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Summary: The first few chapters are inspired by the 'Show 'Em What You're Made Of' documentary this fiction portrays events that never happened. The story starts, when the boys are planning their 'In A World Like This' tour. Nick mentions Brians vocal issues and things spiral a bit out of control. In Later chapters we have Brian going down a dangerous path.

This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 18
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62161
Read: 514
Published: 07/30/20
Updated: 07/30/20

1. Uncomfortable Truths by ArynjaT [ - ] (3168 words)

2. In The End by ArynjaT [ - ] (3930 words)

3. Alone by ArynjaT [ - ] (2390 words)

4. Unspoken Words by ArynjaT [ - ] (3149 words)

5. In Darkness I Trust by ArynjaT [ - ] (2851 words)

6. The Broken Mirror by ArynjaT [ - ] (3809 words)

7. Masks of Agony by ArynjaT [ - ] (4164 words)

8. Friends by ArynjaT [ - ] (2999 words)

9. To Keep Him Safe by ArynjaT [ - ] (2794 words)

10. Sad Romance by ArynjaT [ - ] (2638 words)

11. For Everything That I Love by ArynjaT [ - ] (3322 words)

12. Withdrawal by ArynjaT [ - ] (3955 words)

13. Dying Words by ArynjaT [ - ] (3386 words)

14. This Light by ArynjaT [ - ] (3926 words)

15. Awaken by ArynjaT [ - ] (4150 words)

16. Aftermath by ArynjaT [ - ] (5608 words)

17. Rehab by ArynjaT [ - ] (3786 words)

18. Happily Ever After by ArynjaT [ - ] (2136 words)