Summary: We all have times in our lives where we wonder why we are alive. What our purpose is. Why we didnt die when someone else did. Why certain things happen to us and not to other people. Katie has had a life that no one would believe possible. It was filled with hate and tears. Just as she feels like there is no way out, a certain group gives her a chance to live the life she has always wanted to live. Will her destiny change? Or will it still remain the same? Will she have love in her life, or just experience the worst pain in the world trying to get it? AJ story.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: AJ, Howie, Nick, Group
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 21 Completed: No
Word count: 19568 Read: 35305
Published: 07/22/03 Updated: 07/30/03
Chapter 010 by sungoddesskate
CHAPTER 10
AJ noticed that Katie was writing something in a notebook. He reached over and grabbed it out of her hands. He asked, β Whatβs this?β
β Iβm working on these song lyrics.β
β Can I read them?β
β Sure, itβs not done yet.β
β No problem.β He said as he began to read them.
I wish I could define
All the thoughts that cross my mind
They seem to big for me to choose
I don't know which ones to lose
And I've fallen down so far
I think I'll never see your light
Bouncing off of me
Shining down here from your eyes
Chorus
Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong, weak and strong
Day and night where I belong
Help me
Make the right decision
Know which way to turn lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here
β Wow. This is really good.β He said.
β Thanks. I was thinking about having Kevin have a look at it. See what he thinks. I thought maybe you guys could record it as a single.β
β Yeah, that sounds like a good idea.β He said. AJ turned around and said, β Hey, Kev. Take a look at this.β
β What is it?β asked Kevin.
β Song lyrics. Theyβre not done, but look at them anyway.β AJ said.
β Okay. Give me a minute and Iβll give them back. Iβll have Howie, Nick, and Brian look at them too. Then Iβll let you finish themβ
β Hey, theyβre not mine. Katie wrote it.β Said AJ.
AJ turned back around and looked at her. She said, β I wrote those after the audition. After I met you.β
β Wow. I made that much of an impact on you?β he asked.
β Yeah. After all, you are the great, sexy Mr. Mclean.β She said in a low, sexy voice.
β Hey, donβt do that unless you plan on finishing what you started.β He said.
β I couldnβt resist.β
β Yeah, sure. I know you meant it. You canβt help but fall in love with me.β He said.
β Someday, Mclean, someday.β She said.
β Here you go Aje. They all love the lyrics. Tell her to finish them.β Said Kevin.
β Katie, guess what?β said AJ.
β Yeah, I heard him. he told me to finish the lyrics. Give them to me so I can finish them.β
β Need any help?β asked AJ.
β Sure. Why not?β said Katie.
For the rest of the plane ride they worked on the song. They finished it right before they landed.
I wish I could define
All the thoughts that cross my mind
They seem to big for me to choose
I don't know which ones to lose
And I've fallen down so far
I think I'll never see your light
Bouncing off of me
Shining down here from your eyes
Chorus
Help me
Figure out the difference
Between right and wrong, weak and strong
Day and night where I belong
Help me
Make the right decision
Know which way to turn lessons to learn
And just what my purpose is here
It's like I got the signals crossed
With messages I can't decode
Half asleep never wide awake
I'm on complete overload
I got so much information here
And nothin I can really grasp
I should know the truth
But I'm too afraid so I have to ask
Chorus
Wanna know you
More than anything
I need you
In my every dream
You're there for me
You love me
For who I am
No angel
Just an ordinary man
Help me figure out
Why I'm stuck in the middle
Tryin to understand
Why I can't quite,
it's such a riddle
Got my eyes crossed
Thinkin so hard
And I know I'm missin the mark
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin my brain
Payin attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I
I gotta know (I GOTTA KNOW!! KNOW!!)
Chorus
Can you help me sort out
All this information
I'm just rackin my brain
Payin attention
But I'm still lost
And at all costs
I
I gotta know (I GOTTA KNOW!! KNOW!!)
Help Me by Nick Carter.
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