To reiterate, Chapter 1: Falling for the Hottie!

It was a happy early fall day in Ohio. The leaves were orange, and starting to turn yellow and red. The wind was cold, and the weather was cold in the mornings, sometimes raining, and then warm in the afternoon. Just how Jessica Heart liked it. She loved her work in the Deli. She took care of her mom and grand mother, and tried to find love, but depsite trying to get a make over.

Not a single guy in town seemed to even want to be friends with her, much less date her.

So she was considering taking classes, going back to college, doing more at church, and stopping her sinful ways as best she could. She prayed twice a day at least for those she loved, and if she was really upset as many times as 100 or so even. As the days wore on. Life got sad, boring, and her dreams of writing starting to fade away.

That is when I finally meet her... the real her.

We were online friends for a long time, long, long, long time compared to my other fans. That's when I realized how happy I made her.

Chapter 2: Hi, offline and online.

Hi, everyone I am Nick. Nice to meet you, I sing for a top ten group and the best selling boy band, the one, the only, The Backstreet Boys. We make alot of women happy of all ages, some men too. ha ha ha ha. I sound like the Joker from the Batman movies don't I? Didn't mean to frighten you.

Then now where were we. Oh yeah, as she was walking around her block to look at the sights and loose some weight, since was already valupucious and petite to start with. Her bright sun blonde hair in the wind, in her pink jacket and purple top. As she stared at the pond by her house. Praying to God and talking to herself. "I want to meet someone nice, and sweet, and hot, and fun, and will love me for me, and we'll both have dreams together alot when we first meet, and he can help me with the fights, him and his friends, and they'll all make me happy, and you can bless us, and all of our families, and our kids, and I can love him, and he'll love me, and then you can bless and protect their-our family and our kids, and our cat, whom I am going to name "Smores", because I want to have to have a cat named "smores". Aman." as she bowed her head and held her hands to pray for a couple minutes.

"Jessica!" her mom for her. "What MOM?" She replied back. "I need you to do the laundry, then the dishes, and then sweep the upstairs, and do the clothes in your room, and make sure you clean your bathroom some, before you go back to work on Monday." she told her as soon as she got on the front porch, her blue jeans starting to ride up her butt. She knew she had to work out too.

She got to work, cleaning the dishes, Jessica was moving too fast and sent a fork flying to where the dishes were and knocked down a mug, that reads "We Love Cats" on to the floor and it nearly broke. "Do'h" she growled. "I need to be more careful and pay attention." She said to herself, while her mom and grandma got prepared for their shopping trip. "Ok, you got your water?" her mom, asked her grandma. "I got it, and I got my check book, my wallet, and my purse, and the recepit to return the pants, and the the cleaner we didn't need." Her grandma was in a flower top and blue pants, and a voliet and blue stripped fancy coat. Her mom was in a simple light sweat shirt that was blue with one big sewed on flower on it, and her blonde hair cut near her ears, and light blue jeans, and simple white tennis shoes they all we're wearing.

As they left, "See you guys, love you." She said in the kitchen, and then waved a couple minutes later when they left. She sighed. "I have tried asking every guy out that I could find." She talked to herself in her simple purple t-shirt and blue jeans. "I have tried asking just to "be friends". So I can get out more. Why won't it work!" She started talking louder to herself. "Then I like those guys I have been talking to for a long time, I should probably ask what their real names are." She sighed as she put the final dish a way. She began debating with herself. Then started putting the sliverware away and pacing inbetween a couple minutes at a time. "YES, I SHOULD."

Then a couple minutes later, when she did the laundry. "NO, I SHOULDN'T.", then at the end of the laundry. "YES, I SHOULD."

Then in the bathroom, while she was cleaning the stuff that had to be satinize and clean since it had the tiniest bit of pink and was dusty, due to lack of cleaning, and she didn't want to get as bad as when her brother have had the room. He had moved out and moved on with his girlfriend and his money, therefore making her responsible. Not a good situation, when the best job you can get is working at a retail store in a Deli.

Then when she picked up her laundry off of her rocking chair to put them away, "YES, I SHOULD.". She sighed again, "NO, I SHOULDN'T."

"Ok, let's argue the pros and cons of this. Here are the pros:" She started talking to herself. "They might be nice, they might be cute, they might be ok with it, they might meet me someday, or cheer me up without me begging them to anymore. One of them might be the guy I want, and have the perfect size penis I need to make me happy when I get married. He might be wanting to be a serious and actually loving realationship with a Demon Slayer like me." As she put away the bathroom towels of different colors.

"The Cons:" she sighed and began to cry a little, knowing how much trouble she had with men and friends and how people tended to lie, and her fear of committment and how often her family tended to pull her away. "They might be cons, murders, or rapests. They could be using me for sex only, somehow, since I know some adult men near my age tend to do that, they might not even like me, and never want to talk to me again, once they see my pictures of me. They may want to insult me all the time, they might have girlfriends and wives and be cheating on them. She began to tear, darn she is a crier. Then put her long hair into a small ponytail. And ran the sweeper, and got all the old stuff she had sorted and hadn't use to the used book store about a half hour away from the apartment buildings her family lived at.

Then when she got back, she got online, and went to the website, "www.needbestiestolove.org." and began talking to her friends. Blonde544 was on, "I want to have a picture of you cutie." I wrote to her. "Really?" She asked under, "Demonslayer445", "Well, yeah, your so funny, and you keep calling my friends and I food names."

"LOL"

"Well, I can't help it, your all very sweet guys, you are men aren't you?" She joked with I and the other 4 on there.

"Yes, we are.", I replied back.

"Good, and you all know each other too, right?" She messaged me back.

"Great, well, then you send me your picture to my friends and I." I replied back.

She didn't reply for like a whole 5 minutes. In cute and simple green short night gown with no sleeves. "On one condition, you guys tell me WHO YOU ARE FOR REAL."

"What?" I replied back. "No, we can't." I told her.

"Why not?" She sent me.

"Are you famous?" "CIA?", "President's Secrect Service?", "The Backstreet Boys?" She sent me successively.

"Because you do alot of things in sync for all male friends, more than most people I have seen or meet."

"ok", I sent her on private message and not in the chat room. "We are."

"What? CIA?" She asked again that night.

"No, Backstreet Boys." I replied back.

"Oh!" She sent me back.

"Ok, if we start telling us who we are on here, will you explain what you can of my weird dreams with you and your odd stories and weird name for a girl on here a little better." I sent her.

"If you have trouble focusing on what you write us, since you type like super fast. I can help!" I told her.

She sent me back a " :) " a happy smilely. "Ok, I will, and I will guerrila market you guys too for free. YAY!" She replied back.

Then she sent I and all the guys, hugs and ":*s" kisses. I smiled. I like this chick.

She sent her picture, we sent the ones we liked of us. Even some we didn't even show our fans in our fan clubs.

"Chapter 3: No Way! Shut up!" I wrote in my journal. I wrote a couple short article about you today." I told Jessica.

"I know some people there too." I told them who they were. "Dude, that is some of the people from my high school and middle school classes, one is even a teacher!" she told me. Then we both LOL'ed and laughed out loud. "Cool, you can put me in your journal, if it helps you to write and stuff, I don't mind, your a sweetheart and a good man, no worries." she replied.

"No Way! Shut up!" Jessica wrote me back. "Your the Backstreet Boys!" "YAY!" She yelled in her room to herself and then online a few dozen times. "Yes, I am." I told her online, now the picture. One was of her at a Jessica Simpson concert right out of high school with her mom, and the other one was just her, with her cat before the cat was put to sleep. awwwwww, poor kitty cat.

"Ok, then explain to me the demon slaying bit, now?" I asked. "Oh duh, excuse me and you, I forgot you like ghosts!" she replied back to me, "lol" she giggled back at me mocking me. "What did I do that I need excused, you didn't introduce yourself properly before becoming my friends." another. "lol". She loves to giggle at us I guess.

"I love your eyes, their pierceing and ocean blue, green, and violet you know.:*s on the cheeks." she wrote to me.

I like this girl alot. My favorite hot college girl. YAY! Nicer than Lauren and not obsessed with looks that she actually somehow got a moral center after the whole witchcraft thing. She experimented with religions and witchcraft. I saved her, and then she came back on here, totally forgot my names. Why would God want her to be my bestie and a demon slayer for her hometown is beyond me. But now she is normal, pretty much, good girl goes to church when she can, tries to help people.

"I didn't realize it was her."

"WOW!"

"WOOZER!" I wrote all three without thinking as Lauren came into the room. "Who you talking to?" she asked me. "Not that witch girl?" she inquired in her hot 2 piece white binki with the crossover heart in front, I only know all this fashion stuff because AJ never shuts up about his fashion line. I love him as a friend forever and a brother from another mother, but dammit AJ. After to go to go to our midnight swim and some love making for a bit.

As she took off her sunglasses, "No, Bounty Hunter." I wrote to Jessica as I told that to Lauren. I figured they are kind of the same thing, and all the guys already knew my nicknames for her. "Awesome!" AJ wrote me back on the whole situation. I love the guy, but he has a thing for scoring with the ladies, even the not so hot ones, which I guess Jessica loved about him. He just wanted to make his fans happy and the people that loved him for him, like she does.

"You know, what I was thinking we could dance to a little bit of Christina Aguilera's music and then we can get into it and you can help me get off this tight and tiny itty bity" she said very steamy and sensually, "mini", paused and rubbed herself slowly with the hand lotion she and Howie made me get. "itty witty", and then she moved her strapes off slower even. Then she put on Christina's "Strippted" CD and we were starting to get into. "binki".

Then I kissed her, and took off her bottoms and then wrote Jessica, "I love you, Jess, but I'll be right back tonight before you go to bed in an hour. See you."

Then Jessica sent me :*s and hugs for like 30 times, and wrote "I love you and the BSB, and our friends NKOTB, I'll pray for you and bless you, and kiss the inside of your hands online, I know you and Lauren are getting dirrty AJ, told me you had that song on in your room. I'll let you go, I got work in the morning anyways." She then posted alot of sighs.

"I'll see you, cutie." Then Lauren lost her top, as our silouettes were against the bedroom wall, and she jumped into my arms, and I carried her to the bed, and we screwed till the song, "Loving me for me" came on and snapped us out of it. I was sweating and my abs were chisled and I was starting to have trouble to breath. So she got me water, and I started taking deep breaths.

"You know about the heart condition." I told Lauren that is why I like to lead. I told her, she smiled as she called room service for a long island iced tea for her and I, I did drink, just not as much as I used to, and I stopped doing what drugs I have done all together, when I had to help Jessica and when I meet Lauren. They both wanted the best for us, through let's face it, they don't get along. "I know but you loved the introduction." She told me. Since I had her in my white chasmire top with a tiny v-cut slit into it. "Why do you hang with her?" She asked out of the blue. "The weird Bounty Hunter ex-witch chick?" she inquired. "I like her, and she makes AJ and me stay in line better than Howie does sometimes." I told her.

"She does?" she exclaimed. "really?" she continued. "Are you kidding me?" she finished. "Well, she helps so we can all talk again. She got Kevin and I to talk again, all because she loves us being her besties, her friends, it makes her happy. Plus, after that relgious confusion, the worse thing she does is over-eat." I finished.

"Well, we'll see, in 2012, Nicky, we'll see." She told me, as she got changed into her silk pink and black lace langire and went to bed with me for the night. I got out my boxers, and went to the bathroom, cleaned my face for the last time, went to the bathroom, and cleaned myself all off. "I love you Nicky" I thought I heard Jessica say in my head. I forgot about the "Demon Slayer" thing if that is a weird thing, it would explain this.

Chapter 4: OMG!

I was lost in my dreams, I was running, now around the bend towards the river near the Canyons in Utah, past Las Vegas, and L.A, back to NYC by foot and keep running past this bridge till, then boom he hit me. He was dressed in ancient Rabbi outfit with marron robe on and those white and blue striped things with the threads at the end. I could never remember what they are called.

"I can Help." the person stated through his face couldn't be seen he was still holding some walking stick and had clean feet, and was in old fashioned like roman era sandelsl that the poor usually wore that I saw in the Britsh museum once. I was in Israel, near the Temple Mount. I remember my cell phone got a call from there the day, Jessica died and came back 2 years ago or so. It affected the whole group, we even got unexplained text messages. "AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I SCREAMED.

"Lord, please help me, please help me, what am I doing wrong? Is everything going to be ok? Why am I here? How did I do all of that? We're still friends." I asked frantically and barely breathing. "Nick, calm down", the man stated calmly through I couldn't see his face. "I love you, and yes we are, just you and all of your friends all of YOU and the girl, try to behave." I fell straight to sleep and I was in my bedroom at home at the end of the dream with my tan throw and green cover and Tampa bay packers blanket. I totally have to get a Maves one.

Then the cell phone rang and scared the shit out of me! I screamed as I woke up. It was Brian. "Brian?". "Hi would work." he teased me back. "Ha ha." I mocked his joking with a small giggle. "Why are you calling me?" I asked him. "You went to bed so early last night, we thought you might be sick, Kevin told me to check up on you, and Jessica was wondering where you were in our texting thing." He told me with a sigh, a small one.

I got dressed in a simple red shirt, since that was one of my favorite colors now. Since the Buckeyes started winning games in 2007 again and how confident I was feeling more in myself these days. And some blue jeans and some shoes, washed my face, and put on the little bit of foundation, in case I ran into girls. The guys and us like to wear sometimes in case we got recongized by some fans since it is a work week fo rme. Some people think it's a gay thing, it's actually of more of a vain thing compared to most other men and our jobs reallly. Women love it for some reason. Definately the sex thing.

As I was brushing my hair and gelling it. I heard a knock on the door, "Brian," I asked on the phone, Lauren still asleep in bed, it was like 4:30 in the morning, we were going to be on the radio doing promotional stuff I guess for "This Is Us", "Unbreakable", "Never Gone", and the "NKOTBSB" album and DVD and our tour.

"Yeah" he replied. "Oh thank God, where are you?" I heard a knock at the door, it scared me. "Why is everyone scarying me today?" I asked myself with some exclaimination. It was Brain, "Don't do that." I told him as I open the hotel room's 432's white door with the gold finishings of flowers and vines.

He was dressed in his blue shirt, demin jeans, and a yellow jacket. Why is he wearing a yellow jacket? I giggled, "You look like a trip, man." I told him. "Ya' ready?" with his thick Kentucky accent. "Kevin's going to meet us after the radio show, then we got rehershals for tonight." he told me, leaning on the inside of the wall of my room. As I turned off the light so he couldn't see Lauren, laying naked right there. I grabbed my brown leather coat, "Ok let's go." I told him.

He was in a simple outfit, plaid prpl top, black shirt, gray formal pants like for an office down to the bottom of his anckle, and black hush puppy looking shoes, his hair up in a fake foehawk, not that he needed that, he could get any woman to swoon with it anyway as well as any of the guys. "Go there, and we'll meet you, he finished up as he heard Brian and Nick laughing, AJ, was right behind him, tattoos and all showing in a sleeveless t-shirt and a big cross necklace with diamonds and sunglasses, that was AJ. "Ok let's go guys!" AJ yelled happily. "I call McDonald's!" he yelped. Howie and the guys couldn't help but laugh a little bit. As they drove off in their rent a car with a schorfer the radio station sent for them.

"Chapter 5: Are you afraid of the dark? Yes, can we have some tea now?" I wrote in my jornal really quick before we got to the radio station.

"Hello, welcome to Fanmusic radio 107.5, your #1 source for all hit soft pop music!" the DJ said. "Today we are with the Backstreet Boys!" The DJ yelled into the mircophone in the small studio. As he messed with the control panel in front of him for sounds to get the listeners rallied up.

"Now let's take a Q and A with BSB?" he told his listeners. "Now pick up your phone and dial the number..." he told the number, and I thought here we go. "Nick are you afraid of the dark?" I was being asked. "No-um-I-mean, kind of, not that afraid. I don't need a teddy bear." As the guys tried to not to laugh, Howie and AJ still managed to snicker at me a little bit. Brian was grinny corner to coner. "Very Funny." I lipped to them, like their not afraid of the dark or ghosts and things, after all the haunted and simply crazy hotels we have been at all over the place.

"Howie, do you like tea?" some lady asked. "Yes," Howie answered almost over-confidently to the point it was funny. " Yeah, and he likes it with lemon or lime and some honey, and a humidifier." fan fic jokes never get old. 'Thank God for literature.' I thought. I didn't say it was conventional, of chorse all the guys were laughing with me.

Then Kevin called in, "This is for AJ, did you have sex with a girl last night?" Kevin joked. The group said nothing for a minute. "What?" Brian asked in reply to him. "What do you think." AJ told him. "Ok, just checking." Kevin replied. "Hope you like lunch today." Then he hung up.

"Brian, have you ever had any religious dreams before?" some girl asked him. "Because I saw that new" surfering movie and the girl in thinks you do. Because it's kind of a religious movie. I am sure you probably have, can you tell us one. Brian just laughed. "Of chorse, I have. But I think everyone is meant to see what their meant to see in them and some of it is enviroment a little bit." trying to stay fair to all of our fans.

"Ok, see you later," the DJ finished with us. "That was boring," Brian said. "Let's go meet Kevin and have tea." he said almost giddy. "Kevin asked did I have sex last night." AJ was talking to me. "What do you think?" AJ asked me.

"Most of the time you do." I replied. "But Rochelle was busy with the wedding and the camera guy to photograph our publicity shoots and stuff, sometimes she can't be there." AJ continued. "You want me more instead, don't you J." I joked. We all laughed but him. He pinched me on my arm.

"HEY! Heart condition!" I told him. AJ just laughed. "Who's ha-ha-ing now, Nick?" he asked being the sweet smart ass he is. "You did." I told him. "Not you-" he paused, realizing I outsmarted him for a couple minutes, now the other 2 were laughing at him. "Your right, You did." I told him. I could always get out of it with him by doing that. I snickered, "So where we going to meet Kevin?" Brian finally asked Howie. "Some italian place that costs too much money, you guys can't eat from a grocery store can you?" He half joked.

"Hey!" Brian said. " I didn't pick it, you 2 planned all of this." Since it's almost Halloween anyways, and we're taking Nick to that haunted castle of his in Ireland, he supposedly owns." Brian said. "Brian...," Howie told him. "He does own it, it's just too cold, stoney, and big for us." he finished. "Lauren wanted to go there, so he got everyone into going there the other night with Heart online, she only caught like half the story through." Howie continued as he looked on his blackberry and cell phone for business calls and e-mails as we traveled over Switzerland to France.

Funny how they had us on an english station through. But it was a new label, Legacy. Started in the late 1990's and an upstart guiatarist and drummer, yada-yada-yada, investing, ya-da-ya-da, "washed up stars". We still have the best guerrilla market out there for boy bands that aren't teenies. Best fans too! YAY! YIPPIE! As I saw the old castle by a river, I guess we're going to Ireland, I guess Lauren didn't fall asleep when I did, I would see her later today after lunch and rehersals. Now we had to talk about everything with Kevin, and about Jessica.

Chapter 6: Lunch with Kevin, no fighting included.

"I want the Speghetti and Mild meatballs." Howie ordered. "Give me a salad with vinergrette and with extra onions and an alfredo and some bread." Brian ordered. "Give me Lasanga! Bread, and his salad too." AJ ordered. "Speghetti for me, plain meat balls, and light sauce" Kevin ordered. 'Do they even have a light sauce?' I thought. "Give me the vegtables and applesauce and the speghetti, and rolls for all of us to take home, and the garlic bread with extra basil and thyme." I ordered, they all looked at me. "For us to drink, get us all milk and some beer please for me. Thanks." I ordered.

"Ok, what is the problem now?" Howie asked me. "Nothing, nothing." I replied.

Back in Ohio, a week before Halloween. Later that night.

"I love Pizza with Chesse and Italian sausage!" I said, as I brought it in on to the kitchen table. It was so good and it melted right into my mouth. 'I just wish Nick wasn't with Lauren that he was mine, but since that was NEVER going to happen, I am never going to DATE. Because no one wants me, why bother?' Jessica Heart thought. In a sad sigh. Wearing a simple white t-shirt and pants. She teared. 'I just wanted my best friend to love him, like I loved him. But because I am not pretty enough and let's face it, the american music captials need better rules and the educational system needed it to be easier for people to understand and how to think more for themsleves so they could successed instead of being stuck where they are.' she thought. As she began eating her second slice of pizza.

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"I think Jessica loves me, I don't want her." I told them. "But she won't date anyone, and no one will date her, because I WON'T DATE HER." I said. "Lauren ruined her reputation in town that much the last time we were there. Plus, all the men are super picky for her age group-she says." Nick quoted. We were all sitting around the table at the resturant. Kevin was in a simple gray t-shirt and a black leather jacket and black business pants and his sneakers.

Since he is an actor now he can wear whatever he wanted he was working out more for a movie role and to try and get some broadway roles. His hair was long like on the "Black and Blue" album. It was in a guy-bob and went down to his ears. He didn't really wear his earrings anymore and he had a goatee mustache like AJ, even through it was a bit of weird look for him. But us and the fans didn't care at all, same with our friends.

It was a nice italian resturant and we had private seats in the back where it was all candle lights for us, our own waitress who we could page with a remote control thing and the art was exquisit. With italian floral painted and merals of people from the 1920's to 1950's paited eating here and the artists who have done these for them on the amber yellow stucko and red brick walls.

"Well, what are you going to do, Nick?" Howie asked. He does that alot, you know. As I looked and noticed the pretty flowers and roses out there. "I don't know why you are with her at all. She isn't good enough for you." Lauren said, dressed in an open cut blue dress and no bra on. "She doesn't have normal friends. Not really, it's not like she doesn't try. Same with the job, she tries, but the economy sucks right there and all the new trade agreements with Asia screwed the whole Mid-west over and Easter northern states over and the people there.

We should fight for tax breaks to keep companies in the US, like Spain, Germany, France, Sweden, Switzerland, Thailand, Japan, UK, UN, have for their businesses. But Obama seems not to not even care that it is too unfair, and then those people get pissed that us celebrities don't do anything, and then no one re-invests in the USA when they NEED it and then we put all of our monies in banks overseas." I finished explaining.

"Man, she was speific." Lauren said in a beligling way to Nick, mocking her. "it's specific." 'Man, she is stupid and embarassing.' I thought.

"Ok, here is your food." The waitress said. We all dug in and we finished within an hour, then Howie said he had to go to the bathroom and that we had to disscuss Halloween, since we were in Ireland this year on tour.

"Nick, I don't want to go to your haunted castle." Howie told me after he got back and sat back down. "There are ghosts in the ruins near it, and demons hang out there. Hello." Howie told me and Lauren. "But it's nice. It's bigger than your mansion." I told Howie with a smirk. "Still, I don't want to go either." AJ and Brian told me at the same time, "Me too." Kevin said. "It's nice,but we don't like the ghosties and the demon things that hang out there for some reason." Kevin told me. "You should check that place out and do some reasearch." Kevin finished.

Then Lauren kissed me before I got to start my sentence, and she was feeling me up all over in front of the guys, Howie looked like he was going to barf. "I love you Nick, let's all just go, and I'll get us catering and the care takers are staying the night there anyways." she told me sexually in that slutty smirky, happy, low voice of her's that sound border line alien or demon on it's own without sound effects. As she was twirling up and down with her body language almost in a lap dance at the table.

"You will take me and the guys there for Halloween." She told us, 'Man I am good at hypnotizing people and teaching them how to do it.' I thought. "O-K" the group said, I said it too and didn't realize it. "Nick?" She asked. "Are we going?" twirling her hair like she was stupid and born in 1997. "Yes" I said in a trance almost. Then AJ shouted. "WOW! I SHOULD HAVE DATED HER." In a shouting voice. Then we all snapped out of it. "What?" I asked. "Nothing, just had a bad feeling in my stomach." He said, holding his hand on the top part of his abs, not realizing that isn't his stomach, it's further down before his "69 belly button" tattoo.

"Here's your bill."The waitress gave to each of us, but Lauren. It was like 70 bucks for just the 2 of us to eat there. We were having salad, applesauce, bread, rolls for the group(mostly Howie, Kevin, and Brian), and speghetti. We left the resturant. Then Lauren went back to the hotel.

 I went into the old castle with Brian. It was huge, it was from the early gothic period so like 10 hundreds to 14th century. It was very pretty and had alot of huge towers. My care takers were leaving anyways, despite my pleads to make them stay,

"MARY" "TODD" "PLEASE!" I begged. "No, we are quite happy to go to soppshire with my cousins in the UK." she told me and left the house with her husband.

"Ok, why are we doing this again?" AJ asked. "Because Nick couldn't pick Jessica like he should have." Howie joked.

 The tapsetries were beautiful, the walls dark, but clean for an old castle. We all took a bedroom with our girlfriends or wives. It was about 3 o clock, Howie refused to sleep in there, even with his wife, so Lauren made us take it.

"See and then we'll prove your Buffy friend wrong." She told me. "Lauren, her name is Jessica, not Buffy, and she doesn't fight vampires usually or even vamp demons, just any demons or ghosts that are bugging where they shouldn't." I told her.

1 am.  I saw her the dead girl, all dressed up in white and black hair and empty gray-green eyes like Heart's demon girls she fought I SCREAMED!

"AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" It echoed through out the old building.

It woke Lauren up then she screamed. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" We both ran out of bed, got dressed. I found my blessings and curses books I got from Wal-mart, that some preacher had mentioned on TV. Jessica said they worked, especially if you didn't know what to say and we're exactly going through the church as planned in your life. So I started saying a blessing.

"please bless my castel my friends, my enemies, take all curses off of me, and my sins and off the history of this Castel in God's eyes, and rebuke all the demons of unworthyness and bad feelings, and sorrows, that committ bad things against God. I forgive Jessica, ok, amen." Then I got dressed and ran out of the building with the guys, and we went straight to a hotel 10 miles away.

"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH" Howie screamed. When he woke up in the car. "Did that just happened?" He asked sheepishly tired. "YES,". Jessica sent him an IM "I told you so cuties." and then an "lol" "I'll pray for you too." she wrote back. Then I turned up my Taylor Swift songs and thought about how much they are different and alike and then compared her to Lauren.

"Why don't we know anyone that's "normal" that hangs wits us all the time like that?" Brian asked. AJ shrugged.

"I think she loves us that's why she always hangs with us. Even after her computer's been hacked or people go after us or her, or both. She doesn't leave. I think that is why. I think she means it to, she'll give me hugs and kisses for no reason even if I don't deserve them, "..even Kevin and Howie too, just for being her "Besties Forever and Eternity".He contiued. "YAY!" he said with a bit of a joke. We laughed. "Ok, Swweet J is sleeping." AJ said, with that we both went back to sleep in the SUV that took us to the castle. Why Lauren was complaining about something.

"5, a 5, 6, 7, 8." Brian said into our microphones. "I'll be the one" he sing in 3rd range tenor middle C. "Then the group sang with him." "OH" AJ sang. "You were lost when I meet you./ Tears were still in your eyes. when I saw YOOOOOOOOOU../ You told me no more secrets and lies." He sang. "I'll be the one as we all sang and danced. "Who will make all your fears come all done." I sang Brian's part by mistake. "I'll be the light." Howie out sang me. "I'll be the light," as we sang with Kevin. "That will take you from darkness to light." Kevin sang at the sound check. Then Fiamma our cheographer forever and then some came by.

"What the heck, guys?" She yelled into the mircophone. "I worked with a second and third cheographer for this." She said scolding us. AJ was trying to figure out how everyone got their parts mixed up. "Um, well, you see, IT WAS NICK AND LAUREN, mean slut bitch." He said, not under his breath. "HEY!!!!!!" They all yelled back.

"Hey, she helped me." I explained. "Get better and.." I tried to explain. "What? Make it so Heart has to cry everyday and not date anyone since you ruined her life in her hometown as if being a "chosen" freak isn't enough." AJ exclaimed. "She made that up." I tried to tell him. "No she didn't." He told me. "Why would she make that up. She has already lost everything she dreamed of. Hell she is angry at what the news people make to start with. But she can't write like she dreams of, or work for us, or be happy, or date because of your stupid ego and making that "money first fan" happy!" He screamed back at Nick at the sound check.

New Kids on the block saw the whole thing. "Chill out guys." Joey Mcintyre came on stage and said. "Yeah, seriously. What the Fuck?" Donnie said. "4 hours ago, you guys were all like happy and giddy. I mean Joe and I were happy, he even was going to buy you guys matching shirts, he was so happy. You know how my boyfriend is." John said with a giggle. His brother Jordan and the leader finally came. "yes, is heart the girl that gives me kisses in the chats?" Jordan asked. "Why you screwing with her head, she has issues enough already Nick and Lauren and you are using her to get cred with the rich." Jordan told him. "She has been your friend 14 years and you ignore feelings for her." He told him. "Most people in the general public are going to understand her. Because she has been putting it out there the whole time doing whatever YOU WANTED. You give her up for the slut and bully that runs over people. Then you hack her computer to prove your A DICK." He told him. "Initations into the rich culture suck ass." He told him. "She is going to find a way to get you back for it. NO MATTER WHAT WE THINK SO YOUR BETTER OFF HELPING HER AND BREAKING WHATEVER SPELLS AND STUFF LAUREN AND YOUR RICH AND COLLEGE MEAN ASS FRIENDS, BESIDES US PUT HER UNDER." He told him.

"But Donald Trump said in order to.." I tried to explain. "I don't care what he said, she is an angel and a sweet heart and she has been just trying to do the right thing the WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!!! THE WHOLE TIME, FOR 14 YEARS, if not at 8 YEARS old when she meet Kevin and Howie. The least you could do is stop with the egocentric rich people music shit and grow a pair and prove you have a soul and that her prayers every night and day 366 and 365 aren't worth nothing, but something." He told me, finishing with a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"Plus, she made me sweet," he whisphered to me. "If you don't want a black eye on your beautiful ass, I suggest you grow up and stop hurting her, she is innocent, she doesn't deserve this weither you date her, dated her, or not, no matter what she is in her life right now." He finished.

"Who you talking about?" Lauren said as she came into the rehershal hall. "I'll tell you before bed, honey." I said in the mircophone. She simply nodded.

 "Ok, I know AJ was right." I was finishing tell Brian. "He was this time." I told Brian. "But I keep thinking of Jessica and I think, there might be something there, or not having me be there or acknowleadge her is making things worse."

Lauren all dressed in a red top and black pants, and black stelletos. "You bastard!" She yelled at us. "Hey!" I yelled back. "She was here before you and AJ loves her, she is his "look after" and bestie too." I explained. "If there is something between her and I. I should find out and you should let me." I explained as I got my pizza and salad and milk and yogurt for my dinner and Brian and Lauren got there meals and walked back to our table backstage in the smaller cafeteria and meeting room with the other guys.

"I don't understand why?" She asked as we went back. "I mean doesn't she have something better to do?" She continued. We both sighed, rolled our eyes, and laughed. "Women" we whisphered then laughed and giggled.

"What's so funny?" AJ asked. Then Lauren walked in ahead of us and we pointed. "We were fighting about Jessica." I explained.

"Well what if I dated her for 4 months to see if she is crazy or not?" I told everyone as they ate their pizzas and whatever healthy thing their into. "Are you Nuts!" Lauren screamed.

"Thank you God for everything, I love you, Jesus too, amen." Jessica said, 25,000 miles away in Ohio from the UK. "I wonder why God is having the weird stuff happen to the guys and I. That arrow that I felt in my chest this morning and I know I heard it shot by someone." Jessica said to herself. "Well hopefully, Nick and BSB will love me unconditionally as a friend and fan, no matter what, even Leighanne's crazy in-laws in this town." She said to herself as she took her shower and got her clothes for bed.

"Fine, you can date her!" Lauren yelled at me. "But you have to get me that ring I want and to marry me, and only for 4 months. To Prove there is nothing there and that all this crazy stuff you guys keep claiming she does is happening; isn't" She finished.

"YAY!" I relpied jokeingly. Before she slapped me after eating, "Oh yeah, I am going home tomorrow to California." Lauren told me. "Enjoy your new girlfriend Nick!" She yelled as me, before strutting her hot tight butt out of there. Jessica was right, she does look a little like a raisin in her face.

Brian hugged me as I started to cry. "Buy my album!" Howie yelled into his computer.

 " "Lauren, I love you, will you?" he asked her. "No, Never." Lauren said in a smart as fashion as he could see the wrinkles on her face. "I don't believe in committed realationships are realistic to have. That is why we lived together for 3 years," then as she shook herself in her tight red dress with a hole for her boobies to show through. Her hair all tied up. Nick didn't even realize he was just in a simple, white t-shirt, blue jacket, and blue jeans."the speaker continued. "I need you, your like water to me." he said crying. In some beautiful hotel somewhere in their garden."

The speaker still continued. Then Jesus showed up. "Hey, what's up?" he asked. "Hello. She is still here, Nick, why do you try to agrivate the Father?" He asked. "Lord, I...We'll talk later." Jesus said wearing a white robe, and Roman era basic sandels, and a read shaw/blanket or it could be for him, the length and size and his chestnut brunette here. He looked alot like the Shroud of Turin and that one Remebrant painting of his portrait alot.  Then he touched Nick as he cried and shouted. "Why!", "WHY!", "WHY!" Then Jessica came into the room. The speaker continued.

BRIAN AND AJ GET OUT OF MY JOURNAL, PLEASE, GET YOUR OWN, LET ME FINISH WRITING MY DREAM. As I had been wanting to write for a week NOW!

I was shouting "WHY MY LORD, WHY? WHY PUT ME THROUGH THIS, WHY HAVE ME BE ALONE OR WITH SOMEONE "Unworthy"?" Then he hugged me, picked me up, and just said. "Learn to rest in me, and READ YOUR BIBLE! Your on Zacharia for goodness sakes." He wipped away my tears gave me a hug then left.

The last night, Jessica told me about her dream. She said she was in a castle, I think she has a thing for Disney or fairytales still, but then again, she has always loved myths and folklore, and all that stuff on the history channels, even if she doesn't always agree with all of it or believe all of it. But Christ of chorse, but that is just her beliefs and I can only speak for myself and her at the moment. Anyways, in her dreams, I hold her and kiss her after she rescues from demons and from prision with NKOTB. It's some big building like from "Perfect Dark" an old N64 spy-alien-area51 kind of game or 007 sort of building. Then I kiss her.

"So how is that Journal coming?" Brian asked. "Can you and AJ not write in it anymore, please? It would be greatly wanted and appericated." I told Brian. "I am still have nightmares about Lauren being gone." I told him, with a sigh and a couple tears came out. "It will be ok. Besides, AJ and I had fun messing with you and making you laugh again." Brian said with a smile. "Have you checked your business e-mail, I think someone sent you cards." Brian said with a smirk as he took my chips from my tour bus. "HEY! Those are my chips." I told him.

 "No, you gave them up, so the chips don't want to be with you, they want to see if they like me first, plus you got new chips to try." He said using chips as an allegory for the situation so he could philopshy it. "Oh no, you did it now man." I said with a huge smile on my face. As I hugged him on to the couch and took them back.

 11/28/11 Later that day, now we're in Spain btw, the place Jessica wants to go. I don't know why she does, but she has always wanted to go since the 7th grade when she tried spainish, I guess she studied it in class and thought it was cooler than Mexico or Mexico and that area were too much for her anyways to ever consider going to as far as foreign countries go at all. But as for a dream place, that isn't that bad, alot of cool churches. Ohle'! We're almost going on break in 2 weeks, so I'll be back in the states then we finish the tour through May. Thanksgiving was awesome. She was all like this,...

"I am cooking corn and peas, and mashed potatos, and pudding today, and rolls! YAY! Rolls!!!!!!" lol. That is how she is. She likes old fashioned american food. I told we could only go through till March or April, she said, "We should because Lauren needs a chance to find out if she NEEDS you anyways." she wrote me online. "Plus, I love you guys, I am sorry if my blessing got out of hand."

"Have you been having visions like I have lately?" She asked me. Now their even happening at work. "I have been drinking everyday to cope, since I miss her smell and stuff." I wrote her.

"Nick please don't do that, I'll cry because I am worried you and AJ will get into trouble or hurt yourselves." She wrote me back.:( A sad face attached. "But, Howie said..." I told her online. "He meant for a couple of days cutie sexy, not a whole month." she wrote back.

"What did she write, did she shoot those arrows? Does she hate us? Is she a witch? Are you getting back together with Lauren?" Kevin e-mailed me. I relplied. Yes, I'll send it, yes, their good, no worries, no, she loves us, no, but she still knows how to fight them back like one, I don't know about us getting back yet." I sent him.

 11/30/11 As I slept last night, it was weird, I felt someone hug me. It felt good too, I felt myself smile. Which is good because I forgot to brush my teeth for some reason, which isn't like me. But then I had a dream, and it was weird.

I was singing. "I am laying here in your arms, and I can't believe we're in HEAVEN." Then I feel someone kiss me, and there is this like Hot angel guy, he looks human, but he has no sex organs, I guess. He is what most women would call handsome, like classical Greek art handsome. I am like to him. "I have been good, I have been reading my Bible, twice a week." I tell him. "Good, be careful, next bus." Then he is gone. What next bus? I am out on the ocean instead of a stage. Now we're in Barcelona, Spain, we went south west to Sevilla, then we got to go North to La Curon~a. Ole'!

"Ole'!" Howie said to me in my dream, "I love my best friend, pick the girl, I choose." Then Brian said, "No pick mine.", "No pick mine." AJ said. "No, pick mine." Aaron said. "No pick our choices." My whole huge family said. Then I ran, and ran straight into Jesus. "Or you could just give me a chance and trust me and I can you ahd Jessica and the guys fight them." He told me. "Fight who?" I asked. "Demons. Their pains." he told me.

 Then Jesus faded out after I hugged him in fear, and then I saw a bad ass version of myself. Black leather jacket, black Armoni top, hot girl in a stylish cacascading ruffles top, that was purple that looked like Jessica, and jeans and jean a black leather jacket, and Lauren in a simple, blue dress, that was tight and looked like one J.lo wore for an ad for "Venus" stuff and the "American Idol" photo shoot. I knew it was one Howie loved and still had in his "crushes" shoe box in his box. Leigh let him have it, because she understands him.

I was all dressed in white like out of "I want it that way" or from TOTP from when I was 15. "So good or bad, Nick?" I asked myself. Then I woke up with a sweat.

"That was your dream, last night. WOW!" Kevin wrote me online. "Yeah." Then I saw a ghost or what I thought might be a ghost walk by the whole side of the bus. "Oh no." I messaged Kevin. "What, Nicky? Are you safe? Are you hurt, are you Ok?" Kevin asked me."Kevin, I am safe, just saw someone do a Shadowkat through the tour bus." I told him.

"A ghost, but how? It's brand new!" He told me. "Let's hope this doesn't get any weirder." I finished writing him. "Nick, we GOT WORK!" AJ told me. "I told you 10 minutes ago like we agreed." He told me. "Did I have sunglasses and a black outfit?" I asked. "Yes, why?" He asked, then he realized I was wearing a green shirt with a surfboard on it, that read. "Music Rules the seas!" and Blue Jeans and white shoes. "Ok, why did you change your clothes to go online or hang out?" He asked. 

"I didn't you were talkng to the "evil me" from my dream." I told him. "What happened? Your what? Get Jessica, Brian, and Howie, and tell Kevin, weren't you messaging him today?" AJ asked. "AJ, we talk to him somehow everyday and we usually prank call Jessica once a month, and you do every 2 months for some reason." I told him. He smile and laughed despite himself and the situation. In his ACDC top. He must have a million metal tops at home. "Ok, Scare face, I'll tell Kevin, find out what is happening with Jessica so I can write it down." I finished telling him. Then told Kevin what was going on.

" Well, I did have a dream last night." Jessica told me. "What happened?" I, AJ asked her. "Well," she said. "I was at this shopping mall, and Nick all dressed in black, bought me a top and some other girl a blue dress. It was purple and had cascadeing ruffles going at a 45 degree angles, and an angel necklace with an Angel holding the cross with a heart on it." She continued. " Then he fought with himself. Then I kissed the Nick in white and they stopped fighting." she told me. "Nick fighting with himself, how?" I asked her. "Well Nick dressed in black and expensive vs. Good Nick, dressed in all white." She continued. "Then I kissed him and it stopped. It happens with you guys for some reason after the sex thing, and dating thing, I need to start doing that in the right order.lol" she told me. "Did you know I talked to Nick in black today?" I told her.

"It's a demon." She told me. "I knew it, now it's NKOTBSB and Kevin and I against Demons. I knew it." Then she told, I, me, YAY!, Wheaties, the amazing, AJ Mclean, everything and I told her sweet Nickster, because I AM SWEETIE J, and then Rochelle gave me a hug, and a kiss, and we made sweet love that night, the group decided to get ready in case of a demon screwing up our shows like in Ohio years ago.

AJ, get out of my journal! PLEASE! But you said write it down nick, I wrote it down. AJ. please, I don't write in yours. Ok,lol, Nick you win, by laugh.

Then she told me, Nick, the owner of this journal. "I have seen me at work, this week, it's like a first thing out of Buffy, wonder what demons it is, anyways, we got to fight them soon, are you going to help me?" She asked me.

"Yes," I told her, "you owe me a date and a home cooked meal." I sent her a smile.:) :D, she sent me a smile, :) :D and a heart(l)/<3 back like those thingys. Cool, huh? YAY! YIPPIE! Jessica likes me! Now let's have BSB kick some demon ass and Jessica the seer-slayer too! YAY!:D :) <3333333333333333 + YAY!

Image from Yahoo! Travel from the author of Vigo, Spain.

"La Curona, Spain" the sign read this morning, it is 11/29/11. I was tired. I just wanted to sleep and dream of sex and then do some really sinful stuff. What came over me?

 I always wanted sex, but now I wanted to beat Brian up and stuff? Then I saw the ghost, again, he was me all dressed in black, in a nice suit and sun glasses and his hair slicked back in gel perfectly. "Well, well" Evil me said to me like in my dreams, but this was real life on the bus. "I like you." He told me in a raspy but lower, much lower than my voice, but deeper 10 years but without the ageing of it. As he paced my room and took over my head, as I squented.

"You know, I think since I look like you and AJ can't tell the difference, I am going to stick with bugging you guys, that cutie in Ohio is a pain up my ass." he told me as he faded out as he touched me with a cold touch.

 I felt him go inside of me, and then I fell straight to sleep. Here I am in Vigo, Spain, by a fishing area at the top of hotel being possessed by a demon thing, that I was supposed to make everyone beat before I went to bed. I felt him and I become one, and I just felt like I hated everyone. Everyone I had rage for, and I lost control, and sexual control. Then it went into my dreams. Fire, fighting, demons, a war, warriors, sex, and violence, and sin, just everywhere. :( :'(

 I tried calling Lauren, but she was being all "mom" with me. "I told you that girl was bad." she told me. "We don't if she is bad, just pray for me so I can sleep for tonight." I told her walking naked in my hotel room with nothing but a towel, since I could only shower to calm myself down it seems like anymore.

 In Howie's room. "I told you, Jessica he has been acting weird all day." Howie told Jessica. "Please, please come..., Please!" He begged. "Fine, but I get to come back both as your friend and a fan. You'll trust me again, and you'll stop being mean and using me, and blameing me for bad stuff, you guys know are bad. Right?" she asked Howie. "I can date Nick for real too?" Jessica asked infatically in her black top and blue jeans. "Fine, I'll leave a note, and I'll be at the airport in an hour, he has been acting weird the last 3 days since he saw that "ghost of him", he is probably possessed." Jessica told him.

"I know! The Priests have tried, the 'spritualists' the record label provided for us, when we told them tried, nothing. Just do it. You love him, it should work. I don't know why it isn't working now." Howie asked. "Because you guys don't really love me as much as you used to and your becoming the "robots" you think the poor people are." Jessica told me, Howie. Slightly. Nick! :( :'( :( :'( Howie. I don't know, I can't, write. Hawie, AN, Brtan, Kuvin. I mean, I feel sick. I used to write in my journal, but this thingy is making even me, sick.

---->I am Howie and I am writing for you, Nick, Jessica will be here, I just came in and saw what you wrote last, Love you. I need to throw up again, I don't like seeing my friends turn into demons, that is no fun. She will be here tomorrow, so I will pray for you, and she will come and defeat this thing too. You can't trust Lauren, she has already make us screw up our shows more than AJ ever has just to hear you sing different keys. I love you Nickster. Jessica does too. Hugs.:*s on the forehead and prayers. HKBP!

Image of Vigo, Spain at Night, Image from Yahoo! Travel, inserted and resized by the author.

"Help ME!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed! "Help Me!" Like a million times yesterday and it was cold, and fired, and hot, and light, and too dark, and everything was wrong, but the demon me who had changed into a radical biker outfit better than the one we had on stage for the NKOTBSB tour.

 He was in his full length sleeves sliver and gold studded leather jacket, with a couple holes in it. Dressed in a red OSU Football jersey. "I guess it's true what they say, Nick." He told me. "No one really loves you." He lied to me. "Not LAUREN, NOT BRIAN, NOT KEVIN, NOT HOWIE, NOT EVEN AJ, THE POOR MAN." He told me with a sigh as he walked me around down there. "This is the place Jessica has been, she is famous for her stint in the prision in the top level of Here in Hell." He bragged.

 "I like posessing you, The Control, the power, the women, the fact that your too stupid to disreguard a seer-slayer like we would when you see it. Plus, all that vainess, egocentrism you and BSB have, and stuckness that fans hate you showing them." he bragged. "Especially ones like her, and if she ever comes to here in Spain, in Vigo, I will after her and Lauren, BOTH!" He yelled and his voice turned even darker, distorted, and demonic. 

I woke up sweating. "Lauren!" I yelled happily. Giving her a hug. I felt faint. I saw her in her innocent sweet tear drop white dress like something sexier but still a hint of the West Coast and Southern charm with the lace and perfect stelletos from Jimmy Cheu that I had missed so much. I hugged her and kissed her.

 "Let me save you," she told me with her arm on my shoulder before she comes. "Who?" I asked.

At that moment in the lobby. After spending Howie's money to even get there and quickly packing and wishing she had married Nick in Vegas. She ran into his hotel room with Jason following her. "Jessica, you were kicked out! HELLO!" Jason yelled with the security guards. "Howie called ME! I have to SAVE HIM, I AM THE ONLY SEER-SLAYER PSYCHIC Person thing THAT CAN!" She screamed with tears, please. "You probably put that thing into thim." he accussed her."Yeah," said the security guards. "We're checking with him, if he says "No", you got to find a way home." they told her. She simply nodded and wipped her tears and starred at the floor.

" Ok, now for the next prayer." Lauren said, mixing a soup of herbs and stuff. "Do you NEED this "SEER" Nick?" he asked. "If she didn't send it, then yes, she can stay." I said politely. I didn't want her there at all, always trying to help people see the amoral and wrongs of their ways, always forgiving us, trying to make "celebrities" accountable. I mean as far as I think I am like a blessed greek "god-man" to this world in music to that extent.  I got nothing on Jesus through, outside of my ego and singing I guess.

But Lauren looked so sexy and was using water in sexual and sensual ways like when we put curses on Jessica back when we had sex with her in that tiny white bikini.

"YOU!" Howie yelled at Jessica. "YOU MADE HIM A DEMON MAN. NOW CURE MY FRIEND YOU WITCH." Howie accussed her. "I am not a witch. I swear I am not one." Jessica told him. Then she took the journal and drew a heart with it. It was so simple with a cross through it. Then wrote "For God so loved the world he gave his only begotten son, so that anyone that believes in him may have eternal life." From the passage John 3:16 in the Bible. Not sure which translation.

The other Backstreet Boys gathered around her, and yelled at her, so did Lauren finally. "YOU BROKE US UP!" YOU B*^%! You did this!" I heard her actually beep there, which was weird, why does that keep happening. I noticed Jessica looked at her funny.

"You beeped, Lauren?" The only way people can hear you beep like that is if you have been casting spells or prayers or something or have one on you. "How long would you know?" She talked back. "I know." Jessica said, as Lauren shoved her and knocked her unconscience against the wall. Jessica began crying in her sleep as she began bleeding. "Call 911 or whatever here." Brian said, as AJ rushed to help her get better. The other guys just stared blank. Wondering what was going on.

Then I saw him, some goofy guy in a green robe with weird symbols and not from a Joss Whedon show either. His face was older and uglier, and his eyes had an evil orange, green, brown, and black glow to them, that wasn't natural and was saying something in latin, he was darker inside and uglier  than Jessica ever could be. Then I realized, I was having her visions now too. The demon was still in me and all she wanted to do was to be able to take care of her family and SAVE ME from MYSELF. As I heard that Christina Aguilera song in my head and it hit me hard like a pilliow hitting your face in a pillow fight with a pie on it. I knew. I felt it.

 "Oh lord, please forgive him. Please help him, please help see, help him know, help him find his way back to you. Make that demon leave him, make any and all demons leave him and clean him like a house Jesus and make the dogs stop eating his crumbs." Brian said. "Amen."he finished.

"Anything?" Brian asked. "No change," Lauren said in the hallway. "You doing better Jessica?" As he put a cold compress icebag on her head where goss and a band-aid covered her bruised and broken skin on her head. "I feel better, I saw a green robed-evil-old man in there and Nick couldn't stop stareing at him." She said. "I didn't see his look a like demon yet." she told us. "When we do, then we can take him out." she told them.

"Heavenly Father, God, please forgive Nick for all of his sins, and bless him, his family, his friends, his fans, and even the people he loves that he shouldn't love, and the ones he should, but ignores. Please, help him see your light lord, and please help him find his way to you, and to who he is meant for. Please wake his heart, soul, spirit, and reunite him within the Holy Trinity, lord like you helped me 2 years ago. Help his friends and BSB as well and all who work for them and love them and their many, many, many, many friends. Amen." Jessica said.

"Your both doing prayers for the group, so who is it?" Howie asked. "Howie I am very depressed right now. I don't have time for your fame and arrogant nonsense." Jessica told him.

"Nonsense." he said spitting on her on purpose. "Your a deli girl! That isn't important. No one cares about that, and I blessed them getting together, remember." Howie said, meanly for the entire group. "You set me up, like I...I...I.." Jessica said. "Howie HELP ME,911." and passed out, we sent an ambulance for her. I feel asleep right after that, and I was crying as I slept. I don't know which woman touched me, althrough I keep telling myself it has to be Lauren, because everyone likes Lauren and Jessica talks too much. That is what all of my famous friends and the guys say.

It sucks for her she is stuck on tour with us till next April to support her family and as a cleaning lady no-less. Poor girl. But I am happy, to be back with Lauren.:) :D <3333333333333333 FOREVER!!!!!! YIPPIE!

...... 12/5/11

Nick is going to kill me if he reads this. Lauren is his and he is happy. But I can't stop crying or feel sad or angry or whatever. I finally saw his demon look a like and I prayed to make him go away, and I felt myself loose something after I did. I lost my faith, because how could GOD let him be with a woman that would lie and convince someone that smart, that sweet, that amazing, that awesome, that a woman like me isn't worth anything over weither or not I could or would hack his fans or harass him like his celeb and rich California buds do? You know. I am stuck as the cleaning lady. Man, I hope Nick just thinks Brian wrote his as a prank. Since my hand writing sucks anyways. I am worth nothing. Howie thinks I am WORTH NOTHING, AFTER 18 YEARS, ALL BECAUSE SOME RICH DUFFUS SAYS SO. Maybe on paper with the money, yes. Maybe inside too, I don't know. I hope not. Love you Nick, love you BSB, I miss the younger yous, just because...

You were all the stuff I am now and IT MATTERED THEN. Don't blame bills for the changes it WAS YOU. EVEN AJ WON'T TALK TO ME NOW.:'( :'( :'( :'( :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:((:(::((:(::(:(:(:(:(:(

Love forever, your friend, BFFE, BFF, Bestie, Best Fan forever and ever, and into eternity, Jessica Heart.

Love you too, Nick, I just wish you and the guys would wake up from this maddness.

Love, Jessica Heart(big heart with tears in it and a crack through the cross on it.)

.....

12/6/11 OMG! I can't believe she wrote that. I must be a big ass jerk for her to write something like that. So what we casted a couple spells and she told us about the cults and people from her hometown after us. Howie keeps trying to send her home. She keeps saying, she has to be with us. I guess we are the closest thing to real friends outside of a TV she has. I wish he didn't love Lauren either. The jerk.

Love, Sweetie J, Alexander James-Johnny English Mclean, baby. Love you, Jessica, your still my BFFE, even if he doesn't want you.

AJ :D :) <33333333 +

12/7/11 Lauren and I have had the best sex of my life for the past week. But everyone else is acting funky. Besides writing in my journal without my permission. Howie hired her as the cleaning lady to get back at her. I don't know what for, but who cares. I guess he thinks she did it. I don't think so through, she had no spell books on her laptop AJ bought her and no spell books or spells in her prayer book or notebooks.

But althrough life is awesome with Lauren back. I hate seeing her sad all the time, and then she acts like I did something wrong and then she calls me "Shallow Nick" or "Shallow BSB" behind my back to my employees. Of chorse, they barely talk to her too. No wonder she has been acting weird lately. She cries all the time too, why can't women just give up? I won't ever be hers. She keeps saying "Fuck the rules!" I have no idea what it means. Then AJ said "What about God?" he asked her. "He let me down too." She told him.

"Why? How?" He asked her. "I don't get a chance at Nickster, but a spoiled bitch from California, that casts spells and curses on people does. And God let's it, so who cares?!" She told him infatically. Everyone on her bus has said she hasn't stopped crying, and Howie meant to leave her in Spain,but he decided to keep her on board anyways. I guess because he isn't sure now if she even did it.

Of chorse, everyone thinks I am a jerk. Donald Trump and NSYNC and Brad Pitt and all of our college friends have money, it's not our fault no one will hire your families or you for better jobs! "It's not my job to get political,it's your responsiblity to PROTECT your fans!"

She keeps telling me, "You guys have more power than Willie Nelson for God's sakes." She yells at me, and then she gripes like. "Well, this idea that your the only people that get to have pretty people to date is Bullshit!"She yells at me, we fight all the time. I don't know what she sees. But I know she is going to cry alot if we send her back to the backward farm town where no one talks to her, unless someone sends a demon after her or for her to slice meat.

I love you, Nick, I love you Nick, I love you Nick, I love you Nick. Screw Lauren.-Jessica <3 :* :* :* :* :*

I love you more, Nick. Let's make sweet Love, never mind what is on those social websites, my family is better off anyways, and that is what your mom wants, not for you to love like a REAL AND NORMAL MAN WOULD. <3 :* Lauren.

Do both of them man!-AJ.

Well, you ALL STOP WRITING IT IN MY JOURNAL!!!!!!!!! I AM NICK CARTER, IT'S MY JOURNAL!!!!!!

 1/27/2012

Tomorrow's my birthday. Na-na-na-na, I'm going to have A GOOD TIME!!!!!!! NA-NA-NA-NA! :) :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!! TOMORROW! YIPPIE! YAY! YAY! CHAOS, PANACAKES, NICKSTER, NICK, Blondie, the wonderful me!

"Nick!"She shouted. "We belong together." She said with a kiss. Then I saw the stake and she staked the vampire, ironically Lauren behind me in a black and white dress and her high heels from when we made one of our rare appaerances in public for a movie premirere.

 "Hi, I am Jessica Heart." She said, she looked cute, she had a simple cross necklace on and her blonde hair in waves for me. But she was dressed in black and seemed to be happiest around me. Then I saw her eyes pop out with little cartoon hearts. Then she hugged me. "I Love you" She said in a whispy voice. "I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND AFTER THAT AND AFTER THAT." She told me.

 "Things you can't imagine yet." She told me. "Demons suck." She told me. "Then try defending a whole town from witches, satanist, and the occassional hostile Dracula and hated fake "gods" of the Bible wannabes." she explained. "Half the time their on a country that wants to destroy Israel or on to California or NYC to brainwash sweet rich and talented, smart men like yoursleves." She explained. "I don't know what happened to me. But I can't live without you she said in an almost tearful voice. Then stabbed an evil demon that looked like a man with a sword that came from nowhere. 

"I love you Nick." She told me, with a hug and tons of kisses and love. I could feel it and when we felt oursleves become one just for one minute and I saw her purple and pink earrings in her double pierced ears. And those pretty sky blue eyes that looked like the rainbow just came out on a rainy day blue. I had to have her and we had sex in my shower.

 It was intense, it was warm water, and I felt it all over me. She kissed my chin, my bread, my nose, my eyes, my eyelids, all over my face, every dimple, every zit, every freckle, every mole, everything, everywhere, and then I lost it and took it to the bed. I took her to the bed and loved her till I couldn't stop shouting. "I LOVE YOU!" I shouted to her. "I LOVE YOU." Then NKOTB came in with the guys. "Ok, there just humping like bunnies again." John said to Howie. "Good", "Brian look." Jordan said with a giggle. And we just lost it all over. Then next thing I know, back in Spain, but this time, it was Madrid I think. It was beautiful and she took care of me. I took care of her.

 "Then..." Brian asked. "That was the end of my dream." I told Brian and AJ. " Damn." Aj said with a concerned look on his face. "Nick, you know even through she is good at her job. She is still super in love with you right?" He explained.

"Yep she is." Howie said. "I just got offline talking to her." Howie told me a little concerned. "Why does she still love us and is friends with us and Kevin, if Lauren is still your girlfriend?" Howie asked. "I don't really get that either, what did you do?" Kevin asked. "Kevin!" I shouted and GAVE A HUGE HUG. "I was monitoring that Nick. Don't talk to her without me with you, she said in that dress from my dream last night with her boobs to close together in it and the white stripe. "For now on, I decide who "WE" ARE FRIENDS WITH." She explained a bit of a bratty way and left.

"You know their both bratty, right?" Brian started. "Let's go to Brian's bus to finish this convo guys." I explained as we left and I took my journal.

Brian's Bus: 7:30pm before getting ready for the show at 9 and right before singing warm up for the Final show in Tokyo, Japan.[/i]

  When we finally got to Brian's bus; I was so realeaved. "So explain." AJ said after he shut and locked the bus door after kicking everyone, even the record company out. "Well, Jessica was more in control then, but now...."I said without thinking. "It's like she is lost, knowing we're not there. That she is alone, and I think she doesn't want to be alone. I think SHE WANTS ME. NOT THE CELEBRITY ME, NOT THE RICH GUY ME, JUST ME, BECAUSE I GET IT." I finished.

 Howie looked at me and raised his right eyebrow at me. "What?" He asked. "Your saying that because she is a demon slayer. That she does some of the weird things she does, and also because that she is alone all the time, singled out, used, messed with, a joke, an outcast, etc. she can relate to you." He tried to reason.

"I don't get how that is the same, her fame, what little she has got on her own, alot of it is incidental. Just by talking to us." He explained. In his black leather jacket and velvet dark blue shirt and skinny jeans. Kevin rolled his eyes. "Give her a break Howie. She isn't after the group. She just wants Nick to love her back and mean it." He tried to explain back to him with some compassion and a more laid back attitude compared to Howie's snooty, college grad, uptight, party guy one.

 "I don't think there is anything wrong with her." Brian told me, as he gave me a big hug. In his simple goofy sky blue sweater. "She hasn't even tried to go after anyone since 2009. Plus, it's your own fault for stringing her alone and then giving her hopes up, too many times, and then letting people that WE KNOW. Go after her. Then choose NOT to stop them, when we have the power to." Brian tried to talk everyone into.

Brian wearing Kevin's old light brown leather jacket. Then AJ, who being AJ, dressed to the nines in a red and black number and a yellow t-shirt with a skull and a monkee on it. And with his fave rebel-motor bike dude bands and bracelets and crosses. Wearing all the piercings he wanted in a cool leather jacket and black jeans and black sneakers. You could find him in a crowd.

 "Well she does have faith in US." AJ finally said last, which surprised everyone look at his tattoo of an angel and of a heart with wings. "Roots and wings and help, right Howie?" He asked Howie.

"You have a whole poem for that dude, don't short change my ass!" he said in a smart alec empathatetic tone. "Come on, let's help her, we're her friends and she is tired and DONE being KICKED OUT FOR TRASH!" AJ said.

"BFFEs don't leave, we're FRIENDS FOREVER AND FOREVER. WE DON'T LEAVE!" He talked in a more speech and motivation tone. "LET'S DO IT, LET'S KEEP OUR PROMISES FOR NOW TO EACH OTHER, OUR FAMILIES, HER, OUR FRIENDS, AND FANS." He finished with a smile,

"..plus, she hasn't left me yet and I know she won't." he finished. I just smiled and began to cry a little bit so did the other guys with tears.

Back in AJ's bus.

Jessica got out diary, and as she cried she wrote how she felt down.

I love them. I love Nick, I just can't believe BSB would leave me and God and Jesus would leave me too. My family is so iffy, they don't trust me anymore at all. They think I am Amy Whinehouse or Elvis or Micheal Jackson. Just being crazy and I am not." she said to herself as she wrote then finally. She just cried and wrote and moaned a little in emotionally deep pain and loneliness.

 Jesus has tried to get to me. So have others, but now, I just...I just...don't understand and now I am too confused to know or understand. I just hope AJ or someone comes to help me. Even Nick at this point.  1/27/2012 7:30pm on Break.

Jessica couldn't stop crying and ended up crying in on AJ's seat, when he found her and only saved her from getting into trouble. Because he saw the diary she had hidden in the bus, that she had kept hidden from his 2nd cleaning lady.

On Nick's Bus

 Lauren was talking to her mom and writing down plans. "Don't worry mom, those bullies and the haters I have are totally against that cute pita bitch from Ohio." She said bragging. "I got plans for her," on her cell phone as she picked out places to romance Nick at and what men were into on her laptop. "next to show BSB she is a fake and BOOM! Gone like that." Then as she looked for the perfect sexy dress. "or worst yet, not smart, and they will throw her away. Like Nick has done before. They don't consider her an "equal to a BSB". She gets that, she'll give it up and let me keep him. Just wait. In the mean time, romance him and remind him why he choose me over her."

Backstage before the show 8:30pm.

 "OK GUYS, LET'S DO IT, EVERYTHING EARLIER AND THIS SHOW!" AJ Yelled as BSB did a high five and a quick group only prayer. Then NKOTB walked in and looked at the guys. "Ok what happened now, Nick?" Jordan asked before he did a laugh. "You know the blonde one likes my CDs and Joey M's too?" he asked, right before we went on for the first joint number. "Well..." I said blushing. "I'll explain tonight after the show before we go to bed by e-mail since it's personal mostly." I said, blushing more.

"Jordan, we'll tell you, but you got to help." Kevin finally told him, "Now, I got to see my hot wife and kiss her till she can't breath with me." He said and kissed me on the cheeks. "Happy Early Birthday Nick!" He said with a laugh as he left. I giggled and so did the guys. Then we went on in 1, 2, 3... "Everybody!!!!!!!!!" I sang with AJ and the other guys.

1/28/2012  Happy Birthday NICK!!!!!

I stole Nick's Journal, he is so going to kill me, like he hasn't already. With my job, my social life, college, my confidence, his over-sized good looks, and terrible attitude towards poor and unfortunate and unattractive women and girls.

But everything has been sad and scary and is unhappy. I had a dream last night like how wonderful it would be if someone actually talked to me. Instead of the pet project to whatever.

I have been crying for at least 3 weeks, if not longer than that. I am just tired of being messed with and used and everything else. Some stuff, I just can't even talk about with anyone, much less a shrink.

People like to bug in my life and whatever my business is or my life, and it hurts. It hurts no one can really talk to me, just make me feel like on the school yard again, and that isn't always a good thing with me. I was bullied alot in school and singled out and messed with and everything else.

Anyways, just been sad, and BSB was the only thing after my grandma that I had in my life after my father left us when I was 10. No one else stepped in after them, and then, all of a sudden, not good enough for "everything" or "joke girl" again, etc.

Later, love Jessica.

d to hold back my tears.

1/28/2012 YAY! Today is my Birthday!!!!! Happy Birthday to me!!!!! Na-na-na-na-na. Today is my awesome Birthday!!!!!!!! My friends will throw me a small party(I hope). YAY! Go me! NICKSTER, YAY! Babes! lol :)

I was working out doing crunches on my lifting bar, that we have in our hotel. AJ didn't tell me what he was up to. But I think I got his gift. "Hi" she said shyly. Trying to hide the fact, that she was gawking at me, because let's face it, 31 and as hot as 15 year old Brad Pitt in "Mr. and Mrs. Smith" and "Troy" combinded.

"AJ sent you these, I thought they were a bit odd, but it is AJ." she said sweetly as I toweled off. She couldn't stop stareing at me. I smiled. Lauren has been so in her own world lately. Worse than George Clooney's girlfriends. I didn't know what to think anymore. Was I a wallet to her?

"So your Jessica?" I asked as I read AJ's strange extra birthday cards with cats and dogs on them. "Why did he send you 3 of them?" She asked. I cracked when I saw the one with the calico cat. He wrote.

 Jessica loves these kinds of cats, actually almost all breads of cats, likes dogs, BSB, you, NKOTB, tats, bikes, leather, hot men working out, Gilad's body workouts on TV, and lots and lots of books and fairy tales, and has no problems looking after me. Loves you for being her friend, and loves us like 3rd family, us other guys anyways, and MEANS IT. Trying to get her own life as much as she can, which isn't easy now. Try her for tonight, Surprised her with the day off today. That is why she is in there. Love you buddy, enjoy. Her name is Jessica Heart, the girl you hurt a few months back. But love you, have a good birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! Your getting old!lol He wrote. I laughed.

Love your moose and her boner, wait that is your job now. Ok, have fun.

Sweetie J

AJ Mclean

"What did he write?" she asked trying to read. "He sent me a birthday present with the cards." I said as I looked at her.She was sweet and cute, and mostly loved me, because I was her friend. "So where is the pres-" she started to say. I laughed. "Hey, you want to go out tonight, since this isn't a show night and I am off tomorrow and so are you." AJ told me. He seems to like you still." I continued. As I looked at her in her tight top. "You know we should work out tomorrow and just spend the day together." I continued. As I drank my bottled water; "you want to?" I asked.

"Sure" She said. "Where and I guess some of today, since you'll be busy tonight." she told me. "AJ and the guys wouldn't tell me. Then they just gave me the day off, AJ said you needed me too. But you seem better than fine to me for a person with a heart condition." Jessica said nervously. I just gave her a giant hug and started rubbing her hands and I realized. This could work. Just got to work at her in-house cleaning skills and on my cooking ones. YAY! Yippie!

I decided to give her like a week of hanging out with me to see if there is anything there on the inside, not dating, just FWBs on dates. Besides, she is still a bit more fragil and tough at the same time which is weird. Somehow she got herself known for ghost writing and for being this funny fan to alot of differnet people and Brad Pitt. Althrough, I ran above him and then BSB, and then him, which isn't bad. YAY! I love this girl already as my friend and she NEVER leaves so maybe? Right?

2/1/2012

As you may know I gave Jessica a couple days, and seemed to have her not crying so much anymore. She is starting to ease up and relax and somehow AJ has gotten her to hang out more and more and more with us. I don't know. Lauren and I however, she is getting bossy, and I hate bossy girls or girls that boss too much. Jessica gets that, she is the oldest in her family too and she told me everything and I mean everything and her lack of a social life. But how happy I made her and stuff. So who knows?

Still thinking of Spain!LOL, Jessica stuck that in there. That is Vigo, Spain from Yahoo! Travel.

2/25/12 Brian's Birthday!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! He is (number is smudged and therefore not legiable) YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :)

We had fun, and we partied and it was fun, and we ate chocolate cake. Then we danced, and Jessica and I had a wonderful dance. I was so happy. Then Lauren showed up.

"We're over." I told her. "No we're not. You'll see." she said with a smirk in a sluttly black dress that showed her middrift and was very strappy around her boobies, and a leather correst right before her belly button. I sighed, I cried a little bit. Then I told Jessica, "This isn't your pain, just make sure you all check in on me, and I am sorry, she ruined your party Brian." I told him, crying, I was in a nice outfit and everything, since Brian likes that.  He hugged me. "Bullshit!" He told me, "She did not." Then he hugged me, then I got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and then Jessica nearly blacked out for no reason on us.

............................................<33333333333333333333I'm in Love!!!!!!............

 2/26/12 "The next night was crazy!" I was telling Brian. "You mean last night." He corrected me. "Yeah that too." I said with a smirk. Then Lauren came into my hotel room and took off all of her clothes to reveal a hot sexy woman, you want me. I felt nothing for her, depsite the sexual feelings I had. "Get out." Then she stabbed me with several knives and a sword as some demon said something in latin and some mean things, and I zoned out.

2/26/12 After the party Nick blacked out, but he wasn't right. I felt people around us touching him and me, and then when I checked his eyes they flashed colors. Then I noticed, Lauren had slipped in note into his pocket that was really a spell. Nick couldn't pray before the party! I called AJ as soon as I could for you Nicky. -Jessica.

2/26/12 Today has been weird, I keep seeing people walking around and then I feel guilty and remorse for all kinds of stuff in my past. Personal stuff, stuff I did to BSB, to the myself, my family, my community, all of my fans, and friends, and I was depressed.

So Jessica has been mothering me and told me, at lunch, like"Hey, do you want to do a blessing tonight?" She asked. "Like before bed time right after 7 or 8pm tonight before the show and stuff." She asked. "I know Brian is freaking he had his birthday before the day of a show, but the weather and all has been haywire." She told me. Then my voice changed, it changed into something scary and just plain scary. I just nodded and she just gave me kisses and a back rub. I got scared, what had I done to become a part of some curse someone had put on me.

 Then the next dream: I am running and running and running and running again, but every single person I meet turns into Jessica and she has all of my friends turn on me, then she stabs me too. I kept thinking to myself this has to be a LIE.

Then the next dream 2 hours after that one, that made me late for promos today! I am running again, but this time to Columbus, Ohio to that old bridge, IT'S REAL. Jessica told me all about it and everything how it was built in 1905 and everything.

 "I am about to give up.", I said crying.Then she shows up and kisses me, and then turns into Christ. His chestnut hair that shines like diamonds, and blue eyes blue and bright as the sky, and the slight waveiness of his hair, and his face is sort of like Kevin's.

But more narrow, he could get honies if he had wanted. He hugged me,"Panacakes, I see you 2 are doing ok." He said with a smile. "Just try not to make it all about sex." He told me, "..and believe in me and trust me through this spell Lauren and those haters of ours put on you guys." He said with a smile, then gave me a huge hug and a kisses on the cheeks and nose for some odd reason.

Then the girls were fighting over me in this Mortal Combat looking Hell world with fire and brimstone, and it looked like they were walking on Megma in outfits that were sexy and hot on both of them. Like something out of "Xena:Warrior Princess". Lauren was wearing Calisto's old outfit.

Jessica was something closer to what Britney Spears wore for the Pepsi Commerical back in 2003, even with an ancient crown of Sliver with a heart with a blue stone in it and a little cross on top.  They fought over me, like out of "The Pirates of The Carribean" and "Three Muskeeteers" Movies.

2/26/12 Right after the show right after Nick changed his clothes. I told him no after party tonight. I told AJ and the guys what is going on and why he can't attend. Then I got out my books and my Bibles. "Pick the translation, they all do slightly different things to them." I told him. "K, Jessy." he replied a bit scared.

"Then pray in your bedroom when we're done." I said. "Then we did a quick blessing on him and on the guys, employees, anyone Lauren or whomever was attacking us spritually. Then, it finally got pissed and showed up again. Jessica doesn't want to be the Buffy like this, she can't like it, even I know that, I just prayed over my water, and then I cried and prayered in front of my Bible. How sad have I become. How can people love me? I must make them all happy to love me.

2/27/12 Jesus came to me in a dream and fixed it, I guess it worked, plus I felt something hug me when Jessica fell asleep on the coach. I gave her a huge Kiss. I know she prayered for me extra when I told her not to.

 3/8/23

It was a nice dream, pretty west town. Like in those Amish and Western Christian novels people seem to like. She was walking through the town all happy, all pretty, I was dreaming I was the doctor on TV. Then I saw a woman get sick on drugs that were out of that time, and as I tried to talk to Jesus, demons attacked me. Then one turned into a fake Jesus and shot a lighting ball at me. Which is not good, and usually a spritiual or life curse on a person.

 I came running to Jessica and woke her up. Are you ok. "Someone punched me in the stomach." she told me. "How do you know what it is?" I asked. "Because when I went to bed, my stomach didn't hurt from the inside out or the inside in. What do you want to bet, it's someone we accidently woke up, and the evil one that are this "New Evil"?" She asked.

"Who would do something that stupid?" Nick asked. "A lot of people in my hometown and greedy psychics, they know they can blame me, I don't have a lot of friends or anyone to help me." Jessica explained.

 "We'll get the guys to help take care of this in the morning, when it's safer." Nick explained.

3/9/12 Today, after breakfeast, we did a few prayer sessions with Jessica, since we had time off, and since Howie and Lauren made some mistakes a while back curseing her and putting demons on her. But their gone now, and we still need to find out what else is attack the whole group, she says she heard one fat dead celebrity woman talking about a whole group of demons and pissed off spirits angry at her and the group world wide. Which is not good. Since she is a seer/demon slayer and they are working all they can to keep her away from God and to keep us at each others throats on top of everyone else over the years that tried to break up our friendship.

3/10/12 Today, Howie told me something. He said he would help save Jessica. So he went to his Bible and prayed for her. Then called Lauren and told her if she was ever going to a concert again to see the group or to meet them, at all. She was going to have to help and stop cursing people with voo-doo and whatever else she shouldn't be doing to people.

3/11/12 YAY! Jessica is better and safe now. She says she felt a warm hug and someone kicking someone out of her house. Now she is back to normal since we went to church too. YAY!

 4/1/12  "Oh you people can't you see! CAN'T YOU SEE!" I sing. "NKOT-" A short tiny breathe, "BSB!" AJ and I sang at the top of our lungs at the end of rehersals. "Everytime we're down, YOU CAN MAKE IT RIGHT." AJ shouted and so did Howie for some reason. He was going crazy at his old age.lol "That makes you LARGER, THAT MAKES YOU LARGER THAN LIFE!" I sing flat out perfect. "AJ shouted in a singing way which it's funny our voices sound totally different for being in the same vocal range, and yet he sang Kevin's lower parts for some reaon during the shows.

 That afternoon 3:10pm, "Nick?" Jessica asked so sweetly, "can you lock the door, hun?" I was in her hotel room, and I wasn't disappointed. She was a steamy blue and black corset, black boy underwear pants with sequance and glitter on it, and sexy make up on, and then turned on some slow Micheal Buble' and started dancing with a chair like a stripper and barlesque dancer. "Can we have fun tonight after work?" Jessica asked me. I melted. "Yes." Then I just grabbed her, and then Howie knocked on the door.

"Nick are you too having "fun" when your NOT SUPPOSED TO?" AJ said instead. "Yeah are you too having fun?" Jordan had stopped by too. Then I sat on a whoopy cushion. Then she laughed. Doing her little cutie laugh. AJ smiled, and they all came into the room, "APRIL FOOLS" clappy and laughing. Then we kissed.

5 pm that night at dinner time. "So what you thinking about?" I asked Jessica, in her simple light purple sweat shirt and jean jacket. " How serious are we?" Jessica asked. "Well for goodness sake's Nick, think about it from my POV, you dated ever Virgo woman on the planet but Beyonce' and I." the she sighed. "Then you stayed with a women for 3 years, even after YOU KNEW I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU. Then you tried to get me in trouble with my brother and that was just a year ago, till September when I was by the pound and made a prayer about "S'mores"." Jessica told me. "Who is "S'mores"?" I asked. "The cute calico cat with little white mitten paws, I wanted someday." she explained, "You know the husband, the family, the love, the whole sha-bang, College, a house or condo,  and then I could do my writing, and be 'free'." She explained. "Free?" I asked. "Free from what?" I asked.

"You know everyone running me around like a chicken without it's head." she sighed frustrated. I just kissed her, then I felt something to through her and I at the same time. I saw it too. It was big, it was evil, and it had claws, and a business suit too. Then Jesus kicking it's ass. Then I saw Howie tripping over his own feet, and AJ eating an avacado. Then I saw Istanbul for some reason and Africa. I grabbed her just in time.

"You know that usually happens when I am asleep." She told me as she hugged me, with a little bit of fear and tears in her eyes. "It will be ok."

4/1/12 Still! 6:30pm

 "Well, if it's not my ex." Lauren bitched at me, dressed in a white shirt and black mini skirt and jean jacket, and simple high heeled shoes too. Made me think of the black high heeled boots, Jessica had on earlier, even though they we're that large or tall.

"What do you want?" I asked. "Howie said I could come back, if....?" She paused. "If I behave, that is." She said, twirling her hair annnoyingly. She had it curled under a little bit like Jessica's. "Really?" I asked. "Yes, you can, but you gotta prove it like EVERYONE ELSE." I told her. "But I have a new man anyways." She explained. As he came into pick her up, tall, dark, blonde, just the way she liked, thin as a toothpaste tube. He hugged her, and he was rough and tough and in a business suit. "Here is my boyfriend, Andrew." She said. "He looks like Tom Lenk after steroids and work out tips from James Marsters." I joked. She giggled. He grunted and hit his hand in a fist. I nodded and they left the backstage part of the arena, they were allowed into.

 That night, 4/1/12 9:45pm  "ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL I HAVE TO GIVE TO YOU, BABE-, BABY, BABE, NOW!" AJ sang at the top of his lungs. Right in the middle of our show, then things got weird right in the middle of our "ALL I have to give" set, we were all dressed in white outfits, with different T-shirts we liked on.

Then boom, the lights went out, and things went flying back stage and  upstage, and a woman in white and a red lighted man crossed the stage. "I'M COMING!" It gave an opening. "You SLAYERS want to FIGHT for GOD, then FIGHT!" The man and demon thing said.

"Ok, Now I am scared." Jessica said to herself, as she ran backstage to her books and got to work on them to try and bless the arena and pray with us backstage.

"We gave finished the song, and told everyone, it was a "techniqual difficulty". I told my brother Aaron. "So do it with her, ok?" I finished explaining, as we re-did that set from "AIHTG" on words, the show went off fine. But I couldn't sleep that night at all.

 4/30/12 Easter Week was awesome!!!!!!!!!!! Here is what we did 5/6 days ago.  I have been so busy, haven't had a chance to write.

4/24/12 EASTER! We went to a church and since she has moved to L.A. I get to sing as the solo guest every month just 1 Sunday a month unless I feel sick or the choir director changes his mind. Love it, and we get to meet other people like us, plus, I feel closer to God, and can understand what she was talking about, so can Howie and Kevin, finally. Thank you Jesus!

4/25/12 I was going through my old e-mails. For like a year back on yahoo. It took forever and ever to do. Sure enough whom do I find an odd, but e-mail from? Jessica and Lauren. I thought she just made that up. But it's true. She does Luv me.:*:*:*:*:*s on lips for Jessica when she reads this. :D :D :D :D :) :):) YAY! YIPPIE! YIPPERS! But it shocked me, so this is what happened.

"Nick, what is going on, honey?" Jessica asked me in her tight red dress I bought her for church. "Do I look ok?" She asked me nervously, I just kissed her. "I like your hair medium and medium long, you look cutier." I told her almost blushing. "Thanks" She replied.

 "I found the e-mails you and Lauren sent me." I told her. "I know you told the record company, the unions, they kicked me out for ghost writing, yada yada yada." She explained. "Well, yes, but also.." I stated, as she paused and looked straight into my eyes. "I didn't know you had figured it out who I was. Most other fans can't even guess my name, you just guess and get it right, it's weird. BUT YOU LOVE AND YOU ADMITTED IT TO ME! After your little PCD-Burlesque Luncheon with me in MY hotel room." I explained as she finished up tie in my black suit and light blue tie.

"How do I look?" Nick asked. "Your tie shouldn't be blue." She told me. Then giggled. "Save that for a business meeting. Unless that is what you want to wear." She explained. As we prepared for AJ's After Easter Pot luck.

Then she gave me a hug and a kiss. Then I felt someone hug me and tap my shoulder. "One question?" Nick asked. "How come when you were angry at me, you had written in spanish, "Besa mi asno" on one of those e-mails?" I asked.

"Because "Celebrity-Music business rules" are stupid, sexiest, narrow minded, and little oppurunities from people of the lower classes, unless their raised like you were or Taylor Swift or were lucky to have parents that are professionals or at least one or someone that comes from money or that business. It's stupid. What about if you have worked hard to become an awesome writer or artist since you were 8?" She asked.  I understood and hugged her and kissed her all over her lips, and hugged her so tight so whatever pinched me on my shoulder wouldn't do it again.

 Then I felt something pinch me and kick me in my ass. I looked around. "Nick you ok?" She asked.

4/26/12

 We were at Brian's brother show in Georgia. Near the Prision T.I. keeps ending up in. "Ok, on my mark Howie, let's sing this right so I can purpose next week." I told Howie.

 "I don't care who you are, where your from, what you did... AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME. I'll NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART I'LL NEVER MAKE YOU CRY, I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, BABE. I sang. I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, YOU, OHHHHHHH YEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH, YOU CAN TRUST ME BABE, THAT'S NO LIE." I belted out, changing the song with Howie on his keyboards he brought from Orlando, Flordia. Just to hang with us. "She'll say 'Yes', I bet." D said. "YAY!" AJ yelped as a bit of a joke and a smile.

"Then we heard the song, just opposite. So it was, "I care who you are, where your from, what you did, As Long as you hate me. I'll break your heart, I'll make you cry, I'd rather live than die without you, sexy. I'd rather live than die without you, yeaaaaaaaahhhhhh, ohhhhhhhhh, you can't trust me babe, that's a lie." We heard someone sing and try to get into us. As our bodies started to fight some unseen evil thingy again. It didn't like us.

4/27/12 and 4/28/12

We stayed over at Brian's house. Then we called NKOTB. "Jordan can you and the guys help us. Meet us online!" Brian left on his cell phone.

Then on the website. We chatted, "Can you help us?" I asked. "What is going on?" He asked. Once he answered my password and code right for that. "This evil thing has been trying to possess us since Lauren started dating that lighting guy, but him and her are clean now too. Moved on, etc. and it is still happening?" I told him. "It's affecting the whole group and it keeps trying to beat up Jessica. HELP?" I asked. "Pray together, talk to each other, has she said, "Yes" yet?" Joey asked. "Not yet." I wrote.

"Donnie?" Jon, asked. " What about we help you with it too, we'll meet you at the pot luck at his house too." They told me. "We'll bring Kevin, she sent us his e-mails a long time ago, I and Jordan have them." He wrote me. "That would rock!" I told them. "Also, stop with the punk and metal mean ass rock music for a while man, till you get control of the demons bugging you and the guys. They are probably after Jessica and your probably inviting them in, till you change your own lifestyle at least morally." Joey wrote to me. "He is right." I got 4 he is right, then I got another 8 from LFO, 98, and NSYNC members from the past.

"Does everyone know Jessica Heart<3?" I asked them. "YES" I got 30 of them. Everyone must KNOW whom she is by now I guess, she is almost as famous as "Buffy" or "Cordy".

4/29/12 That night at the pot luck. I sang it, and it went perfect or as close as possible. "I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH, WOOOOAAAAAAAAHH, YEAH, YAAA YEAH, YEA, aa." I end it on a whispering Db#13. Singing with the guys, then I did it.

"Will you Marry me?" I asked. She jumped and hugged me. Her family there and everything, even their cats. She asked me why they were there- and... Ok, She did...

I saw her in her simple pink dress, that was tight, but beautiful and matched her personality almost perfectly. She kissed me. Then gave me a big nervous smile. "Yes, but you are so doing the wedding how my mom and I want." she halfed joked with a huge kiss on the lips with me in my simple bash suit. She knew I was up to something, simply, because I wore bash, I almost never wear bash.

Then everyone heard a weird screaming from the BBQ in the night from the inside of the house, which made no sense since everyone even the pets were all outside. Right after we took our pictures. We just all looked and nodded at each other.

"Brian, Nick, AJ, Howie, Kevin, NKOTB?" She asked. "This is what I know it is, isn't it?" She told us. "Then what is it?" Donnie asked her. He looked tight in his 3 piece gray and white suit. They were all sharp, Aaron and I looked like we belong in San Fran or something. lol  She explained, and I'll finish this up right ya'll. lol :) <33333333333333 Nighty night.

4/30/12 So that morning, we went to the libary. I am engaged to a woman that loves the LIBARY. SHE LOVES IT!!!!

 "Why are you checking out those books and why are we talking here?" AJ asked. "So most people leave us alone and we can do research." she said. Damn she looked hot in that white tank top and shirt pink skirt and that little cross necklace I gave her.

 She took us to the religious section and to the paranomral section. "Now take notes, since we already got all our web stuff, this will help us figure out WHAT IT WANTS and then we can stop it." She explained. "We know what it WANTS, IT WANTS YOU BACK." I told her. "We'll help you fight it and ....." I turned her around to the university's table behind us. "NKOTB is helping us to, and some theological guy. I hired." I told her. She kissed me.

Then after a lot of reasearch we figured it out over a Bible verse, and over an accidental spell book that I remember Lauren had. "To keep people away and the pre-martial sex thing!" I went infact.

"Well, it will work or should. We can get rid of some of them." Dr. Tate Norris said.

Then I had a flash of literally kissing her ass. "Those E-mails too, duh." Howie said slapping his head. "All of that." Joey said. "Ok, so let's go to a church and do this, and it will be ok, right?" AJ asked. "You mean pray." Brian corrected us. We had just had paid Dr. Tate Norris. Checked out our books from her for 2 weeks, Brian was returning them, he wasn't happy about it. But he loves me as a brother so he did it.

"I think so, but we got to be specific." Jessica told us. Then they attacked. Not Demons, witches, and people in "Evilism". They knocked us all out.

 4/27/12  I saw Donnie throw a punch at some guy in a normal outfit but with a pendant with a pentagram on it. Then AJ beat up some other guy in a black and red robe. The witches were in dresses and normal outfits most of them looked normal. Then I threw a punch at some other guy. "Vea somos las mejores personas, ahora. Le pararemos, usted cristianos locos. Bese mi extremo, los asnos, y los tiranos." He said, which means. "See we are the best people, now. We will stop you, you crazy Christians. Kiss my butt, asses, and meanies."

 Then I punched some other guy. "Soy mejor que usted, yo soy el líder. Merezco y controlo este grupo. " He said towards me, then towards AJ. "Nick, grab your pocket knife." AJ said infaticly. As I watched Jessica fight and beat some of the witches and guys up. "You people are crazy!" She shouted. The libary was already empty it must have been almost 7 at night. No one was there but us, these 10 nuts and the libarian.

"¿He estado tratando de ayudarle que tipos luchan estas mal, estos demonios que tiene problemas con, no? Desde que ellos parecen querer atacar Sra.Corazón aquí. " Once I put my pocket knife to him. He told Howie. Howie heard, "I have been trying to help you guys fight these evil, these demons you have trouble with, no? Since they seem to like to attack Ms.Heart here."

"Por Que?" Howie asked,"¿ME dice POR QUE Usted hoyo de Asno?" He asked their leader infatically. "Why is a spanish warlock after me in the first place, D?" Jessica asked. "This is the 4th one in like 10 years." She insisted as everyone froze anticapating him hurting him. "Es muy poderosa, sí, ha visto para usted mismo yo he oído de rumores. Quisimos pararla, desde que nosotros somos tan cerca al tomar el mundo, y posiblemente lo terminando." He answered Howie. "What?" Nick asked. "What did he ask him Jessica, you like to study spanish when your bored tell me. "He asked him why and called him an A-hole." She told me.

"Por qué son usted tratando de tomar el mundo y terminarlo por sprituality. Pueda no acaba del perdón de pedir y movimiento en la la mayoría de los otras personas similar. Aún cuando la vida de Jessica chupó escribió hasta los dedos dolió aún. ¿Pero POR QUE? ¿Por qué persigue a mis amigos, y por qué sólo habla usted en español, si oyó cosas en inglés y todos nosotros sierra el tipo resplandeciente de tolerancia del negocio?" Howie asked him.

"Es el mejor plan de hacer Howie, es. Cambia el corazón y sus mentes así, y por lo tanto cambian el mundo. Yo no tengo nada que ver con algún rojo-resplandeciendo tipo ligero de negocio, él es los hombres de hinch de Malo que pienso. ¿Sé que lo han visto antes, señor, las señoras, no? Perseguí a sus amigos porque consiguió el poder. AHORA."He paused, and we held him at knife point in a chair. "De todos modos, y usted duele un asesino y a vidente poderosos y ex bruja quiere Jessica. Sé en su mayor parte español, yo sé sólo algún inglés, yo aprendo que en el anexo de aprendizaje por acá también." He answered Howie. Howie laughed at the ned there. "What did he say, Howie.

"He said Nick, he doesn't know a red-light business man guy, that person is a demon that haunts the whole music business." Howie answered. "He is just trying to get our powers. And we got a few more demons to fight I think before the supposed "New Evil" shows up." Howie told all of us.

"We should call that priest and go to a church like Now, or something don't you think?" Brian asked. "Now all of you, leave us be, we'll you alone too and stay away from her, her home town isn't exactly in love with her as it is. It took us forever to even understand her and why she is going somewhat crazy or sad alot. So just go, and NO MORE CURSES, CHANTS, ETC." Brian yelled. He clearly hated the fighting.

 "Ahora todos ustedes, nos dejan somos, le haremos sólo también y estancia lejos de ella, su pueblo natal no es exactamente en el amor con ella como es. Nos tomó para siempre comprenderla aún y por qué ella va alot algo loco o triste. Entonces vaya sólo, y no MALDIGA MAS, los CANTOS, ETC." Howie translated since some of them were from other countries or learned it from some upset parents or something. Or TV.

Then we went to the church, it was small, white, with stain glass windows, and pews. He knew all about the studies, but it still didn't answer the new evil thing. "What do you think it is?" I asked Jessica. "Someone that has been playing us the whole time. It isn't you?" I asked knowing her past. "No, NEVER, NOT AFTER 2 YEARS AGO, depsite what happened in Ohio and everything." Jessica told me, then kissed me.

 We did the prayer thing and I punched that stupid red light glowing business demon thing that followed us. Trying to figure out who was playing us the whole time. Then....

4/30/12/ :( :'( lol Joking, Imma happy wappy now, YAY, Thank God for the NKOTBSB!!!!!!!!!! YAY! GO NKOTB!!!!!!! YIPPERS!! YIPPIE SKIPPY!

Ok it's actually, I am just that dog gone tired. May 4th, 2012 The past 3 days, we just took it easy, went swimming fought some ghosts, she taught me how to fight them. Then it started making sense, it had to be someone at work, but who? We piss off alot of people, you know.

Howie gave me a hug one day when I asked. "It will be found out in time." Howie said. "Plus, we already broke those curses, stop witches that have been after us since 95 maybe at least." Brian said. I yawned, knowing that it was actually May 1st, 2nd, and 3rd. Damn I was sleepy.lol :) But Dammit

5/15/12 "Hey AJ!" I said as he helped Brian and Kevin move in with us now too, so the whole group is on one coast now. "Help me move this box, it's like 100 lbs. it has all of Kevin's business books in it." I said as we lifted it up.

 5/15/12 Everyone had to MOVE IN WITH US!!!!!!!!!! Howie never beat up people in a libary!

"Really?" I heard someone tease AJ. "You can't a cig, but you think your awesome enough to lift a box that heavy." AJ and I heard an evil voice say. We literally sat it down and ran right to Kevin and Brian. "There was a voice and we were moving a box.." and AJ was talking over me in his red jacket and green top with a Happy smiley on it, that read "SKULLEZ RULES!". "I heard this voice and it made my heart feel stuff and it tapped me and made me cry, and Nick was there." Brian put his hand up to make us be quiet.

  "One at  a time." Brian said, almost like he was the groups' new dad. "Ok" AJ started. "We heard a voice when we were moving Kevin's business books to you know help us, ok?" AJ told him. "What did it say?" Brian asked. "It teased me with ciggarrettes and thoughts of sex and drinking and my old days on all the drugs." He was starting to tear up and cry. We both just hugged him and started to cry too. Kevin came in there, and grabbed one of Brian's books out of the box outside. "I think we should use this." Kevin said as he waved a book of healing, blessing, and ending curses sayings. "AJ stay with Nick tonight too, you and Roch, and use this before bed ok." He said with a hug.

Jessica gave him some nice kisses on the nose on the forehead and helped us finished moving. That night.

"AJ, AJ, AJ." The voice said. "יאללה בוא לצאת החוצה, הבה טרה למעלה זה מי שחסר חלק של העיר, עם לבריכה, כמה קוטב בנות, בורלסקה בנות, מוסיקה. אני אראה לכם שבו סורגים הן, cigs. תסעו להיות בגן עדן לפני שאתם רואים שמים." with a low scary laugh. The voice said in hebrew. In english that is..."Come on let's go out, let's tare up this lame part of town, with pool, some pole girls, burlesque girls, and music. I'll show you where the bars are, and the cigs. You'll be in heaven before you see heaven." AJ heard both in and out. He got up and paced around and around. Till he finally gave in and started smoking and heard the voice laughed. This wasn't going to be good.

 5/16/12 "So how did it go last night?" Kevin asked. "Not good." AJ said. "I think the voice spoke in hebrew too. I smoked like 8 cigs and I got some bad ideas, ROCH is going to kill me." He cried sadly. "No, I am not honey." Rochelle told him with a huge hug and 2 long french kisses. "It will be ok, sweetie." Rochelle said.

 "How did you know?"Howie asked. "Everyone is now living with Nick and Jessica, I am pretty sure. Jessica got upset and decided to borrow your cell phone while you were up last night. She said you were crying, upset, and had demons bugging that hot tight ass of yours again." She said with a gentle hug and a pinch on his waist line.

5/17/12 Nothing happened last night. So AJ decided he finally had to get control of his urges as much as he could once and for all, and just spend his time with Rochelle all he could.

 The "new evil", turned itself into AJ, and then walked up to him, he looked just like him, but was dressed in a purple top and blue bandanna, and the real AJ was dressed in a yellow top and a black bandanna. The fake AJ came up to him, "So how are we doing today?" He asked. Jessica couldn't stop staring and stopped talking and stopped hearing everyone people were saying about the food list they needed as she followed AJ out to Nick's pool. Which was huge. Being L.A. even the neighbors had a big pool.

 "Come on," the demon said to AJ sweetly, "Come my dear angel honey. Snook 'ems." It pushed as it rubbed and touched him. Not realizing, Jessica's eyes had flashed a multi-color cycle or 2 and could see it standing and talking to him. "We NEED the CIG, WE NEED TO PARTY, WE NEED TO ROCK!!!!!! WE NEED TO DIE YOUNG AND PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" He shouted rejoicing. "AJ are you ok?" Jessica asked. "Why are their 2 of you?" she asked AJ. "There isn't 2 of me." The real AJ, answered. The evil one just laughed and said a hebrew spell. "המפלגה, אהבה, עשן, קשר, לנצח אהבה עם רע, רק יהוה יכולה לשבור, אבל אתה תהיה פחד, על אהבה, יכול רק לראות מה פחד תריס בדמעות." The demon looking AJ said.

In english,"Party, love, smoke, and whines, forever in love with evil, only the lord can break, but you will fear, for love, can only see what fear blinds in tears.", Jessica heard a couple of the words in english. "AJ your going to have to apply yourself, if we're eve r going to fight your temptations and demons." Jessica said. Then gave him a huge hug. "Come on let's work on this tonight." She said as she gave him a kisses on the cheeks.

"Brian are we ready?" AJ asked. Everyone and their loved ones was around them. "We all prayed with AJ, and we all hid his ciggerettes. His naughty magazines, Rochelle is in charge of those, and the beer and whine we hid." Kristen told everyone. "Good." AJ said.

Then that night, he got up and cried, he kept having nightmares now. Then wanted to smoke, everyone heard him going through the whole house looking for his ciggarettes. "Dammit." He cried. Then I caught Jessica, getting out of bed and crying and ready to pray. "What are you doing, saving AJ from that hebrew curse that mentioned "smoke"." Jessica said.

"I don't know alot of hebrew words, but I know that one." Jessica said. "It isn't good for AJ, and I am betting it is one of a tiny ones, since that is how the devil likes to do it. Tease a part of you and break you." She said. We prayed to break it.

"Smoke, women, whines, and party. Take this urge to temptations and all curses the demon has put on AJ and the Backstreet Boys and their families, friends, fans, and yes, even their very stupid, mean, and cruel, and anti-christian business leaders and friends. Rochelle too and his whole family, love them, help them find hope and love, and not give up. Bless them, and protect them, and show them love. Amen." We said.

 The demon saw it and we heard it cry, and then it became Jessica. "I'll get you again, my sweet. It said. I am not whom you think I am, now am I?" The demon said as it became Kelly, Jessica's best friend on the world wide tour she had been on BSB's tour on. Kelly was a brunette, and she was as tall as her, but had green eyes, and wore alot of flashy make up and designer clothes. But never wanted to see Jessica succecced since somehow. Jessica never gave up or left BSB, EVER. After her death and resurrection thanks to the BSB and her family, she wasn't going to EVER GIVE UP ON BSB OR JESUS AND GOD EITHER.

 After the death and resurrection she had 2 years ago, she got major jealous that BSB had come to Ohio and helped to bring her back! Since that demon was brought by her and one of the main people in Lucifer's rebellion. That is all Jessica had to know. To know something bad and scary is up and not good for her or the group.  Jessica was trying to fall asleep when she heard in herbew.

"אהבה הוא ורא! עם כל אלהי דברים אפשרי. אני לא יהיה לברך אתכם, כדי לעזור aj מצאו חבריו, בני משפחתו, אהבה, החיים, ולא א ciggarettes, אלא אהבה של אלה כי לאהוב אותו. לכן אני אצלכם." She thought she heard a man that sound almost like an EVP of Jesus say. But the voice was differnent and then she felt a hug and went to sleep.  Then he thought he heard it in his dreams in english, before having them in his REM sleep.

AJ thought he heard the same thing too. "Love is awesome! With all God things is possible. I will bless you, and help AJ find his friends, family, love, and LIFE, and not in a ciggarettes, but in love of those that love him. That is why I stay with you."Then went to sleep holding his wifey, Rochelle and kissing her neck before falling into a happy sleep dreaming of singing, God, a family they wanted to have, and life with all of his friends and loved ones.

5/21/12 Hi, I need to use this Nick, so don't complain and I'll journalize if I feel it lil' bro. :)

 "It will be 15 grand, Mr. Dourough." The woman said politely over the phone. "Really?" I asked her. "But it costs a lot of money. It's just me and 150 for a small tour and my family of t3!" I screamed infatically over the phone. Worried about my solo tour. I sighed and gave them my credit card number as Leigh B. walked in.  She gave me a hug after I hung up. "What are we going to do about money?" I asked. "We're well off and we're starting to have the problems Jessica used to whine about when she wasn't all love sick about BSB and Nick." I cried with a worry, my fuzzy, nasal speaking voice making her whice a bit.

 She gave me a hug. "Now Howie," she said as she held me and rubbed my head and gave my back a short back rub and scratching. "I love you, sweet pea. We''ll make it. I know how badly you love your family and OURS and BSB and Jess." Then gave me a kiss on the forehead. Then we felt a warm light come over us and some electricity go over our minds and faces really quick. Then the door bell rang.

 "Nick what was that?" Aaron asked as he got his and his girlfriend's suitcase. "I don't know, it was the sun, I think." Nick replied. I knew it was something else, but I couldn't place it, at least not yet. "Hello, I am Kelly." A young brunette woman was at Nick's door. She had lost weight since the tour. She seems so sweet, but knowning what I know about life and people, it is probably an act.  I gave her a hug, so did leigh and the other guys, and Jessica.

 "WOW!" Jessica said, surprised by Kelly's weight loss, you lost like 40 lbs. You got to be 125 or 130 now. WOW!" She said, pretending to care. It was obvious something wasn't right with her and Kelly.

 5/21/12 I think something is up, I don't know why I supported Jessica against Kelly when she is so sweet and smart. In her smart blue top and tight skinny jeans today, when Jessica wears these pink tops and Yoga pants, and looks like a slob, althrough her appearance, etc. has improved. I just don't see it.

 5/22/12 Howie has been acting weird since yesterday, all he is worried about is money, and it's like now all he can think about is the group and money. He is even ignoring his son's emotional needs. The kid is going to be 4 in 2 months, he could take more of an interest. But it's not just that, his voice changed it went like 6 octatives down at dinner. I know it ISN'T JESSICA, and IT CAN'T BE KELLY who is staying with us now too. Kelly said her house burnt down. But I checked the records and couldn't find anything on it. I'll talk to Jessica tonight.

 Εμπίπτουν σε μένα, εμπίπτουν στην δική μου κραυγές, πτa4;ση της αγάπης μαζί μου, θεωρa4; FOE είναι φίλος και slayer είναι αρέσουν ιδιαίτερα μa2;νο, slayer δεν επιθυμοa3;ν να αναλάβουν να αγωνιστοa3;με καλκάνι, κρa3;βονται.

 5/22/12 Oh yeah forget the house thing. Kelly loves us, and I love Kelly, and she is my friend, and she is awesome!!!!!!!!! She has nothing to do with the house acting weird with the screams, the ghosts, the demons, besides Jessica being a probable prophet of the last days and a slayer. Oh yeah. Jessica and I are going to have sex now.

 εμπίπτουν κατά την άποψή μου, Nick, σας μία πραγματική αγάπη σε μπλε πουκάμισα, αγάπη φa3;λο περισσa2;τερο, και να ξεχάσουμε αγάπη. howie πηγαίνουν χρήματα τρελή, aaron τρομάξει απa2; την μa2;νοι και νηφάλια, πτa4;ση, πτa4;ση, πτa4;ση, πτa4;ση. εμπίπτουν σήμερα το μεσημέρι και να τον έρωτα με εμένα, Κέλι.

 Why did Kelly? I love Kelly NOW, I am breaking up with Jessica tonight. :( :'( She NEVER loved me.:'( :'( <z x3 :'( + :(

 5/23/12 I broke up with Jessica today, she refuses to leave, especially since someone wrote something in Greek in the book and Kelly speaks and writes Greek. I don't se what the deal is. Aaron is scared to stay sober he acts like he is Bender on "Futurama". He is like.

 Today at Breakfeast. "Do you got Whine Nick?" He asked. "No, we got rid of it till this spritual warefare stops being so bad." I told him. "NO, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND NICK! I HAVE TO HAVE IT, I HAVE TO HAVE IT, I HAVE TO IT!!!!!!!" He Yelled and made the little kids cry. Jessica ran and did a blessing on him and she broke it whatever she prayered that was on him. But Howie is like 3 times nervous and upset about money, his families, and everything. We had an argument today with the whole group and Jessica. Then again, Jessica and Howie always argued.

 "No Jessica!" Howie shouted. After his son and wife had left the building, and my family went out to the ocean. "We can't afford money right now to do anything. My CAREER COMES FIRST, I COME FIRST, THE GROUP AND BAND COME FIRST!" Howie Shouted. She just gave him a kisses on his face and nose and a hug.

 "Howie, I love you as a long time friend, and plus your eyes are weird, I am worried about you too." She said, then she said she felt dizzy, and I took her upstairs with me, I guess out of habit and I love her kissing me and she loves me taking over and kissing her. Too bad, it seems like the whole world wants Lauren and I through.:( :'( But it has just been a mad house.

5/23/12

I took her back after she kissed me before bed and gave me back the ring. She cried all night and I had to hear it too, she cried that entire night. She didn't even sleep. So I woke her up and gave her breakfeast, it was oatmeal, but still. And a big hug and I had to take her back. She has been with us for like, forever. It seems like. So we're getting married. Kelly keeps going downstairs to the basement and to her room.

My mansion is huge, remember. Anyways, Journal, things have gotten weirder in the house too. Howie levitated today, which is bad, bad, bad news. Aaron is obsessed with hurting himself and looseing the soberity it took him years to gain back, just like out of nowhere and I keep finding myself both in love with Kelly and Jessica and Lauren at the same time.:( :'(

I translated the 2nd half of that statement in Greek in the Journal it was a spell:

Fall for me, Nick, your one true love in a blue shirt, love sex more, and forget love. Howie go money crazy, Aaron scared of being alone and sober, fall, fall, fall, fall. FALL NOW by noon and be in love with me, Kelly.    

Why would someone write it? I mean was she trying to impress me by immating one of Jessica's fanfics and her old witch days or what? I'll show it to Jessica. Then we'll figure out us.

5/23/12    

Φίλος είναι ο εχθρa2;ς, εχθρa2;ς είναι ο φίλος, το μίσος είναι η αγάπη, a2;λα σας πάρα πολa3; απασχολημένος να φοβάται, μa2;νος, έχασε και στην αμαρτία σου και στο πνεa3;μα του in. Πτa4;ση, πτa4;ση, πτa4;ση, το σεξ είναι κάτι περισσa2;τερο απa2; αγάπη, Φθινa2;πωρο για μένα, Kelly, περισσa2;τερο απa2; Lauren, περισσa2;τερο απa2; Jessica, πέφτουν σκληρά ως ένα τεράστιο βράχο στο βυθa2; της θάλασσας, γρήγορα a2;σο το φως, ισχυρή a2;σο ο Ηρακλής, πτa4;ση για μένα.

Jessica was busy, my spell worked she nows thinks we're friends, and now time for Nick to loose his journal. Then it happened. "We're getting married, if you want to Nick?" Jessica said straight in front of everyone, at dinner time before going outside and crying. I don't know who wrote that stuff. Poor Nick and Jessica.

But the demons keep attacking Aaron and I, shaking our bed, trying to possess us, have us doing stuff in our sleep with no memory of it. Sleep walking and I guess Aaron, Jessica, and I, keep sleep eating Waffles of hers. I know she has done it a couple of times when she sleeps in before work for some reason. If she is secretly depressed because Nick has strung her and used her for so long. I'll let her try and fix me tonight, Kelly disappered. But I am sad, I miss worrying about my son, and everyone being normal and not having demons going crazy in the house.

 Jessica gave me a huge huggie. "I love you Howie, your my friend."She said. And some kisses on my face. "I know, I am a huge screw up, but I can break this spell she seems to have everyone on." Jessica explained. "How?" I asked. "Nick took it to a local Greek friend of his in Northern California and got it translated a couple days ago." she explained.

Then she blessed me. "Foes are foes, friends are friends. We love God, and Christ Jesus, break all spells  and curses and mind control and let it end. Lauren's evil can be seen, all truth will be seen, real friends stay NEVER leave, no matter what. Bless and protect us, Bring Aaron and Howie back to whom they were before this were cast and love by choice and not by sin and a spell, let Nick love and be with whom he wants. Bless the BSB and their fans, and protect their employees and loved ones and help us prosper until the rapture oh lord and Almighty God. Amen." She said and we all became normal again and then we casted out the demons and punched some too.

Then Nick announced it for the third time to his family. "WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!" Hugs and kisses all around. As Jessica and Nick made up.

 5/25/12

 "Till you top the superbowl, put your mouth on lock." Nelly rapped on the radio to his hit song, "#1". "I'm awake." he spoke. As Kevin and I cleaned the dishes. Kristen came in, "Kevin, I need you to help with Mason and make him stop making a mess." She exclaimed. "Stop playing those "Nelly" CDs, he already is considered the most confused kid in his class." She finished explaining, he put the dish he was drying back in the side I was cleaning. "Nick, give me a minute." Kevin said.

  "He thinks Fish burns in the kitchen and beans are made on a grill." She continued. Quoting from Nelly's another TRL hit, "Batter Up".

  "Oh, hi." Kelly said, as she hit on me again, in a simple hip open cut green dress to match her pretty green eyes and recently smaller figure. "You know, I think your so cute." She flirted.  I was about to flirt with her, then remembered she pulled a Williow and casted a worse memory spell on us than anyone ever has on the group, even Jessica was affected by it and some of the supernatural didn't affect her, because she had been dead, paid her debt to God for being a witch and then came back. "No, Kelly." I said. She stared at me with that sad puppy stare. "Why?" She asked, almost begging.

 "Because I am ENGAGED AND SHE CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ME!" I explained passionately angry about her advances.

 Then, she said, something, "αμαρτίες πτa4;ση κατά τη γνa4;μη μου αυτές και οι συμβάσεις." In Greek. Which means "Sins fall for my curses and are contracts." Then it occured to me, she might really be a witch after BSB or after Jessica for something in our pasts. Then she grabbed Kevin who had just got done helping Kristen teaching their son some stuff, and turning off his Nelly CDs.

 "Εγa4; είναι ήδη μεγάλη, και είστε ήδη μάταια, έχετε κάνει τa2;σα πολλά στραβά, ήδη ahhh, τον πa2;νο. Πτa4;ση για τον Νικ και τα κορίτσια του Brian, καθιστοa3;ν ξεδιπλa4;νω, η αγάπη είναι ένα αστείο για να σας, έτσι δεν μπορείτε να μιλήσετε με τη γυναίκα και το γιο σας, ή τους αρσενικοa3;ς φίλους πια." Kelly said and hit and kissed Kevin on the lips.  It means, "Ego is already big, and you are already vain, you have done so much wrong already, ahhh, the pain. Fall for Nick and Brian's girls, make it unfurl, love is a joke to you, so you can't speak to your wife and son, or male friends anymore." his eyes lit up with a red flash, then turned oxyn black.  "Kevin you ok?" I asked him. He acted like he couldn't even see or hear me, he didn't even speak to me. "Kelly, where did Nick go?" he asked.

 "I don't know," she said, "I think he went upstairs." Kelly continued. Jessica came in, right through the door. "Kevin can't see or hear me or speak to me and I don't know what happened?" Nick asked me. "She IS A WITCH." I whispered in her ears. He walked right into Brian. "Oh my! There is a ghost!" he cried, freaking out. "A ghost!" he said. Brian hugged him trying to calm him down and get control.

  I decided to let Kelly, think she won this round, by flirting with her a bit and then a bit later, if only to make her think I cared enough, she was so out of here. "So Nick, believe me, don't you?" She flirted. "I am still very curious about last time," I pretended to care. "With Howie and Aaron and that whole debocale Kelly?" I asked. "Well, you see my family were Greek gypsy witches, but they tried to become something, you named it, we tried it. So my grandma taught me spells and sayings like that one." Kelly told me. "There just for fun." She lied with a sinister sociopathic smirk. I thought, 'The one with the greek word for "Unfurl" that you just used on Kevin, I hated to see what she had done to his personal life.

  Then he started hitting on every single woman but Kelly in there, and he acted like he wanted Leighanne or something. I thought 'What is wrong with you Kevin?' I thought,'You'll loose Kris, if you don't stop.'I thought with a long, sad, sigh. Kelly, kept acting like she had just sung the Greece National Anthem to me or something with those lies.

  "Kevin, I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU!" Kristen was shouting. Kevin was crying non-stop for 3 hours. Anymore, he wouldn't have any tears left. "KRISTEN, I LOVE YOU." Kevin said, I guess the spell had a hole in it.  Then I saw Brian and Jessica standing together.

  Jessica came up to me, "Well, I had to do something." she told me, in her sweet light coral pink dress. "What did you do?" I asked. "Broke her spell. I remember a vision I had in Ohio back when I prayed for "S'mores" and us." She told me. "S'mores?" I asked. "The kitten I wanted to raise with you when we get married." She explained. "Your worth a cat named that at least, your just as sweet, Nick." She said as she hugged me. "Now let's get them and Mason back together." Jessica told me.

 This is why Kristen was still in the house 3 hours later, because Jessica kept locking her in her room and hiding her stuff so she would finally go and talk to him, Mason and Leighanne had talked to Brian and I to find out what happened, and AJ ended up babysitting all the kids, while Howie work his show and on his dancing and singing skills for his tour.

  Howie got home, I grabbed him and took him out to the gargage. "We need to talk D." I told him. "Now, tell me what happened with you and Kelly and what Jessica has said about her to you." I told him. He told me, then he asked, "Why?".

"It's simple, Howie," I told him, she is a witch and she has to leave. Jessica has been using her knowleadge from her "Super Evil Witchy" days to help us and protect us as best she can as a Christian too." I explained. "But as long as she is here, Kelly, that is, and after me and Jess. Your NOT SAFE, WE'RE NOT SAFE." I finished. I felt someone standing behind me agree, a strong and right presence like an angel from God in Heaven himself agreeing with me.

 5/26/12  10:29 and 10:30 am "Wow!" Jessica talked to Kelly, now in a purple bikini with jean applebottom shorts. "Yesterday was crazy, I heard that Kevin hates people who love to steal." Jessica told her at the beach fresh produce market near South Mailibu where we live. Near L.A. Preparing food or so Kelly thought for the pool party.

"Really?" Kelly said, "You think he would make Nick feel so out of place in that situation to notice?" Kelly asked. Jessica felt her spell come off of her from when she moved in. As Kelly noticed a possible mate of hers walking the beach; after an awesome wave.

 Then I noticed the time, she said this happened, 10:30am on the dot. Then Kevin stole Howie's cashmire T-shirts and wool top coats. "I NEED THESE TO KEEP WARM." Kevin told me. "Ok, but their Howie's." I replied. "NO, I TOOK THEM THEIR MINE." Kevin responded. "Kevin just repent of your sins again already, so Kelly can stop this. As we watched the games shows on TV and Racheal Ray, as the women were on the other side of the house taking care of the kids. Away from the pool for now.

 "Ok." Kevin said, "If you think it will work." he told me. "But I want you to stay here with me Nick, while I do it." he finished. He felt himself come out of it, and gave Howie his coats and shirts back he borrowed or stole over the years from his room. Then Kevin returned to normal. So I decided to set up another trap for Kelly.

 "Kevin stole everything!" I yelled as soon as she came into the door, "and he went to AJ's house to go get more!" I shouted to her. Kelly walked in, with a wrench from my house in hand, after she broke into AJ's house. She had gone out for shopping after the pool party. Not realizing, how upset she had made the whole house hold.

 "Hello, witch." AJ said waving to her as she came in and showing her his Bible. "Here is my magic, sex, love, and happiness sweetie cake." AJ told her. "Why are you after I and my bandies and my Best Bestie Friend that is a girl IN THE WHOLE WORLD that GOD GAVE ME AND THEM." He said firmly, on the verge of shouting with his emphasis and passion of his tone.

 "I am a witch in disguise," Kelly said. "I played a Cordy, Bad Witch of The West to your Glenda or whatever the Hell she is." Kelly said, discontented and angry."Your right, not totally sure what her destiny and postion really are, but we're getting there." Since all Kelly could see was his flash light on him that he had shown up his face like in a camp fire ghost stories. Then she saw all the people in AJ's big apartment there really was behind his big old rocking chair when Aaron hit on the lights. Everyone was hitting the palm of their hands of his fans and friends in L.A. and California ready to beat her ass.

 "You won't win, Jessica" Kelly said as she somehow managed to teleport or was teleported by someone or something out of the building before anyone could grab her. "You think you won, Nick, it's just the end of the world you all built for yoursleves and the end of the world that your God has made, soon Jesus will rule and he might not be as nice as me." Kelly said in an evil angry voice.

 Be afraid peeps, this is just the beginning of the scary part.

5/26/12 8:35pm in AJ and Rochelle's apartment in Northen L.A.

 "RUN!!!!!!! EVERYONE GO FIND HER!!!!!!!!" Kevin yelled. "Kristen go to the hotel, I set up for you." he said as he wrapped her arms around her and Mason, crying and gave her a big hug and kiss. "I love you, forever, babe." He said sweetly with a passion to Kristen, the love renewed in his heart and in his soul.  Then he hugged Mason. "I love you too, buddy" with a small smile. "Even when your mean and spoiled, and a brat when your older." Then kissed his little head.

 "What do we do Brian? Jessica?" Howie asked. "This is your area of expertise." Howie said with fear and a small grin of not having to have full responsiblity of the situation, as his family went with Kevin's and Brian's as they went to the "2nd hotel" they had set up in case Jessica or Kelly went evil with the demons as witches or the "New Evil" finally got a name. Then right after they left, the demons showed up.

8:37pm

 "Hello." Satan said, his goat head and black star on the stomach of his toned and muscleuar of his half brown goat, half red body. "How can I help you today?" He asked, with an evil laugh. "This is just the beginning, I will win, you will see." He smirked evily. "Meet "The FirstY" he yelled. As he became a white light and smoke like in a magic act show, people watch as kids and in a big bright orange flame flare of smoke with all the colors of Fire, Hell, and Brimstone that followed him and ash and darkness.

8:38:05pm

 "Ok, believe me?" Jessica asked, scared. As she hugged Nick and was starting to tears. Then another light came out of nowhere, but it wasn't bright like the last one, it was of a heart and a cross, and it was Gold and Blue, white, and pink, and rainbow. "He won't win." Jesus said, as they saw him for 3 minutes. " Trust me, on Rosh Hansanah, you all had proven yourself this year and last, and you all follow me as best you can, weither or not you go to church."

Jesus told us, happily, the whole group crying now, and unbenowest to us, all of us crying and our families for almost an hour afterwards, since they saw the same thing miles and miles away at the "2nd hotel". "Take up the cross, follow me, and FIGHT. Be nice to convert if you have to. But in a situation like this some fighting is necessary, but don't do anything I wouldn't do or have my followers do 20 centuries ago." Jesus told us.

We all felt a warm calming, loving, happy, feeling of love and chrisma, and hope, and drawing of his coming, come upon on us. Then it was like we knew we could do it. 

 "Brian, stop crying." I said. "Nick, did you just,---did we just?" Brian asked in shock. Being as devout as he is. "Yeah, we did." I told him with a hug. "So LET'S DO IT!" I shouted the battle cry. Since everyone had already left the room as soon as Kelly left to look for her.

 8:41pm

"Hello." A demon said behind us, it was black, it was gray, it was gross, it was "The New First". It was just a gross combo of demons, combining powers, lives, idenities, charges, together. But it could do alot of what the devil could do, and it could do what "The First" did on the TV show, "Buffy, The Vampire Slayer". It could change into The Dead, sinners, people who sinned and died, before or after conversion, and into immations of God and Jesus, not very good ones, his Jesus was obsese.

His God, had all of his colors and clothes wrong, and he couldn't even get normal humans totally right, short of possessing them. But he could stuff like seen on shows like "Charmed", "Angel", "Buffy", and "Supernatual" on TV. "You all think your so tough." It said with it's ugliness. With it's tease. "Wait till you and my right arm," It began to brag. "mmmmm...., you call her, "Kelly"." It continued as it turned itself from a demon into a teenage Jessica in a black top and white jeans, back from when she was a witch, and then grew into a her of her now, but got her outfit all wrong.

It was pink and Jeans, it was in purple and black jeans, it had the hair all wrong, making it blonde and highlighted right, but got the tint wrong, same thing with the eyes, not the blue of the ocean like hers, but muddy blue like that of a polluted lake. 

Then into me, turned into a teenage version of me, from TV, from "All I have to Give" song from 1998, but with an upside down cross, and then into a me now, in a suit I had worn on stage. Then into Howie, and the rest of BSB this way. Then into a fat Jesus, and a God that looked like some dude with a brown bread and flannel shirt. We all just looked at each other then and laugh.

 Oh yeah, he said stuff too. "You think. You THINK, YOU ACT LIKE YOU KNOW YOU CAN ALL DEFEAT ME." Fake Jessica cried passionately. "YOU CAN'T." It said as it walked behind Brian and I, intimadating me. "I mean come on Nick, we're so moral, we have sex all the time, then we pretend we have morals don't we?" He asked me, upsetting me, making me cry again. "Howie? How many times did you secretly cheat on your wife and betray Jessica over the past 5 years?" It asked as it turned into both versions of him. "Kevy, yes, Pumpkin man!" It joked. "Your all about you and the vainity, and the lazy, but never mind everyone else right?" Fake Kevin harassed him.

"AJ, missing your boozey, your drugs, and your sexy?" It teased him, being him and acting drunk on margeritias. "Jessica, wasn't being a witch fun, don't you want to go back, or eat until your so fat, and so lazy, that your so self-absorded that no one wants you." With a laugh as it turned back into both versions of her, with different colored clothes again. "Brian, the supposed "Best of The Best" out of everyone. Your the one that helped, saved, fought, and converted them all. But you at one point, tried to get Lauren and Nick back together in 2011, but what changed your mind to make NICK NOT DO IT. To hide what sin? You can'y get into Heaven, not with me blocking you all." It bragged, and said seriously at all of us with a laugh.

8:43pm

 "For God so loved the world, he gave his only begotten son, so that whomever believes in him would have everlasting life. John 3:16" Brian said.

"Ask and it will given, seek and you shall find, for God takes care of the flowers and the birds, and they do not last. Aren't you worth more, so don't worry. In the book of Mark." Kevin said.

 "It is written, For man shall not live by bread alone but by every word that comes from God's mouth." AJ said.

 "The Lord is my strength, my shield; my heart trusted in him, he is my help." Howie said quoting the book of Pslams.

"No, no, no!" The demon screamed as it got out it's little swords and it's hands became multiple and had claws and it looked like a fat Jesus. Then turned into an ugly breaded man with demon features. Jessica pulled out her tiny Bible out of her purse and read it with Nick. 

 "For I was traded up for 30 pieces of sliver, the price of the average slave, and my flesh was pierced and blood flows for the sins of humanity so that God may save them because he loves them so." Nick quoted or tried to, he paraprashed the book of pslam.

 "With God all things are possible." Jessica quoted. Everyone heard a growl, then the demon said as the breaded man. "Kelly and I aren't done with you."

8:47pm

Brian looked with a sigh, he touched me and Jessica, and then he had a vision. Him fighting with a gold sword. "Nick, guys, I love you, and Jess, your ok." He said softly. "But let me fight this. You guys fix it, so we can drain them some, ok." Brian told us, with a hugs for everyone and kisses on AJ's, Nick's, and Jessica's cheeks. "Love you all, and NONE OF US GO BACK UNTIL KELLY IS STOPPED AND SO IS "THE FIRSTY" AND SATAN'S PLANS ARE DESTORYED THIS TIME." He cried passionately towards the group before walking off towards the bottom of the building, as Howie called his friend on a cell phone, in charge of the people AJ had brought to the building.

8:50pm

"Yeah, everyone just hang in there, and have a Christian sleep over or party or battle party or whatever." Howie told him. "Party?" He asked. "pstt...!" Howie giggled. "No, not party, it's a fight, just pray for us and mean it, and try and keep everyone with us and our fans online across the world ok?" Howie told him. "Alright, Jordan, if we need NKOTB, we'll let you know." Howie finished on his walkie talkie cell phone. "Ok ya'll, kiss Jess for me." Jordan replied as the guys of NKOTB laughed with some of the people up in a 2nd penthouse AJ rented out from time to time to people. Brain looked back as he waved "goodbye" to AJ's door.

"Love you guys and love my fam, I hope this works." he teared up a bit, scared as he walked from AJ and Roch's apartment to the end of the hallway outside of AJ's sutto penthouse apartment, they had a 2nd home at. Then he walked to the gold evelator and press the down arrow. Then sighed, this was going to be a long week and a very long night.

He just hoped Jesus came through more than ever right now, he felt in his heart, him and God loved him, he just hoped him and his friends and family, and fans, all made it, at least before Armeggedon and the Apoclypse after "The FirstY" and Kelly were through, then he thought of Baylee, and of his friends and their families, and employees, co-workers, and friends like Jessica, from a long time, what would it all be like?

But now he must take up his gold sword and his armor and fight Kelly and "The FirstY" alone with Jesus. He prayed as he waited in a quiet whisper into his hands and in the elevator, and then when he left the elevator for a few minutes. "Oh, Jesus, I love you please make this work." he cried loudly in a soft voice in the lobby afterwards.

5/26/12 8:51pm

  "Take me to where the closest pagan or witch or wiccan or satanist temple in the area, please NEAR the hotel." He told the cabbie. The guy being from Jamica. "Yo' mon, yous a christian. why you wunt to go there?" He asked. Brian smirked in his leather jacket, and red light sweat shirt and blue jeans. Looking at his small bible. "Not that it's your business, but when you Shaggy on the island tell him "Hi" and I am going to go fight a demon mon!" He told him with a smile and a laugh. He laughed with him.

9pm AJ's apartment

  "Is it working?" I asked pacing. "No, I don't have it all on yet." Howie told me working on his laptop, soon we should be able to track Brian and find out what Kelly is up to. "Why were they playing "Slave 4 U"?" Jessica asked me.

"Why?" I asked. "Well, think about it. They know the futrure or more of it than we do. So why mention it at all during the visions and visitations unless Kelly was thinking of doing that?" Jessica speculated to me. "Brian, a "love" slave or "sin" slave to a woman like Kelly come on'." I explained. "That won't happen."

9:10 pm after dinner, in NKOTB's HQ in AJ's apartment building.

 "Ok so that is the plan." Jordan explained to everyone. "What?" Joey asked. "How can we be at city hall and in the woods and then at those churches down there at once?" He asked confused.

 "When Howie tells us where Brian is and if they need back up we go to him there." Jordan explain in his bostonian accent. "We do what I tell you and YOU MEAN IT. ALL OF IT." He finished. The guys all hugged and high fived.

 9:35 pm Taxi cab

 "Okeay there be your stop mon." He told him, Brian paid him took his stuff. Then he grabbed Brian's hand and gave him a cross necklace. "This well help you. Remember God and all the people that love you. So thet crazy lady can be taken down and her witch craft stopped." He gave him a hug. Brian signed an autograph and said, "Thanks for being a fan, bud." He finished.

  As Brian grabbed all of his stuff and went into the woods, he followed the trail. It lead to an old church. One of the ones from the 1890's said to be filled with ghosts,witches, and demon spirits. The perfect place for Kelly to hide and not have BSB or anyone to get a biline on her. Brian called Howie, once he noticed lights from nowhere coming from that empty church building.

 Kelly saw Brian coming. So she remembered some of the bad stuff he did to Jessica over the years or had me do to her, I guess or our fans or the group or friends we didn't know we had.  She stirred her brew on the small prier with the couldrin and little fire she set up herself in the back of the church as Brian walked in, he was about to talk when she cried.

"Το χάος με τους καρδιά και την ψυχή. Ανοίξτε τον έτσι a4;στε να μπορa4; να μπουν μέσα z4;χει πληγωθεί Τζέσικα με τa2;σο πa2;νο, με αποτέλεσμα ο Νικ τρέχει τa2;σο γρήγορα, τa2;σο γρήγορα, μέχρι στιγμής, πολa3;, πολa3;, πολa3; μακριά. Η καρδιά της έσπασε, άκουσε να ραγίσουν και να σπάσουν." She cried. He paused, bewitched by the spell. It worked. Using sins he used against her and Jessica worked, as a form of "Justice".

That meant, "Mess with them heart and soul. Open up him so that I can get in. He hurt Jessica with so much pain, making Nick run so fast, so quick, so far, far, far, far away. Her heart broke, she heard it crack and break."

"Τα μάτια της teared, για τις κακές συμβουλές που δa4;σατε. Γι 'αυτa2; το αγαπάς σαν βασίλισσα και αφέντη σου, a2;πως ο Nick, προς το παρa2;ν με αγαπάτε και θα κάνει τα πάντα για μένα. Για Brian σας "αγάπη" μου σκλάβος. Εμμονή μαζί μου απa2; το κεφάλι μέχρι τα πa2;δια σας θα μου χρησιμεa3;σει ως εάν δεν ξέρατε το υπa2;λοιπο της αγάπης σας, αλλά σκεφτεί σαν ένα a2;νειρο και να κάνει a2;, τι γνωρίζετε και να λένε, μέχρι να ανοίξετε την καρδιά σας σε ανθρa4;πους που σας κρίνονται και να αρνοa3;νται να γνωρίζουν ως πρa2;σωπα, αλλά ψέμα. Επομένως, ξυπνήστε και πιστεa3;ουν ψέμα μου." She cried and said and threw the rose with a it the letters "judge" at him.

The spell had meant,"Her eyes teared, for bad advice you gave. For this you love me like your queen and master, like Nick, for now you love me and will do anything for me. For Brian you are my "love" slave. Obsessed with me from head to toe for you shall serve me as if you didn't know the rest of your love, but thought of it like a dream and do what you know and are told, till you open your heart to people that you judged and refuse to know as persons, but lie. So wake up and believe my lie."

After she said that, he fell in love with her instantly and couldn't help but do anything she wanted. He wanted to snap out of it, but he couldn't. He felt like he was in a dream with no control till someone figured it out. Then Kelly walked up to him and kissed on the lips, therefore making him fall under the spell completely. "Your mine now, Brian." She said greedily.

 Brian called Howie, after talking to Kelly for nearly 20 minutes. "Howie, I couldn't find her. Let's try closer to downtown Hollywood near the black house." He said. Howie looked at Nick and literally raised his eyebrow like Dewayne Johnson. Then mouthed, "what the fuck?" towards Nick.

 "He wants us to meet him at Anton Levay's church." Howie told everyone and to NKOTB on AJ's cellphone. "NO, WE CAN'T GO THERE!" Howie said. "Something is up, Nick." He hugged me since I guess I grimiced and sighed and maybe teared a little. "Brian is the last person to even think about that place." Jessica reminded me. "Well then break it honey." Nick asked. "I can't, we don't what is wrong with him." Jessica told me. "He is under a spell, WE MUST TRY." Nick told the group, he grabbed her stuff and grabbed her hand and made her help him. "You love me, then we gotta do this." He told me.

"Go home now, pet." Kelly yelled at Brian. "We will fight early in the morning." Kelly explained. "Yes, my love, your so wonderful. Leighanne would be jealous of you. I wonder where she is? But your so wonderful." He talked the same speed, but he wasn't quite himself. "How did you make this work on me anyways?" He asked. "You have no need to know, just don't tell Jessica how you feel about your history as her friend, ok?" She told him. "Now go." As Brian called for his cab. "That should distract them."

 The groups' were freaking out and praying. Begging God, Jesus, The Holy Spirit, and everything they could to break it. But nothing seemed to be working. Or they would have gotten a feedback of some kind. But nothing. I began to cry. Then Brian called ME! "Nick, I am coming home, and I got a new song in greek I want to teach you guys that "love queen" taught me." He said. "Who? Leighanne?" He asked. "No silly, Kelly, isn't she wonderful?" He asked me. I pretended to not feel like I had no idea what was going on. lol. Yeah right, I didn't know what was going on.

 "Well, then bring her home." I told him. "No, she wants to stay out and make soups tonight." he told me, clearly crushing on her like he was on Leighanne back 10 years ago. But why? "Ok, then come home. But NEVER teach us the song, Kelly doesn't want us to know the song yet." I told him. "Ok, anything for that wonder, my "love queen"y." He told me blissfully. "Where are you?" I asked. "Outside the park where they shot Cordy going up into the sky on Angel, the old church is like 3 miles from it from off the road." He told me. "I'll pick you up and so will Jess." I told him. 

"Ok. I need my sleep anyways, I got to fight you guys in the morning." He told me. Clearly he had no idea what he was thinking. He was happy to be talking to me to even realize it. How do you break a love spell. Then again, how do start one using a bad thing like sins of a person to begin with, and what was his? How are we going to fight her in the morning? I just started to cry as I hung up the phone and hugged AJ, Kevin, Howie, and Jessica.

 5/28/12 "We were all so tired yesterday, we all slept the entire day." Nick told Jessica. "Did it happen to you to?" He asked. Hey ya'll this Sweetie J writing, since Nick has been busy, and I went through their notebooks. Never knew people with so many notebooks in my life.

 Brian talked like he was in love with Kelly, but something was wrong. "Brian are you feeling guilty of something?" Howie asked for the millionth time already. "Why did we all just fall asleep for an entire day?"Kevin asked. "That's my job, not yours" he said with his cute northern Kentucky draw. "We don't know we're still figuring it out." I said. lol :) "Ok, so do we bless the food?" I asked.  Everyone looked at me.

"Your mamma made you bless you food alot AJ when you were a kid, huh?" Brian teased. Brian was somehow at the stove already cooking eggs, panacakes, and waffles for everyone by hand. We all just froze. "Ok that's it, I am leading this thing now." I told Howie. "But-but-but-butt-but..." Howie stuttered in a humor way. "I know thank me later. Come on let's get it done after breakfeast, everyone cleans up, and Jessica pulls out her Bibles and stuff." I told him.

  "We're not going to hurt my angel Kelly, again, she is so perfect to be my muse." Brian cried in an almost friendly order. "He is nuts about her like Leighanne, and you know he is INTO no one like Leighanne." Nick mentioned. "I got the plans for that without them leaving the hotel, AJ be ready to call them, you too Howie and Kevin." Jessica told us.

"Nick has the number at the opening of his journal above the chapter where he got demon posessed." Jess told us in the other room, while Brian cooked happily. After breakfeast, we all got ready, cleaned the house, cleaned up, and then took Brian into leaving room. Brian almost knocked Nick out twice, so we held him.

"Howie you got the water, you made Nick give me?" Jessica asked. "Yes" Then we made him drink the three bottles we had blessed after we cleaned the house. Then Nick prayed allowed and read, "For God so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son that for so whomever believes in him would have everlasting life." Nick yelled.

"Through love and his love that all spells and curses would and could be broken. That all the demons who use them to control the people under them would adhere and obey me and go." Nick yelled. Then we dumped water all over him and that didn't work. "Ok doing it the chinese- astrology didn't work." Kevin sighed. "Poor Leighanne, she is so going to kill us. Especially you 4." As he pointed at the others and I.

 "Calm down Kevin, you know how I and Roch hooked up." AJ told me, pray for Brian, we'll try again. Brian was crying and crying, and then Jessica gave him his laptop. "Brian, we're doing this to save you, come on you got to remember you love Baylee, YOU LOVE LEIGHANNE." Jessica told him, hugging him in her cute little white cami and blue jeans.  "You don't understand." Brian said.

"Yeah, I do, your under a love spell, probably actually a curse." Jessica told him with a sigh in her voice.  "Please let us try one more time and I'll promise I'll let you talk to Leighanne on cam." Jessica told him. "But if you still love Kelly like you love her, and we can't break it or when it's broke and your in love with Kelly, no one can force you to do anything. But we still need you to help us stop her." Jessica explained.

 Nick was crying in his bedroom, worried about all of his friends and fianc'e. Figuring he had done it wrong but how. I hugged him. "Nick calm down." I gave him a second hug and a fun kiss on the cheek.

"We'll do this., buddy." I said as I gave him a hug. "J." he said with a giggle and a smile. "This time read from "Song of songs, Proverbs, pslams, and then that verse from John and Jesus' prayers for his disciples and believers. Mean it too, cry if you have to. We'll all pray, Kevin and I will pray before for 10 minutes then we'll try again." I told him, as Nick gave me a little nuge hugs or "huggies", just a mini hug or lots of short hugs.

"Since Brian broke Deuteronomy 27: 17 and Deuteronomy 27: 18& 19 and Deuteronomy 27: 20-23. Against God, we have to break him from this curses that allowed it. We ask you to help bless all of this water for Brian so that he can feel your love and that of his wife, Leighanne, and his sweet son, Baylee." Nick said to the whole room.

 "Let him kiss me with the kisses of his mouth: for thy love is better than wine.

 3Because of the savour of thy good ointments thy name is as ointment poured forth, therefore do the virgins love thee.

 4Draw me, we will run after thee: the king hath brought me into his chambers: we will be glad and rejoice in thee, we will remember thy love more than wine: the upright love thee." As Nick read from the beginning of Solomon. "Tell me, O thou whom my soul loveth, where thou feedest, where thou makest thy flock to rest at noon: for why should I be as one that turneth aside by the flocks of thy companions?

 8If thou know not, O thou fairest among women, go thy way forth by the footsteps of the flock, and feed thy kids beside the shepherds' tents.

 9I have compared thee, O my love, to a company of horses in Pharaoh's chariots.

 10Thy cheeks are comely with rows of jewels, thy neck with chains of gold.

 11We will make thee borders of gold with studs of silver.

 12While the king sitteth at his table, my spikenard sendeth forth the smell thereof.

 13A bundle of myrrh is my well-beloved unto me; he shall lie all night betwixt my breasts.

 14My beloved is unto me as a cluster of camphire in the vineyards of Engedi.

 15Behold, thou art fair, my love; behold, thou art fair; thou hast doves' eyes.

 16Behold, thou art fair, my beloved, yea, pleasant: also our bed is green.

 17The beams of our house are cedar, and our rafters of fir." Nick read allowed. "Then bless him so that he can feel this lover for Leighanne again as Solomon felt for Sheba so long ago or however he is truely meant to feel and to remember his family." Nick continued. "Help him feel your love and please truely set him free, no fake, no illusion, no delusions, just set him free and to feel how you died for us by sending your son, Jesus." Nick said, crying a little.

"For God so loved the world, he gave his only BEGOTTEN SON,  so that anyone that believed in him would have eternal life and could never die in thier soul."Nick said then joined everyone else around Brian on the floor. "Amen." He said, then we all just prayed in silence for 5 minutes as Brian looked somewhat confused and confounded by something.

"Hi idoits." Kelly greeted. All dress in a sexy red dress and high heels, even wearing demon horns for sport. With her hair now cut in a bobb. "I want Brian now." Kelly said as she fought with him. "HE'S MINE." She grunted. "Like Hell she is." leighanne punched Kelly out the door literally. Brian yelled at her. "HOW COULD TAKE MY ABLITY TO CHOOSE MY FEELINGS AWAY FROM ME BITCH!" He yelled at Kelly, Kelly started to cry. Kelly ran away and then waved her arms and disappered in gray smoke. Brian yelled at her. "    "I was going to go on cam." Leighanne told Brian. "What-what-what are you doing here?" Brian asked. "Fighting that bitchy slut off." Leighanne responded a bit angerly. "Brian, I love you, I know your under that spell." Leighanne explained.

The group was relieved.  We prayered for forgiveness so Brian and Jessica could chill. "What about my vision in the gold armor?" Brian asked Jessica, he knew she saw it too when he touched her. "I got a feeling that is coming, especially if she did a spell to disable it." Then she kissed him on the lips and he went like crazy. We haven't seen them for over an hour now. Nick and Jessica just did it and fell asleep.

I am leavin this journal on Nick and Jessica's bed. I did see some smoke coming out of the room, but they were both asleep. Maybe it was his cigerette, but I got a feeling it wasn't, since he hasn't smoked in months now.

5/28/12  "The smoke, NO!" Kelly screamed waking up out of a dream. In the old delapidated church. A spirit had been annoying her to leave the building since Brian left. "The damn Backstreet Boy prayed for me. Shit!" She told herself with a bit of a cry.

 "Hey souless one!" A young woman's voice shouted at her. Sounding like Jessica. "Who? Who are you? Your not her, she doesn't own that shirt." she asked the demon.

 "I am "The FirstY", as you humans like to call me. I don't even care for your kind at all, not at all." She said. The demon was wearing her body, and a pink tank top that had a mid-driff something she would hardly wear unless she was with Nick. "Actually, she would. I just saw a heavenly angel touching them after those 2 saw the end of some stupid DVD Disney movie of hers." Then he turned himself from Jessica to Nick, in a simple light blue top and sexy blue jeans and tight brown leather jacket, like she had imagined.

 "You could be with him or one of the others, if you liked. But I got a spell I want you to do for me. I will send out the demons, Satan is already planning to attack them with demons as well. Tomorrow will be a rought day on them." He continued saying with a growl. "I mean your all going to Hell anyways." The demon teased. "You don't know that!" Kelly yelled back. "True. But at the moment, you need me." The demon talked to her. "Here is what I want you to do." He fininshed telling her. But to someone far away, you could barely hear what he had said, then a huge evil Joker scary laugh, but in an even lower ocative.

 "I like it." Kelly replied. All dressed in her cute little pink night gown. She went back to bed and got the stuff ready to do the spell first thing in the morning.

Back at Nick's Mansion and compound house.

 "Howie!" AJ ran to Howie and woke up in the middle of the night, next to his wife. "We alll need to talk. NOW!" He cried. Howie sighed. "I am never going to get sleep if you do this another 20 years AJ, you know that, right?" Howie told him sarcastically. "You said, I could, when you married me as your BSB brother back in 1993, I'll wake you up and your wife if I want to." He told him. Howie just giggled.

Leigh woke up. "El marido viene a la cama. Puede esperar hasta en la mañana. ¿Es esos aborrecedores raros de demonio otra vez?" Leigh asked him startled. "La miel, está bien, me monto alguna ropa y nosotros tenemos la mitad de una reunión antes que Nick y Jessica se despierten, desde su próximo en Kelly y la lista de El FirstY." Howie replied anxious. As AJ took his underwear of his draw and laid it on his chest for him to put on. "Who in the Hell is "The FirstY"?" Leigh asked AJ in english. "Come on let's go! NOS VAMOS AHORA! NOW, OR I will bug you so BAD..!" AJ told them. Leigh and Howie sighed and woke up everyone else.

 12:40 am 5/29/12 "What is the meeting about?" Brian asked AJ with a yawn, AJ told them about them both talking to each other in their sleep and how they both had interactive dreams and about the smoke and how he thought it was Kelly or could be or a demon.

  "Yeah so." Howie told him with a huge cat like yawn with his messed up hair, that he knew was balding a little bit already. "AJ, we are so off our sleeping schedules we don't need this." Howie told him. AJ stopped him and put his fist in his face. "I LOVE JESSICA, YOU LOVE JESSICA, I LOVE NICK, YOU LOVE NICK, THIS AFFECTS EVERYONE IN THIS HOUSES HERE. THAT IS WHY WE ARE COMING UP WITH BACK PLANS TONIGHT AND WAKING THOSE 2 LAST SINCE THEY SOMEHOW FELL ASLEEP AND DIDN'T HEAR ME AT ALL." AJ told him and the group pretty pissed off. "Now here is what I wanna do...." AJ told them. Then they meet and talked about alot of ideas and came up with some pretty simple plans. Then I woke up.

12:15am

 "I love you Nick." Jessica said and kissed me on the lips in her sleep. I love people like her and Howie that tend to sleep walk. "I love you too, babe, now go back awake" I told her as she fell back asleep again. I noticed the "Aladdin" DVD was off. I looked around, nothing, not even a weird shadow. Then I noticed mumbling downstairs.

 "That is what we'll do." Howie said. "Guys!" I exclaimed as I noticed all of the adults, but Jessica down there. "What the Fuck?" I asked. "What the Heavens Nick." Brian tried to correct me, I just gave him an annoyed glare. "We think a spell or something happened and that is why you and Jessica had those 2 or 3 weird "Aladdin" movie dreams and Jesus religion dreams so you could or we could break it somehow. Not sure what, but whatever Kelly did to us, she probably did after Brian was put under that love spell." AJ informed me after I got downstairs from the 2nd floor.

 "But what?" I asked. "What did you see AJ?"I asked. Since he still seemed the most awake, besides me and the most tense. "You guys acted like you grabbed someone in front of you at the same time while you were asleep and then you opened your eyes for like 10 seconds and then went into a trance or sleep." He explained. "Then you said something like "I love you" and went right back to sleep, and there was smoke in the room." He explained as he started looking for his cigarettes and lighter. As soon as he found both I took them from him and gave them to Kevin to hide. "So, you have meetings without us now?" I asked. "It's for everyone's safety." Howie protested me for AJ. "Think about it." Brian said with a yawn.

 12:17am Jessica woke up and looked around, when she realized Nick wasn't in bed next to her. She thought she heard someone talk to her out of her dreams. "Nick." she said in a sad stunned way. Then heard me talking to AJ and Brian about it. She walked down calmly I guess. " Guys!" she yelled. "It will be ok. I got to come back remember. Keep the plans we have, Nick and I will make some just in case too, now everyone make some of your own too, and NOW EVERYONE TRY TO GET SOME SLEEP. Then tell me at 10 in the morning when your all awake." She told everyone, then kissed me and dragged me back up the stairs back to bed.

 In Heaven 12:20pm or whatever time it is there. Since it is sunny and lit all day up there. God was talking to his angels on his big throne. His long white beard and the truth in him. "Now you take care of John, Andrew, Mary, Tiffany, and all of your charges in Mexico too, tonight." he told an angel. Then him and Jesus went to the meeting. It was pretty gold room, but it was only to have meetings and dinner that was about it.

 " "We are to hold this meeting about the Backstreet Boys' futures and that of Jessica Heart and her family." An angel announced. As they all sat. "Father, why do we even used this room?" Jesus asked. "To hold meetings and dinner on your birthday, Good Friday, and your resserection day, Jesus." God explained. "It will be more fun, when you get all of the people your angels have been guarding in Heaven someday, you know that." God explained. "I miss them all too." He told him and gave him a hug. "Even the ones I can't save." With some tears. He gave him a tissue. "

" "Now what is going on?" God asked. "Kelly is working with demons, Satan, and The FirstY." The angel said. "She and them plan to attack Los Angelas tonight." He told him with a sigh in his gold and ivory uniform soilder mixed looking kind of outfit, with wings outfitted on the back. "Jessica, BSB, and NKOTB plan to stop them." He told him. .......

"How do they plan to stop them?" God asked. "You already know what to do Nick." God told me. " As I finished telling them my dream when my hand did that to AJ. "Do you think it really happened?" I asked. "I don't know, not a preacher." AJ told me.

 In NKOTB's hotel rooms 1AM after we all went to bed.

 "Joey, when you get this meet me back in my hotel room." Jordan told him. Donnie was walking to his hotel room when he heard Jordan acting all frantic. Donnie walked in to the room after Jordan had let him in. "What happened?" he asked. "I just had the freakest dream. All to film a music videos for our cruise tour and for some TV summer tour stuff." Jordan said with a sigh. 

"I dream Kelly was woken up by "The FirstY" and we all got to fight it. Nick and Jessica are next on her list and it's. They are not going to waste time they will go after them, and then all of L.A." Jordan told Donnie. "What?" Donnie asked. "You were yelling to get Joey on the phone over that?" Donnie said with a smirk. "Didn't Howie tell you, they all had a vision at once, WE'RE GOING TO WIN. If we fight with them tomorrow and tomorrow night, we totally win." I told him. "So sick day again?" Jordan asked. Donnie nodded, "Just pray afterwards dude."

 Then the other guys showed up at Jordan's hotel room in a couple minutes. "Damn, are you all here?" Jordan asked. "Yeah. Howie called Danny and said we have to come up with plans for tomorrow and to take tomorrow off work, everyone, that is what he wants done so we can stop Kelly once and for all." Joey told him. "Yes!" Danny said with a cheer. "Here are the plans I had so we can stop her and any zombies and Demon buddies she might be bringing with the voo-doo or whatever she does." Danny told him. As he pulled out a notebook of what Howie told him over the phone. "Now, we know she is staying at church near an old 1920's Satanic church of some super crazy evil witch club. Probably not sleeping well. BSB says they feel weird so they need some really kick ass help." Danny explained, "So here are my ideas based off of some miltiary strategies and some ways we can beat up the demons and how Jessica has been able to do it." Danny continued as we all ate some late night Chinesse and Pizza that Jon and Joey had brought.

2AM Jessica shoved my arm, next to me in bed. "Nick, I am scared." Jessica told me. " It will be ok." I said as I kissed her. "She is coming, this is so going to be "The End" this time, and then "The End of the World" as we know it." Jess continued. "It's ok." I tried to comfort her with a simple hug. "Panacakes I am seriously worried!" Jessica yelled back at me with a tight hug and started to cry out of fear. "Waffles, calm down. I am right here, my cute eggo." I told her as I held her. "Just remember I love you and your going to Heaven with me, and I am sure you will bug God and Jesus and the Holy Spirit literally till your either mine forever or bug me forever there." I told her. Then with a kiss on the lips, then at some point, she kissed me on the cheeks and we dosed off for a little nap again.

 "Rochelle I am worried about you." AJ said. Then he growled a little as he heard those 2, did everything have to be about them. Because AJ rocks, we love AJ. AJ is so awesome! AJ stop writing in my journal. It's NOT YOUR JORUNAL, STOP IT!

 Can I finish my part of the story, comic book guy? Yes, then go to bed, we got to fight in the morning or whenever.

Anyways, Rochelle and I, we're talking all dramatic and stuff. "Aw-w-w-w" Rochelle cried all over gesturing and dramaticly. "Alex my sweet love of sweets. I can't live without you, tomorrow will be hard. But I love you, please surivive and hope God supports OUR LOVE." All mello dramatic with her hands and arms.

 Then I being Mr. Fly; told her all swuave. "Te quiero también mi amor. Hablemos español tan nadie sabrá lo que hablamos. Pero Howie." I told her. "Si, mi amor." She replied. "Yo no puedo vivir sin usted." I told her.

 "Por favor, no va." she told me. "Yo no deseo que vaya cualquiera. Ah bebé, me toma ahora." She finally told me in a sexy low voice, I love. Then we did it, then I woke up and had to sneak in a a small story into Nick's journal and draw hearts in it. And pray. I don't know what I would do with my sweet Rochelle. "Yo no dese

o que vaya cualquiera. Ah bebé, me toma ahora." Rochelle said so sweetly and dramatically, I find myself obsessing. But after that she kissed me, and said, "Yo encanata usted, también." Rochelle told me. "Te quiero. Yo amor usted." I told her.

Jessica just kissed me on the nose and on the cheeks and gave me some hugs. I guess I need to sleep. Night ya'll. Tomorrow night is going to suck, so we better sleep.

5/30/12 9:35am

 "Wakey!" AJ yelled in my face. "Dude, did you sleep at all last night?" I asked. "Barely, I am too worried." Aj replied. "I don't want to loose my besties and my other family to some demon faced slut and a sick wannabe demon." He told me passionately. "Howie was glad you both finally fell asleep again, so he bought breakfeast." AJ told me as I woke up, Jessica.

  We got dressed and cleaned up and meet the others to eat. Howie had put pancakes and waffles out in our table places. We both laughed getting the joke. "Howie, you didn't want us to wake you last night?" I asked him. "Yeah, but I got this sinking feeling, Kelly and The FirstY will be after us today." he told me. "Yeah me too." Kristen told us. We all  just looked at each other. "Ok, when Howie and Kristen agree on something or see something bad happen, usually NOT GOOD and odds are really good odds of happening. It's like those FEMA camps that shouldn't be around with the trains in them." Jessica said.

 "You and your conspiracy theories." Kevin replied. "I wish." Jessica said with a sigh. "Why did I get the job to protect you guys spirtually from those nuts that turn people like Kelly and I into nuts in the first place? Then they rip everyone off, then raise rates so high, just so they can take over the world for that stupid Goat head." Jessica said. "I hate goat head. I hate him so bad, I won't even call him what Jesus called him in the Bible after he fell from Heaven." Jessica said almost crying. I gave her a hug and a kiss and just whispered her to eat her food, us and Jesus would deal with them later and so would God too.

 Kelly's Basement 6:00am earlier that morning.

  "Well, FirstY?" Kelly asked "..did I do it right?" she continued. "You make me act like a servant of the Highest order, and yet, I feel only empty and sad. Not all cool and powerful and that fake feeling of control." Kelly told the FirstY. Now wondering around that basement looking like her ex-boyfriend from her hometown she had left years ago. "No, TRY AGAIN!" The FirstY told her. "TRY AGAIN!" FirstY continued. "Get innocent blood." The FirstY begged turning into her family members and everyone she knew and then finally. "Goat Head" aka "The Evil one" himself. "Oh my.." Kelly cried.

 Then he turned into Brian with his hair and eye colors off by several shades. "Look, you want fame and fortune like me." He acted. Kelly cried, realizing she could never sacrifice a person to help this insane demon, then the demons started fighting over her. "NO...NO...NO....NO!!!!!!!!!!" She cried.

  Then she called Brian's cell phone from her cell phone. "Help me, their going to take L.A. tonight from the societies they have possessed people and ME, BRIAN I SERIOUSLY NEED YOU AND ALL OF BSB AND JESSICA RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!" She cried.

  As Jesus walked into the basement waiting for them to show up, "Great Gabby, help me with her, I think once they run away. She may repent and then I can have someone else to let them have a their house back in heaven for." He told him. "You'll like her, she can play the Piano, syth, and can do science and biology equations for the sciencest to help with cures for dieases of the mind someday, once she gets over this and once I come back." He told him.

 Nick's mansion 9:50am

  Brian saw a message on my cell phone. He picked it up, and heard Kelly. "Oh my Gosh!" He shouted as he ran into his room and grabbed his stuff and then everyone else's and put it in bags. "We got TO GO NOW! WE'RE NOT SAFE HERE!" He told everyone as everyone left the mansion. "Kevin call NKOTB!" He told him. "Why? What is happening? The scary stuff Jessica has been worried about since she was 12, come on let's go!" He told everyone.

Kelly's Basement 10:20am

  "Jesus," The FirstY said. "You can't beat me." He bragged. "Your nothing but the same old snake in sheep's clothing." Jesus told him. "I will get her. Then those 10 and their fans, and I am so close to getting the world they can smell it." He continued. "I am at her door and at the world's door. People have heard my trumphets last summer and spring, they know I AM COMING BACK SOON! THAT I DIDN'T LIE." Jesus continued. As Goat head turned into Sarah Michelle Gellar and Selena Gomez, then David Henrie nervously.

  "Jessica NEVER liked you, but then again, you made yourself into an alien and then into a prince, a backstreet boy, Nick and AJ to be exact, then into a pet sized monster, and then into Kevin and Howie with the wrong shades and hair cuts. Then you took us away from each other and scared her. Because you know what 1 person can do to this world when they have me."Jesus paused.

  "She is just a normal person, a normal poor/middle class writer and whatever jobs she has at the time. That doesn't need a secret society to change the world. She was doing it the whole time when she was 12 and you tried to stop her. You think she will give up on Nick or BSB, or anyone else. She knows I NEVER LIE, MY ANGELS, MY GOOD ANGELS NEVER LIE, EVEN IF I ASK THEM TO LOOK LIKE ME TO KEEP ME CALM. SO TO THINK THEY WON'T TRY TO SAVE KELLY AND BEAT YOU IS STUPID." Jesus told him. Goat head got pissed off.

  "I am AS GOOD AS THESE HUMANS." He yelled. "No your NOT. YOU WERE MY FIRST CREATION AND THE FATHER'S AND YOU GOT TWISTED AND BETRAYED THE FATHER." Jesus yelled. "I WOULD NEVER LIE AND I CAN'T LIE TO MY SERVANTS, they mean too much, EVERYONE, EVERY SINGLE ONE, EVERY SINGLE LIFE." Jesus told him. "They mean the same to God as well, my FATHER." He finished. As NKOTBSB, Kevin, and Jessica all entered the building and broke into the basement.

  "Kelly!" Jessica asked. "Are you still in there?" Jessica asked. "Yes, help me!" She cried. Then screaming in terror and begging for help. Then Goat head posessed Kelly. And shot a fireball at the wall of the basement of the church. "What the Fuck!" AJ shouted. Then Howie's Catholic Preist friend came down.

 "I send all evil spirits, animalists, self pity, self control, selfish, evil, unlclean, haughiness, gluttoney, sloth, anger, depression, worthliness, and all ghosts, demons out of her in the name, blood of Jesus Christ." The preist and the guys said.

 "I send all evil spirits to Hell or to be judged by God, and to release Kelly from the chains of sins and for Jesus to help fsave her." As he threw water on her.

 Jessica seemed to be punching air. Till Nick realized he could see the Goat headed man too with 3 horns. Then the group started punching him and praying to Jesus at the same time, "You and your demons get out of here, you unholy piece of crap!" I yelled at him. "Yeah, after all the stuff you put us through and Jessica through." AJ yelled. "That poor girl's mom and family, and all the other people of this world." Howie continued.

" WE DON'T WANT YOU AS OUR PRINCE OF THIS WORLD, YOU SUCK." Kevin yelled at him. "We like Jesus better. Can't wait till he punishes you and kills you, Goat head." Brian told him as he punched him. "Never touch me, my family, or mine again, the churches either. Even the fake ones. I'll kick your red ass just for fun and for ruining my life, you 3 horned goat head joke of an angel man, Lucifer." Jessica yelled at him as she punched him and kicked him in the balls.

"You might be ruling the world for now, but Jesus time and our time is coming soon too." Jessica told him. "It's EVERYWHERE, if you know where to look and to hear." She told him. As he and his demons faded back to Hell for re-con and re-group.

5/30/12

Kelly's Basement 12:23pm

  "Kelly!" Joey yelled at her. "What?" Kelly said as the a whole bunch of ghosts and demons of all shapes ran out and speeded out of their as the group joined in prayer one last time. "I never knew what Ejiah might have gone through till today." Jordan told AJ. "I know, let me know we it rains toads and frogs." AJ told him trying to lighten the mood of the room.

  Jesus smiled, unseen but his presense was felt in the room. "About time someone made a joke. I like to preach and I thought it needed humor." Jesus told himself.

 "So whatabout Goat Head ass?" I asked. "He is screwed as is. But we got to save the city." Jessica told us. Brian and Kevin walked her through everything to become a Christian. "...Then tomorrow, you will be bapisted. And pray to have your soul baptised if that doesn't work, ok?" Brian told her. "Just don't give up, anymore, and we'll be friends with you and but you on "Friend probahation" again." He told her. "Ok, what is that?" Kelly asked.

  "You know a trial run to make sure your good and not going to ruin our lives again." Howie told her. "Come on let's go, we got to eat, plan, and get other Christians involved, come on. No one said being a Christian would be easy, just that you would NEVER be ALONE and That God will know you LOVE him enough to try and be good. Instead of just trying to be lame and trying to jusify it." Howie told her.

  Kelly blessed with NKOTB all of her stuff and threw it out, and her and Jessica took off all of the curses on all the items off the of the people and on the groups and them, and what spells they had been under. Then burned the other stuff that they could and then blessed the church grounds with the Priest and left. "You owe everyone money for your bad deeds too." Brian told her. All the guys nodded. "Yeah, you don't want to piss them off." Jessica told her as they started the bon fire at the church as some of the families in the neighborhood came by.

 "Who are these people?" An old lady asked the Priest.

That night at 5pm

 "I can't believe we're doing this." Jessica told me. "I know." Nick told her. "As now the church grounds, we're now changed into HQ for the group and for the local Christians in that area.

 "I can't believe this either." Nick told her. As they saw all the people that had showed up to fight tonight.

"Let's go!" Jonathan Yelled to the guys as they led the group to Sunset Blvd.

 As they looked at the "Hollywood" sign and at the shopping center and the streets. Now unusually empty. "Get ready." A sweet male voice said as everyone walked up to Sunset Blvd. They looked then they saw them. In all kinds of robes, weird aprons, weird hats, weird pins, weird stars, weird everything. Then the demons, and the Giant demons, some of them anyways, the whole town went into shock at the sight of them.

 "Ok, that is 15,000 years old." Howie yelled. As he saw a demon 2 stories tall. Jessica pushed him and Brian out of the way, as everyone fought the Goat headers and demons, and Giants. Then Jesus pushed golden armor on them and then boom, Brian turned into his vision wearing gold armor and a bright sword and slashed threw demons left and right.

 As Christians fought left and right and beat up people as much as they could till they sent the demons away and disarmed them and their security. Then a huge dust storm swept through L.A. and Hollywood as the fight entered downtown L.A. near the Chase building and RCA records buildings. No one was sure how they moved, probably all the demons going crazy losing the fights.

Then Jesus made his power as big as the giants as all of them heard a voice. "I love you, I AM WITH YOU ALL NOW, Pray Now, and I will smite them for you." Jesus yelled. Brian heard and started singing. "Amazing grace. How sweet the sound." He sang. As the group grabbed everyone and set them into an empty comic book shop. All the comic book people ran to get away from the fighting.

They continued singing as the large group began to pray in the huge shop. Kelly and Jessica broke and reversed what they could. "It will be ok, girls." Jesus told them. Then gave them peck kisses on the cheeks. "Now, it's my turn." They prayed, then finally, just fell asleep. Jessica and Kelly both crying, Jessica because she thought she would NEVER see her friends again. Kelly because she thought no one cared about her. AJ felt so bad for them he just gave them both big hugs, and I did too.

 I don't know what happened after that, just that a big fake like spritual light went up, on and huge and out, then Jesus' light a simple little light of Fire. Of Passion, of Love, of True white light. That even clear, it can be seen as white snow, or as snow falling from clouds. I just know this, I just know I saw something hit those demons and they turned to ash and were sent in flames back to Hell to stay there and be stuck there for a long while.

 Kelly sighed. "Can we go home now." Kelly stated."Nick, can we get married now?" Jessica asked me. "Yes." I said as I kissed her with my tounge in there too. "Can we get married now, Jess?" I asked her. "Yes, I do." As she jumped up and hugged and kissed me.

8/22/13

 "100"Howie sang for his friends and the wedding crowd on his birthday. "I won't mess it up, I will give you the BEST girl,your WORTH that much. 100, girl, girl, girl, girl, 100 girl." He finished the song. "Ok, now the other guys and I are going to sing, "The one" for you, YAY!" He told the audience of people in the seats.

 As BSB sang, everyone else was in a small tents getting Jessica ready for the wedding. Dressed in a simple short wedding dress that showed off her tanned legs, with light tan pantiehose on. The dress was simple, and showed off her large breasts, size Cs. She had lost 25 lbs. since the battle in L.A. and since moving in with Nick. As Kelly and her mom and grandma helped her with her make up.

 "I love you guys." Jessica said crying. As the other guys stopped singing and Howie and Kevin snuck back to the dressing room and pushed the side of the tent and knocked on the metal pipe, after her family had left. Still crying. AJ came back too, "I get to see what she looks like. Remember Nick and her have mutual custody of me in the divorce." AJ joked. As the group laughed. Jessica unlatched the rope on the inside of the tent to let the other guys in really quick.

 She had her hair longer now to her shoulders in length, and had it put up in a curled bun. With a simple forehead sliver head band crown. Her dress was simple, white, and was down to just past her knees. Her make up was beaitful, and the blue and purple that was in the dress came out in her eyes.

 "What do you think?" She asked. They just stared in shock, having never simply seeing her in a white dress. "Damn." AJ said. She gave him a big hug. "Nick is he in his tent, with your family?" Brian asked. "Do they hate each other, the in-laws?"He asked. "What do you think?" Jessica replied. The guys laughed.

 Finally, they rolled out a long blue carpet down the center of the seats. As Nick came out in an Armoni suite, he thought he looked better in it than his tuxedo. The other Backstreet Boys stood beside him. As a local church pianist played "The Wedding March" as her mom and Nick's family took pictures. And the Backstreet Boys and New Kids on the Block went back to their seats with their families. As well, as Jessica's family.

 The Preist did the most of the vows, then they did their own vows, "I will love you forever," 'I love you', I thought. But that is what I said. "and you won't cry, or be sad about being alone. Or having no one talk to you. Or having to worry if someone means what they tell you. I promise I won't cheat on you or give up on you. If we have to slay demons again or not talk to weird witches and psychics again or spirits again, I'll listen to you." He told her, as he kissed her nose and she laughed.

 Jessica told him, "I'll cherish you, I'll please you in all the ways we talked about, I'll massage your feet and your back everyday, I'll love you for you. I'll make you feel loved and special, and awesome for you. I'll keep you safe, and I'll have as many kids as you want, and I'll NEVER EVER, NO MATTER WHAT WILL DO ANY OF THOSE STUPID KICK OUT CONTRACTS, SANDRA, BSB, OR PEOPLE WANT ME TO DO. You know their illegal anyways, honey, even the ones you guys tried to do with my work, were illegal. I promise to LOVE YOU FOREVER, FOR YOU, REGUARDLESS, AND TO TAKE CARE OF YOU AND OUR FAMILIES, AND AJ TOO." Jessica replied with a laugh. "I LOVE YOU." she told me again, than kissed me on my forehead and nose.

  Then the preist told them and the audience of people, "I now pronounce you, Husband and Wife."he told everyone. "You may now REALLY, REALLY, REALLY KISS THE BRIDE." he told all the people there as her and I had a huge kiss. I have never been so happy ever.

 Then as the food came in from MCL for their catering and some of the other stores in the area. "I love you." Nick told Jessica. As Jessica cried for joy. "I know, Nick. Can you believe we were going to have this in a big old church." Jessica cried happily. Nick just wiped her eyes and kissed her. "I can't believe you would have left me for some starving, aneroxic, mean, model wannabe evil slut." Jessica told him.

 Jesus smiled. As Jessica and Nick laughed as they changed into their dancing clothes for pictures and stuff. "What are we doing tonight?" Nick asked. "Getting sleep, and then doing it after we get a little drunk on the honey moon." Jessica teased Nick, as he unbottoned her wedding dress. "Your mom is coming back again." Nick told her.

 I am sorry, I just can't believe it HAPPENED! I keep writing in the third person!:D :D

The End

Stay tuned for the Epilouge! 

 NOW! 2018!

   Rochelle and AJ had 2 beautiful children, Brian and Leighanne and Baylee, Baylee got treated successfully, and Brian and Leighanne stopped being mean to Jessica and began actually getting to know her, instead of catering to Sandra. Howie and Leigh and James, all were very happy, and Howie liked her photoshop art so much that Jessica helped teach Howie how to cook better, and how to use photoshop for their websites so they could save a tiny bit of money on designers. Kevin and Kristen, were happy as clams, and so was their son, Mason. NKOTB was super happy and enjoy awesome careers in acting, business, music, and fashion, and all had happy marriages and both groups worked on cruises and in Las Vegas. As for Jessica and I, we lived Happily ever after and had a beautiful boy and girl.

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Everyone else lived happily ever after, and we all got raptured by God and Jesus for the suppers in Heaven, soon after this. The End. Now a new beginning too.