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Me: I'm an obsessed Backstreet Freak who is highly addicted to Fan Fiction! Can't seem to get enough of it, nor be able to update mine fast enough. Plan on being a famous author/actor someday or maybe something more reasonable.


Brian Freak mainly - obviously, look at my screen name. lol.


Favourite songs off This Is Us: Straight Through My Heart, Masquerade,  All Your Life (You Need Love), & Bye Bye Love.


Favourite Unbreakable Video: Inconsolable


Scariest Moment: When I had a panic attack (June 24th, 2005) 'cause I didn't think I was ever gonna get tickets to see BSB in Ottawa this coming September on the 12th. It was scary 'cause I was home alone, an' thought I was either gonna pass out or have a heart-attack (over re-acted with heart-attack thing though-lol).


Happiest Moment: When Brian smiled AND waved at me during AND after the concert, on Sept. 12th, 2005!!!!! Everyone else waved too - & Nick did either did his "Rock On" thing or two "I Love You" signs. Lol. Oh, but we missed Howie - sadly. *pouts* I also almost passed out during Shape Of My Heart!!!!


Greatest Moment of My Life Thus Far: Meeting BSB & hugging Brian during sound check on august 26th, 2008. Brian made fun of me at the beginning of sound check too [as did Nick], & he kept staring at me throughout sound check & the concert. A.J. was staring at me during sound check, & waved at my camera when I finally aimed it on him. :) [I also met Aaron Carter after sound check out back of the Sudbury Arena.]


Meeting BSB again in 2010 & Nick smiling at me (I smiled back), then winking at me, making me swoon (after I'd handed him a heart for my SC photo). Hugging Brian again, even though we weren't s'pose too.


A.J. laughing at me 'cause I kept smiling & sticking my tongue out at him, when everyone else would be screaming (was in front row).


Brian singing to me though he picked a different girl for INBYH (NKOTBSB concert 2011). He also waved at me, & winked at me.


Howie asking me if I thought it was funny that he got hit by the pyro (I nodded yes while laughing).


Joey McIntyre trying 3 times to get my fingertips because he didn't want me to be left out.


Finally making it to Walt Disney World in Orlando, Florida (Sept 2011).


Graduating college on June 10th, 2014 from the Tourism and Travel program.


Hugging Nick Carter (I was the first fan waved behind the table - the others before me had leaned over it) at the Nick & Knight meet & greet Oct. 4th 2014. (Also shook Jordan's hand)


Going to the Marilyn Denis Show on Oct. 6th, 2014 and having Nick Carter sing to me on live television.


 


Tesia Series


Little Sister



Why Is Da Sky Boo?


When I See You Smile


Just Like A Child


If A Monster Comes In Our Room


When The Snow Comes Down In Tinseltown


Who Needs The World


Because Of You


Everything's Gonna Be Alright


 


Believe Series:


Not Believed - 1st in series


Un-Believed - 2nd in series


Never Believed - 3rd in series


Please Believe - 4th in series


Quit Believing - 5th in series


Can't Believe - 6th in series


Hopeful Believing - 7th in series


Nervous Believing - 8th in series


Happy Believing - 9th/final part of series


 


The Secret


Hey, Do You Know Me?


Never Gone


Happy Father's/Brother's Day


 


Alternative Story


Concrete Angel


 


Be cool, Be real, & Behave! (AJ)


"Writer's thrive on feedback!" - absolutechaos.net
"I not only thrive on feedback, I thrive on updates!"


~Lenni~


 


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Reviews by LenniluvsBrian
Miles To Go by Rose Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

For the past couple of years Nick's work schedule has been insane. Now that his tour with Jordan Knight is only a few shows away from ending, he's looking forward to nothing more than getting home to his wife. What he doesn't know is that his journey home is far from over...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Graphic Violence, Violence
 Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 25057
Read Count: 18664


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Published: 02/14/15 » Updated: 07/29/20
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 02/15/15 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue

Oooooh. Off to an interesting start. Hope they find Nick alive and well!

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: Hehe I missed your update demands lol. Thanks Lenni!

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 02/23/15 Title: Chapter 3: I Promise You

Nick is going to get lost somehow or abducted just you watch. Frig. I wish one of the phones had survived at least. I bet Kevin is freaking out pretty bad right about now.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: Is he? As for Kevin, depends on what he knows right? Thanks Lenni!

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 02/24/15 Title: Chapter 4: Into the Woods

Oye vey. I hope Nick isn't getting himself lost.I like him wondering what Kevin would do - lol.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: Hmm...depends on how well Kevin's lessons stuck. No way to tell yet! LOL. And you know I was thinking about it and given Kevin's upbringing there's no one else he could really think of for advice in this mess besides him. That and I love the Kevin/Nick bond. Thanks!

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 03/07/15 Title: Chapter 7: The Raven

I just KNEW she couldn't be trusted! I was waiting for her to do something to him. Poor Nick. I hope he gets rescued soon.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: LOL I would've shocked you all if she'd been normal. But ehhhh that's no fun. ;) Thanks!

Five Degrees of Separation by whreflections Rated: NC-17 [ - ]
Summary: In the summer of 2001 in the middle of the Black and Blue tour, AJ checks himself into rehab. Once he's there, he not only has to face his demons, but the question of whether he and Kevin will still have a relationship when he gets out. For years now it's been the five of them against the world in every way possible, but after the words Kevin left him with from the other side of a locked door, AJ doesn't know what to believe.

It's a hard thing to question your faith in love while you're trying to restore your faith in yourself.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Incest, Slash M/M
 Series: OT5 Verse
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 22301
Read Count: 847


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Published: 04/16/15 » Updated: 05/22/15
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 06/03/15 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4

I love the "Kevin Bat Signal" comment - lol. I wonder what he did too that made Kevin take the collar away.
I also love his and Brian's conversations. They're interesting and touching all at the same time.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 04/29/15 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter 3

I'm sad too that Kevin didn't show up, though I didn't expect him too. I like that A.J. wrote to Howie, though Howie may never see it.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

P.S. Nick's hugs are pretty great!

Author's Response: I keep telling myself that someday I will get to meet them, and then I'll actually know what Nick's hugs are like in person, XD They look amazing though...*sigh* (...in case you can't tell, Nick is my favorite, lmao I mean, it's hard to pick one because I do love them all so much, but Nick's been my favorite since 1998 so I'm always gonna be a little partial lol)

Thank you!! I really appreciate you reading this and leaving comments, <3

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 04/27/15 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter 2

This chapter was super good. Almost made me cry a few times. I love that Nick is sticking up for A.J. I do feel bad for Kevin though - I'm sure he's having a rough time of it. I do hope A.J. does call him soon. I'm looking forward to the day they come to visit. I'm sure they'll all squeeze the life out of each other - lol.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

P.S. I feel bad for Nick too since he trusted them all to not fall apart like his own family did.

Author's Response: Thank you; I'm really glad you're still enjoying this! :) I definitely bad for Kevin here, too...it's not like things between him and AJ got like this overnight. He's had to see a lot that's hurt him deeply and he's been terrified of losing AJ for a long time now and those things take their toll on anybody. He doesn't really WANT things to be done between them, no matter what he's threatened. (...but then yeah I also feel bad for Nick too, because it's so fucking scary for him to face the possibility that this family he's found may not be entirely bulletproof. Basically, I just want to wrap them all in blankets, lmao)

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 04/17/15 Title: Chapter 1: Chapter 1

This looks interesting and I think you're off to a great start!

UPDATE!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: :D Thank you so much! I'm really glad you enjoyed this first part, and I should have more up pretty soon. I'm gonna update my other WIP first but I'm working on that chapter tonight so I may have that one at least up tomorrow and this one Saturday? I'll see how it goes, ^^

Things Have Changed by freedomwriter Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: Stress does funny things to a person. A little stress never hurt anyone. A little stress keeps you focused and ready for action Extreme stress causes severe headaches and panic attacks; it makes your heart think it should be ready to explode in your ribcage; it makes you wake up screaming in the middle of the night; it makes your life a complete hell.


Short story focusing on Brian and his position in the group as he tries to hold on. But how long can you keep running when the ground is slowly crumbling underneath your feet? When you need to run harder and faster and be bigger and better, how much pressure can you take before you crumble yourself?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 21 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 35547
Read Count: 39774


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Published: 07/10/15 » Updated: 03/16/18
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 03/29/16 Title: Things Have Changed

Wtf!?!?! What is Brian quitting?!?! BSB??? Marriage??? Life??? What!?!?!?!?

UPDATE!!!!!!!!

Author's Response: who knoooooows? (I do) I'll update soon XD

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 12/02/15 Title: Chapter 17: 17 The Conqueror

Just read this whole thing and can't wait for more! Brian better not quit! I feel for him, but BSB without Brian!?!?! That's just insane! The man can just stand there smiling and waving for all I care! Singing and dancing is the icing on a cake! It's bonus. I'm just happy to see him and enjoy his humorous antics.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: haha, exactly! I was quite shocked to find out he did think about quitting at one point. Glad you enjoy the story :)

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 12/08/15 Title: Things Have Changed

Okay Brian needs to survive!!!!! Jeez. I knew he was having a heart attack before they did. These chapters are terrifying. We cannot lose any BSB member any time soon! Just the thought is a panic attack waiting to happen for me. We lose a BSB member and that will be when the music dies.

UPDATE!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 12/11/15 Title: Things Have Changed

What the hell happened?!?!?! Did he finally have that heart attack/stroke they mentioned could be a possibility??? He can NOT die!!!!!!!!!! He is NOT allowed to die! I'm glad Nick was there to help Leighanne when she needed help.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

P.S. I can only imagine just how stressed AJ is.

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 12/18/15 Title: Things Have Changed

There better be a me crazy miracle happening soon here! Brian can NOT die!!!!!! I am as heart broken as they are yet I know in reality the man is fine. Jeez. My heart strings are pulled to the limit here.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 01/14/16 Title: Things Have Changed

As IF Brian knew all along and didn't say anything! How DARE he not tell them what was going on! Instead he scares the hell out of them all! Yeesh!

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: *exactly the response I was going for* thanks for the review!

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 02/11/16 Title: Things Have Changed

Shouldn't Brian be more concerned about getting better than the fact they have kicked him out until he's better? They don't want him to have another heart attack and the fans would rather he get better than perform. It's not like he can't tweet and make videos to say hello and stuff. Also he should be focused on how he betrayed his wife by not telling her anything was wrong. I'm sure shit wil hit the fan once he has found her words and is able to get her thoughts sorted out.
I do feel bad that he's always felt that they thought he was weak. He needs to communicate with them more and tell them how he's feeling. And they need to assure him somehow that they don't think the things he seems to believe they do.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Author's Response: Oh yes, his thoughts are definitely more than a bit twisted right now. I assume it's more the thought of being weak and vulnerable that he doesn't let himself be any less than optimally perfect. It's really got nothing to do with how the others truly see him at this point, because he's too caught up in his own disapproval. There, hope that made sense.