked me coming over to my bed.

“Leese I am in love…you can’t tell anyone” I said to her and then added
“Not even daddy”

“I will not…what is he like 30 or something?” she asked

“Close enough…he is 28…I don’t even know if he likes me…so please don’t say anything to my dad or anyone” I said to her

“Ah honey…I have had an older man in my lifetime as well …. I promise you that I will not tell on you…as long as you don’t make me a step-grandmother anytime soon” she said

“Alright” I said and a new song came on it was I need you tonight…by non other than the Backstreet boys

Open up your heart to me
And say what's on your mind, oh yes
I know that we have been through so much pain
But I still need you in my life this time, and...
Chorus
I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you tonight
I figured out what to say to you
But sometimes the words they, they come out so wrong, oh yes they do
And I know in time that you will understand
That what we have is so right this time, and...

Chorus

I need you tonight
I need you right now
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
All those endless times we tried to make it last forever more
And baby I know
I need you
I know deep within my heart
It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right
I really need you, oh

Chorus

I need you tonight - I need you, oh I need you baby
I need you right now - It's gotta be this, it's gotta be this
I know deep within my heart
No, it doesn't matter if it's wrong or it's right
All I know is baby
I really need you tonight

Songs in this chapter

Walking in Memphis by cohn

And I need you tonight by the Backstreet boys

Till next time…I love you all…have a good day….(since its 12.28am) here in suberbian philly…. later

Chapter 8

It has been a month since the falling out between me and my mother.
I have been in the studio with Kevin, Phil Collins, and Denise as well as max martin.

Jive agreed to let me start over with the album even though some of the songs are still the same.

It looks like I can have a bunch of Phil Collins songs on the album.
My album now has 3 songs from Phil Collins as well as many other songs

1. This is my time ( to shine )
2. overprotected (dark child remix)
3. In the Air tonight
4. leave (get out)
5. Something happened on the way to heaven
6. there’s gotta be more to life
7. goodbye to you
8. my prerogative
9. I decide
10. everywhere
11. I had the time of my life duet w/ Kevin Richardson
12. break away
13. a little bit
14. all you wanted
15. stuck
16. Paradise
17. is it the beat
18. dreaming of you

We also changed the title of my album from Blond wonder to this is my time

The album just flew out of me like a bat out of hell. When I finished I had to go right into shooting the video for My Prerogative, and had to start tour rehearsal. I am still the opening act for NSYNC but that was because the record company would not budge on that. They said that they invested to much time and money to get all the promotion done that they refused to let me off of the tour.

At least I get my own bus that way when Kevin come out to visit I have a place for us to be together.

We did a few local shows just to get me in the rhythm of touring and for me to get used to my bus.

My bus had a big couch in the “living” section past the “living” section there was a little kitchen with a refrigerator full of Gatorade, milk and water…the pantry had pop tarts and cereal. Farther back is the bunk beds…then there is the entertainment room and then all the way in the back is my room. My room had a full screen TV as well as a satellite It had a kick ass stereo, and a dvd player with all of my dvd’s in it
Our first Show in the rhythm getting tour was in Orlando at universal studios.

When Denise introduced me to the crowd she said

“Hello Orlando…I want you all to put your hands up for the next princess of Pop

KAITIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” She said

I spoke the first part of my song “My Prerogative” as I slowly walked out onto the stage

“People can take everything away from you
But they can never take away your truth
But the question is.
Can you handle mine?”

And then the music kicked up a notch and I started the rest of the song.


They say I'm crazy
I really don't care
That's my prerogative
They say I'm nasty
But I don't give a damn
Getting boys is how I live

Some ask me questions
Why am I so real?
But they don't understand me
I really don't know the deal
About my sister
Trying hard to make it right
Not long ago before I won this fight

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

[It's my prerogative]

Its the way that I wanna live

[It's my prerogative]

They can't tell me what to do...

Don't get me wrong
I'm really not souped
Ego trips is not my thing
All these strange relationships
It really gets me down
I see nothing wrong
Spreading Myself Around

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own descisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own descisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

That's my prerogative

Its the way that I wanna live

[It's my prerogative]

They can't tell me what to do...

Why can't I live my life?
Without all of the things that people say?

Ohh...

[Shout]

Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
I don't need permission
Make my own decisions (oh)
That's my prerogative

(They Say I'm crazy) Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me
Why don't they just let me live? (tell me why)
(they say I'm nasty)I don't need permission
Make my own decisions
(ahhh)That's my prerogative

[That's my prerogative]

“What’s up Orlando???” I asked the crowd and they screamed

I really hoped they liked it and it looks as though they like the show so far.

“Well I hope you really liked that song…but I hope you like this one to this one is called Overprotected

say hello to the girl that I am your going to have to see through my perspective…need to make mistakes to just to learn who I am but I don’t want to be so damn protected…there must be another way because I believe in taking chances but who am I to say what a girl is to do I need some answers what am I going to do with my life….”

A/N: You get my drift do I have to type out the whole set of lyrics? My internet is broken so I have to either copy and paste off of other documents or hand type lyrics

So here is another message:
HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!!!!!
2005

“Kaitie? I know that you’re in here don’t try and deny it Britney saw you come on here…where are you.” Justin stormed onto my bus man do I have to deal with this the whole damned tour?

I am lying in bed all nice and warm and half way to sleep what a great brother I have don’t you think?

He comes into my room and sees me laying in bed and sits down on the bed

“What the hell are you doing in here Justin…I am tired…get the hell out” I said being pissed off that he is interrupting my sleeping.

“Why the hell are you not talking to mom?” Justin asked me

“Because she disowned me remember blonde boy…she said that if I moved back to Tennessee that she would not consider me her daughter anymore” I said and kicked Justin off of my bed with my feet and then pulled the pillow over my head

“Look you little bitch just because you are running with the “Backstreet crew” doesn’t mean that you can treat your family like shit. Mom just wanted you to be happy and successful…” Justin said before I snapped at him

“your fucking wrong Justin…Mom only wanted a meal ticket out of me…I am sixteen years old and she just wanted the spotlight that’s why I fired her…and don’t make fun of the Backstreet Crew…they are a lot cooler than you are.” I said

“Alright that’s it I’m going to whoop your ass…stand up little girl…” He said getting up off of the floor.

“No fucking way I am comfortable where I am, now get the fuck off of my bus” I told him ready to get violent with him

“No.” He said and punched me

“oh that is it” I said and jumped up and slugged him in the face

“Jesus Christ Kaitlyn I supposed to do a Photo shoot tomorrow” he yelled

“well you should have thought about that before you fucking messed with me dear brother…now as I said before I want you off of my bus” I said pushing him towards the door of my bedroom.

Once he was gone I went back to my comfortable bed and laid down again.
A few minutes later Kevin came aboard and knocked on the door to my room.

“Hey…did I just see Justin run off the bus with a bloody nose?” he asked me

I opened my eyes and looked at him

“Hey” I said jumping up and into his arms and kissing him. God I missed him so much.

He put me down, and we stopped kissing.

“hey Kaitie the guys and I are going out on Nick’s boat, and I want you to come with us.” He said

“alright then” I said and the next like 10 minutes getting ready

with in the next 10-15 minutes I was ready and we got into his Jeep and drove down to the Marina. Once we got to the Marina I saw the rest of the Guys all of them had someone with them. It turned out that all of them were engaged or were in a serious relationship. Nick was engaged to Amanda, Howie had Claudia, AJ has Amanda, and Brian was engaged to Leighann. It must be hard on Kev for one he is the eldest of the group and he is “friendly” with a 16-year-old. Who is soon to be pop princess, and whose brother is in the rival boy band.

“So Kait when is your album due out?” Leighann asked me

“December 21, 2000 I can not believe it drops in 4 months.” I told her. The guys are in the front of the boat drinking sodas and talking… the girls and I are in the back of the boat lying on our stomachs sunbathing. I love sun bathing I have been too busy to tour…this is my first day off in like 2 weeks.

((a/n: dudes I really need a friggen brain transplant…I never set a date for this story…but I will start now.))

I can’t believe its August 21 already.

“So Kaitie we are having a 27th birthday party for Howie on the 24th your more than welcome to come. Just keep it on the down low…Howie doesn’t know.” Claudia said smiling mischievously like Howie is in for the surprise of his life.

“Ok does Kev know because I don’t want to blow it by telling him if he doesn’t know” I asked the girls.

“Yeah Kevin Knows you don’t have to worry about blowing the surprise sweetie…so when is your birthday?” Claudia asked me

“December 25… It used to sucks, because I used to get ripped with presents…now it just seems petty” I said

“So how old are you going to be?” Amanda Latona, AJ’s girl friend asked me

“17”

“Your only 16…damn I thought nick or AJ who would go for the young blood not Kevin” Amanda Williford, nicks fiancée said.

“How did you two meet?” Claudia asked me

“Let’s just say he knocked me off my feet” I said

“What does that mean” Leighann said.

“Kevin and Brian were horsing around out by the park over by Star Maker Studios© and Brian shoved Kevin and Kevin fell into me knocking me off of the swing I had fallen asleep on” I said I had the best time and didn’t care what would happen next

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Stay tuned in this one is short I know but I had to end it here because of what happens next.

Chapter 10
“Celebrity in Love with a Sixteen Year Old”

On the 24th I went to Howie’s Surprise birthday party over at Tabu© when I got there I received a phone call from a reporter on my cell phone. He says he has some interesting photos of Kevin and I. I went and Found Kevin and I had put the guy on hold.

“Kevin…I think we have a problem.” I said

“What what’s wrong?” He asked

“There is a reporter on my phone and he says he has pictures of us.” I said
He pulled me into a closed office he sat down in the desk chair and I sat on top of the desk facing him.

“Put him on Speaker Phone.” He said

So I took him off of hold and put him on Speaker Phone.

“Hello?” The report asked

“Hello” Kevin and I said simultaneously

“I have photographs of Miss. Timberlake and you Mr. Richardson…believe me you don’t want these photos to be leaked to the world or your family miss Timberlake. These photos have you two on a boat kissing, in her bedroom kissing, on her bus half naked and kissing.” He said

“What do you want?” Kevin asked

“I want you to meet me in 10 minutes out side of the club I have the photos.” The reporter said

“we’ll be out there” I said and the reporter hung up on us. I started to get teary eyed and Kevin just pulled me down onto his lap and let me cry. He just held me.

“Don’t worry Kate. We’ll get the photos back and then we’ll figure out what to do next” He said knowing that I am scared that He could get into trouble and I don’t want him to get into trouble. We just sat there for a few minutes until it was time to go out side and see the reporter. I picked up my phone. We both got up I wiped my face and straightened my clothes as well as his.

“You ready?” He asked me.

“As I’ll ever be” I said holding his hand we opened the door to the office and dropped each others hand and walked towards the door. We got out side and waited the whole 2 minutes for this damned guy to show up.

“Miss Timberlake? MR. Richardson?” The guy asked us coming over to us.

“yes” I said

“I am Joe McClintock…here are your pictures…plus the negatives. I don’t want any more to do with them…because IF I develop them I could get arrested for stalking or something so Have a good evening you too.” The reporter said. Handing the envelope to me and I opened it and took a picture out and it was of me and Kevin on the bus.

“You too. And if you tell anyone about this you will have a lawsuit on your hands and I don’t think that your company wants that.” Kevin said pissed off after looking at the picture. We went into the club again and went into the office again. When we got into the office we sat back into the same spots again. He sat in the chair and I sat on the desk. I opened the envelope and took out the pictures.

There was a knock on the door and I shoved the pictures back into the envelope and got off the desk and handed the envelope to Kev as I went to answer the door. It was my brother

“What do you want Justin?” I asked

“I was here to see Kevin about an upcoming show…but what are you doing here?” He asked me.

“I am here because Kevin and I are discussing singles options for my album before the party starts. Why does it matter tho? You have nothing to do with my life… remember the whole “you will no longer be my daughter if you move back to Tennessee with your father” doesn’t that count for you too.” I asked him

“No it doesn’t because you are still on my tour and you will fucking listen to me.” Justin said

“Whatever Justin…I am going to go say happy birthday to Howie…we’ll talk later Kev” I said leaving the room

“So what about that upcoming show did you want to talk about Timberlake?” Kevin asked him

“I wanted to talk about my sisters involvement in it…I do not want her there. She is too new to this thing and I don’t think she is ready for the Video Music Awards’ yet. I don’t think she should have anything to do with the Backstreet Camp any more” Justin told my boyfriend.
“I think that if Kaitie doesn’t want to go that it’s up to her and Denise not you and if Kaitie wants to hang with the “Backstreet Camp” then that is her decision yours and not mine.” Kevin said to my pain in the ass of a brother.

“Why are you so protective of my sister” Justin asked him

“Because she is special and your “camp” is treating her like crap…especially her own family…her brother…her own MOTHER” Kevin said getting defensive over me like only a boyfriend could do.

“No I think it something more than that…are you in love with my sister?” Justin asked Kev

“What…” Kevin said being caught off guard.

“You are aren’t you…this is sick…your fucking 28 years old and she is 16 fucking years old…this is fucking ridiculous a celebrity in love with a sixteen year old” Justin said and then left the room and went to find me.

“Lets go little girl…you will never be back here again” Justin said pulling me out of the party.

“What the fuck is going on Justin you can’t just pull me around like I’m your little doll…I want to go back inside and then I am leaving to go back to Tennessee” I said before I punched him again this time in the jaw. He pulled me to him and whispered

“Kevin Richardson is in love with you…you little whore”

“You need to stay out of my personal life” I yelled at my brother and ran back towards the club.

I went inside to find Kevin I went into the office but I didn’t see him so I called out to Him

“Kevin”

“Kevin”

“Kevin?” I asked and then I felt two arms snake around me and kiss my neck

“Yeah?” He asked me

“The All knowing pain in the ass is outside” turning around to kiss him and I did
However after I did my brother came barging into the office and yanked me away.

“You stay the hell away from my sister or I’ll kill you” Justin said and yanked me out of the club

Hey guys...
I know it has been like a week plus...but I am kinda in the middle of moving from one town house to another town house... and ontop of that I have finals...my mother called up my guidence councler yesterday and asked him to relay a message to me. So im sitting in 6th period its 2.30 and Snr. Null calls me up to her fone...and its my guidence councler...he tells me to go rite home because "your moving" i said "your Jokin" and he said that he is just the messanger....so I got home and apparently my mother needed the lease to change my records at school. so she went over to the new place signed the lease and then decided that we are moving this week. i wanted to kill her.. its bad enough that I am stressed because of finals but she had to make us move this week....I'm sorry I shouldn't burden you with all of this...I ll try and update chapter11 next week till then
hasta mis amigos,
Lorelai Rain
Jess

Chapter 11
I love you

I was brought back to my mother’s house by Justin…I don’t ever think that I will ever call Justin my brother ever again. I ran up to my room and lay down on my bed. I assume that my broth…Justin has already told my mother because she is freaking out down stairs I went over to my door and closed and locked it I shut off the light and grab the remote to my stereo. I turned on my stereo and Backstreet boys started playing

I just cried and cried because I felt like I was losing the one person that I truly loved on this earth. My Kevin. The next song started playing I mindlessly listen to the song as I started to drift off to a sob filled sleep, and was not expecting Kevin to come up to my balcony and come into my room. He came over to me and sat on my bed. Kev Moved around and laid down beside me. I turned over and wrapped my arms around him and continued to cry. He just held me tight as I cried.

“Kait Denise called your dad. Denise wants me to get you on a plane to Memphis now” Kevin said.

“Will you come with me?” I asked him while I snuggled into him.

“I can’t sweetie…Were on tour. But we go to Tennessee next week.” He said kissing my forehead

We stayed that way for another 10 minutes. Then we went out the balcony, and down to his jeep. Before I knew it we were at the Orlando International Airport and Kevin walked me into the terminal and I checked in.

“This is so unfair…I hate them” I said sitting down in the waiting lounge

“You don’t mean that Kait…they love you they just aren’t showing it right now” Kevin said.

“No I do hate them … I am not going back there again…I will be based out of Memphis from now on.” I said and for some reason or other the speakers started to play a song…which rarely happens when you are waiting for a flight to Memphis

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

(bis)

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

“First Class Flight 909 is now boarding for Memphis. Please board the plane if you are first class flight 909 departing for Memphis.” The attendant said coming over the loud speaker.

Kevin walked me over to the door and waited till I handed the flight attendant my ticket and then I walked down the walk way towards the plane.

“Kaitie” Kevin called out to me, I turned around.

“I love you.” He told me…I ran back to him and Jumped into his arms and kissed him.

“I Love You Too.” I said when I let go of him

“Call me when you land” He told me and I kissed him once more before I went back towards the plane.

When I got on the plane I sat down into my seat and took out my CD player, and started to listen to it

A song at which I want on my next album (we recorded it but the album was full)



You're the reason
Why I found a way,
And you're the reason
Why I feel this way
And you're the reason
Why I have to say,
I had to let you know
You're my everything
(Krystal:)
So many times I've been alone,
I didn't know what to do
I don't know where I'd be
If I didn't have, didn't have you
You comfort me
Made me believe,
Give me the strength I need
Since you came into my life
It's been so heavenly, heavenly

Repeat chorus

(Krystal and Nick Carter:)
So many things I wanna say to you
I'd give my heart to you
Just because you came around
And gave me all your
All your love

(Krystal and AJ McLean:)
I would sacrifice my very life,
All you have to do is
Say the word (say the word)
And there would be no other,
No other, no other, no other

Repeat chorus

(Krystal and Backstreet Boys:)
Don't you know that
You're my reason
Why I see more then any
No, I could never live without you

Repeat chorus

Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Repeat chorus twice


Because you loved me – Celine Dion written by Diane Warren
You’re the reason – Krystal Harris featuring Nick Carter and AJ McLean



hey Guys I wanna have a love scene in this story but I am not good at writting anything so can you guys write a love scene and email it to me and Ill post it w/ ur name on it in here

Chapter 12
Phone Calls and an unscheduled meeting


It was 1 am here in Tennessee and I got a phone call

“Hello” I asked tiredly I am completely worn out.

“Baby did I wake you” Kev asked me as answered the phone.

“No…Just got into bed…I tried calling you but your phone was busy.”

“Yeah…The fellas kept calling me. And I couldn’t get them off the phone…how was your flight?” He asked me

“It sucked…Justin kept calling me trying to find out were the hell I was.” I said as I shut the light out in my room.

“You didn’t tell him right?” he asked

“Nope…I’d kill him first.” I said

“how is your father and step-mother?” he asked

“Great…I gotta go lisa is coming in to talk” I said

“Okay afterwards try and get some sleep…promise me” He said

“Yes sir…hehe I got to go … I love you” I said

“Love you too baby…ill let you go…good-night” He said

“Night honey” I said and we hung up.

“Kaitie? Can I come in?” Lisa asked

“yea sure” I said putting my cell phone on my end table and turned on the end table light and she came in

“So I get the feeling that there is a guy in your life.” She said shutting the door behind her

“Leese…you remember the guy we talked about last time I was here? He is now my boyfriend” I said

“So do you have a picture of this guy that your so in love with?” She asked

“Yeah…Here I said taking a picture from my wallet… the picture was from when we were in the studio recording “I’ve had the time of my life”

“Where is this at?” She asked me

“At the studio…we were recording a duet” I told her.

“OH really…what song?” She asked…she may be 42 but she acts like she is 24

“I’ve had the time of my life” I told her smiling at the memory.

“Let me hear it … do you have it?” she asked

“Yeah…here let me put it in the CD player” I told her getting out of bed. I went over to my CD player and put in the CD.

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you
'Cause I've had the time of my life
And I owe it all to you

I've been waiting for so long
Now I've finally found someone
To stand by me
We saw the writing on the wall
As we felt this magical
Fantasy

Now with passion in our eyes
There's no way we could disguise it
Secretly
So we take each other's hand
'Cause we seem to understand
The urgency
Just remember

You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

Hey, baby

With my body and soul
I want you more than you'll ever know
So we'll just let it go
Don't be afraid to lose control, no
Yes I know what's on your mind
When you say, "Stay with me tonight"
Just remember

You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you


But I've had the time of my life
And I've searched though every open door
Till I found the truth
And I owe it all to you

(SOLO)

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you

'Cause I've had the time of my life
And I've searched though every open door
Till I found the truth
And I owe it all to you...

“Wow…wait this is Kevin Richardson…From the Backstreet Boys right…does…does your brother Know?” she asked me

“Yeah…he left his marks right here.” I said taking off my t-shirt and sitting in my sports bra. There is a hand print of Justin’s hand on my arm in two spots. One on my Elbow, and one on my upper arm.

“Wow Kaitie…why did he do this to you sweetie”

We talked for the rest of the night before I went to bed at 4am. I woke up at 1pm I was so tired, emotionally and physically. My arm is still killing me and I went down stairs for some aspirin and some water.

My cell phone rang and I answered it.

“Hello” I asked in my I am a celebrity in training and I need to be extra sweet on the phone voice.

“Hey Honey…how are you feeling?” it’s my dad he is calling from work

“A little better…still tired but better.” I told my dad.

“Well Stay in Bed as long as you want…I am just glad to have my baby girl home” He said

“Thank you daddy…I am going to get a bit to eat and then I am going back to bed to recharge before heading back out on the road on Tuesday.” I said

“Well get going baby girl.” He said

“Bye Daddy” I said before hanging up.

I went into the fridge and got a bottle of water and a container of fruit.

I sat down at the counter and started to eat it. I opened the bottle of water and then the door bell rang.

I went to go and answer it. I opened the door and there was my lovely boyfriend Kevin.

“Hey Sexy” He said and I jumped into his arms

“Hey Baby” He said before kissing me.

“What are you doing here I thought that you couldn’t be here for another week. Not that I don’t want you to be here I am just surprised.” I said after we stopped.

“I got a little time off, As long as I am back before 7 its all good.” He said kissing me again.

He put me down and I led him up to my room.



Okay here is the spot I am hoping to put the love scene. Hey Lenni if you do send me one…Thanx a million to the Millionth power…

If you don’t think the love scene should go here…let me know…I’ll ad to this

http://www.geocities.com/kaitienkevin/

Chapter 13
My Room

I brought him up stars and we sat on my bed.

“This is your childhood room?” He said looking around my room. He got up off of my bed and went to my Closet Door…On my door there is a blown up my dad and I when I was four…I was playing on a swing set at the park.

I got up and went over to my armoire and opened it and it had all of my trophies from swimming and dancing.

“You have a lot of trophy’s here. I have a lot from when I was younger I played a lot of Football and Baseball…If you every come up to Lexington I’ll show you them.” Kev said

“Cool.” I said and that was all that was said in the following 3 hrs, because we were both tired, and we fell asleep.

“Kaitie…Kaitie…Kaitie come on wake up.” Lisa said…wait LISA?

I woke up to see my stepmother Lisa sitting on my bed I looked over and Kevin was not there…which in this case might be a good thing…cause he might be in deep shit with my old man…I moved my hand under the side of the blanket and found a paper…I didn’t pull it out because then Lisa would know that he was here.

“Yea lease…I’m tired”

“I just thought that since you have been sleeping all day that you would like to go to dinner…come on…just the 2 of us.” She said.

“Cool can we go P.F Changs?” I asked her…Hoping she would say yes

“Sure kid let me just leave a note for your father…so he doesn’t worry.” Lisa said…I got out of bed and went to my closet and grabbed a knee length skirt, a tank top, and an over jacket.

“Hey lease I’m going to hop in the shower for a few minutes is that ok?” I asked

“Yea sure I am going to change and then leave your dad a note.” She said leaving my room and going to her and dads room

I hoped into the shower and 10 minutes later I was done…I changed my mined about the outfit… I put on a pair of blue Jeans and a white top…after I was dressed I blow dried my hair put on a tiny bit of make up on just to cover up my emotions. When I was ready I went into dad’s room and lease was just finished writing the note.

“Are you ready kid? Wow I like the outfit. I may have to beat young men off of you with a stick.” Lisa said.

We left the house at about 5:45 and went to dinner at PF Changs. I can’t wait I love their orange peel shrimp.

(((( a/n: Yes PF Changs does exist It is a banging Chinese food restaurant…I really love their orange peel shrimp))))

When we got there my friend Joe was working as the host.

“Hey Kaitie welcome home kid we have all missed you around here…how’s Justin?” He asked

“Still a pain in my ass…I am on tour with him now…we are on a little break thought. How is Jordan?” I asked him Jordan is his twin and he is such brat…I love him though.

“He still a pain in my ass” he said laughing and then adding “Hey Mrs. Timberlake just you and Kaitie tonight?” Joe asked Lisa

“Yes thank you Joseph” She said calling him that because she knows that he hates it…she does it as payback for “Mrs. Timberlake”

when we got to the table one of my favorite songs started to play…Dreaming of You by Selena (((RIP)))

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes I do
i'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreamin' with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

(CHORUS OUT)

“so kaitie...how are things with KR” Lisa said
“things were ok...just saw us together and that is one of the reasons i am back here...Justin dragged me out of a Backstreet boy party and dragged me home...then Kevin came and got me and drove me to the airport” I told Lisa.
“awe Kaitie...Im sorry...hey guess what...your dad got passes from his job for tonights BSB show...backstage passes are included...wanna go?” she asked me

“I’d Love too...can we can we can we?” I asked like a 2-year-old
“hehe your so cute. You know that?” she said
20 minutes later we had ordered our food and had gotten it...another one of my favorite songs started to play Don’t let go by en vogue

What’s it gonna be
Cuz I can’t pretend
Don’t you wanna be more than friends
Hold me tight and don’t let go
Don’t let go
Have the right to loose control
Don’t let go
Verse 1:
I often tell myself
That we could be more than just friends
I know you think that if we move to soon
It would all end
I live in misery when you’re not around
And I won’t be satisfied ’till we’re taking those vows

There’ll be some lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking
Oh, lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking
(chorus)

Verse 2:
I often fantasize
The stars above are watching you
They know my heart and speak to yours
Like only lovers do
If I could wear your clothes
I’d pretend I was you and lose control

There’ll be some lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking
Oh lovemaking, heartbreaking, soul shaking, oh yeah

(chorus)

Bridge:
Running in and out my life has got me so confused
You gotta make the sacrifice
Somebody’s got to choose
We can make it if we try for the sake of you and i
Together we can make it right

(chorus until fade)

After we paid the bill we left the restaurant and went home to get the passes and tickets. When we had the tickets we went over to the venue and went backstage…only Nick and Brian were there YAY!!!! I miss those guys…

“Hey Kaitie…how are you short one?” Nick asked being a smart ass…he is 6-1 and I am 5-7
“Look Carter at least I will not get a nosebleed up there unlike someone I know.” I said

“Hey Kaitie…I missed you” Brian said

“Hey Kait you want to play a little b-ball with me?” Nick asked me

“Sure as long as I get to play B-Rok next” I said kicking off my boots

We went over to the inside hoop and we started to play horse … Nick lost…

“Haha Carter you lost time for a little B-Rok” I said

“Alright Timberlake your going down” Brian said.

Needless to say Brian lost too…finally Howie and Kevin walked into the venue and saw me whoop Brian’s ass in Horse

“KAITIE!!! How did you do that no one ever beats me!!!” Brian freaked and friendly charged at me so I kiddishly ran hid behind Kevin. AJ came in right after this.

“Okay why are we hurting Timberlake … did she bring Justin?” AJ asked

“No…she beat both Brian and I in horse” Nick said and AJ just laughed his ass off

“Leave Kaitie alone…just because ur losing it Rok doesn’t mean you can take it out on her” Kevin said turning around to put a friendly protective arm around me.

“Okay since everyone is here…I can introduce a person who I wished was my mother…Lisa this is Kevin…Brian…Nick…Howie…and AJ…guys this is my stepmother Lisa” I said

a chorus of “ it’s nice to meet you’s” and “hi’s” were heard from the guys.

We sat around until the show was about to start…Lisa and I then went to the first row…the show opened with larger than life


I may run and hide
When you're screamin' my name, alright
But let me tell you now
There are prices to fame, alright
All of our time spent in flashes of light

Chorus:
All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

Looking at the crowd
And I see your body sway, c'mon
Wishin' I could thank you in a different way, c'mon
Coz' all of your time spent keeps us alive

All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

All of your time spent keeps us alive

All you people can't you see, can't you see
How your love's affecting our reality
Every time we're down
You can make it right
And that makes you larger than life

Yeah, every time we're down
Yeah, you can make it right
Yeah, and that's what makes you larger than life

That was the only part of the show I got to see…because after the last note of the song I was hit in the head and don’t remember what happened after that.

Chapter 14
Where is Kaitie?

When I came too I was in a basement or at least it felt like a basement…it was cold and damp.

“Hey Kaitie…I hope you had a good rest because your not going to sleep again” A man’s

“Who are you? Where am I?” I asked … I could not tell I had a blind fold on …

“I want you…and unless someone will pay me 5 million…you’re never going home.” he said
“Your wasting your time…no one will pay that much for me.” I said reaching for my blindfold but couldn’t because arms were tied behind me.

“You’re wasting your time Kaitie you’re tied up.” He said in the same tone.

I know they will not pay that much for me because my dad and Step mom don’t have that kind of Cash…MY mother and Brother will not pay it because they disowned me, and I don’t expect Kevin to Pay 5 million dollars out of his pocket.

“Well if no one will pay that kind of money I guess then you and I will be together forever. Would you like to call and beg for someone to come and get you or will you be my bride.” He said.

“Give me a phone” I said ready to cry…I miss everyone…I even miss my mother and my brother.

“Why…are you going to call someone to get me my money?”

“Yes…now who the hell are you? I should know your name if I am to be your wife…you do realize that this is illegal right? I am 16-fucking-years-old” I yelled and he slapped me.

“You little whore…you are not to speak to me that way.”

“I’ll try and call someone.” I said

“That’s my girl…now get me someone who can pay for your whorish ass.” He said

I dialed

~*~*~*~*~*~*~ back at the concert~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
The concert has ended.
“Kaitie? Kaitie? KAITIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Lisa screamed as the crowed venue was empting she went over to the security guard and asked him if Kaitie went backstage.
“No sorry Mrs. Timberlake I didn’t see her go back there. But you are welcome backstage to go look for her” Steve said.

“Kevin? Kevin?!? Kevin!!!!” Lease screamed for him

“Yea Lisa?” Kevin asked coming out of the dressing room

“Have you seen Kaitie? She is not out there…I can’t find her anywhere” Lisa said

“Have you tried calling her phone?” Kev asked pulling out his phone and getting worried

“no” and he called my phone it rang and then went to voicemail

“Hi you’ve reached Kaitie at 813-647-7263 I wish I could’ve answered your call but I am currently unable so please leave me your name the time you called and a sweet nothing and I’ll get back to you as soon as possible”

He hung up

“got her voicemail”

They could not find me…so that night Lisa went around trying to find me. She didn’t find me.

Kevin couldn’t help her look because to the public they had no contact other than him being her producer, and that’s how it had to remain to the public eye…It killed him that he couldn’t go and look for me.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes I do
i'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreamin' with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

(CHORUS OUT)

The next morning the news papers had a new headline:

CELEBRITY IS KIDNAPPED FROM A BACKSTREET BOYS CONCERT

“great my girlfriend gets kidnapped and the whole world makes us look bad” Kevin mumbled to himself as he woke up the next morning right on the table in the kitchen part of the BSB bus. He sat down and went to the article in the paper it said to go to page C-9


WHERE IS Kaitie? Kevin Richardson of the Backstreet boys and Kaitlyn Timberlake seem to be spending a lot of time together since her album wrapped almost 2 months ago. Where is Kevin when Kaitie is not around…?







GODDAMNIT MEDIA PEOPLE SUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

“yo cuz…have you seen the other papers?” Brian asked Kevin

“No why?” he asked

“They found a ransom note at the Timberlake house” Brian said

To Whom It May Concern:
I have your daughter.
She is going to be my bride, and
The only way for this not to happen
Is for you to pay me 5,000,000.00 dollars
I look forward to hearing from you
Till then you have to deal with
This hanging on your shoulders
Your future son-in-law

Chapter fifteen
The TIMBERLAKE reaction

We start off with Justin as he is walking out side to the press “pretending” he cares
Justin walked outside the house and had fake tears in his eyes. I guess he wanted to make it look like he cared about me. When it really was for publicity there were Cameras there. I swear that boy will do anything for publicity, and *NSYNC fans actually think he is caring, well if they knew the Real Justin Timberlake they wouldn’t.
“Justin is it true? Is Kaitie really been kidnapped?” a bunch of reporters asked
“Yes…it’s is true…My little sister has been kidnapped…I am on my way to the bank to get the money to pay for her ransom” He said. This guy was making me watch this stupid charade on TV. Well not so much as watch but listen.
“Justin how much is this person expecting?” One of the reporters asked
“5 million dollars” He said while he was leaving to go to his car.
After he left they cut to Shannon Hori and she says:
“Next we will be following Joe Oliver as he goes to see the father and step-mother of the young singer”

With Joe Oliver as he talks with my Dad and Step-Mom
“Thank you Shannon as previously stated I am out side the home of Kaitie Timberlake’s Father’s home. We were informed that Kaitie has been lately based out of her father and step-mother’s care. She went to a Backstreet Boy’s concert, with her step-mother, and has not been seen since. It has been close to a week since she disappeared. Her father and step-mother have agreed to talk to us so let’s see what they have to say”

“Mrs. Timberlake you were with Kaitie the night you disappeared…when did you realize that Kaitie was not with you?” Joe asked her.
“I didn’t realize that Kaitlyn wasn’t with me until we were leaving. I even went back stage to see if she went to go and see the boys. The boys hadn’t seen her either. Kevin helped me look for her…He even called her cell phone to see if she would answer…no such luck. She must have dropped it on the way out of the venue.” Lisa said…It’s so good to hear her voice.

“Mr. Timberlake what is your reaction to the kidnapper saying that he plans on marrying your daughter?” Joe asked my dad.
“I am enraged…she is my little girl…I want her to marry for love…not by force. I just want my little girl back.” My daddy said. I just want to go home.

“Well what do you think Kaitie? Do you think that your parents will be able to make that 5,000,000?” This guy asked me…he still will not tell me his name

“Tell me your name and I’ll tell you what I think” I said
“So you want to know my name? Well hmm should I tell you?” he asked me
“Yes…so I know what to call you” I said

“My name is Steven Richards.” He said finally so now I know what to call him…so I can rat him out when we call everyone.

“Well now that I know your name…Hi Steven” I said trying to be sweet hopeing that it’ll make him realize that I am not this “goddess” but that I am human, and that I am normal.

“I think that Justin will pay the money, and then hang it over my head…so that I have to go back and live with him and mom…thanks a lot Steven your kidnapping me will only put me into a world of torture and uncaring.” I said trying to guilt him into kidnapping me.

With the Backstreet boys

(Kevin POV)
Kaitie has been kidnapped, and if the Timberlake family doesn’t pay she will be forced to marry this creep. Man I can not believe Justin is such an asshole. He just announced that he is going to pay her ransom. I know why he is doing that, he wants to pay her ransom so he can keep control of her. It is not going to happen. I’ll give the 5 million to her dad to pay it. If he will not take it…I’ll pay the ransom. I love her and I am not going to let some little punk think that he can have her.

(Brian POV)
Man I can not believe that this has happened. I don’t know what I’ll do if anything happens to her. I don’t know what Kevin will do if anything happens to her. She is like a little sister to me, but Kevin has a much stronger connection. I don’t know what it is…I guess it could be described as a love of some kind. Maybe like a father/ daughter kind of thing.

(Howie POV)
The Kaitie bug is not here. I can’t even put into words how put off I am right now. Who in the hell does this guy think he is. I mean…no offense…I love Kaitie to death but she isn’t even that famous yet, so how could he possible really know about her. Ads for a tour are one thing but they didn’t even have a picture or a name of a song to go with.

(AJ POV)
Dude can you believe this shit. Justin is actually trying to show that he “cares”. It makes me so sick to my stomach to think that he is doing that for publicity, and not because he really cares about his own SISTER. If Kaitie were my real sister (I consider her a sister to me) I could never do this shit. I would seriously be out there kicking everyone’s friggen ass to find her.

(Nick POV)
Kaitie…We have to get her back…so I can whoop her but at Horse. I need to regain my title as champ. She has to come back…God Please let her come back to us. Please let her come back to us un-harmed.

Back with Kaitie and Steven

Kaitie

“So Kaitlyn…we are going to call your father and step-mother.”
He handed me the phone. He told me to call my father, and don’t try anything slick.
So I called my father.

“Hello?” a shaky voice answered the phone. It was obviously my dad’s voice. It is so good to hear his voice again.

“Daddy?” I asked ok dumb question but hey I just wanted to let him know I am still alive.

“Kaitie” My dad’s voice becoming real sure as if to whom I was.

“Yes daddy it’s me. I want to come home.” I said and then I could hear a lot of other voices in the background, and I could tell that they had me on speaker phone…that way everyone could hear me at the same time.

“I know you do baby…put the man on the phone” my daddy said to me so I obeyed and handed the guy I know for a fact that the police are at the house so I want to give them time to locate me…then I am going to give them his name…at least if something should happen to me…they know who to follow and get.

“Mr. Timberlake…or should I say “dad”” The guy asked my dad…I know my dad is fuming…I can only imagine the vain in his forehead popping out of his head.

Switch to the Timberlake house where the BSB and Kaitie’s dad and step-mom are.

“Mr. Timberlake…or should I say “dad”” the guy asked me. I swear to god that the vain in my head is bulging

“You will never marry my daughter…you are sick. My daughter is only 16…it is not even legal. No judge…no priest…no ship captain…no nothing will ever marry you too. She is a minor and she doesn’t have my legal consent to enter a contract.” I said…I really wanted to jump through the screen and hurt him for taking my baby girl.

“Well we’ll just have to work around that. Won’t we?” he said and I swear that my blood ran cold.

“What do you mean? We will have to work around that…what are you going to do to my baby?” I asked freaked.

“Your baby…she is mine…Have a ni…. DAD HIS NAME IS STEVEN RICHARDS!!!!!!!” My baby came through for me again…at least we can look him up.

“YOU LITTLE BITCH…I TELL YOU I LOVE YOU AND YOU FUCKING BETRAY ME LIKE THIS…YOUR GONNA DIE.!!!!!!!!!!!” He screamed at my daughter

The whole kitchen erupted into screams: “NOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Please…don’t hurt my baby” I screamed.

“Why not…you already know who I am … killing her now will not make my sentence any less severe…I might as well go and kill her.” He said

“Please don’t hurt Kaitie…I love her” Kevin spoke up It didn’t really occur to me that he was speaking out in another way of instead of as a producer/friend/father figure.

“You don’t love her…she is a whore…and whores need to be punished. This whore needs to die she betrayed me.”

“Bang” Was heard and then a Blood curdling Scream

“I love You all AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”

well I am tired…so ill continue this next time

Chapter 16
Kaitie Has Been Shot, and…Found

Mr. Timberlake’s Reaction
“You don’t love her…she is a whore…and whores need to be punished. This whore needs to die she betrayed Me.” “Bang” Was heard and then a Blood curdling Scream “I love You all AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”
That is what we last heard of my little girl because after that he hung up the phone. Please God Please God let my baby be ok…she can’t die…I’ll gladly take her place if you can keep her safe, and alive. She can’t die she is so young. Please bring her back to me.

Mrs. Timberlake’s reaction
“You don’t love her…she is a whore…and whores need to be punished. This whore needs to die she betrayed Me.” “Bang” Was heard and then a Blood curdling Scream “I love You all AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”
OMG It’s all my fault…If I would have been paying attention I could have stopped this from happening. I could have turned and stopped this guy from taking her…hurting her and then shooting her…God please I don’t know what’ll do if something bad has happened to her…She is like my flesh and blood! I know not biologically but I mean I am more of a mother to her than Lynn is Please take care of my baby girl…I’ll take her place if you’ll let me. Make this my last request.

Kevin’s Reaction
I can’t breathe…I really can’t breathe…I feels like someone has latterly kicked me in the stomach…and someone has stabbed me in the heart. If they find the son of a bitch I am going to fucking kill him. I don’t know how but it will be slow and painful. However bad he hurt her he will get back ten fold.

Kaitie’s Reaction
Is this what being shot feels like? Is it really because I guess I never should become a bodyguard. I hope giving my dad Steven’s name was a good Idea and that they find me soon. I have 2 bullet holes in me. One in my arm, and the other in my body where I couldn’t tell ya because it really hurts and everything seems to be fuzzy now
Wow! Where am I its so white, and bright…
“Miss Timberlake, I understand that you have been recently been shot” some one said coming up behind me. The man was a striking figure…he looked like someone I knew…I couldn’t place it tho
“Yes I know you think you know me…you don’t know me directly…however you may know my son…Kevin Scott” the man said
“Mr. Richardson?” I asked him
“Oh please call me Jerald” he said
“Ok Jerald…where am I?” I asked him
“In heaven of course” He said
“You mean…I’m…I’m…I’m de…dea…dead? I asked scared of what his response would be
“No kiddo…your spirit just freaked out…you need to go back.” He said
“How do I do that?” I asked not sure about how I need to do this
“I want to show you something” he said taking me over to this big fountain. It was just like the one in little Nicky. He brought me over to it.
“It’s beautiful…but what is it?” I asked
“Hehe…no wonder Kev likes you…you are a little firecracker…just look deep into the water and tell me what you see” he told me and I looked deep into the water. “I see my family talking to me and Steven. I also see their reactions when I was shot.”
“You don’t love her…she is a whore…and whores need to be punished. This whore needs to die she betrayed Me.” “Bang” Was heard and then a Blood curdling Scream “I love You all AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!”
My dad reacted like this

That is what we last heard of my little girl because after that he hung up the phone. Please God Please God let my baby be ok…she can’t die…I’ll gladly take her place if you can keep her safe, and alive. She can’t die she is so young. Please bring her back to me.

Lisa reacted like this

OMG It’s all my fault…If I would have been paying attention I could have stopped this from happening. I could have turned and stopped this guy from taking her…hurting her and then shooting her…God please I don’t know what’ll do if something bad has happened to her…She is like my flesh and blood! I know not biologically but I mean I am more of a mother to her than Lynn is Please take care of my baby girl…I’ll take her place if you’ll let me. Make this my last request.

“OMG…Lease it wasn’t your fault…I don’t want you to take my place…I’ll always be your baby girl Lisa!” I said crying
“Awe Kaitie its ok…here look at Kevin’s reaction” Jerald
“I can’t breathe…I really can’t breathe…I feels like someone has latterly kicked me in the stomach…and someone has stabbed me in the heart. If they find the son of a bitch I am going to fucking kill him. I don’t know how but it will be slow and painful. However bad he hurt her he will get back ten fold.”
“I don’t want him to hurt him…I just wish I could get back to him” I said Crying.
“Kaitie…just tell me that you will take care of him, and I can get you back” Jerald said.
“Yes Jerald…I promise with everything I am to take care of him” I said
“Well tell my son that I love him…and to be the man that I taught him to be” He told me and he became fuzzy. Once he was completely gone I started to come to in the rat hole that I was kept in.
“Open up this is the police…open the fucking door. Either open it or it comes off.” A cop yelled
“fine…you have 3 seconds to open this door…3…2…1 guys open it” a loud pipe broke the door in and a bunch of men tackling the man I assume would be Steven…I don’t know I have not seen his face.
“He…Hel…help…help…me” I tried to say but could reach the officers
“Daniels go to the girl” I heard one of the officers say.
“We got a pulse…she’s shot in the arm, and the stomach…we got to get her to a hospital ASAP. Get the guy into a car and get a bus here now!!!!”
“Can you hear me Miss Timberlake?” the guy asks me and I managed a slight nod in response
With in 5 minutes some of the longest 5 minutes in my life is when the ambulance arrived.
They hooked me up to an oxygen tank, and started and IV. I felt them lift my shirt up and applied pressure to my wound, and rushed me out of the apartment and down to the ambulance…but on the way I saw reporters feeding live from the building and from where I am being put in.
“This is Ricci Sanchez from Nashville 9 NBC coming to you live from the apartment building where 16 year old Kaitlyn Timberlake was held, and Shot” One said
“This is Rachel Donaldson from Bay news nine, and we are here on location as rising pop star Kaitlyn Timberlake is being removed from here prison from which she has been held for the past 12 days. She has been reportedly shot 2 times once in the stomach, and once in the arm. Stay tuned for any update on the condition of the young star”

I stopped listening to the rest. It was Mostly because I past out but because I didn’t feel like being reminded about what has happened to me.

I regained consciousness at the hospital, and saw my family there. Everyone was there, My dad, my mother, my step mother, my brother, Denise, The boys, and Kevin.
I thought about this awesome song that I really love

Por sienpre tu (I turn to you)

Cuando este por caer,
yo se que tu amor me volvera a socorrer
vencere el temor
mientras sepa que tu sientes
dentro lo mismo que yo
en el dolor y el bien tu me supiste amar
y lo que soy es por tì sin dudar

Eres mi protecciòn
mi sosten frente a todo, mi mejor acciòn
por siempre tù
mi poder, mi valor atravez de lo peor
mi luz, mi cielo azul
mi gran amor aùn por siempre tù.

No hay ningùn amanecer
y no me despiertes sin saber que te sone
soy por tì muy feliz
en mi alma para siempre
hay un sitio para tì
no importa a donde este tu amor me encontrarà
iluminando mi ser mi oscuridad

Eres mi (eres mi) protecciòn (protecciòn)
mi sostèn frente a todo, mi mejor acciòn (frente a todo mi mejor)
por siempre tù (por siempre tù)
mi poder (mi poder) mi valor atravez de lo peor (atravez de lo peor)
mi gran amor aùn por siempre tù.

Mi guardian serà un refugio de tu querer
la fe que me harà creer
que vale mi vida
un hogar al cual por siempre volverè
Te amo aùn (te amo aùn)
por siempre tu
solo tu

Eres mi protecciòn
mi sostèn frente a todo, mi mejor acciòn
por siempre tù
mi poder mi valor atravez de lo peor
mi luz mi cielo azul
mi gran amor aùn
por siempre tù.


song by: Christina Aguilera

Hey guys long time no update huh...well im sorry i have been a little messed up First i had to pack...then i had to study for my end of the year finals, then we had to do the move in 2 days i had to say good bye to my best friend JC becasue she had to move back to florida :( then i went to orlando on vacation. . it s been reall hectic...and now here i am day older then seventeen. yup i am now offically aloud to by rated r movie tickets...yay/ July 20, 2005 i am 17.

love yaz :)

Chapter 17
Tell him

As I promised Jerald I planned on telling him that his father is the one who saved me. Once I was alone with Kevin…which wasn’t easy because no one left my side for like a week, I decided to tell him.

“Hey Kev I have to let you know something.” I said…he looked up.

“What?” He asked

“You may not believe me but…I saw your father.” I said
“You did…what did he said” Kevin asked

“Hey said that he would send me back if I promised to take care of you. And he told me to tell you to be the man he taught you to be”
**Kevin Thinking**
Dad I do not think I’ll be able to thank you enough. You brought her back to me…I really do not think I could ever repay you, but I really want to try.

“Mr. Richardson…there is a phone call for you at the front desk…she says her name is Leighanne” A nurse came into the room and said.

“Thank you…Ill be right back Kaitie…I promise” He said getting up and walking out of the room.

While he was gone…I remembered how the movie Selena ended. It ended with Selena being shot in a hotel. Then they did a tribute to her. I love the song. “Dreaming of You” I wonder if things were different and I didn’t make it…would some one do that for me. I mean I am not exactly anywhere near Selena status, but I just wonder.

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there (Am I there)
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care

I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you
Yes I do
i'll be dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me

(BRIDGE)
Ahh-Ahh
I can't stop dreaming of you
I can't stop dreaming
I can't stop dreaming of you

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too

Now I'm dreamin' with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly

Since the incident I get tired very easily I had fallen asleep before Kevin got back.

** Kaitie’s Dream**
1575
France


I love these fields…I just want to run around and sing.
“Madam…shouldn’t you be awaiting the arrival of the Prince.” My Step-Mother Louis asked.
“Huh?” I asked
“oy Katherine…did you hit your head again. Prince Stephan is courting you” she said annoyed with me.
Louis left me, and Kevin started walking toward me.
“I know I know you…but I hit my head earlier and I can’t remember” I said…for some reason I feel as though Kevin’s name is not Kevin.
“Katherine Baby it me Kelvin. You are my lover” he said. God what is this a past life?
I knew it…I ran over to him and kissed him. While we were kissing a man who looked exactly like Steven rode up on a horse.
“I tell you I love you and you betray me bitch…you are a whore…and whores need to be punished.” He said and before we knew what was going on her pulled out a gun and shot me … Everything started to blurr. But I knew. I heard Kevin well Kelvin yell I Love you

1675
Spain

I love these fields…I just want to run around and sing.
“Madam…shouldn’t you be awaiting the arrival of the Prince.” My Step-Mother Lola asked.
“Huh?” I asked
“oy Katrina…did you hit your head again. Prince Salvador is coming…he is courting you” she said annoyed with me.
Lola left me, and Kevin started walking toward me.
“I know I know you…but I hit my head earlier and I can’t remember” I said…for some reason I feel as though Kevin’s name is not Kevin.
“Katrina Baby it me Korbin. You are my lover” he said. God what is this a past life?
I knew it…I ran over to him and kissed him. While we were kissing a man who looked exactly like Steven rode up on a horse.
“I tell you I love you and you betray me bitch…you are a whore…and whores need to be punished.” He said and before we knew what was going on her pulled out a gun and shot me … Everything started to blurr. But I knew. I heard Kevin well Korbin yell I Love you

1776
South Carolina
The Colonies

I love walking through the corn fields…I just want to run around and hide and never think about getting married or the war of independence.

“Miss…shouldn’t you be awaiting the arrival of the Captain.” My Step-Mother Lana asked.
“Huh?” I asked
“oy Kaelin…did you hit your head again. Captain Richards is coming…he is courting you” she said annoyed with me.
Lana left me, and Kevin started walking toward me.
“I know I know you…but I hit my head earlier and I can’t remember” I said…for some reason I feel as though Kevin’s name is not Kevin.
“Kaelin Baby it me Kaden. You are my lover” he said. God what is this a past life?
I knew it…I ran over to him and kissed him. While we were kissing a man who looked exactly like Steven rode up on a horse.
“I tell you I love you and you betray me bitch…you are a whore…and whores need to be punished.” He said and before we knew what was going on her pulled out a gun and shot me … Everything started to blurr. But I knew. I heard Kevin well Kaden yell I Love you

1909
Lexington

In 1909 as I am remembering took place in Lexington. I was 16 and I was walking down the path way from the town square. As I was walking along I heard Kevin’s voice, so I walked faster towards him but was intercepted by Steven and that’s the memory of Lexington.

1999
Orlando
Well you have already read what happens to me now.

I woke up and saw Kevin sleeping with his head on my hand. My dad walked into the room, and I lit up.

I know I have seen him since I have been found but, I mean…I was sure I was never going to see him again.

“Hey Pumpkin” He said

“Hey daddy” I said.

“How are you feeling?” He asked me.

“I am well daddy” I said

“I just want you to know…I am okay with you seeing Kevin…on romantic terms…he is a fine young man. You know he never left your side when you first came out of surgery…they had to have his bodyguard come and escort him out of here. I will be ok with it As long as you don’t go making me a grad-daddy before your either 18-21 or married. I prefer marriage to come first but I can meet you half way.” My dad said

“Wow…thank you daddy…I mean really thank you” I said.

Later on that day I had Lisa bring me my laptop computer. I wanted to look up Kevin and I’s past lives

(this is factious input in to this search engine))

www.google.com

1575 France Prince Stephan & Katherine

OMG…THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING. THOSE WERE REALLY OUR PAST LIVES.

1909 Lexington 16 year old girl
September 3, 1909
Today’s news brings such heartache. Local girl, 16, was found. She had been up ducked while she was walking down the street to her fiancé. The girl was raped…Shot…and stabbed. The girl was just days from her wedding to local man Kevin Richardson.

“Wow…it’s like the same thing has happened to us in every lifetime.” I said

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Chapter 18
Realizations & More Pain

1909 Lexington 16 year old girl
September 3, 1909
Today’s news brings such heartache. Local girl, 16, was found. She had been up ducked while she was walking down the street to her fiancé. The girl was raped…Shot…and stabbed. The girl was just days from her wedding to local man Kevin Richardson.

“Wow…it’s like the same thing has happened to us in every lifetime.” I said


Raped…whoa…that is intense…This guy had it bad for me. Wait, if he raped me in a passed life does that mean that he could have raped me in this life too. I could have been raped; I mean there were periods of time where I was not conscious he could have raped me. I need to know I don’t want to take the chance of having my attacker’s child.

Kevin had to go back on the road, but I knew he would have been here if he could have been. No one outside my family, the BSB crew, that camera guy and Justin know about Kevin and I so we had to keep it that way. If anyone saw that he was here they would begin to question why he was spending time with Justin Timberlake’s little sister.

I need to tell my dad about this new found info.

It was getting late my dad was getting ready to go home from work and he decided to stop in to see me first.

“Hey Kat, how are you tonight?” he asked coming into the room seeing that the light was on.

“I really don’t know.” I said still thinking about what I had found on the internet.

“What baby girl? What’s wrong…do you miss Kevin?” He asked trying to joke with me.

“Yea I do miss him, but that is not what I was thinking about though. Dad do you believe in past lives?”

“Yea I do pumpkin. Why?” He asked

“Dad did they do a rape test on me when I came in here?” I asked catching him off guard

“No they didn’t why?” he asked getting scared and I turned the computer screen so he can read the passage I had been reading

‘1909 Lexington 16 year old girl
September 3, 1909
Today’s news brings such heartache. Local girl, 16, was found. She had been up ducked while she was walking down the street to her fiancé. The girl was raped…Shot…and stabbed. The girl was just days from her wedding to local man Kevin Richardson.’

“Baby, they did not test you but, do you have reason to believe that you need it?” He asked petrified

“Yes, daddy I do, there were periods of time when I was unconscious he could have done anything to me and I would have never known it. I want the test I don’t want to leave the hospital to find out I got knocked up by my attacker. Please get them to test me.” I said

“I will baby, they were so preoccupied with trying to save you from the gunshot that they didn’t think to test you, and I was so happy to have you back I didn’t even think of it.”

“Can you go now, dad, I really don’t want to keep thinking about this I want to know.” I said and he nodded his head, and kissed my head before leaving the room to go and find my doctor. It took him a while before he found my doctor and had explained everything to him.

He and the doctor returned and started asking me questions about what I remembered about being there. He asked so I told, I told him about being at the concert with Lisa, waking up in a basement or what I assumed to be a basement, him making me call home and talk to my dad, seeing the guy and then I said that I was unconscious for most of it.

The doctor and my father talked about the procedure I was about to endure, and asked if he wanted a female doctor to do it

“I’d really prefere a female doctor to examine her. Its not that I don’t like ya or trust ya its just that’s my baby girl, and I don’t want anyone to see her there.”

It was going on 9:30 before the doctor left my room to go and get some forms for us to fill out. 9:30 they guys are probably in there first set by now. I think Kevin said that they were in Texas tonight at the Alamo dome.

It was another ½ hour before he returned.

“Ok, Ms. Timberlake I’ll need you to sign these forms and then I’ll need you Mr. Timberlake to sign at the bottom of each page. And Doctor Annette Flannigan will be in, in a few minutes along with nurses Juliet Lewis, and Rachel Barnett.” He said.

Full Name: Kaitlyn Stephanie Timberlake
Date of Birth: December 25, 1983
Age: 16
Male/Female: Female
Examination: Rape Battery test
Doctor: Annette Flannigan
Nurse 1: Juliet Lewis
Nurse 2: Rachel Barnett
Doctor transferred from/why?: Ray Bennett, because he is male
Date: September 18, 2000
Time: 10:15 pm
Signature of patient: Kaitlyn Stephanie Timberlake
If a minor also the signature of the parent/guardian: Randall Timberlake

I was so tired I started to fall asleep; I assume the examination went through because when I opened my eyes next it was morning.

I woke up to my father sleeping awkwardly in his chair with his cell phone in his right hand. His left hand over his eyes and his face looked like he had been crying all night.

I did not want to wake him I got up and walked around to the other side of the bed and grabbed my chart. I don’t know if I’ll be able to read it but it’s worth a shot, my results were right in plane view.

“It is the conclusion of the medical examiner that patient Kaitlyn Stephanie Timberlake, a minor was brutally raped, the medical examiner found traces of semen on her gentelia and in the vaginal cavity, patient was then given a test to determine pregnancy, patient was then given walmeataven to prevent a pregnancy, and was tested for any sexually transmitted diseases. Patient was then given a dose of walnoxiton to prevent the effects of disease. The medical examiner found that the patient was a virgin and with the rape being her first time tore the hyman.”

Wow… I mean woah. I think I need to sit down, and attempted to get on the bed but fell to the floor with the chart still in hand.

The phone rang a little bit later and my dad woke up and started to freak out. He didn’t see me on the bed. He didn’t look on the floor,

“Kaitie? Kaitie? Katie?!?” my dad asked freaking out.

I groaned in response

He followed my groaning, and saw me passed out on the floor with the chart in my hand.

He picked me up and placed me back on the bed.

“Oh honey I am so sorry you had to find out this way. Baby I’ll never be able to forgive that bastard for doing this to you.” He said

“Daddy did I get pregnant? Please I need to know.” I asked

“No baby you didn’t” he said to me.

“Did you call Kevin?” I asked

“no babydoll, I didn’t do you want me too or do you want to do it?” he asked

“I want to…I want to talk to him” I said and my dad nodded his head, and gave me his Phone and left the room closing the door to my room to give me some privacy.

I dialed the number that I have called many a time before, but this time I was nervous.

Kevin picked up after the 4th ring

“Hello” said a groggy Kev.
“Kev?” I asked starting to tear up.

“Kaitie?” he asked now fully awake
“Yea, its me…Kevin, I need you” I said crying.

“What’s wrong baby?” he scaridly asked
I started to sob now.

“I’ll be there as soon as I can” He said and hung up the phone. It was only and hour and a half before got to see him.

“Kaitie, what’s wrong” he said charging into the room

I was still crying so I just handed him my chart

He read

“It is the conclusion of the medical examiner that patient Kaitlyn Stephanie Timberlake, a minor was brutally raped, the medical examiner found traces of semen on her gentelia and in the vaginal cavity, patient was then given a test to determine pregnancy, patient was then given walmeataven to prevent a pregnancy, and was tested for any sexually transmitted diseases. Patient was then given a dose of walnoxiton to prevent the effects of disease. The medical examiner found that the patient was a virgin and with the rape being her first time tore the hyman.”

“Oh my god Kaitie” he said wrapping me up in his arms and letting me cry