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Chapter 20

Nick Pov

I knew before I even woke up that my darling princess was climbing all over me. I could hear her soft grunting as she crawled across the bed before dumping herself straight on top of my stomach.

“Ooof! Morning Princess.” I opened my eyes and groaned straight away at how sore and heavy they felt. I looked up at Summer, who’s straight blonde hair was sticking up all over the place and smiled at her before she giggled and patted my chest.

“Momma eeping.”

I looked next to me at Lindsay, who was curled at my side sleeping peacefully. I could almost see a hint of a smile on her lips and that made me happy.

“Asey seeping too.”

Summer pointed behind Lindsay and I sat up slightly to see Casey sleeping behind her on the bed. He must have climbed in in the night.

“Ummer seep too?”

I grinned at my daughter before bringing her down on my chest and cuddling her, squeezing slightly. I patted her little bottom and could feel her diaper was full. She needed changing before anything else.

“You need a diaper change bub.”
She shook her head but sat up. “Ummer do it.”
I couldn’t help but chuckle as she undid her diaper with ease and pulled it off before throwing it on the floor. It landed with a thud and she giggled before laying herself back down.

“Are you going to pee pee on me? You tell me if you need to go, ok? Remember what I said?”
Summer nodded at me before grinned. “Pwesent.”
I grinned back before kissing the top of her head. I felt the bed shift slightly next to me before a pair of lips brushed against my arm.

“You spoil her..” Lindsay’s voice was full of sleep and totally hot.
“I spoil all of you but I don’t see you complaining.” I smirked at her and she just sleepily smiled at me before reaching behind her.

“Casey’s fast asleep behind you. Think he wanted his mommy.”
Lindsay opened her eyes and looked at me with a smile before Summer turned her head and grinned at her.

“Morning Princess.” Lindsay reached out and tamed Summer’s hair back down before Summer grabbed her hand.
“Mommy no diaper!” She stood herself up and lifted her long tshirt to show Lindsay the fact she was diaper less.

“I can see that. Where is your diaper?” Lindsay asked her and I couldn’t help but chuckle when Summer pointed at the floor as a big grin spread across her face.

Lindsay moved closer to me and slid her leg over mine before she snuggled her face into my neck with a content sigh.
“Casey came in here right after you fell asleep claiming there was a monster in his bed so I promised him you’d chase it away today.” she murmured as Summer laid down on me as well mimicking what Lindsay was doing the best she could.

I smiled down at Lindsay and slid my arm underneath her to pull her closer before I kissed her softly, but she deepened the kiss slightly making me moan softly.
I could feel Summer patting my chest to get my attention and once I managed to pull away from Lindsay I found her grinning at me before she climbed more onto me to hug Lindsay.

“Mommy..” she sighed in content when Lindsay let her cuddle against her.
I moved slightly so Summer could lay in between us and watched my two girls cuddle together. I’d probably never get enough of that sight.

That is until my daughter jumps up and announces “pee pee” AFTER she’s done it in the bed.

***

I carried Casey under one arm, and Summer under the other as we walked onto Paige’s beach. I had made Lindsay come with us. I wanted us to have a family day out and Lindsay was family. Casey had been calling her mommy all morning and I couldn’t help but smile. I was still scared, but I felt like a huge weight had been lifted.

Casey and Summer screamed with laughter as I dropped them down on the sand and I watched as they took off over to where Lindsay had laid a blanket down and was laying out buckets and spades for them to play in the sand. Casey eagerly picked some up and walked over to a patch of sand whilst Summer stood by Lindsay and watched as towels were put down.

I jogged over and lifted Summer up, planting kisses over her face before I sat down on the blanket and laid Summer across my lap and tickled her. I could never get enough of hearing her little giggle. Lindsay was right, I did spoil her. But I am her daddy, it’s allowed.

Once Lindsay had put everything out she moved down next to me after Summer had chased off after Casey and slid her arms around my waist.
“Shame the kids woke up so early today…I wanted you.” she murmured making me gasp as she rested her head on my shoulder and moved her hand along my stomach with a sigh.

I pulled her closer and kissed the side of her face loving how cuddly she had been all day. In fact I loved all the attention she had been giving me since we got up.

“Babe..” I warned figuring she was out to tease me, but she chuckled and climbed over me before resting herself in between my legs so I could hold her.

“Katelyn’s coming over tonight to help me pack my clothes and stuff. And you need to have both kids in bed by the time I come home. Ok?” she asked casually making me chuckle.
“Why`? don’t you want your good night kisses from them?” I asked with a smile.

“I do, but from you. I’m gonna pamper you and spoil you rotten until you realize I’m here to stay, and you need to marry me because you can’t live without me. You see it’s all planned out.” she grinned up at me and I felt my heart skip a beat at her words.

“So you think you can handle me for the rest of your life?” I murmured as she moved her hands along my thighs before she leant up and kissed me deeply and let out a frustrated moan when I kissed her back.

“I love you.” she sighed then shrieked as Casey dumped down on her lap soaking wet from the water and covered in sand. He however didn’t seem to care as he snuggled up against her and looked up at me.

“Eric says you and mommy have to marry to be real.” he stated matter of factly.
Eric was one of the kids Casey always played with at daycare, and I wondered exactly what Casey had been saying there the past few weeks.

“Maybe Eric’s right.” I spoke softly and ruffled the top of Casey’s head before glancing down at Lindsay. Her eyes were wide and she looked up at me in shock. “What? Does mommy not approve?”

A smile spread across Lindsay’s lips before she sighed softly. “Mommy approves a great deal, I’m just worried that last night daddy didn’t want to move too fast and now..”

I silenced her by leaning forward and kissing her softly. Casey giggled, making me pull back and smile. “Maybe Daddy realised he needs to stop being a pansy and to just bite the bullet.”

I expected Lindsay to gasp or say something, but instead she pulled my face back down to hers and kissed me in a way I didn’t think my nearly 3 year old son should witness.

She pulled back and grinned at me before hugging Casey close. He had the biggest grin on his face and I think that might have been the happiest I’d seen him in a long time. I looked up at Summer but frowned when I couldn’t see her where she last was. I went to turn around to look behind me when someone jumped at my back, throwing a tiny amount of water from a bucket over me.

Lindsay started to laugh and that only made Casey and Summer join in. I turned to look at Summer and she ran past me and hid behind Lindsay giggling.

I took all three of them in, huddled together and laughing at me and I felt my heart soar with love. This was my family. This was what I wanted in life. Sure I wanted Paige, but she wasn’t here, and she had left me with someone who was perfect for me, who loved me and I loved her just as much in return.

“Lets get married.” I whispered and looked at Lindsay, who stopped laughing and just looked at me.
“Your crazy..

I smiled. “Crazy in love with you yea. Why don’t we just do it? We don’t need to have a big deal of a wedding. Just me you the kids and some close friends. We could easily book something for a few weeks time and then we’ll have a big ass party for everyone else.” I knew I sounded crazy, but I was dead serious.

“Nice one baby. I’m not falling for that. You barely let me move in which by the way I haven’t even done yet. Besides if you’re gonna ask me you have to do it properly and it better be good. I love you Carter, but I’m a girl and you’ve asked me to marry you before you know. I need to know you’re sure this time, and I want you to think it through. Have me move in first and then you can ask me again.” She grinned at me before she moved in and kissed me deeply making me moan even though I shouldn’t be making sounds like that around my kids.

“So is that a yes?” I asked making her giggle.
“It’s an go home, think it through. Get our lives sorted and then you can wrack your brain about how you should ask me…and in the meantime I’ll let you suffer for the answer.” she was smiling so I knew she meant no harm by it, but now I was dying to know what she would answer.

She was right though I was probably going too fast after the speech I had given her the night before, but that long thought had done a lot to my brain. Although I couldn’t expect her to understand that over night.

We had lunch on the beach before deciding to head back to my house. I dropped Lindsay back at hers before heading to mine and putting the little monkeys down for a short nap as I did the house work.

It’s was weird, being a house husband. I never thought I would get on with it, but it was surprisingly weird how comfortable I felt putting laundry on and cleaning up after the kids. Although I didn’t do it everyday. Lindsay helped.

Yea maybe I wasn’t such a good house husband. But I did it, that’s the main thing.

Lindsay turned up around 8pm. I just JUST got Summer into bed and had sat my ass down for the first time since getting home when she walked in. I instantly got up and met her at the door, kissing her softly before taking her holdall off her, only to see her holding another in her hand.

“Thought I’d bring some things round already. You don’t mind, do you?”
I shook my head and dropped her bag down before taking the other and putting it beside it. “These can wait though. Its Nick and Lindsay time. I slaved away doing house work and looking after our kids. I deserve some loving.” I grinned at her before shutting the door behind her and pulling her into the living room.

I pulled off the jacket she had on and grinned, seeing her in the same sponge bob pyjama’s I’d seen her in years before when I’d first gone to her house.

“Came prepared did you?” I grinned at her as I slid my hands along her body moaning when she smirked at me.
“Found these when I was packing and thought I’d see if you remembered them..” She smiled as she pulled me close and kissed me deeply gripping at my sides to pull me closer.
“I definitely do baby. Like I’d ever forget that night. Fuck you were hot…” I sighed and held her close unable to get her close enough.

“I can’t forget that night in the pool. That was hotter..” she mumbled against my lips before she kissed me again and moved her hands along my chest.

“How did I end up with you? The man of my dreams. That never happens to people. You have dreams about being with them, and go for days, weeks, months and even years longing for them but you never end up with them. Yet I got you. I’m so lucky..” she smiled up at me as she moved her hands under my shirt and lifted it up before she touched my stomach and my chest with a sly smirk on her lips.

“You’re not allowed to show this off when you go on tour you know..” she mumbled at me before kissing my chest while she unbuttoned my jeans.

“My chest, or my junk? Cos you know…sex sells.” I grinned as she looked up at me, her hands pausing from pushing my jeans down.

“Both. They are mine.” She pushed my jeans down to my ankles and I stepped out of them before making her look up at me.

“Funny, I thought they were my body parts.” I ran my hand down my stomach I before lifted my t shirt up over my head and threw it on the floor.
Lindsay’s arms wrapped around my waist before she pressed herself against me.

“They might be attached to you, but I’m the only person they are going to see now.” She grinned and I couldn’t help but chuckle.
“So I’m not allowed to show my chest off anymore? Please the fans and show some skin? You know they like it. Maybe I should just show them ass instead.” I ran my hands over her arms before lifting her pj tank top off. She wasn’t wearing a bra, just like the first time she had wore this outfit.

“I wanna make love to you baby. I wanna show you just how much I love you.” I leant down slightly and picked her up, making her wrap her arms and legs around me.

She kissed me deeply as I carried her up the stairs and into our bedroom. Our bedroom.
I smiled as she gripped onto me harder loving every minute of my time with her.
“You show your ass off anyways. That’s not something you can control. And you’ve never craved to show your chest off before. Their gonna go crazy seeing you now, and I don’t think I like the thought of that.” she grinned at me as I laid us both down on the bed and climbed on top of her as I kissed her deeply.

“Mmmmh, but I’m all yours baby. You’re the only one who gets to touch, and kiss…” I murmured and moaned as our bodies pressed against each other.

“Mmm good.” She moaned back before rolling us over so she was on top. My hands were all over her chest as she kissed me and grinded her hips against mine. She was making me hot.

I moved my hands down to her thighs as she sat back slightly and rest her hands on my chest and grinded herself on me. I couldn’t help but lay there and moan as she teased me.

After a few minutes I realised I had let her take control. I grabbed her waist and lifted her off me before laying her down and yanking at her pj bottoms. She giggled as I threw them across the room before spreading her legs and moving myself between them.

I covered her with my mouth instantly and felt Lindsay grip my hair in her hands as I attacked her, but moved back before she could get close to getting her release.

“Your such a tease.” Lindsay leant up on her elbows to look at me as I pulled my boxers off and walked around the bed to find a condom.
“You can talk.” I smirked and reached down for the bag I had taken to her house the night before but jumped when she pushed me against the door.

“I don’t want you to use anything. I hate condoms.” Lindsay whispered before pressing herself against me and kissing me deeply. I hated them too, but I didn’t think she would be quite ready for babies just yet. Even if she was on the pill my kids were more then enough proof that the pill didn’t always work.

“I do too baby, but we should be safe…” I whispered softly sighing when she touched me.
“We are, I’m on the pill….” she smiled sweetly and I caved scared I’d bring up the miscarriage if I kept talking about the subject for too long.
“Plus would it be so bad if anything did happen?” she smirked before sliding her hands up along my back to bring me closer.

I was pounding against her and with what she was saying it didn’t make it easier. I had never been in a relationship where a pregnancy was planned. Both my kids had been surprises, not that I didn’t love them but the thought of being able to plan a pregnancy was exciting to me, and a major turn on knowing Lindsay was talking about having kids with me.

“I guess not, but the fact your willing to make a baby with me today but not accept my wedding proposal…well that kinda sucks.” I gave her a grin, letting her know I was only playing and I knew she got that as she took me in her hands and stroked me.

“Guess that doesn’t stop us from practising…” She smirked before letting me pull her back over to the bed and climbed on top of her.

If practice is what she wanted, then practice was what she would get.

***

Summer nearly choked me to death with the hold she had on my tshirt as I took her and Casey to day care. As usual Casey was off with his little friends but Summer was always tricky to let go. It wasn’t that she was too young, its more the fact she wanted me to stay so I could play with her and her little friends.

I put her down by the painting table and helped her into a apron before standing up. She looked up at me, and I knew she was ready to throw a tantrum but then one of the workers moved up beside her and took her attention. I smiled softly, giving the girl a silent thank you before turning around and walked out.

Today Lindsay’s parents were flying in to Florida. Lindsay was going to tell them about the fact she was moving in with me and that we were serious.

And I was shitting it. Her parents didn’t like me all that much after how I had treated her before and I got that, but what really had me scared was what her parents would say about the kids calling Lindsay mommy.

Once we were married and Lindsay had legally adopted the kids they would be grandparents to kids they might not want to be grandparents for. Not that I had talked to Lindsay about the adoption yet, but I was going to as soon as I had a moment alone with her. I hoped she would want that. Being a mom for them was one thing but actually legally being their mom on paper was different.

And another thing that was playing on my mind was how I was going to propose to her. She had said it had to be right so I knew it would have to be special. But I had no idea how yet. I had no clue what Lindsay would think was romantic and perfect and the one person who would know was dead.

I sighed to myself as I left the daycare and walked towards my car with tons of thoughts in my head.
One of them also being what Lindsay had brought up before we made love all night. She was ready to have kids with me, and that meant more to me than she probably realized. After the miscarriage I had always wanted to give her a child, but now it would be ours.

I took the ten minute drive round to Lindsay’s and parked up her drive right behind her car before climbing out and letting myself in her house. Music was playing from the kitchen and the distinct smell of floor cleaner filled my nostrils.

It reminded me of when Paige was pregnant with Summer and desperate to kill every germ going. I found himself smiling as I walked through the house, but stopped when he heard Lindsay singing along to the radio.

She obviously had no idea I was there, and she was blowing me over. I had thought her voice on their song was amazing, but hearing her sing with no nerves in the way was totally different. She could blow most people out the water.

I stood by the door watching, and listening to her when I felt a hand on my back. I jumped out my skin and turned around, seeing Katelyn stood back towards the stairs.

I walked back towards her and couldn’t help but check her out. Lindsay was mine forever, but I was a guy who loved a good body, and Katelyn had one of those.

“I didn’t know you were here.” I commented as I shoved my hands in my jeans pockets.
“Sorry. I was helping her pack up upstairs. She said she was going to tidy down here. Your early.” She smiled at me before leaning up against the side of the stairs.

“Yea. I dropped the kids off and decided to come early. I wanna be here when her parents arrive.”

Katelyn nodded. “Of course you do. Well tell Linds I’m done upstairs. I’m just gonna head out and grab her the things she needs. See you soon.” She grinned at me before turning around and walking towards the front door. I watched her as she bent down and her ass nearly came out of her jeans. I chuckled softly to myself before turning around, straight into Lindsay who was looking up at me very amused.

I knew she wasn’t angry. Hell we’d already had the conversation about this.

Katelyn flirted without realising. She had actually been with the same guy since school and they were nearing 7 years together. He was away in the army and Katelyn was still living with her parents and writing to him every week. She was overly friendly and just as sweet as Lindsay was. She had also been sick a few years back but Lindsay had never said with what and I didn’t ask. All I knew is she had very impressive ass and boobs and I was allowed to look so it was all good.

“Had a good look.”

I smirked before pulling her closer and yanking the bottom of Lindsay’s top down. “Mmm hmm and now I’m having another good look. When’s your parents arriving and how long is goldilocks going to be because I need to fuck you a little bit. You voice…you ARE singing on my album. Fuck one song, your on more. Turned me on so bad.” I pushed her up against the spot Katelyn had been stood up moments before and covered Lindsay’s boobs with my hands before kissing her deeply, not giving her a chance to reply.

Lindsay moaned softly and clutched my t shirt in her hands as i puller her up against me letting her feel what she had been doing to me.
"One song." she mumbled with a sigh before i moved my hand into the front of her tiny shorts to feel her.

"Oh hell no. I want you to sing on more than that baby. And i'm not accepting no as an answer." i smirked as i let my fingers move along her folds making her gasp and lean into me.

"And what if I do say no?" Lindsay moaned against my lips as I teased her.
"You won't." I grinned before pulling my hand away and standing back. I was fairly confident she would sing with me when I asked her too. I'd had a taste of her voice now and the urge to have her sing like that with me was strong.

"And how can you be so sure about that?" she smiled sweetly at me as her hands moved along my hips before she tugged on my jeans slightly before she moved her hand inside taking me in her hand as she stroked me slowly.

"Baby, Katelyn is still here and I can't exactly hide it if I get more turned on right now." I hissed but she only kept on stroking me, moving her fingers along my skin.

"I'll say yes if you fuck me right here... She's not here right now and if I turn around and tug my shorts aside we could easily get away with it..." she murmured against my lips before she kissed me deeply as her hand started speeding up a bit followed by my jeans being tugged down slightly.

I vaguely remember Katelyn saying she was going out for things Lindsay needed and that was good enough for me. I pulled back from the kiss before removing her hand from my pants. "Lets see if you live up to your word." I turned her around and yanked my jeans down slightly before pulling her shorts to one side.

I pushed myself between her legs and she moaned loudly before bending over slightly and spreading her legs as i pushed myself inside her from behind. She was wet, and hot as i pounded myself inside her.

Lindsay was trying to form words but all she kept doing was shrieking and moaning with every thrust i gave her. My legs were starting to ache but that didn't matter when Lindsay started pushing back into me and grunting my name like an animal. It was hot. I loved hot sex like this. Katelyn could easily come back, not to mention Lindsay's parents turn up.

"You close baby?" I growled out before gripping her hips and she told me to shut up and fuck her. This was more like it. "Am i not fucking you hard enough? Maybe we need to go ruin another kitchen table..."

Lindsay turned her head to look at me and i moaned instantly. There was always something about doing a girl from behind as they turn to look at you that drives a guy crazy.
"Don't you dare even move.. fuck me harder. Cum so hard inside me. Make me scream with that rock hard dick of yours." She bit her lip and moaned as i pulled her back hard against me.

"Lose the shorts and maybe I'll do just that." The shorts were getting in the way, and plus i wanted to see her hot ass.
Lindsay inched her shorts down, and I moaned when she pushed back onto me after removing herself to slide the shorts down.

“What are you gonna do if someone walks in now babe?” I moaned loudly into her neck before I pounded myself into her making the stairs creek from the force of me moving on her.

She was so fucking hot. The last time we had been together like that was indeed on the kitchen table. She hadn’t even tried to get like this with me since we got back together but damn. I wanted more of it. A lot more of it. The way she was grunting and panting for me to move faster was driving me insane not to mention the way she shrieked whenever I’d grab her body hard. Probably hard enough to hurt her, but she didn’t seem to care.

“Oh my god oh my god… I’m gonna cum..” Lindsay moaned loudly and I gripped her hips, feeling her legs start to shake. She had a death grip on the banister of the stairs and I soon had a death grip on her hips as her walls clung to me, pulling me deeper making me shoot my load inside her.

She was near enough screaming and I quickly pulled out of her and turned her around before kissing her deeply and pressing her back against the stairs. I held her hands and pinned them at her side as we kissed hungrily and I couldn’t help but moan when she wrapped a leg around mine and pressed herself back against me by arching her back.

We both pulled back for air moments later and I reluctantly let go of her hands before moving mine along her hips.
Lindsay moaned softly before digging her hands through my hair, which was now clinging to my head from sweating. I was fully clothes still and definitely aware of that now. Good thing I had a change of clothes here. I’m sure I stunk of pure sex.

“That was hot.” I whispered before reaching down and cupping her ass in my hands.
“Still is hot… damn.” Lindsay sighed softly before letting out a soft moan as she pressed herself against me more. She was probably still cumming. That was hot.

“We should go shower.” I leant down and kissed into her neck.
“Hmm yea get you naked. Your way too clothed.” Lindsay kissed my cheek before making me move back slightly.

Her eyes ran over my body before she smirked and bent over, picking her shorts up and walking around me.

It took me all of about two seconds before I raced up the stairs following her.