Summary: What happens when a loved one commits suicide? What are the people they loved and left behind feeling? The only thing they can do is support one another through the pain and fight the guilt licking at their hurting hearts. **Sequel to Crawling Through My Soul**
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1787
Read Count: 2687
Warnings: Death
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Published: 09/03/04 » Updated: 09/03/04
Published: 09/03/04 » Updated: 09/03/04
Summary: The trials and tribulations of two best friends from childhood who must learn to escape the damnation of their path. Or kill themselves in the process.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Group, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense, Adventure
Warnings: Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Graphic Sexual Content, Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1601
Read Count: 482
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Group, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense, Adventure
Warnings: Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Graphic Sexual Content, Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1601
Read Count: 482
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Published: 09/02/04 » Updated: 09/02/04
Published: 09/02/04 » Updated: 09/02/04
Summary: Just a poem I came up with one night...
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 203
Read Count: 3952
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 203
Read Count: 3952
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Published: 08/23/04 » Updated: 08/23/04
Published: 08/23/04 » Updated: 08/23/04
Summary: A group of golden voiced friends. A duo of lifelong sidekicks. The seven are yanked from their world and placed into another, where they discover that even their long time friends are nothing more than strangers. The world seemed so familiar, but laid dormant and forgotten over the courses of lifetimes. Pushed into the position of ill-fated heroes, they jumble themselves up in knowledge, memories, emotions, romances, and tears. As they try to build back the foundation of memories and friendships, they find themselves on a rushing path where they must lose everything to gain the hope of the entire world.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Group, Other
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense, Science Fiction, Fantasy, Adventure
Warnings: Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Graphic Sexual Content, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1625
Read Count: 9171
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Group, Other
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense, Science Fiction, Fantasy, Adventure
Warnings: Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Content, Graphic Sexual Content, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1625
Read Count: 9171
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Published: 07/20/04 » Updated: 08/23/04
Published: 07/20/04 » Updated: 08/23/04
Summary: An arson fire destroys an apartment building. The only survivor is a kitten found in an abandoned apartment belonging to one Morris Pearson, the self-purported psychic who assisted with the Jane Galloway case. Who set the fire, why, and just where is Mr. Pearson?
Categories: Fanfiction > TV Series > CSI
Characters: Nick Stokes, Warrick Brown, Ensemble
Genres: Action, Suspense
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Domestic Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 15704
Read Count: 46907
Categories: Fanfiction > TV Series > CSI
Characters: Nick Stokes, Warrick Brown, Ensemble
Genres: Action, Suspense
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Domestic Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 15704
Read Count: 46907
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Published: 07/09/04 » Updated: 08/16/04
Published: 07/09/04 » Updated: 08/16/04
Summary: found it written backwards on a cd case
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 140
Read Count: 4155
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 140
Read Count: 4155
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Published: 07/23/04 » Updated: 07/23/04
Published: 07/23/04 » Updated: 07/23/04
Summary: i wrote this poem to my g/f the day she broke up w/ me... i guess i was tryina piss her off but i dunno
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Horror, Suspense, Adventure, Supernatural
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 886
Read Count: 3074
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Horror, Suspense, Adventure, Supernatural
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 886
Read Count: 3074
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Published: 07/23/04 » Updated: 07/23/04
Published: 07/23/04 » Updated: 07/23/04
Summary: i wrote this the last time i was contempating suicide... hope u enjoy
Categories: Non-Fiction
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Humor, Horror, Suspense, Adventure, Supernatural
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 723
Read Count: 3542
Categories: Non-Fiction
Characters: None
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Humor, Horror, Suspense, Adventure, Supernatural
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 723
Read Count: 3542
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Published: 07/23/04 » Updated: 07/23/04
Published: 07/23/04 » Updated: 07/23/04
Summary: Brian has a strange dream about Nick, but can he get to the blonde in time to save his life?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1239
Read Count: 2980
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1239
Read Count: 2980
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Published: 07/13/04 » Updated: 07/13/04
Published: 07/13/04 » Updated: 07/13/04
Summary: Short Story:
"She taught me to live"
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2062
Read Count: 3158
Categories: Orphan
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 2062
Read Count: 3158
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Published: 04/14/04 » Updated: 04/14/04
Published: 04/14/04 » Updated: 04/14/04
Summary: Darkness consumed my very soul, chilling the bones under my pale flesh. Light? Happiness? What's that? I don't even remember what it feels like to smile. Drugs and alcohol made me forget everything... now that I've stopped, it seems like there's no point anymore. Why live if you don't have a soul? Perfect life of AJ McLean, the rebellious Backstreet Boy is anything but perfect. Me? Rehabilitated? Yeah, right... **Multi-Winner at the Room To Breathe Awards**
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 652
Read Count: 3702
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 652
Read Count: 3702
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Published: 01/22/04 » Updated: 01/22/04
Published: 01/22/04 » Updated: 01/22/04
Summary:
When times are tough, true friends are needed most.
"Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn does down to day.
Nothing gold can stay. "
~Robert Frost
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 29315
Read Count: 156177
When times are tough, true friends are needed most. "Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn does down to day.
Nothing gold can stay. "
~Robert Frost
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 24 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 29315
Read Count: 156177
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Published: 09/30/03 » Updated: 11/10/03
Published: 09/30/03 » Updated: 11/10/03
