After Nick watched the staircase where Kerias presence was he found himself day dreaming about all the times he thought about bringing Keria to his house, his Home. Not some condo on the beach but his actual home where he lives and desisgned his house to best suit his, and well at the time Issabelles taste. For the past few years now it has been his home and after Howies wedding Nick is Looking to buy another house.
None the less Nick found himself thinking of the day he could Carry Keria in his arms and into his bedroom, Nick was smiling thinking about the way he would lay out candles on the each stair of the winding stair case. At the top their would be rose pettals scattered everywheres, leading to the master bath...Nick found himself picturing her lips, on the sensitive part on his neck sending shivers down his spine. It was so real to him it almost wasn't a dream.
Nick made his way over the computer and logged onto America arirlines and went thought the motions of putting in his password and checking all of the flights seeing as they were going to be on time. As nick saw Kerias Name he found his finger trace the letters to her name like it was his thumb tracing keria's cheek bones.
'Why is that I always wind up loving the ones that hurt me, the lieing and dechipftful ones. Why can't I get her out of my head, just the other night I Nick carter Womanizer went to a strip club and some girl I met their apparantly she worked their I really knew nothing about her. All I knew was she had big green eyes and Firey red hair, and a double DD cup size. I guess thats why I asked her home with me, no attachment and what better way to get over someone at least for a littlewhile than to f*ck some random chicks brains out no expectations or commitment. Im sure she probably at least expected me to get it up. Lets just say Nicky Jr. couldn't preform that night he had stage fright. Im not talking about singing either. I know you can't cheat your heart but since when is a guys **** and Heart Attached to one another, I know I love keria but their was one point and time where My **** didn't care who I loved it loved pretty blondes with big boobs silicon filled or not. Nicky jr didn't need to know names or adresses. Now he refuses to prefrom its like hes on strike until hes with Keria or something. Everytime he see's her he gets a little more and more less fightened.'
'Great now im Reffering to my **** as Nicky Jr. which makes me talking to myself in 3 person, maybe its time I paid mr. Quack a visit. I know its funny my shrinks last name is mr. Quack hadn't talked to him for about a year now. This is some bigger issues, than a cheating ex wife. I can't get it up. Not that I dont want too, but as soon as Nicky jr sees miss Keira.He tries to stand at attention. Their gotta be something for my little problem, and theirs no way in hell im gonna go on viagra im sure my grandfather doesn't use the **** hes a carter. We don't need drugs.
"Great, I need sleep...Sleep isn't comming easily tonight." Nick said the last part out loud.
He heard a tiny voice " Why not Uncle Nick, you look sleepy."
Nick smiled to the little girl " Why its sleeping beauty did you sleep well?" He noticed the tears in maddies eyes.
"Maddie sweeite why are you crying? Nick said as he got off of his computer chair and picked her up and carried her back over to the couch "
"I woke up and I didn't know where she was, I didn't know where i was."
Nick wrapped his arms around the fightened girl " Its okay, shh your okay now."
"Wheres mommy I want Mommy." Keria sniffed
"She's asleep do you want me to take you to her." Nick felt hopeless, he knew she must of had a bad dream because she was still shaking, and crying lightly. more like hyperventalating.
Maddison nodded and wrapped her arms around Nicks neck when suddenly, one of his pugs started licking her toe, then the other ones came over and started licking her, jumping up to lick her.
The giggle he heard from maddie was enough to make his heart jump, it brought the biggest smile immaginable to his face. "Maddie, meet my little babies. Coco, pebbles, and lucky." Nick said pointed to each individual pug.
"Aww, they are so cute. I think they are tired too, They yawn just like us."
Then maddie yawned.
"I think you are right pretty girl. Its time we get you up to your mommy, or do you want to go in your own bed now, I can send the pugs in with you, to keep you company if you want too."
"A few minutes later he had Keria all tucked into the room where Nicks little boy or girl was going to sleep before Issabelle lost the baby The room wasn't finished Nick and A.J got the call as they were painting it and bringing in the crib and the new little bed and putting up the little border. It brought tears to Nicks eyes. Maddie was already sleep, but Nick found himself watching her sleep just thinking about the day he was going to have a little boy or girl of his own.
Keria woke up in the morrning searching everwhere for Nick and she couldn't find him then suddenly she saw Nick sitting in a rocking chair fast asleep. She walked over and found an extra blanket at the end of the bed. She made sure maddie was all covered up good, and then she covered up Nick.
"Good night Nick, I love you. God if only you knew the truth."
Nick woke up and stretched a little and tried to snap his neck, it was a little stiff from his night in the chair."
"What truth Keira?" nick asked.
Keria stuttered she can't keep lying to him....
"Nick, uhh theirs something you need to know." Keria took a deep breath and her voice was shaky.
Okay it was now or never....
"Keria what ever it is, we can and will get through it together, I love you. But you obviously have something on your mind. What is it. I love you and i want to be with you, and I would love to know your little girl better. I wan't to be the father she never had.
"Nick, Im Pregnant."
Nick swallowed the lump in his throat and hear he thought, today was just going to be another day. Boy was he wrong.
Author's Chapter Notes:
hehe....Be ready for a shock at the end of the chapter!
