"Are you ready?" he asked me.
I walked towards Nick's mini-stereo system in his room. I put in a CD. I put it in repeat.
"Now I am," I replied. I felt kinda insecure about my body. I don't know why. I was still scared, but tried not to show it. "Am I doing something I'll regret?" I asked myself. Even though Nick did have a condom, I still had a feeling that if I continue this, I will get pregnant eventually. I walked towards Nick. I made myself comfortable on the bed, lying beneath him, more scared than ever.
"It's ok, baby. I promise I'll be gentle," he said supportively.
I just nodded. I looked in his eyes and trusted him. The song began.
"What song did you put in?" he asked me.
"My favorite song of all time," I told him as the song began.
It was Cindy Lauper's "Time After Time". He kissed my lips softly as he wrapped his hands around my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He went on top of me, trying as much not to hurt me. He began to unbutton my PJ top. He looked at my bra, then at me.
"You sleep with your bra on?" He asked smiling.
I had a good feeling about this . . . well for now. "No, I just wanted to make you anxious. Now, shh, I love this song."
"Just curious," he said trying to unsnap the bra. He finally did and looked at my breast.
Oh God, I'm feeling insecure again.
"Nicky?"
"Yeah?"
"Take care of me ok?" I asked shyly.
He nodded. "Tell me if I hurt you too bad, k?"
Did I just hear right? HURT me too bad? "What are you talking about Nickolas?"
"Babygirl, the way you look is making my crazy. I just . . . I'm . . . I'm hungry!"
I giggled, "Then eat up."
"My pleasure."
He covered my lips with his and began pulling down my boxers and panties. He moved his mouth down to my neck. Kissing and sucking it lightly. After a few moments, he moved down to my breasts doing the same thing as he did to my neck. Unexpectingly, he fingered me. I squealed.
"Enjoying, babygirl?" he asked, then continued for the last time.
He moved to my other breast and did the same. He shove another finger inside of me. I squealed again, louder this time. He chuckled. When he finished, he kissed me. I felt his tongue enter my mouth. I entered my tongue into his mouth.
He smiled devilishly and whispered, "You're mine tonight."
He went down on me slowly. Until . . . I felt his tongue enter me. I moaned loudly. He licked me harder and harder. "Oh, Nicky . . . Nicky, please . . .Oh God," I moaned.
"Please what?" he said.
"Harder, baby. Harder."
"What did you say?" he said teasing me.
"Nicky, please; baby, please . . . Oh God," I moaned again, with my hands on his head.
"Ok, then," he said, licking me harder, wanting to taste me.
Before I knew it, I felt myself getting hot. My body was burning. I felt my climax coming.
"Oh, Nicky . . . I'm cumming, baby," I told him. "Ooh, Nicky!" I screamed, as I felt my climax leaving my body into his mouth. Every drop entered his mouth. He came up to me. I was still breathing heavily. He kissed me quickly.
"Goddamn, babygirl. You taste so good."
I giggled again, "It's nice you had your turn, but now it's mine."
"Ally, I don't think that's such a . . . "
"Yes, it is," I said, pulling down his boxers. Immediately, I took him into my mouth, licking and sucking.
"Oh, Ally," he moaned, "God, babygirl."
I've been wanting to hear him say my name for damn too long. I felt his hands go on my head, forcing my head to go faster. I sucked him harder and faster.
"Yean, c'mon, babygirl . . . that's it . . . yeah, oh God," he moaned, "Oh shit, babygirl, I'm cumming."
I sucked as hard and fast as I could.
"Yeah, c'mon, just . . . a little . . . Ally!" he moaned, as his climax came. Finally, years of waiting and I'm tasting him.
"Mmm, you taste good, Nicky," I said like a 7-year-old.
"Baby, where did you learn how to do that? You said you never . . ."
"Fan fics, Nicky. Nick Carter fan fics. Now, c'mon . . . " I said kissing him, "I want the main event."
