The Struggle From Within by nickslilmami
Chapter 1 by nickslilmami
Torn between two. That’s an easy way to put it, isn’t it? I’m in love head over heels in love with one person, yet I have another on the side. What to do, what to do...

My name is Nick, and I am one confused motherfucker. Deanna, the one person that I love more than anything, is the best thing that has ever happened to me. She’s been there for me through my good times, as well as my sad times. There was nothing in this world that she wouldn’t do.

But, besides Deanna there’s another person in my life and this person...

Is a man.

His name is Madison Michaels, and man...he’s just so...perfect. Madison has treated me with the kindest respect, and I thank him for it. See what I mean when I said that I have two loving people?

Well, anyway, I don’t wanna bore you with the prologue of this story, so I’m just gonna get right to it. Does that sound good? Ok. Perfect. Well, let’s begin, shall we?


It was a hot May, and Nick came downstairs from his bedroom...naked. He was in search of a robe, but to no such luck. As he finally found one in the downstairs linen closet, he put it on, and walked out to the balcony. He placed his hands on the railing, and breathed in the sweet, summery air, with his eyes hidden from the world.

“God, that smells so good...” He whispered. Just then, he felt arms wrap around him.

“There you are I knew I’d find you.” A voice said, followed by a soft, wet feathery kiss upon his neck.

“Mmm...Dee...didn’t take long, huh?”

“Nope...What do you say to another rendezvous on the waterbed, huh?”

Nick turned around, and placed his hands on her face, kissing her softly. “You just don’t know when to be satisfied, do you?”

“Nick, with you I’m always hungry for more.” She untied Nick’s robe, and let it fall to the ground with a soft rustle. Deanna got down on her knees in front of him, and grabbed his pre-hard cock. She looked up at him, and licked her lips. As she took him in, Nick let out a soft moan. He didn’t want to lose balance, so he held onto the railing of the balcony.

“Ohh, yeah...” He moaned through clenched teeth. She cupped his balls in her other hand, while stroking and sucking with the other. “Ohhh....Suck me off, baby...oh, fuck...” Her free hand snaked around his stomach, gliding up and down upon it. She then went faster, and his moans accelerated. With only one hand on the rail, his right hand found its way to her hair, entangling his fingers within her locks. He grinded her face towards his pelvis, making her fuck him harder with her mouth.

“Ohhh, shit...I’m...I’m gonna cum...”

“Come on, Nicky...make it intense...” She stopped sucking him, and commenced to stroking him fast. She knew he was close. She could feel his testes tighten with each stroke she made. Deanna looked up at him, and saw his face looking contorted. His eyes were shut tight. His top teeth biting the hell out of his bottom lip. The breathing becoming very erratic, and his moans accelerated even more. She stroked his now hard cock faster until he couldn’t take anymore.

“Oh, god, I’m cumming...I’m—Ohhh!” At that moment, his pre-cum began to show in little droplets, then he came very hard around her hand. His climax didn’t end there, for he came again, more intense than before. She continued to stroke until he grew soft in her hand. Some of it landed on his stomach, as Deanna spread it around his belly. Nick slumped on a bench, breathing hard, throwing his head back slightly.

“Oh...fuck...” he said in a slight moan.

“Was that good, baby?”

“Dee...that was....My God...”

“I’ll take that as a ‘yes’, Nicky.” As she got up off the ground, she kissed his lips softly, and walked back into the living room. “Don’t be late for your meeting, babe.”

Nick picked up his robe, and put it on, walking upstairs. A few minutes later, he came back down, wearing a black t-shirt, and blue jeans. Deanna looked up from her magazine, and said.

“You’re going to a meeting dressed like that?”

“It’s not a big meeting, Dee. I’ll be home by 9. I promise.” Nick walked up to her, and kissed her on her cheek, grabbing his backpack, heading for the door. While driving to the ‘meeting’, he felt his penis ache for the anticipation of his next rendezvous.

Moments later, Nick arrived at an apartment complex on 57th and Fifth. As he got out of his car, he walked up to the door, ringing the doorbell.

As the door opened, someone said, “Why, hello, stranger...” It was Madison Michaels, the other person on the side. Madison only wore a black towel around his waist, leaning against the doorway, smiling at Nick.

“Well, can this stranger come in?” Madison let him in, and closed the door, locking it.

“So...are you ready to have some fun?” said Madison, dropping the towel on the floor, walking towards Nick, wrapping his arms around him.

“Aren’t I always ready, baby?” Madison grabbed his shirt from the bottom, and slipped it off, massaging his chest, and tweaking his nipples to hardness.

Madison leaned in, and whispered in a deep voice, “What’s in the bag, lover?”

“I call them ‘fun utensils.’ Why don’t you get in the bedroom, and I’ll show you.” Madison walked into the room, waiting for Nick on the bed. As he walked in with the bag, and unzipped it, he took out a bottle.

“Now...let the fun begin...” Nick walked to Madison, and gave him the bottle. “If you’d do the honors...”

“With pleasure, lover...” Nick unzipped his pants, and pulled them down along with his boxers. Madison began to stroke himself to further hardness, as he began to moan. Nick crawled on the bed, bending over towards him. Madison grabbed the bottle, and poured some upon his hard shaft, rubbing it thoroughly with his hand. Madison crawled behind Nick, and rubbed the small of his back. He then slid his hard cock inside of him, with each thrust he made it only made Nick moan louder.

“Ohhh...” Nick grabbed the sheets, as he began to slide in and out of him. He held onto his hips, pounding him hard. “Oh, fuck!” Nick shouted, as his thrusts sped up. Nick grabbed his hardness, stroking it hard. “Oh, God...Fuck me...fuck me...”

“Oh...Nicky...” He clasped his hips tighter, as he kept thrusting him faster. As the thrusting became faster, so did Nick’s strokes.

“Mad—Oh, God, I’m gonna fuckin’ cum...” He felt Madison’s erection tighten inside him. He felt that he was close as well. “Oh, God..Maddie...Cum inside me...Oh, God, cum...” Nick couldn’t hold it in any longer, for he began to cum in very long and strong spurts.

“That’s it...That’s...OH!!” Maddie pulled out of him, turned him over, and came all over Nick’s belly and chest.

”Oh Maddie...” Madison collapsed on top of Nick, holding him close.

“Maddie?”

“Yeah?”

“I...I love you...”

“Nicky...I love you too...”

Now, if you think THAT’S erotically romantic, wait until you see what happens throughout the story. But for right now, I’m goin’ to bed. See you later? Of course I will.


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