4/30/12 Easter Week was awesome!!!!!!!!!!! Here is what we did 5/6 days ago.  I have been so busy, haven't had a chance to write.

4/24/12 EASTER! We went to a church and since she has moved to L.A. I get to sing as the solo guest every month just 1 Sunday a month unless I feel sick or the choir director changes his mind. Love it, and we get to meet other people like us, plus, I feel closer to God, and can understand what she was talking about, so can Howie and Kevin, finally. Thank you Jesus!

4/25/12 I was going through my old e-mails. For like a year back on yahoo. It took forever and ever to do. Sure enough whom do I find an odd, but e-mail from? Jessica and Lauren. I thought she just made that up. But it's true. She does Luv me.:*:*:*:*:*s on lips for Jessica when she reads this. :D :D :D :D :) :):) YAY! YIPPIE! YIPPERS! But it shocked me, so this is what happened.

"Nick, what is going on, honey?" Jessica asked me in her tight red dress I bought her for church. "Do I look ok?" She asked me nervously, I just kissed her. "I like your hair medium and medium long, you look cutier." I told her almost blushing. "Thanks" She replied.

 "I found the e-mails you and Lauren sent me." I told her. "I know you told the record company, the unions, they kicked me out for ghost writing, yada yada yada." She explained. "Well, yes, but also.." I stated, as she paused and looked straight into my eyes. "I didn't know you had figured it out who I was. Most other fans can't even guess my name, you just guess and get it right, it's weird. BUT YOU LOVE AND YOU ADMITTED IT TO ME! After your little PCD-Burlesque Luncheon with me in MY hotel room." I explained as she finished up tie in my black suit and light blue tie.

"How do I look?" Nick asked. "Your tie shouldn't be blue." She told me. Then giggled. "Save that for a business meeting. Unless that is what you want to wear." She explained. As we prepared for AJ's After Easter Pot luck.

Then she gave me a hug and a kiss. Then I felt someone hug me and tap my shoulder. "One question?" Nick asked. "How come when you were angry at me, you had written in spanish, "Besa mi asno" on one of those e-mails?" I asked.

"Because "Celebrity-Music business rules" are stupid, sexiest, narrow minded, and little oppurunities from people of the lower classes, unless their raised like you were or Taylor Swift or were lucky to have parents that are professionals or at least one or someone that comes from money or that business. It's stupid. What about if you have worked hard to become an awesome writer or artist since you were 8?" She asked.  I understood and hugged her and kissed her all over her lips, and hugged her so tight so whatever pinched me on my shoulder wouldn't do it again.

 Then I felt something pinch me and kick me in my ass. I looked around. "Nick you ok?" She asked.

4/26/12

 We were at Brian's brother show in Georgia. Near the Prision T.I. keeps ending up in. "Ok, on my mark Howie, let's sing this right so I can purpose next week." I told Howie.

 "I don't care who you are, where your from, what you did... AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME. I'll NEVER BREAK YOUR HEART I'LL NEVER MAKE YOU CRY, I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, BABE. I sang. I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, YOU, OHHHHHHH YEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH, YOU CAN TRUST ME BABE, THAT'S NO LIE." I belted out, changing the song with Howie on his keyboards he brought from Orlando, Flordia. Just to hang with us. "She'll say 'Yes', I bet." D said. "YAY!" AJ yelped as a bit of a joke and a smile.

"Then we heard the song, just opposite. So it was, "I care who you are, where your from, what you did, As Long as you hate me. I'll break your heart, I'll make you cry, I'd rather live than die without you, sexy. I'd rather live than die without you, yeaaaaaaaahhhhhh, ohhhhhhhhh, you can't trust me babe, that's a lie." We heard someone sing and try to get into us. As our bodies started to fight some unseen evil thingy again. It didn't like us.

4/27/12 and 4/28/12

We stayed over at Brian's house. Then we called NKOTB. "Jordan can you and the guys help us. Meet us online!" Brian left on his cell phone.

Then on the website. We chatted, "Can you help us?" I asked. "What is going on?" He asked. Once he answered my password and code right for that. "This evil thing has been trying to possess us since Lauren started dating that lighting guy, but him and her are clean now too. Moved on, etc. and it is still happening?" I told him. "It's affecting the whole group and it keeps trying to beat up Jessica. HELP?" I asked. "Pray together, talk to each other, has she said, "Yes" yet?" Joey asked. "Not yet." I wrote.

"Donnie?" Jon, asked. " What about we help you with it too, we'll meet you at the pot luck at his house too." They told me. "We'll bring Kevin, she sent us his e-mails a long time ago, I and Jordan have them." He wrote me. "That would rock!" I told them. "Also, stop with the punk and metal mean ass rock music for a while man, till you get control of the demons bugging you and the guys. They are probably after Jessica and your probably inviting them in, till you change your own lifestyle at least morally." Joey wrote to me. "He is right." I got 4 he is right, then I got another 8 from LFO, 98, and NSYNC members from the past.

"Does everyone know Jessica Heart<3?" I asked them. "YES" I got 30 of them. Everyone must KNOW whom she is by now I guess, she is almost as famous as "Buffy" or "Cordy".

4/29/12 That night at the pot luck. I sang it, and it went perfect or as close as possible. "I'D RATHER DIE THAN LIVE WITHOUT YOU, OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHH, WOOOOAAAAAAAAHH, YEAH, YAAA YEAH, YEA, aa." I end it on a whispering Db#13. Singing with the guys, then I did it.

"Will you Marry me?" I asked. She jumped and hugged me. Her family there and everything, even their cats. She asked me why they were there- and... Ok, She did...

I saw her in her simple pink dress, that was tight, but beautiful and matched her personality almost perfectly. She kissed me. Then gave me a big nervous smile. "Yes, but you are so doing the wedding how my mom and I want." she halfed joked with a huge kiss on the lips with me in my simple bash suit. She knew I was up to something, simply, because I wore bash, I almost never wear bash.

Then everyone heard a weird screaming from the BBQ in the night from the inside of the house, which made no sense since everyone even the pets were all outside. Right after we took our pictures. We just all looked and nodded at each other.

"Brian, Nick, AJ, Howie, Kevin, NKOTB?" She asked. "This is what I know it is, isn't it?" She told us. "Then what is it?" Donnie asked her. He looked tight in his 3 piece gray and white suit. They were all sharp, Aaron and I looked like we belong in San Fran or something. lol  She explained, and I'll finish this up right ya'll. lol :) <33333333333333 Nighty night.

4/30/12 So that morning, we went to the libary. I am engaged to a woman that loves the LIBARY. SHE LOVES IT!!!!

 "Why are you checking out those books and why are we talking here?" AJ asked. "So most people leave us alone and we can do research." she said. Damn she looked hot in that white tank top and shirt pink skirt and that little cross necklace I gave her.

 She took us to the religious section and to the paranomral section. "Now take notes, since we already got all our web stuff, this will help us figure out WHAT IT WANTS and then we can stop it." She explained. "We know what it WANTS, IT WANTS YOU BACK." I told her. "We'll help you fight it and ....." I turned her around to the university's table behind us. "NKOTB is helping us to, and some theological guy. I hired." I told her. She kissed me.

Then after a lot of reasearch we figured it out over a Bible verse, and over an accidental spell book that I remember Lauren had. "To keep people away and the pre-martial sex thing!" I went infact.

"Well, it will work or should. We can get rid of some of them." Dr. Tate Norris said.

Then I had a flash of literally kissing her ass. "Those E-mails too, duh." Howie said slapping his head. "All of that." Joey said. "Ok, so let's go to a church and do this, and it will be ok, right?" AJ asked. "You mean pray." Brian corrected us. We had just had paid Dr. Tate Norris. Checked out our books from her for 2 weeks, Brian was returning them, he wasn't happy about it. But he loves me as a brother so he did it.

"I think so, but we got to be specific." Jessica told us. Then they attacked. Not Demons, witches, and people in "Evilism". They knocked us all out.