Decisions... by kevmylove
Summary:

It's always hard to make a decision that will change your life and you'll end up losing something or somoen precious to you...


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Completed: Yes Word count: 1371 Read: 1619 Published: 12/10/07 Updated: 12/10/07
Story Notes:

I wrote these oh my god so long ago and I thought they were cute...so I hope that you like them too...please read and review!

1. Hard to say good bye by kevmylove

2. Against All Odds by kevmylove

Hard to say good bye by kevmylove
Author's Notes:
this one is about Nick and his big decision!

Outside the crowded club Elena stands her curly hair blowing in the wind, her long dress wrapped neatly around her body. Her dark brown eyes wander looking for him, she looks at the sky and prays that he keeps his promise.

Nick walks sighing, his hands in his pockets, his long brown coat following his shadow. He slowly takes a small flower out of his pocket and smells it and smiles as he mouths “I hope she understands.”

Elena sees Nick and smiles he did keep his promise, she thinks as he approaches her. They hug and kiss each other. Nick slowly takes out of his pocket the little flower that he carried from far and hands it to her. Elena smiles and squeezes his neck, as she thanks him with another kiss. He hugs her back as he picks her up and they spin in front of the club.He puts her down and stares into her eyes in silence.

Nick: I’m sorry I wanted to get here sooner, but I got caught up with our manager. (Looks worried)

Elena: Oh god that isn’t good…I don’t like him.

Nick: (Sighs heavily) I know you have something to tell me, but there is something I have to tell you too.

Elena: Well you go first…what is it? Your anxiousness is scaring me…

Nick: I don’t know how to say it.

Elena: Just say it.

Nick: Honey…I must go again, there is nothing that I can do.

Elena: Well then we can all go. Right?

Nick: Uh...no, I can’t take you with me, I’m going to be touring everywhere and well the manager thinks it’s not good for our reputation if you go along with me. So now it’s your turn. Please tell me what you were dying to tell me (Clasps hands together)

Elena: (Crying) I can’t Nick it doesn’t matter anymore. You are going to leave and it will jut be forgotten (covers face) Just leave it like that, you go and I stay and we will go on with our lives.

Nick: Of course not, but I can’t leave with out you telling me what you were going to tell me, please I know that it is important (Holds her arms gently) so please tell me.

Elena: Well… (She looks up to the sky again) I’m pregnant…two months.

Nick: What? (He smiles, but then frowns) Now this is not easy for me…

Elena: That is why I didn’t want to tell you.

Nick: (Pensive) How do I leave you now? How do I leave both of you?

Elena: You don’t, you stay with us… (sighs)

Nick: You know I can’t do that to the guys. This is my life, my future.

Elena: I thought I was your future…and now with the baby…

Nick stands rubbing his hands together, as Elena hugs herself trying to keep warm, she is disappointed by his silence.

Elena: Well I never thought I would say this to you, but I just can’t deal with this anymore. It is too much for me. One day you can be with me, the next I have to be someone that doesn’t even exist.

Nick: What does that mean?

Elena: You have to pick Carter…pick…Your career or us?

Nick: How can you do that? That’s not fair!

Elena: If you love us stay here with me, if you prefer your career just walk away, but you have to forget that we exist. (She looks at him with fear)

Nick: But that’s not a fair choice! I want to be with you and now a baby…but I love my career too and I don’t know (Places hands on head)

Elena: I can imagine that it’s a hard decision…but I’m tired of waiting for the moment that you can really be with me, without hiding me and pretending that I’m not here. We are going to have a baby now and well things should change.

Nick: Your right, but… (Sighs heavily) Elena…

Elena: (Caresses his face) You have to make a decision Nick. You have to make it right now!

Nick: (After a long moment of silence, he looks up at the sky) I can’t believe this… (Leans in and kisses her, he rubs his hands over her stomach.) I love you guys, never forget that.

He walks away leaving Elena standing in front of the club. She places hands on her stomach and bows head to cry. He continues to walk hands in pocket, fighting the urge to turn and look at her, tears are now rolling down his eyes.

Against All Odds by kevmylove

Kevin dances, sweat runs down his eyebrows. He slicks his coarse black hair with his right hand and smiles as he looks at his reflection in the big mirrors that surround him. He stops and sits and clasps his hands together “How do I tell her.” he mumbles to himself.

Emma looks at the wedding dresses from outside as she shivers, her black eyes glisten with happiness , just to imagine being married to him. She smiles and places her hands on the glass as she smiles and the words “I love you” float out of her mouth.

Kevin dances huffing and puffing with every move, Emma stands at the door watching him intently. He turns to find her, a smile grows on his lips. She smiles as he walks over and hugs her, she squeezes him tight as he kisses her forehead. Emma gazes into Kevin’s eyes as they kiss with tenderness.

Kevin and Emma stare at each other in silence his smile replaced by a frown.

Emma: (Excited) I saw them they were so beautiful.

Kevin: That’s great, but baby there is something I need to tell you (With index finger moves her hair away from her face) It’s really important.

Emma: What is it you are worrying me.

Kevin: But I want you to know that no matter what I love you and that I don’t really want things to be this way.

Emma: (Worried expression) Just tell me please don’t keep me waiting!

Kevin: I have to go…again (Sighs)

Emma: (Smiles) Well we can get married then I can go with you (Tugs at his shirt) Right?

Kevin: No, you don’t understand…

They stand on the dance floor staring at each other an awkward silence fills the room.

Emma: (Breaking silence) That means that It’s over?

Kevin: No…I will come back soon. It’s only to postpone for a little while.

Emma: I’ve been set up twice, I believe with this one three times. I love you but I can’t wait for you forever.

Kevin: Don’t say that I love you too. But the manager says that we are at the peak of our career and staying away from our girlfriends and fiancés is what’s best right now. So you know that my career is important to me.

Emma: Yeah but I thought I was important too…I was around before this career. (Bows head)

Kevin: Could you just try to be a little understanding.

Emma: I have been understanding Kevin! I think YOU haven’t been understanding, I’ve forgiven you every time that you have left me with everything ready…I’ve had to cancel my invitations once and I forgave you…

Kevin: Oh come on your not going to throw that in my face now, all I need is for you to wait a little longer. Is that so hard?

Emma: As a matter of a fact yes it is…when you have been waiting as long as I have to be happily married to the man you love.

Kevin: Come on Emma…

Emma: I’m sorry Kevin, but that is it. Either you stand here and that means that you will stay and marry me, or you walk out and follow your career. Once you walk out, your walking out of my life and you will never see me again. (She sighs with fear as she places her fingers over the engagement ring on her left hand)

Kevin sighs as Emma looks at him hopelessly, he breaks the silence.

Kevin: What your making me do isn’t fair… (He leans over and kisses her and whispers in her ear as she places the ring in his pocket) I love you, don’t ever forget that.

He glances at her watery eyes and begins to walks out. She stays behind tears falling from her eyes as she watches him disappear. He wipes a tear that rolls down his cheek as he fights the feeling of looking back at her one last time.

 

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