November 23, 2005
(Tomorrow is stupid turkey day)


I like the color blue (hint the name) but that does not make me a blue person. Just cuz I got peas on my head, don't call me a pea head... okay nevermind.

I want to a forensic pathologist. I write depressing stories about suffering people trying to get through everyday life. I will be sixteen in December on the fourth. And I'm tired of president Bush. Buuuuuuuuuuuut...time to vent.

Yesterday on the American Music Awards, I realized how truly horrible Americans dance. We were all God-awful. Hilary Duff?s song was stupid along with the sexy men trying to dance behind her; Lindsay Lohan?s voice (and song) was a long and painful experience, All-American Rejects? performance was a literal disaster. When Will Smith walked on stage, that was the last sigh of relief for the entire night (except when Mary Mary said come to church with us?lol).

I?ve been trying to figure out what makes America so controversial. Is it the fact that we have some many cultural clashes, or the fact that we don?t have enough (hint: President Bush and his fake Christianity). At the 2004 elections, I was for President Bush. Now I want him out so much I could tell him what a horrible job he was doing to his face.

I watched with horror as America praised sluts like Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton. They praised ignorant gangsters like 50 Cent. I hear everyday, stupid females claim when the question is brought up that they do not listen to the lyrics, they just hear the beat. If someone is talking about how they want to have sex with every female on the block, do a couple lines of coke and kill every person on this earth that looks at him the wrong way, how couldn?t you hear the lyrics? They are a lie and they?re gay. Watching videos with naked chicks in bikinis. This isn?t black culture, it?s nigga culture. Black culture is Seal, Boys II Men, Will Smith, Jada, Lenny Kravitz, Babyface, Luther Vandross, ect? I could go on and on.

As a black teenager in a city (Indianapolis), this upsets me greatly. I?m expected to like aggressive black boys, listen to rap, and flaunt my body every nasty way possible. I?m not supposed to treat anyone with respect, I?m supposed to cuss people out and hate white people. President Bush says he likes his little program : ?No Child Left Behind?. Some children do need to be left behind.

On June 30, 2005, Pres. Dubya had an interview with The Times. Why didn?t I know about it. I could have freaking made fun of it. I know everybody remembers his hilarious bout with the famous pretzel. ?FDR was in a wheelchair and nobody knows. I choke on a pretzel and the whole world gets to hear about it.? This will be my laugh for today but I just ponder at how the black community is at a whole. The reason the white community is growing and getting richer is because they work together. The Black community just wants to fight against each other than blame everyone but them.