She walked home after a night out with her boys, her friends of lonliness. The people she welcomed most on nights like these. The one where she reminices about her life, her lies and her decphit. All the wrong she has done in her life, and barely ever thinks of the actual good she does. To help other people, She barely ever helps herself. For the most part of the night she talked to her Friend Jack, and The captian Morgon. She even spent a little time talking to Keith, Bud, and Labbat blue. She tried to find guidance within them all she found was numbness. An emotion she was prone too until she got assigned to Nicholas Gene Carter. The Man that turned her life upside down. More so than it already was. Her lies caused her pain, and that pain caused her to push away the one person who gets her as a whole. Therefore her story, the Truth will never be told and Nick will go on thinking she is this horrible person. Named Breanna Smith. Well she is a horrible person but shes not Breanna smith she is Keria Marie.
Keria laughed as she walked into the house, when she slipped on a pair of shoes and she jumped when she saw a hand extend to help her out.
Keria gasped at the shadowy figure "Nick what are you doing here?" Keria asked through slurred words.
Nick helped her up and wiped the sleep out of his eyes seeing as it was 4:00 am. " What do you mean what Am I doing here? I ****ing live here. I should be asking you what in the **** your here. If you want more for your little expose im not talking. Now leave my house Before I get Frank on your ***. I dont want to hear you Or see you again. I thought I Made that clear." Nick shouted through clenched teeth he couldn't belive this girl. most of all he couldn't belive how much he still loved her. He couldn't deny his heart skip that little beat when he saw her at his door.
Keria went to stand up and fell back down again, this time tripping over her own feet. "nick this is my house, I just left the door open."
Nick was getting mad " Keria, this is my house I had to let Out your freaking dog to take a leak, so I left my door unlocked. What are you doing here?"
Keria started thinking " Ohh, Uhh im sorry I was just thinking when I was walking. I was thinking about you and I just walked and I ended up here im sorry nick." keria said with a slurred speech, and many breaths through her confused tears.
Nick could barely make out anything she just said but listened really carefully, he walked closer to her and could tell you everything she drank that night, he could also see dried up puke on her shirt. He couldn't help but feel bad for her.
"Look Keria, i mean Breanna just sit here and I'll call you taxi and send you home." nick said as he walked over and picked up the phone.
nick walked back " Great, theres no Taxi company open this late or early."
nick walked back into his livingroom to find her passed out on his couch...
This time there was a difference he didn't take care of her or change her he just shut out his light and walked to his room and locked his door.
nick couldn't sleep at all so he got up and went to the living room and watched her sleep. all he thought about was The mytery lady fast passed out on his couch. He couldn't sleep cause he was worried about her. After everything she did he was worried about her. He also couldn't sleep cause he wanted answers, why? did she do what she did. He wanted to know if he really was in love with a fictional character. Somehow he knew he was in love with someone very real. He was to hurt and scared to open up to that person. He wanted answers but somehow he already knew he didn't want to know the answers. knowing the truth would bring more heartache to him.
Keria woke up cold, and to someone licking her feet. "Ouch **** it, Keria moaned in pain as she sat up, and felt her head still spinning. " Ohh, god someone kill me." Keria moaned as she sat up fully, and jumped when she heard Nicks voice
" Here, take these." Nick handed her to the two pills, emotionally. Keria looked into his eyes and saw nothing but hurt, she didn't see the trade mark grin. she saw nothing and that scared her more than anything. she wanted to see anger but she saw nothing but hurt, tired eyes, drawn out eyes.
"Thanks." Keria said as she took the pills out of his hand and the glass of water out of his other. She offered him the best smile she could, but she came up with nothing.
"I thought you didn't like drinking." Nick asked as he towered over her.
"Yea, well I dont like it, but I do it it helps at making me numb." Keria said laughing at herself, how stupid she was.
Nick shook his head " You can escort yourself out." Nick laughed "**** I really thought you were diffrent too."
Keria sat up best she could " Nick please just let me explain." She went to stand up and got dizzy again.
"who ever the hell you are, theres nothing you can say." Nick got up and helped Keria up walked her to the door. "ill have frank come over to take the kittens, and take your dog." Nick said handing nickers over to her.
"Look you dont understand nick."
"I dont understand, I understand you used me, not just me but my heart, mind, body, hell maybe even my soul. I you lied to me, hell I dont even know your name." Nick shook his head incrediously. " Tell me Im wrong, call me a lier." Nick walked over to her challenging her.
Keria had tears in her eyes "your wrong Nick, my name is Keria Maire and yes I used you, well it started out that way. Nick that was the expose I written about you. It was suposed to be handed in on Thursday, 6 days ago. I didn't hand it in. My reporter name is suposed to be Breanna smith, which is the name I was suposed to to you but I didn't. I gave you my real name which is Keria Marie. I'm not an Aupair, I was an Aupair but I decdied to stay here in Austraila to get a job. I was normally a writer for the paper just little things. Then one day my boss said I was doing a fantastic job and wanted to give me an assignment. My assignment was to get dirt on you plain and simple.
nick sighed " Keria, it doesn't matter. Whats done is done and I just want you to leave."
"Nick please just me let me finish, then I will leave." Keria looked straight into his eyes.
Nick silence urged her to continue " Okay, well the first minute The first night I met you it was all a set up. I guess you could call it a lie, but you know what everything I told you about myself personally was true it just wasn't with the timeline I gave you. Anyways durring those 3 days I started to write the article. Thats why I couldn't kiss you, it wasn't right. on the 4 day however I didn't turn in the article and got fired. It wasn't right, I never wanted to be paparazi nick I want to be a writer. I dont agree with the paparazi how they twist the truth and make up lies, or tell someones secrets. Its not right and its wrong. I wrote the article yes, but I never handed it in. I couldn't do that to you, Nick I never thought I would fall in love with you but I did. Im sorry I hurt you, I tired to tell you so many times but I couldn't cause I didn't want to lose you. I guess karma came around and bit me in the ***.
nick lightly laughed at the last part " Yea I Guess, Keria I dont know what to do with this."
Keria smiled " I dont expect you too, I just wanted to tell you the truth im sorry I hurt you. Its been nice knowing you nick carter."
Keria said as she was walking out the door with nickers in her arms.
"Keria, wait a minute How do I know this is the truth?" Nick asked as he grabbed her arm.
Keria bore a hole deep into his soul " I guess you dont, you will just have to trust me."
"I dont trust you." Nick stared back into her eyes.
"I know you dont, well i guess this is bye." she walked up and gave him a light kiss on the cheek, and left the inprint of a tear a stain on his cheek.
Keria walked out the door and shut it lightly.
Nick leaned against the door and counted to three he didn't know if this was the right decesion or the wrong one. All he knew was he loved her.
"Wait a Minute Keria, I said I dont trust you. It doesn't mean i still dont love you. We can work on the trust thing. The truth always comes out anyways." Nick said as he walked over to her and grabbed her hand.
"nick, I love you too so much, which is scary cause we havent known eachother for a very long time."
"I guess the heart just wants what it wants. Now lets start over hi im nick carter. Hi Im Keria Marie and I am un-employed but starting school next week to become a teacher."
Nick smiled " Well its a pleasure to meet you." Nick couldn't help but kiss her hand.
Author's Chapter Notes:
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