11/30/11 As I slept last night, it was weird, I felt someone hug me. It felt good too, I felt myself smile. Which is good because I forgot to brush my teeth for some reason, which isn't like me. But then I had a dream, and it was weird.

I was singing. "I am laying here in your arms, and I can't believe we're in HEAVEN." Then I feel someone kiss me, and there is this like Hot angel guy, he looks human, but he has no sex organs, I guess. He is what most women would call handsome, like classical Greek art handsome. I am like to him. "I have been good, I have been reading my Bible, twice a week." I tell him. "Good, be careful, next bus." Then he is gone. What next bus? I am out on the ocean instead of a stage. Now we're in Barcelona, Spain, we went south west to Sevilla, then we got to go North to La Curon~a. Ole'!

"Ole'!" Howie said to me in my dream, "I love my best friend, pick the girl, I choose." Then Brian said, "No pick mine.", "No pick mine." AJ said. "No, pick mine." Aaron said. "No pick our choices." My whole huge family said. Then I ran, and ran straight into Jesus. "Or you could just give me a chance and trust me and I can you ahd Jessica and the guys fight them." He told me. "Fight who?" I asked. "Demons. Their pains." he told me.

 Then Jesus faded out after I hugged him in fear, and then I saw a bad ass version of myself. Black leather jacket, black Armoni top, hot girl in a stylish cacascading ruffles top, that was purple that looked like Jessica, and jeans and jean a black leather jacket, and Lauren in a simple, blue dress, that was tight and looked like one J.lo wore for an ad for "Venus" stuff and the "American Idol" photo shoot. I knew it was one Howie loved and still had in his "crushes" shoe box in his box. Leigh let him have it, because she understands him.

I was all dressed in white like out of "I want it that way" or from TOTP from when I was 15. "So good or bad, Nick?" I asked myself. Then I woke up with a sweat.

"That was your dream, last night. WOW!" Kevin wrote me online. "Yeah." Then I saw a ghost or what I thought might be a ghost walk by the whole side of the bus. "Oh no." I messaged Kevin. "What, Nicky? Are you safe? Are you hurt, are you Ok?" Kevin asked me."Kevin, I am safe, just saw someone do a Shadowkat through the tour bus." I told him.

"A ghost, but how? It's brand new!" He told me. "Let's hope this doesn't get any weirder." I finished writing him. "Nick, we GOT WORK!" AJ told me. "I told you 10 minutes ago like we agreed." He told me. "Did I have sunglasses and a black outfit?" I asked. "Yes, why?" He asked, then he realized I was wearing a green shirt with a surfboard on it, that read. "Music Rules the seas!" and Blue Jeans and white shoes. "Ok, why did you change your clothes to go online or hang out?" He asked. 

"I didn't you were talkng to the "evil me" from my dream." I told him. "What happened? Your what? Get Jessica, Brian, and Howie, and tell Kevin, weren't you messaging him today?" AJ asked. "AJ, we talk to him somehow everyday and we usually prank call Jessica once a month, and you do every 2 months for some reason." I told him. He smile and laughed despite himself and the situation. In his ACDC top. He must have a million metal tops at home. "Ok, Scare face, I'll tell Kevin, find out what is happening with Jessica so I can write it down." I finished telling him. Then told Kevin what was going on.

" Well, I did have a dream last night." Jessica told me. "What happened?" I, AJ asked her. "Well," she said. "I was at this shopping mall, and Nick all dressed in black, bought me a top and some other girl a blue dress. It was purple and had cascadeing ruffles going at a 45 degree angles, and an angel necklace with an Angel holding the cross with a heart on it." She continued. " Then he fought with himself. Then I kissed the Nick in white and they stopped fighting." she told me. "Nick fighting with himself, how?" I asked her. "Well Nick dressed in black and expensive vs. Good Nick, dressed in all white." She continued. "Then I kissed him and it stopped. It happens with you guys for some reason after the sex thing, and dating thing, I need to start doing that in the right order.lol" she told me. "Did you know I talked to Nick in black today?" I told her.

"It's a demon." She told me. "I knew it, now it's NKOTBSB and Kevin and I against Demons. I knew it." Then she told, I, me, YAY!, Wheaties, the amazing, AJ Mclean, everything and I told her sweet Nickster, because I AM SWEETIE J, and then Rochelle gave me a hug, and a kiss, and we made sweet love that night, the group decided to get ready in case of a demon screwing up our shows like in Ohio years ago.

AJ, get out of my journal! PLEASE! But you said write it down nick, I wrote it down. AJ. please, I don't write in yours. Ok,lol, Nick you win, by laugh.

Then she told me, Nick, the owner of this journal. "I have seen me at work, this week, it's like a first thing out of Buffy, wonder what demons it is, anyways, we got to fight them soon, are you going to help me?" She asked me.

"Yes," I told her, "you owe me a date and a home cooked meal." I sent her a smile.:) :D, she sent me a smile, :) :D and a heart(l)/<3 back like those thingys. Cool, huh? YAY! YIPPIE! Jessica likes me! Now let's have BSB kick some demon ass and Jessica the seer-slayer too! YAY!:D :) <3333333333333333 + YAY!