Still thinking of Spain!LOL, Jessica stuck that in there. That is Vigo, Spain from Yahoo! Travel.

2/25/12 Brian's Birthday!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! He is (number is smudged and therefore not legiable) YEARS OLD!!!!!!!!!!!!! YIPPIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :)

We had fun, and we partied and it was fun, and we ate chocolate cake. Then we danced, and Jessica and I had a wonderful dance. I was so happy. Then Lauren showed up.

"We're over." I told her. "No we're not. You'll see." she said with a smirk in a sluttly black dress that showed her middrift and was very strappy around her boobies, and a leather correst right before her belly button. I sighed, I cried a little bit. Then I told Jessica, "This isn't your pain, just make sure you all check in on me, and I am sorry, she ruined your party Brian." I told him, crying, I was in a nice outfit and everything, since Brian likes that.  He hugged me. "Bullshit!" He told me, "She did not." Then he hugged me, then I got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach and then Jessica nearly blacked out for no reason on us.

............................................<33333333333333333333I'm in Love!!!!!!............

 2/26/12 "The next night was crazy!" I was telling Brian. "You mean last night." He corrected me. "Yeah that too." I said with a smirk. Then Lauren came into my hotel room and took off all of her clothes to reveal a hot sexy woman, you want me. I felt nothing for her, depsite the sexual feelings I had. "Get out." Then she stabbed me with several knives and a sword as some demon said something in latin and some mean things, and I zoned out.

2/26/12 After the party Nick blacked out, but he wasn't right. I felt people around us touching him and me, and then when I checked his eyes they flashed colors. Then I noticed, Lauren had slipped in note into his pocket that was really a spell. Nick couldn't pray before the party! I called AJ as soon as I could for you Nicky. -Jessica.

2/26/12 Today has been weird, I keep seeing people walking around and then I feel guilty and remorse for all kinds of stuff in my past. Personal stuff, stuff I did to BSB, to the myself, my family, my community, all of my fans, and friends, and I was depressed.

So Jessica has been mothering me and told me, at lunch, like"Hey, do you want to do a blessing tonight?" She asked. "Like before bed time right after 7 or 8pm tonight before the show and stuff." She asked. "I know Brian is freaking he had his birthday before the day of a show, but the weather and all has been haywire." She told me. Then my voice changed, it changed into something scary and just plain scary. I just nodded and she just gave me kisses and a back rub. I got scared, what had I done to become a part of some curse someone had put on me.

 Then the next dream: I am running and running and running and running again, but every single person I meet turns into Jessica and she has all of my friends turn on me, then she stabs me too. I kept thinking to myself this has to be a LIE.

Then the next dream 2 hours after that one, that made me late for promos today! I am running again, but this time to Columbus, Ohio to that old bridge, IT'S REAL. Jessica told me all about it and everything how it was built in 1905 and everything.

 "I am about to give up.", I said crying.Then she shows up and kisses me, and then turns into Christ. His chestnut hair that shines like diamonds, and blue eyes blue and bright as the sky, and the slight waveiness of his hair, and his face is sort of like Kevin's.

But more narrow, he could get honies if he had wanted. He hugged me,"Panacakes, I see you 2 are doing ok." He said with a smile. "Just try not to make it all about sex." He told me, "..and believe in me and trust me through this spell Lauren and those haters of ours put on you guys." He said with a smile, then gave me a huge hug and a kisses on the cheeks and nose for some odd reason.

Then the girls were fighting over me in this Mortal Combat looking Hell world with fire and brimstone, and it looked like they were walking on Megma in outfits that were sexy and hot on both of them. Like something out of "Xena:Warrior Princess". Lauren was wearing Calisto's old outfit.

Jessica was something closer to what Britney Spears wore for the Pepsi Commerical back in 2003, even with an ancient crown of Sliver with a heart with a blue stone in it and a little cross on top.  They fought over me, like out of "The Pirates of The Carribean" and "Three Muskeeteers" Movies.

2/26/12 Right after the show right after Nick changed his clothes. I told him no after party tonight. I told AJ and the guys what is going on and why he can't attend. Then I got out my books and my Bibles. "Pick the translation, they all do slightly different things to them." I told him. "K, Jessy." he replied a bit scared.

"Then pray in your bedroom when we're done." I said. "Then we did a quick blessing on him and on the guys, employees, anyone Lauren or whomever was attacking us spritually. Then, it finally got pissed and showed up again. Jessica doesn't want to be the Buffy like this, she can't like it, even I know that, I just prayed over my water, and then I cried and prayered in front of my Bible. How sad have I become. How can people love me? I must make them all happy to love me.

2/27/12 Jesus came to me in a dream and fixed it, I guess it worked, plus I felt something hug me when Jessica fell asleep on the coach. I gave her a huge Kiss. I know she prayered for me extra when I told her not to.