Summary:
What happens when you someone you thought you could never have wants you? The first time you met them you were younger by 4 years so why would they? Sometimes people keep secrets about their feelings... Find out what Jen discovers about her favorite Backsteet Boy and how it changes her whole world.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Slash F/F, Slash M/M
Challenges:
Series: Love, Can It Really Happen To Me?
Chapters: 14
Completed: Yes
Word count: 16087
Read: 2870
Published: 01/21/09
Updated: 02/13/09

1. The Past Can Haunt You by Baby K [ - ] (785 words)

2. You Can Find Out A Lot On A Tour Bus by Baby K [ - ] (1597 words)

3. Memories are a funny thing. by Baby K [ - ] (1636 words)
Flashback chapter.

4. The Carter Accident by Baby K [ - ] (628 words)
We are bouncing back and forth but oh well. I did in the last one too. But this is gonna be short anyway. Enjoy

5. How could one man be so nervous? by Baby K [ - ] (1200 words)

6. Vodka & Candy Land by Baby K [ - ] (1020 words)
Ok people, after this chapter it's gonna get down and dirty.... a new avenu for me in a way but I'm waiting a litte bit to do it, and I know some people might get bothered but, I will be fixing the warnings a little once that time comes... Nothing is happening like that yet though but get ready..... and hold on to your seats!

7. Game on! by Baby K [ - ] (3585 words)
Well basicly this chapter is a sex filled read. It has both M/M & F/F Slash, come on if you read the last chapter where the rules are listed you knew something is gonna happen..... Anyway if you don't like slash just skip this one chapter.

8. The Night Goes Out With A Bang! by Baby K [ - ] (1168 words)
This chapter is really really mushy.... I aint one for mushy myself but this is for one of my two best friends and she knows who she is, so this is for you girl.

9. Sweet Dreams Are Made Of These by Baby K [ - ] (799 words)

10. The Truth Hurts by Baby K [ - ] (872 words)
This was a very painful chapter to write.

11. Late Night Phone Calls You Never Understand by Baby K [ - ] (750 words)

12. Welcome Back Richardson! by Baby K [ - ] (872 words)
A surprise twist that is gonna work into the 3rd story of the series....hope I didn't say too much...

13. What Happens In Vegas Is Because Of Love. by Baby K [ - ] (1042 words)
This is a tearful chapter, I hope you guys like it.

14. The Ending Of The Begining by Baby K [ - ] (133 words)