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Hey guys sorry for the long wait...
BUT this is the moment most of you have been waiting for. I Think well I know this is what Andro has been waiting for *loL*

Sorry i haven't been able to reply to your comments. I have been so busy working and for the longest time i wasn't able to log into my account for some reason.

Thank you to those of you that are reading, and a very big thank you to those of you that have been replying!!! I would love to know what you think so far.

Sorry if its slacking, I have been really tired and exhausted lately.

Well thanks for your patience!

love you lots,
oxoxoxoxoxoxox
~*manda*
Nick was left standing out their stunned. He didn't know if it was just the pregnancy or what it was. He was confused to his knowledge him and Keria only broke up twice. I guess they still are broken up, but she really seemed kene on the fact that he was gonna hate her after the big mystery secret came out. Nothing can be as bad as it already was. Or could it?"

"Earth to Nick..."

Nick didn't snap out if it 'Damn what is Kevin gonna say?'

"NICK, I seen the kiss, it wasn't that good man." Aaron chuckled.

"Aaron, how long have you been standing their?"

"Long enough to know that you are whipped man, damn I have been here for almost 5 mins trying to get your attention." Aaron shook her head.

"Yea, no I would have to be with her to be whipped. She made it pretty clear to me that we will never have a future together this weekend is my last weekend to prove to her that I love her, and im just thinking how am i gonna do it. Not to mention im going to have to break it to the boys that Baylee is gonna have a playmate in few months. Holy fuck, im gonna be a Father. Your gonna be a Uncle. What a fucking day." Nick ran his hands through his hair fusturatedly.

"Aaron give me one of those." Nick asked as Aaron was lighting up a Cig."

"I dont know man, but I have never seen you act this way about a girl. Its kinda fucked that im gonna be an unlce but kinda cool. To tell you the truth if i didn't know any better I would say you are already a father. Dont ask me how that would happen. but have you looked at that little girl in their. She looks a lot like you, unless Keria was dating someone Identical to you. I can sware that lil girl in their is yours. you can't look me in the eye and tell me that you dont see it!!!"

"Alright, I do see it. I do but theirs no possible way so please just drop it. I dont need Keria hearing this, and freaking out on me again." Nick said inhaling a little

"How, I could use something a little stiffer than this right now."

"I can seriously see the headlines now Aaron, nick chuckled."

"Nick, the youngest member of the Backstreet boys is walking around with a little girl, and a lady with a bun in the oven. puffing on a joint." *loL*

Aaron laughed " HA, yea what do you got to lose, your image is already fucked"

Nick got up and pushed him in the pool " Thanks for house sitting bro I gotta finish packing though. NO PARTIES!!! Unless they are all weekend long parties and topless ones."

"You got it Bro, tell Howie i say congrats" Aaron shook his head.

"Yea, aaron you keep your hands to yourself you got yourself a good woman, dont fuck it up!" Nick smiled and left.

He came in and from the corner of his eye he saw keria brushing maddies hair and putting it up, and saw them goofing around. It made nick smile. It made him long for the family atmosphere he didn't see much of.

"Mommy, Really I get to be a flower girl"

"Yea you do baby, are you excited?"

"Yes, Im scared! Since Unlce Nick told me I was going to be a flower girl, does that mean I get to turn into a flower?”

Keria laughed “Nick watched as Kerias whole face lit up and pursed her lips together in response. “ No, Maddison you don’t turn into a flower. You just get to wear a pretty dress and toss flowers down the asile while everyone is waiting for the bride.”

“Whats a bride, Mommy, is she the lady in a pretty dress?”

Nick had the biggest smile on his face listening to them. He couldn’t belive that he would be able to join in on the conversations when his little boy or girl would be old enough to talk.

“Yea, Maddie a bride is the lady in the pretty dress, keep your head still sweetie I know your excited but you need to keep still so I can braid the other side.”

“Okay Mommy, Mommy I Love You.”

“Forever and Ever to the moon and back.” Keria smiled “ Now keep that lil head of yours still”

Those words brought back memories for Nick…

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~**Flashback**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

“Keria, what are you doing here”? Nick Grinned ear to ear when he saw her standing at his place in his t-shirt cooking. Instantly brought back memories of Issabelle cooking in the Kitchen all hours of the day, not good memories either. Memories of all the fights they had in the kitchen over the same shit. Day after day, Hour after hour. Etc.
Nick was hesitant whether or not to go up to her and wrap his arms around her or not, his thoughts were quickly interrupted when she came over to him and gave him a big hug and started kissing down his neck. Sucking lightly.

Nick picked her up, Kerias legs wrapped around his body and Nick gave her a big kiss on the lips and sat her on the counter. “mmmm, you taste good baby, what are you cooking?”

“spaghetti and meat balls, baby can you do me a favor? Can you stir the sauce for me while I wash some lettuce for Caesar salad?

Nick gave her one last kiss and picked her up off the counter. “ Sure keira just let me change my clothes.”

“Baby you look fine…I don’t want the sauce to stick. Please just stir it hun.” Nick could sense the crankiness in her voice not to mention the eye roll he so plainly saw.

“Keria, is everything okay?” Nick asked as he walked over to stir the sauce as he watched her rip and chop up lettuce.

“Yea, everything is just great!!!” Keria said started slicing and dicing a little harder.

Nick shut the burner off, and removed the boiling sauce from the heat stirred it a little. Then walked over to Keria who seemed to be lost in thought. Chopping the shit out of the Vegetables. Nick walked over to her wrapped his arms around her

“Ker, whats wrong. talk to me."

"Nothing, just got in a big fight with my parents. They think im doing nothing with my life."

"Keria, your doing everything with your life, look I have parents that never really cared about me either. All they wanted from me and my siblings was to make money never once were they parents. I love you Keria" Nick said and traced his thumb over her cheek bone.

"I know Baby and I love you Forever and Ever to the moon and back." Nick smiled

"Your so cute Baby, so why are you wearing my clothes. Not that I mind because they look much better on you than they do on me anyways."

"Thanks Nick for bein there for me" Keria smiled and leaned her head on nicks shoulder.

"Im wearing your clothes cause You make me feel happy and I wanted to be close to you, you weren't here so the easiest way to do that was to wear your shirt babe. Sorry"

"mmmmm, you think I mind. Never in a million years whats mine is yours. Forever and ever to the moon and back.

Keria could sense the playfullness in his voice so she pushed his shoulder. " Get back to that sauce, I want to eat sometime today carter."

Nick gave her a crooked grin and raised his eyebrow he picked keria up over his shoulder and carried her to his bedroom and sat her down he went into the bathroom and ran a bath for her with extra bubbles. He grabbed her hand. "Baby you relax while I get the rest ready."

Keria grinned mischeviously " I have a better Idea, how about you join me, and we make dinner together later?"

Keira said as she pulled his shirt over her head, leaving her standing in nothing but her black laced boy short underwear.

Nick walked into his room grabbed some candles, and turned on some light music. He stripped down so he was in nothing but his boxers.

He walked over to Keria got down on his knees in front of her and started massaging her ankles working his way up until he reached her thigh placing butterfly kisses on her inner thigh he started kissing around her most sensitive parts. Then finally he pulled down her underwear and she stepped out of them.

"Mmmm, how could I turn down an offer like that." Nick mumbled against her belly button as he made his way up her stomach. He got in the tub, and outstretched his hand Keria Grabbed it and Nick pullled her closer to him.

"Mmm, baby I love the way you think, this is much better than my plan. Nick said in between moans between Kerias mouth on his neck, and her hands working expertly on other areas of his anatomy. she was driving him crazy.

"Keria you need to stop, if you keep going I can't exactly say that im going to be able to stick to our agreement." Nick said with ragged breaths.

Keria snickered working her magic harder, this time replacing her hands with her mouth positioning herself a little better " Baby, Fuck, yea shit, damn Ohhh that Feels stop, no keep going harder, harder, harder ohh fuck im gonna, Im gonna Ooohhh" Nick said as his breathing quickened.

"Damn, tell me again why we aren't making love right now?" Nick said as he grabbed her and started kissing down her neck, sucking on her collarbone, and teasing her already taught nipples.

Keria giggled "Because, we both think it would be a good Idea to wait. Besides we love each other, theirs no rush."

"To the moon and back baby". Nick said and kissed her harder, "To the moon and back".

~~~~~~~~~~~~~**End of Flashback**~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~


Nick could feel his face flush at the memory of it all.'if only things were still that simple' Nick sighed. and let his presence be known.

"Hey Girlies, are you almost ready?"

"Almost Uncle Nick, Guess what mommy says she says im going to get to meet my daddy this weekend. And Im going
to be a flower girl."

Keria avoided nicks questioning eyes. "Really thats Great, I know you are going to be the best flower girl their is .And my little man Baylee is going to be their as well. Maddie how about you go upstairs and make sure that all of your toys are gathered up that you want to take with you."

"Okie dokie" With that maddie ran as fast as her little legs could carry her.

"Im proud of you Keria. I know it must not be easy for her to meet her father. He must of been a pretty bad guy for you to keep a sweet little girl like that away."

"Yea he was into some rough stuff, actually when we were together he had a wife so i was the mistress of it all. They aren't together anymore so now that some of that pressure is gone. Im hoping that maybe he will accept her as his own."

Nick walked over to her " Hes crazy not too, I just hope you don't go running back to his arms. I need you in my life keria. I feel as if Im this completely different person around you, honestly you make me want to stay away from some of the shit I used to be into.

"I promise Nick, we will always be apart of eachothers lives." Keira smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Thanks for being their nick."

"Forever and ever, to the moon and back." Nick winked.

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hours later Keria and maddie were approaching the place where the reception was going to be held.

"Nick im nervous." Keria said as she took in her surroundings right now they were walking into the reception hall (Which was a Tiki Bar, a very well decorated tiki bar.). and technically they all just walked down the asile together.

"Why are you nervous Keria? They are My friends, my brothers. They are going to have to get used to you. Like it or not your going to be in my life.

Keria was thinking to herself 'yea, but I already met them. we didn't exactly leave on a happy note.'

Nick was holding maddies hand "why are you nervous munchkin?"

"Im going to meet my daddy, and im shy." Maddie said as her face creeped up a blush.

"Your both going to be great, are you ready."

"Kevin, A.J, Brian, Howie and their wives and soon to be wifes I would like you to meet Keria and hr daughter maddison.

Keria caught the smile in A.J's eyes when she said hello, and she caught the thank you in Brian and howies. She was the backstreet well kept secret.

She caught the look of all hell breaking loose when she looked into Kevins eyes.

Keria said all of her hellos when she reached Kevin he announced he was going to show her to the bathroom.

A.J knew who this girl was she was the girl who saved nicks life. She was also the girl who saved the backstreet boys. he was forever greatful for her. He found it a little odd that kevin was going to show to her the the bathroom. Little did A.J know that Kevin was keeping some secrets from the other backstreet boys.

A.J walked over to Nick who was introducing maddison to Baylee they were both so shy. But baylee walked over to one of the tables and got her a flower. they started chasing each other around.

"So you finally met your guardian angel huh?"

Nick laughed " Why do you say that?"

"Nick Keria is the girl that saved your life, shes the girl you have wanted to meet for all those years. This is the girl that saved your life."

Nick felt Alex's forehead " Alex, man you feeling alright."

"She never told you did she?" A.J questioned.

"What do you mean? she never told me what."

"That it was her." Alex answered back confused.

Finally things started clicking together for him..."Can you watch maddie I need to find Keria. I have some questions that for damn sure are going get answered."

"Kevin Im sorry I know you told me to stay away, but I couldn't, I just couldn't stay away. He deserved to know."

"So If Nick knows why did he introduce her as maddies daughter."

"Kevin, I haven't gotten a chance to tell him. I wanted too I know you didn't want me to come back. I tried to wait for the right time. I couldn't do it."

Kevin patted Maddie on the back with soothing circles " Im not mad Keria. I feel horrible for asking you to do that, but with the news of something like that back then would of sent nick over the edge. None of the other guys know about her. Shes gorgeous keria looks a lot like Nick though.

Keria handed kevin the cheque back that was dated for all those years ago.

Nick walked over to them "Please tell me that your fucking joking, please tell me that im not hearing this correctly."