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Alias: LenniluvsBrian [Contact]
Real Name: Lenore
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Me: I'm an obsessed Backstreet Freak who is highly addicted to Fan Fiction! Can't seem to get enough of it, nor be able to update mine fast enough. Plan on being a famous author/actor someday or maybe something more reasonable.


Brian Freak mainly - obviously, look at my screen name. lol.


Favourite songs off This Is Us: Straight Through My Heart, Masquerade,  All Your Life (You Need Love), & Bye Bye Love.


Favourite Unbreakable Video: Inconsolable


Scariest Moment: When I had a panic attack (June 24th, 2005) 'cause I didn't think I was ever gonna get tickets to see BSB in Ottawa this coming September on the 12th. It was scary 'cause I was home alone, an' thought I was either gonna pass out or have a heart-attack (over re-acted with heart-attack thing though-lol).


Happiest Moment: When Brian smiled AND waved at me during AND after the concert, on Sept. 12th, 2005!!!!! Everyone else waved too - & Nick did either did his "Rock On" thing or two "I Love You" signs. Lol. Oh, but we missed Howie - sadly. *pouts* I also almost passed out during Shape Of My Heart!!!!


Greatest Moment of My Life Thus Far: Meeting BSB & hugging Brian during sound check on august 26th, 2008. Brian made fun of me at the beginning of sound check too [as did Nick], & he kept staring at me throughout sound check & the concert. A.J. was staring at me during sound check, & waved at my camera when I finally aimed it on him. :) [I also met Aaron Carter after sound check out back of the Sudbury Arena.]


Meeting BSB again in 2010 & Nick smiling at me (I smiled back), then winking at me, making me swoon (after I'd handed him a heart for my SC photo). Hugging Brian again, even though we weren't s'pose too.


A.J. laughing at me 'cause I kept smiling & sticking my tongue out at him, when everyone else would be screaming (was in front row).


Brian singing to me though he picked a different girl for INBYH (NKOTBSB concert 2011). He also waved at me, & winked at me.


Howie asking me if I thought it was funny that he got hit by the pyro (I nodded yes while laughing).


Joey McIntyre trying 3 times to get my fingertips because he didn't want me to be left out.


Finally making it to Walt Disney World in Orlando, Florida (Sept 2011).


Graduating college on June 10th, 2014 from the Tourism and Travel program.


Hugging Nick Carter (I was the first fan waved behind the table - the others before me had leaned over it) at the Nick & Knight meet & greet Oct. 4th 2014. (Also shook Jordan's hand)


Going to the Marilyn Denis Show on Oct. 6th, 2014 and having Nick Carter sing to me on live television.


 


Tesia Series


Little Sister



Why Is Da Sky Boo?


When I See You Smile


Just Like A Child


If A Monster Comes In Our Room


When The Snow Comes Down In Tinseltown


Who Needs The World


Because Of You


Everything's Gonna Be Alright


 


Believe Series:


Not Believed - 1st in series


Un-Believed - 2nd in series


Never Believed - 3rd in series


Please Believe - 4th in series


Quit Believing - 5th in series


Can't Believe - 6th in series


Hopeful Believing - 7th in series


Nervous Believing - 8th in series


Happy Believing - 9th/final part of series


 


The Secret


Hey, Do You Know Me?


Never Gone


Happy Father's/Brother's Day


 


Alternative Story


Concrete Angel


 


Be cool, Be real, & Behave! (AJ)


"Writer's thrive on feedback!" - absolutechaos.net
"I not only thrive on feedback, I thrive on updates!"


~Lenni~


 


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Favorite Stories
The End of the World by Chaos Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Everyone faces their own personal demons following a traumatic experience. (Warnings for future chapters)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Angst, Suspense
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Death
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 21549
Read Count: 9272


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Published:
06/27/03 » Updated: 02/01/09
Comments: freakin' insane! must keep reading!
Shades of Blue by sweet18_2003 Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary:

 

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Bullied his entire life and invisible to his family, Brian just wants to fit into the cruel world of high school. Feeling as if his life can't get any worse, Brian reaches out for help to those he feels he can count on the most. What he doesn't know however, is if his cries for help will be enough before he allows himself to give up completely and drown into a non-existance that he feels he is already a part of.

 

*graphic resized by mods due to size regulations* 


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama
Warnings: Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 7 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 13411
Read Count: 13768


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Published:
01/25/08 » Updated: 01/30/09
Comments: READ!!!!!
Calling Nick Divine by Firefly Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: The only person Nick seems to listen to is himself. That's why God chose to send him to be his own guardian angel. Can Nick save himself from himself? Or does two Nicks just mean double the trouble?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Humor, Romance, Supernatural
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 6031
Read Count: 3800


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Published:
08/16/08 » Updated: 01/14/09
Comments: Amusing!
In the Shadows by starbeamz2, honey Rated: PG [ - ]
Summary: Unable to save his wife, he spends his nights in pursuit of all that is evil.  Determined to apprehend the vigilante behind the capture of dozens of low-life criminals across the country, she plans to do whatever it takes to find him.  When their paths collide, neither one will ever be the same...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian
Genres: Action, Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 63574
Read Count: 39928


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Published:
09/26/07 » Updated: 12/14/08
Comments: Yay for vigilinates!
Illusions of Deceit by Frick24x Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured StoryBrian lost his wife, Hayden, in a horrifically tragic way. On that day, he walked away from the Backstreet Boys and everything about his life as he knew it. His record company wants him back and will go to amazing lengths to insure that they get what they want, including using the beautiful Alexa Owens to their every advantage. Will Brian be lured back? Or did Alexa get herself into more than she bargained for?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 30 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 106309
Read Count: 60848


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Published:
08/24/08 » Updated: 10/14/08
Comments: keep tabs on!
Aimless by Alex Knight Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: Collette Morgan is offerred the job she's always wanted. She gets to teach and travel at the same time. She isn't sure where she wants to go in life, but the job seems to take her down a path she doesn't necessarily dislike.

(Ahh just R&R. I hate summaries lol.)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4740
Read Count: 4856


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Published:
09/01/08 » Updated: 09/09/08
Comments: gotta remember to read
Someone's Miracle by Kentuckychickrk Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story
A father and his daughter...
a young man in the prime of his life.
In the midst of their worst possible nightmares... miracles occur...

I can feel the pain, look into his eyes,
but I don't know gone without goodbye.
If I could reach the sky I'd bring her right back to your arms,
though I haven't seen your girl,
she's forever in my life.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 17 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 19263
Read Count: 35946


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Published:
07/12/08 » Updated: 08/31/08
Comments: beautifully sad.
Summary: Their latest album was titled Unbreakable because the Backstreet Boys believed in the strength of the group. Unfortunately for them, someone else refuses to believe in that strength and will go to any lengths to prove it to them. But how far is too far and will the Boys shatter before the worst happens or will they find that they really are Unbreakable?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4230
Read Count: 3176


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Published:
06/12/08 » Updated: 06/13/08
Comments: READ!
Chasing Amy by moppy Rated: NC-17 Liked [ - ]
Summary:

 

The story begins with a 14 yr old girl...Amy. She's an orphan who deals with issues, questions and hardships for someone so young, who lives with her uncle Bobby who happens to be a bodyguard for one of the members in an up and coming band thats becoming quite popular in Europe... Backstreet Boys.
Read to find out her relationships with each member and how they all struggle with each other as fame, money and success become a factor in this close knit family.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Howie, Kevin
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Sexual Content, Violence, Slash F/F
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 107963
Read Count: 5380


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Published:
05/26/07 » Updated: 05/30/08
Just Shoot Me by BSBSavedMyLife Rated: PG [ - ]
Summary:
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It's 1996 and Nick is about to go on tour. He's super excited to be back on the road, but there's one problem...his little brother is going too. Read a story that tells from the perspective of both Carter brothers, and prepare to laugh at the many mishaps the run into.

Categories: Fanfiction > Music > Aaron Carter, Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick, Other
Genres: Humor
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1474
Read Count: 2365


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Published:
05/17/08 » Updated: 05/23/08
Comments: so i know when it updates
Empire of Dirt by arokaholic Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:
There's only so much one man can handle.


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After the death of his only child, AJ begins to spiral downward and begins to lose all self-control. Only with the help of his brother's can he even start to cope with such a devasting loss.

 


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 21705
Read Count: 15186


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Published:
08/16/07 » Updated: 05/16/08
Summary: Past Featured Story
Everyone knows that a child's heart gives one of the purest forms of love. They love without knowing how, when, or why. They love unconditionally and selflessly. They love for who someone is, not for what they can achieve out of that love. They cherish those who they love the most, refusing to part with them under any circumstances. And, through a harrowing journey, it takes a child's broken heart to show Brian and Nick just how important true love can be.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 59 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 354187
Read Count: 120895


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Published:
07/23/06 » Updated: 05/09/08
Lift Me Up by Lissa Rated: R [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story

After finally winning the custody fight for his daughter, Nick thought that his life was finally on the right track.  What he didn't know was that his life was going to get turned upside down and that he'd have more battles to fight.

 

 


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 64066
Read Count: 48441


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Published:
09/28/07 » Updated: 05/06/08
Comments: I love Nicky with kids!
Witness by Drama_Queens Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Two girls trying to find new lives, one of them wanting to move on, while the other can't seem to forget. Will meeting some new people change them, or only hurt them??
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Kevin, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 13330
Read Count: 6715


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Published:
08/07/06 » Updated: 05/04/08
United In Grief by Sinara Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: Paige Scott lost it all on that fateful evening when her son and husband got into a terrible car accident, leaving her alone in this world. She had no idea how to move on or how to get over the loss, so she joins her two best friends, Casey and Serine, on tour with their boyfriends, Nick and Howie of the Backstreet Boys. It's on tour that she meets a broken man, suffering from a broken heart and unable to move on from his own loss. Can these two broken souls find a way to help each other through the pain? Or will their pain rule their lives forever?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Death
Series: None
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 25599
Read Count: 19350


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Published:
04/11/08 » Updated: 04/25/08
Comments: AWESOME!