"Oh lord, please forgive him. Please help him, please help see, help him know, help him find his way back to you. Make that demon leave him, make any and all demons leave him and clean him like a house Jesus and make the dogs stop eating his crumbs." Brian said. "Amen."he finished.
"Anything?" Brian asked. "No change," Lauren said in the hallway. "You doing better Jessica?" As he put a cold compress icebag on her head where goss and a band-aid covered her bruised and broken skin on her head. "I feel better, I saw a green robed-evil-old man in there and Nick couldn't stop stareing at him." She said. "I didn't see his look a like demon yet." she told us. "When we do, then we can take him out." she told them.
"Heavenly Father, God, please forgive Nick for all of his sins, and bless him, his family, his friends, his fans, and even the people he loves that he shouldn't love, and the ones he should, but ignores. Please, help him see your light lord, and please help him find his way to you, and to who he is meant for. Please wake his heart, soul, spirit, and reunite him within the Holy Trinity, lord like you helped me 2 years ago. Help his friends and BSB as well and all who work for them and love them and their many, many, many, many friends. Amen." Jessica said.
"Your both doing prayers for the group, so who is it?" Howie asked. "Howie I am very depressed right now. I don't have time for your fame and arrogant nonsense." Jessica told him.
"Nonsense." he said spitting on her on purpose. "Your a deli girl! That isn't important. No one cares about that, and I blessed them getting together, remember." Howie said, meanly for the entire group. "You set me up, like I...I...I.." Jessica said. "Howie HELP ME,911." and passed out, we sent an ambulance for her. I feel asleep right after that, and I was crying as I slept. I don't know which woman touched me, althrough I keep telling myself it has to be Lauren, because everyone likes Lauren and Jessica talks too much. That is what all of my famous friends and the guys say.
It sucks for her she is stuck on tour with us till next April to support her family and as a cleaning lady no-less. Poor girl. But I am happy, to be back with Lauren.:) :D <3333333333333333 FOREVER!!!!!! YIPPIE!
...... 12/5/11
Nick is going to kill me if he reads this. Lauren is his and he is happy. But I can't stop crying or feel sad or angry or whatever. I finally saw his demon look a like and I prayed to make him go away, and I felt myself loose something after I did. I lost my faith, because how could GOD let him be with a woman that would lie and convince someone that smart, that sweet, that amazing, that awesome, that a woman like me isn't worth anything over weither or not I could or would hack his fans or harass him like his celeb and rich California buds do? You know. I am stuck as the cleaning lady. Man, I hope Nick just thinks Brian wrote his as a prank. Since my hand writing sucks anyways. I am worth nothing. Howie thinks I am WORTH NOTHING, AFTER 18 YEARS, ALL BECAUSE SOME RICH DUFFUS SAYS SO. Maybe on paper with the money, yes. Maybe inside too, I don't know. I hope not. Love you Nick, love you BSB, I miss the younger yous, just because...
You were all the stuff I am now and IT MATTERED THEN. Don't blame bills for the changes it WAS YOU. EVEN AJ WON'T TALK TO ME NOW.:'( :'( :'( :'( :(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:((:(::((:(::(:(:(:(:(:(
Love forever, your friend, BFFE, BFF, Bestie, Best Fan forever and ever, and into eternity, Jessica Heart.
Love you too, Nick, I just wish you and the guys would wake up from this maddness.
Love, Jessica Heart(big heart with tears in it and a crack through the cross on it.)
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12/6/11 OMG! I can't believe she wrote that. I must be a big ass jerk for her to write something like that. So what we casted a couple spells and she told us about the cults and people from her hometown after us. Howie keeps trying to send her home. She keeps saying, she has to be with us. I guess we are the closest thing to real friends outside of a TV she has. I wish he didn't love Lauren either. The jerk.
Love, Sweetie J, Alexander James-Johnny English Mclean, baby. Love you, Jessica, your still my BFFE, even if he doesn't want you.
AJ :D :) <33333333 +
