Co-written with Shrinkingviolet

Always flipping through the various songs of his career, Howie Dorough comes to a hard realization. That his voice is missing. Somehow, through the years, he has disappeared from existence. And, with the disappearance of his voice also comes the disappearance of his soul. Unable to handle the stress of the Backstreet Boys, Howie opts for a small vacation before the promo tour of Never Gone can begin. Kevin, facing his own demons of ignorance and underappreciation, decides to join Howie on his trip, never realizing the beauty they could find after being left behind.

Co-written with Shrinkingviolet

Brought back to life with the love of a good woman, Kevin finds himself blissfully married as Howie prepares to travel down the aisle with the woman he adores. But as time passes, colors seem to fade as fate rises up against their blissful existence. Kevin finds himself losing touch with the woman he gave up everything for as the past comes back to haunt him with a new surprise. Howie fights to hold onto the woman who gave him the passion for life as Nick careens out of control. The darkness seems great as the couples beg and plead for the light to wake them up inside.

Another story that I never moved to the new server. An oldie and I hope you enjoy :O) Takes place on the eve of the boys tenth anniversary!