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Hi I'm Amy, I've been a BSB fan since 1998. I still remember where I was when I heard them for the first time! I was in middle school and a bunch of my friends and I were at a roller skating rink and I heard one of their songs and I've been hooked ever since! I am almost 26 years old and the mother of a 5 year old son, Nicholas. And as much as it bugs my fiance, Jason, my son knows exactly who BSB are and listens to them all the time with me! He also loves to watch the YouTube videos of the boys with me! :) Follow me on Twitter @bsbfan4life25 |
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Monster. Hideous. Freak. Why can't people look past the physical form to see what lies within?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Kevin
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 46 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 75274
Read Count: 82874
Published: 08/20/14 » Updated: 11/14/14
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter 8
I'm glad that Natalie and Kevin both wont let Teagan give up on herself. We should all be so lucky to have people like them!
Author's Response: I want to be that kind of friend (and I hope I am). I also know I have those kinds of friends. I am blessed. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter 9
I think it's great that she is finally venturing out of her room. And I think it's even better that 2 out of 5 BSB have kissed her lol.
Author's Response: I can SO see Nick being a flirt....and I can see Kev being overprotective. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter 10
Poor Teagan. Kevin wants her so badly and I wish she had the self-confidence that she deserves that way she could open up to him.
Author's Response: She's gonna need a big push to do that. Never gonna happen on the boat. Too many obstacles. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter 11
I really hope she is finally healing. And I can't wait to find out what happens between Brian and Natalie!
Author's Response: Brian and Nat are cute. I want her to open up more too. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter 12
Poor Teagan, I'm positive Nick was not talking about her but of course when you are in such a vulnerable state of mind you are going to think the worst. I hope they get this cleared up before she leaves the ship!
Author's Response: No, anything negative will set her in a tailspin in her current state of mind. She needs serious help. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter 13
Uh oh Kevin, I'm sure some crazed fan has snuck in and seen you doing that!
Author's Response: He wasn't thinking with his 'big' head. ;) THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 15: Chapter 14
I really hope Kevin and Nick can find a way to apologize to Teagan, they should never have talked about someone like that after everything that happened on the ship.
Author's Response: Nope. I think that was the real eye opener for the boys. I hope they can work it out too. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 16: Chapter 15
I hate to say it, but I think Natalie yelling at Teagan finally made her open her eyes and see that she is the only one that feels like she is a monster and that everyone else looks past the scars and sees the real person. (Holy run on sentence lol)
Author's Response: LOL LOVE your run on sentence! And you're right. Teagan needed it. She needs to be pushed to face her fears somehow. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 17: Chapter 16
:( it sucks that she can't get her scars on her neck fixed, but she needs to learn to love herself with or without scars, just like Natalie and Kevin do!
Author's Response: She does need to accept it. Here's hoping she can. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 18: Chapter 17
Finally! Way to take charge Kevin! Now hopefully Teagan will open up to him about everything she is feeling!
Author's Response: About time he figured out he has to push her when it comes to her feelings. THANKS!!! ~ D
Date: 09/19/14 Title: Chapter 19: Chapter 18
OMG I am literally so happy right now! And I bet Kevin ends up finding her a different plastic surgeon for her neck, not because he wants it fixed, but because he knows that it will make her happy. Can't wait for more!
Author's Response: :) It was a happy moment. I think Kev's more concerned with her accepting his unconditional love...hopefully she can!! THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 10/02/14 Title: Chapter 20: Chapter 19
I think it's good that Brian says he will take it slow with Natalie, as much as she is worried about Teagan she needs to take care of herself too! And I'm glad Kevin is there with Teagan to comfort her through this!
Author's Response: I think both girls need something new. THANKS! ~ D
Date: 10/02/14 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter 20
I LOVE Dirty Dancing! (Just had to throw that out there.)
I think it's a good thing that she is opening up to Kevin like this, maybe it will help her heal!
Author's Response: Dirty Dancing was the first movie I could think of! LOL THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 10/02/14 Title: Chapter 22: Chapter 21
And just as I think Teagan is feeling better about herself, she goes back into the black hole. Poor girl!
Author's Response: She's not going to get out of it on her own. She's too far in. THANKS!! ~ D
Date: 10/02/14 Title: Chapter 23: Chapter 22
YES! Teagan, you should feel love, but you need to give it to yourself too!
Author's Response: That's EXACTLY what she needs to do! THANKS!! ~ D