Kevin sat in the airport terminal waiting for his cousin, Madison. He was coming for a visit and he couldn't wait to see him. It's been a few years seen they saw each other last. Madison walked out of the gate looking around for Kevin, then spotted him sitting in a chair reading a magazine. Kevin looked up when he heard someone clear their throat, it was Madison.

"Hey cuz," Madison said in his deep southern drawl, kind of like Brian's but deeper.

His cousin stood up and hugged him. "How was your flight?," Kevin asked taking Madison's carryon.

"You know plane rides long and boring, so how is everybody?"

"The guys? Oh they're ok can't wait to meet you."

"What about---" He was cut off before he could even say his name.

"Madison...," he sighed "Nick's fine too."

Madison has had a crush on Nick since like forever. He loved everything about him, he knew he was straight but that didn't stop him.

"I know you like him but he's not gay."

"I know please don't remind me." Madison and Kevin walked over to the baggage claim where Madison picked up his bags.

"So where are we going?"

"To the condo, the guys and I are on break from the tour and figured we stay at the condo till it started again. That alright?"

"Yes." Hell yes! of course it was alright if that meant that he could be close to Nick then he'd be there.

They were now in the car heading toward the condo.

"How's the family?"

"Oh they're good and they send their love."

Madison smiled it so good to be with his cousin again and he couldn't wait to see Brian. He hated that he never got to see them like he used to but it was alright, it's part of the job. But this time he got to meet Nick, he couldn't help but smile at the thought. Kevin couldn't count the times he lost his cousin to a Nick induced daydream. Kevin talked about the tour and Madison talked about the family back home.

"Speaking of which...have you told your dad?"

"About what? about me being gay? Yeah I did."

"And...? What did he say?"

"What do you think he said? He couldn't stop saying how I was supposed to like girls that I'm a man and blah, blah, blah..."

"Well that's your preference cuz and it's ok with me."

"At least two people in this family stand by me, you and Brian."

"Yeah well that's who you are and I wouldn't change you for the world," Kevin looked at him and smiled. "Were here," Kevin said pulling the car to a stop and cutting off the engine. "Before we go in I know you've been waiting a long time to meet Nick but please don't make a fool of yourself."

"You mean not to drool over him?," Madison said smiling playfully "Don't worry Kev I'll keep my hands to myself."

Kevin just laughed and got out of the car. With Madison's bags in hand Kevin walked to the door and opened it. Madison saw Brian and ran to him embracing him in a tight hug.

"Bri!" "Hey Madison it's good to see you. Have a nice flight?"

"Heh...not really, but it was ok." "Be right back." Brian poked his head in the kitchen where the other guys were playing cards "My cousin's here and AJ no wise cracks."

"Damn Bri lighten up would ya?," AJ said pushing his chair back standing up. Nick and Howie did the same and followed AJ out into the living room to meet Madison.

Madison was laughing at something Kevin said and turned his gaze to see Nick walk out of the kitchen

"My god...," he mumbled to himself looking Nick up and down as Nick walked towards him "Pictures do that boy no damn justice."

Kevin nudged him and Madison quickly realized he was staring. He mumbled a quick 'sorry' as AJ walked to him.

"What's up man? the name's AJ."

"Nice to meet you," he cleared his throat "It's nice to finally meet you I'm Howie."

"Nice to meet you too."

"How's it going? The name's Nick." Oh fuck...just hearing him talk made him wanna...he quickly shook his head.

"I'm Madison but you can call me Maddie."

"Maddie huh? I like it," Nick smiled then and Madison sighed at the sight. To Madison he had the most beautiful smile, eyes, hell everything about the man was beautiful. Kevin brought Maddie back to reality by placing a hand on his shoulder.

"Come on cuz I'll show you your room." "Ok...," Madison looked back at Nick walking upstairs with Kevin.

"Did I miss something?"

"Nick you just don't get it you just made that boy's day," Brian said patting Nick on the back

"Care to fill me in?"

"He likes well lusts over you, you've been his crush for years."

"Maddie's gay?"

"No Nick he's the King of England of course he's gay. Duh!"

"Looks like Nicky's got a boyfriend...," AJ teased which caused Howie to start laughing

"I do not," Nick said crossing his arms getting defensive "I don't like guys like that."

"Yeah Nick we know. We were only messing with ya."

Later on that night, Madison lay in his bed not able to sleep, not able to get the sight of a naked Nick in his swimming trunks out of his head. Damn that boy was hot! All Maddie had to do was look at him and he was on cloud nine. He never felt about anybody like he felt about Nick. He has had very few boyfriends if any, and he couldn't help but compare them to Nick. About how they didn't look like him, or acted like him. He knew Kevin was worried that he wasn't ever going to find somebody to be with, if only Nick were gay it would make things a hell of alot easier. With that in mind Maddie closed his eyes and soon fell asleep.

~*~*~*~*~
The next morning Maddie felt somebody shake him. He didn't want to wake up the dream he was having was far too good. He was with Nick and they were making out...He felt the shaking again and opened his eyes looking up into Kevin's green ones. "I don't even wanna know what you were dreaming about but it had to be good." "Huh?" Kevin cleared his throat motioning towards his boxers. Madison looked down and sure enough he was very aroused, that was evident. And why shouldn't he be? In his dream he had Nick and Nick was kissing him. Kevin teased him most of the morning about it and recieved a few shoves of protest and he finally stopped. Madison couldn't help but get turned on any time Nick talked, walked, hell even looked at him. He was in way over his head, Nick wasn't even gay. The day had progressed fairly quickly with Madison trying his best to keep a safe distance from Nick without jumping on him and taking him in front of everybody. They were lounging out on the patio drinking beers. Nick propped his feet up on another lounge chair and sighed closing his eyes.

"It doesn't get any better than this."

"I agree with ya 100% Kaos this is exactly what we needed," AJ said downing the rest of his beer then reached for another one.

"Since this is Maddie's first time in town why don't we take him out?" Madison looked at Brian.

"I don't know...I don't usually go to the places you do."

"Oh come on it will be fun," Nick said putting his feet down and looking directly at him. Maddie didn't hear a word he said he eyes were fixed on his lips, those lips he wanted so much to kiss, those lips he wanted so much to feel around his aching member. Those lips that will never do any of those things, he looked at Nick.

"Sure why not, it could be fun." Nick gave him a smile and took a swig of his beer.

Hours later the boys were ready to go but not Maddie he was worse than a woman when it came to getting dressed. Kevin softly knocked on his door and opened it

"Maddie are you...," his eyes scanned the clothes scattered on the floor

"I can't decide what to wear."

"I can see that, who are you trying to impress?" Madison put his hands on his hips and just gave him a look, and right then Kevin knew exactly who he was wanting to impress...Nick.

"Ok I get it. What about...," he stopped thinking for a minute "What about that black tshirt you have, the one that says "Take Me I'm Yours."

"Think Nick will get the hint?"

"Yeah but Maddie don't get your hopes up he's not gay."

"Kevin don't mess with a mans hope here."

"Ok...just get dressed and get downstairs." Kevin laughed a little closing the door as Maddie got ready for a night out with the boys.

They arrived just in time the club was in full swing, Maddie glanced around this really wasn't his kind of place but hey it's worth a try. He sat at the bar with Kevin and a bartender walked over to them and leaned down a little in front of Maddie to where he had a pretty good view.

"What can I get ya hot stuff?"

"Just a beer." Madison smiled and she walked away

"I think she liked you cuz." "Heh not my type. She's got tits."

Kevin busted out laughing as Madison grabbed the beer that was put in front of him and took a drink looking around. That's when he spotted him dancing seductively with a girl. Madison licked his lips watching Nick grind into the girl as they danced to the music. If only that could be him so close, be him with Nick's hands on his ass and not that girl. "Only in your dreams Micheals...," he muttered drinking more. Madison basically just sat at the bar having girls come up to him every now and then and he would just say no. Gay bars were his scene, not this. Nick came up to the bar and ordered a beer taking a seat next to Madison.

"Having fun?" He looked at Nick all sweaty from dancing.

"Yeah." He knew he was lying, if Nick only knew. Nick took a swig of his beer and put it on the counter standing up

"Come on." "What?" "You do dance right?" "Uh yes but...," he couldn't protest, Nick grabbed his hand and pulled him on the dance floor

"Everyone's watching." "Let them." Madison looked up at him

"You have such beautiful eyes," he said mostly to himself but Nick heard it and smiled. Instead of dancing Maddie and Nick took off for the VIP section. They just sat, drank, and talked.

Over the next couple of days Kevin could not believe how close Nick and Madison had become. He knew they were friends but he also knew that Maddie wanted more, he wanted Nick to be his lover. Nick was starting to feel things he's never felt for anybody. The way Maddie just knew him, talked to him. Nobody ever cared about what he liked, or what he wanted out of life. But Madison did, they had stayed up to the wee hours of the morning quite a few times just talking about stuff. To Nick it was like he knew Madison all his life. He knew Madison liked him more than just a friend, but he wasn't gay. Then why did he get butterflies in his stomach when he caught Maddie looking at him? Why did he tingle all over after Maddie touched him? and why had he let Maddie kiss him? It was a soft kiss, they were talking and Maddie had leaned in and stole his lips in a kiss, a kiss that left him breathless. This wasn't right, this wasn't him. Afterwards Maddie just looked down not sure what to say. Nick tilted his face up and looked into his eyes. He never noticed how blue they were.

"Maddie..." Madison lifted his head to look at him. God he loved it when Nick called him that. "I'm not gay." He looked down then back up at Nick "But if your willing to teach I'm willing to learn."

"You want me to teach you to be gay?"

"Yes, I mean no I want you to show me."

"How do I do that? It's not something you just wake up with it's a part of who you are."

"I know that but your so much better than the girls I've dated. You care and love me, not what I do. And I admire you for that, like I said I'm willing to learn if your willing to teach." Nick took his hand from his face and intertwined his fingers with Madison's. "Please Maddie...I'll never know what I could have had if I don't try." Madison smiled Nick was willing to give up his reputation for him. This couldn't be happening "Ok." After talking a bit more Nick dozed off, and Maddie couldn't help but watch him. He was so peaceful, he ran his hand across his face. Nick woke up a few hours later with the feeling that someone was watching him, he opened his eyes and was met by Madison's deep, dark blue ones.

"You look so beautiful when you sleep."

Nick smiled "Thanks I think. What time is it?"

"A little after 6 you dozed off and I didn't want to disturb you." Nick sat up some more and stretched then layed back down. Madison pulled him up

"No wake up let's go downstairs with the others." Without thinking Nick leaned forward and kissed him. Madison had to close his eyes and brace himself.

They were all sitting around the table eating dinner nobody wanted to cook so they ordered Chinese.

"You two are awfully close," Kevin said looking over at Nick and Maddie who were laughing

"Huh? oh yeah. Well...," Madison looked at Nick and was lost.

"Maddie, Maddie come back to me!," Nick said playfully shaking him causing him to bust out laughing. Nick stole a piece of chicken from Maddie's plate and Maddie smacked his hand.

"What?," he asked with his mouth full "Don't take my food." "Sorry I'll ask next time." Maddie just gave him a smile to show he was only playing.

Throughout the rest of the night Nick and Maddie laughed at each other, hit each other, and kissed a few times not ever realizing they'd done it out in the open. Now in the confines of Nick's room their laughter ceased and the only sound that could be heard was heavy breathing as they kissed. Maddie rolled him over and pinned him to the bed.

"Do you know how long I've wanted to get you in this position?"

"I have an idea. But now the question is now that you've got me here, what are you gonna do?," Nick asked looking up at him. Maddie leaned down and kissed him as Nick's hand found it's way to his hair tugging lightly.

"Your a great kisser," Nick said "Your not so bad yourself...um...Nick?"

"Yeah?" "Can I uh...nevermind forget it."

"Can you what? touch me? Yes you can and you don't have to ask, in fact I have this pain right here," he placed Maddie's hand right over his erection "Think you can help with that?"

"I'll see what I can do," he said giggling running his tongue down Nick's neck causing a light moan to come from him. Madison loved that it was him that was doing this and trailed his hand down to his ass squeezing pulling Nick on top of him. Nick looked down at him breathless

"Now what?" "We just do what feels right," Maddie said running his hands up Nick's sides causing him to close his eyes. "Lay down." Nick got off of him and layed down as Maddie sat next to him. "If you want me to stop just let me know ok?," Madison said running his hand under Nick's shirt. Nick could only nod and close his eyes as his shirt was pushed up and Madison's tongue was on his skin.

Madison slowly made his way down to the waistband of his pants and repositioned himself so he was kneeling in between his legs running his hands up his thighs. Nick opened his eyes and watched as Maddie undid the buckle on his belt and sent it flying across the room. Next came his jeans and he lifted his hips to allow Maddie to take them off along with his boxers. When those were off Nick sat up and pulled the shirt over his head and threw it on the floor with the rest of his clothes. He pulled Maddie to him and kissed him as his hand went to the growing bulge in his pants rubbing lightly.

"Nicky," Madison moaned. Nick then pulled Madison's shirt off and ran his hands down his chest and Maddie put his hands on top of Nick's to stop him.

"Wait." Nick looked up at him "What's wrong?"

"Nothing I just wanna please you tonight. Can I do that?"

Nick nodded and layed back down looking at Maddie. He was already hard from Madison's tongue on his skin and Maddie leant down and grabbed him stroking. Nick threw his head back in the pillow as Madison extended his tongue to his cock. After a few minutes of this Maddie replaced his tongue with his mouth slowly taking him all the way in.

"Oh god...," Nick moaned grabbing a fistful of sheets and holding on tight. Madison went faster as Nick continued to moan. It seemed that the faster Maddie went the louder Nick moaned, and he buried his face in the pillow trying to hide it. Madison licked from the base back up never taking his eyes off of Nick. He never got to see him like this and he hoped it wouldn't be the last. Nick's hand came to rest on Maddie's head gently tugging on his hair urging him to go faster, which Maddie did. Nick moaned and his hips bucked on the bed

"Maddie...I'm gonna cum..." Maddie stopped and stroked

"Come on Nick, I wanna see you when you cum..." Maddie licked his lips when he felt Nick's cock pulse in his hand. Nick let go of Maddie's hair and gripped the sheets as his orgasm overtook him. Maddie took him in his mouth again as he exploded, taking in everything Nick gave him. Nick was now breathing heavy and loosened his grip on the sheets. Madison crawled up to him

"Nick you ok?" Nick nodded "Uh huh...my god..." "Glad you enjoyed that," Madison leant down and kissed him and Nick didn't pull back instead he pulled him closer. Madison broke the kiss and layed down as Nick snuggled next to him his head on Maddie's chest. Madison pulled the covers over them and ran his hand through Nick's hair, listening to Nick's breathing as he drifted off to sleep.

~*~*~*~*~
The next morning Kevin cornered Nick in the kitchen wanting to talk about last night.

"Nick what's going on between you and my cousin?" "Nothing well...," Nick looked over at Madison who was sitting at the table with the other guys. Kevin noticed and followed Nick's gaze, then turned back to him

"If you two are gonna have a relationship I just wanna tell you this...he's never really had a boyfriend so if you hurt him it will be your life."

"Kevin I wouldn't do that he means alot to me."

"But your not gay are you?"

"No not really but there's just something about him that I love. Is that weird?"

"No Nick it's not just take this slow and if you two feel the same about each other go for it. Just know that we all support you."

"Thanks Kev." Nick walked over to the table and sat next to Maddie. Maddie leaned in and whispered

"Everything ok?"

"Yeah."

~*~*~*~*~
Later on in the day it was just Nick and Maddie at the condo seeing as the others were out with their girlfriends. Nick saw Maddie as someone he could really open up to even though they only met days before. They talked about life on the road and about Maddie's life. Nick kindof felt sorry for him having to go through all the teasing and everything else that goes along with being gay.

"So they teased you because you like guys?"

"Basically...," Maddie looked down "It really hurt."

Nick placed his hand on his squeezing it a little "I know it had to hurt and I promise as long as your with me nobody will tease you." Madison looked up into Nick's eyes and smiled.

"Are you sure about this, I mean what about your image you have to uphold?"

"The fans will be supportive they always are as for management I really couldn't say, they would probably want me to keep it under wraps."

"Oh...," Madison looked down again and removed his hand from Nick's grasp.

"What's the matter?"

"Nothing it's just I would want everyone to know about us. That's all."

"Just give it some time and let's get into the swing of things and see where things go from there ok?"

Madison looked up at him again and couldn't help the smile he gave Nick. Nick leaned forward and kissed him, Madison brought his hand to his hair deepening the kiss.

He loved Nick's kisses. Nick's lips left his and trailed a line down his neck, his back arched and he threw his head back so Nick could have more access. Nick got on his knees continuing to kiss him absentmindedly rubbing the very notciable bulge in his pants. Madison put both hands behind him bracing himself as Nick continued downward kissing over the fabric of the shirt till he got to the hem and pushed it up kissing his skin when it became visible. Madison softly moaned his name and Nick began working on his belt buckle quickly undoing it now working on the zipper of his jeans. Madison opened his eyes and looked down at the man he loved more than life itself, he still couldn't believe this was happening. Nick's hands were on him pushing down his pants snaking his hand into his boxers grabbing him. Nick quickly let him go and pulled off his boxers putting his hand back where he knew Madison wanted it most. He began stroking slow making Maddie throw his head back and grip at the carpet beneath his hands.

"Relax...I just wanna return the favor..." Nick looked into his eyes and kissed him going back down till he was level with his cock, he extended his tongue and licked up it slow.

"Oh god...are you sure you've never done this?"

"Nope never." Nick looked up at him and did it again stopping at the tip to gently suck on it. Madison bit his lip and moaned.

"I'm guessing you like that?," Nick asked doing it again

"Uh huh...," Madison said just above a whisper.

Maddie's moans were the only sounds that filled the room as Nick took him over the edge and back again. Afterwards Nick straddled him and grabbed his face passionately kissing him rubbing his crotch against Maddie's feeling him get hard again. Nick continued kissing him trailing his hand down grabbing him stroking fast.

"Nick...oh fuck..."

"Are you gonna cum Madison? Give me all you got."

At the sound of Nick's words he could feel the telltale signs of another orgasm building. Nick squeezed a little harder as Madison thrust into his hand.

"Nick...make me...," he threw his head back again as Nick stayed straddled on his lap stroking his cock. Nick quickly got off his lap and took Madison's cock in his mouth, he heard Maddie groan and that was it, Nick felt it hitting the back of his throat and he swallowed. Maddie was now breathing heavy and fell on the floor covering his eyes.

"Damn...that tongue is leathal."

"I know," Nick smiled sexually and licked his lips. Nick lay beside him and draped his arm over Madison listening as his breathing returned to normal.


A Few Months Later

As Kevin promised he was supportive of Nick and Madison. He could tell how much Madison liked him and how good Nick treated him. Nick came out about his new relationship and like he guessed management wasn't too thrilled. All they cared about was the 'image' they upheld. But Nick didn't care he had his Maddie and that's all that mattered. Madison saw that as a sign of love and agreed to move in with Nick after he made it official. Now they lay snuggled together under the warm covers in their bed.

"I love having you here."

"I know, I wouldn't wanna be anywhere else." Madison got on top of him and kissed him as Nick brought his hand to tangle in his hair deepening the kiss.

"I know we've pleased each other but I wanna take the next step."

"Next step?"

"Yeah ya know...," Madison leant down and whispered sexually in his ear "I wanna fuck you."

Nick moaned "Um...I uh...," Nick stumbled out looking into Madison's eyes

"What's wrong? you don't want to?"

"No baby it's not that it's just...," Nick looked up at him and rubbed his hands over his arms

"I won't hurt you I promise, once we get going it will be good." Madison looked down at him and grabbed Nick's cock in his hand "Please Nicky?" Nick threw his head back in the pillows. Maddie leant down again

"Shall I get the lube?"

"Ye--yeah..."

"Are you sure?" "Yes go get it before I change my mind."

Madison smiled and jumped out of the bed retrieving the bottle then came back to bed. Maddie sat up on his knees and stroked himself to further hardness. Nick watched as he poured the lube in his hands rubbing them together, then gently grasp his cock rubbing it in. Madison crawled up to him and positioned himself, grabbing Nick's hips he plunged inside of him a little at a time as Nick whimpered biting his bottom lip.

"Shh baby...," Madison went in a little deeper till he was all the way in

"Now I know how a girl feels," Nick said whimpering again. Madison chuckled and buried his face in Nick's neck starting to move. All Nick's senses were hitting him all at once. Nick clutched the sheets as Madison started to move. After a few gentle thrusts the pain had subsided some and Nick moaned, loudly.

"Oh god..."

"Feel good yet?," Madison breathed against his ear

"Yes...," Nick breathed bringing his hands up to rest on the small of his back.

"Oh Nick..." "Madison..."

Madison looked down at him, he knew the pain was still there but Nick wasn't letting it show so he slowed down.

"Nicky if it hurts I can stop." "No keep going, I'm fine," Nick looked up at him as to reassure him that he was fine.

Madison felt Nick contract around him which caused him to moan

"Nick...," he looked down at him again "I'm gonna cum...I'm gonna..." Madison closed his eyes tight as he felt his release coming and Nick grabbed himself wanting to let go with him. Maddie couldn't help it he thrust into Nick letting himself go gripping his hips.

"Nicky...," Madison moaned loudly emptying himself inside of him. Nick stroked till he came screaming Madison's name. Both breathing heavy, they looked into each others eyes.

"Are you alright?," Madison asked smoothing his hair back. Nick nodded and brought his hand to his cheek

"I'm great baby. That was amazing." Maddie pulled out and layed next to him holding him close.

"Maybe next time you can fuck me."

"Mmm don't tempt me," Nick replied kissing his neck

"But right now I'm tired let's get some sleep ok?"

"Alright, Love you...," Nick said softly snuggling into his chest

"I love you too," Madison replied rubbing Nick's arm till he fell asleep. Madison looked down at Nick asleep in his arms and sighed, he was so lucky. He loved him and he wasn't gonna give him up for anybody.