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Alias: nickslilmami [Contact]
Real Name: Deanna (Dee)
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I'm a 30 year old BSB/Nick fan, I've been a fan for over 15 years. I've been writing fan fiction since 2005.

I love meeting and chatting with BSB fans, so if you wanna chat feel free to message me on here. I'd love to hear from you! :)

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Stories by nickslilmami
Lies and Confessions by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:


'One lie changes everything...'
Deanna has lost the one man she truely loved and now she's found herself in a tight spot.
She's married to his best friend who she does not love and they have a newborn son.
But what happens when her love comes back into her life and turns her world as she knows it upside down?

(Warning: Story contains coarse language, just be advised)

Thanks to Krissie for this AWESOME banner!



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 16 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 21648
Read Count: 25824


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Published: 12/06/08 » Updated: 10/11/09
The Struggle From Within by nickslilmami, KevinsChickadee Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

Torn between two. That’s an easy way to put it, isn’t it? I’m in love head over heels in love with one person, yet I have another on the side. What to do, what to do...


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Other
Genres: None
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Slash M/M
 Series: The Nick and Maddie Series
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3437
Read Count: 5764


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Published: 12/06/08 » Updated: 05/03/09
Back To Your Heart by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:


The plot for this story just came to mind and I had to write it down. I'm not really concerned with the ages in this story, I just thought of it and typed it as I went along. That's about it.

Mel is determined to get her parents back together after they have a fall out.
Can she make them fall in love again?
Or will it be just a big bust...



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Sexual Content
 Series: Lyrics
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 4891
Read Count: 7447


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Published: 03/05/09 » Updated: 03/08/09
Learning To Love Again by nickslilmami Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story




'Maybe he's the one, the one to help her love and trust again...'

She's been hurt. He wants someone to love.
What happens when these two meet? Will it be love at first sight? Or will she back away?
She's not so sure about jumping into something so soon especially with her daughter's welfare at stake. But when she gets to know him she finds out that all men aren't like that. Maybe he's the one to help her to learn to love and trust again.
Just maybe...

A popstar and an ordinary girl. Watch what happens when you learn to love somebody that wasn't meant for you to love.

(Warning: Contains strong language. Just be advised.)

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Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 18769
Read Count: 37182


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Published: 12/29/08 » Updated: 02/28/09
Caught In The Act by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

Not being able to wait anymore Kevin takes it upon himself to get the release he craves but is caught in the process.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin
Genres: None
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
 Series: Caught In The Act Series
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1027
Read Count: 1168


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Published: 01/14/09 » Updated: 01/14/09
You're Late by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

'Another night of torture...another night of pain, and for what? For being late by a few measly minutes.'

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Domestic Violence
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1214
Read Count: 1011


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Published: 01/06/09 » Updated: 01/06/09
Nick's Confession by nickslilmami Rated: G [ - ]
Summary:

Deanna has something she needs to tell Nick, something she's kept inside for too long.
How will Nick take the news when she tells him...?

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
 Series: Lyrics
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1023
Read Count: 926


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Published: 12/29/08 » Updated: 12/29/08
Can't Live Without You by nickslilmami Rated: G [ - ]
Summary:

Nick and Liz have a fall out but Nick's having second thoughts.
Can he get the girl he loves back?


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
 Series: Lyrics
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1176
Read Count: 821


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Published: 12/29/08 » Updated: 12/29/08
Pleasure Awaits by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

Madison feels it's neccessary to give Nick a proper initiation of sorts after coming out about his sexuality.
He takes him to a bordello type club, then the fun begins...

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Other
Genres: None
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Slash M/M
 Series: The Nick and Maddie Series
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1923
Read Count: 943


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Published: 12/29/08 » Updated: 12/29/08
The Aftermath by nickslilmami, KevinsChickadee Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:


'Bleeding hearts can never be forgiven...'
Sequel to 'Torn Between Two'. Loneliness is never the answer for anything, but for me I guess it is. Long after my men left me that's all I feel, that's all I know, and I hate it. I want to love again, I want to be told I'm loved. Will it ever happen again? We'll just have to wait and see. This is my aftermath.

Thanks to Krissie for this AWESOME banner!

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 6205
Read Count: 6377


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Published: 12/08/08 » Updated: 12/08/08
Torn Between Two by nickslilmami, KevinsChickadee Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary:


Deanna has two loving people in her life who know nothing of the other. She has been living a double life for too long and when it comes crashing down on her what will she do when neither one wants anything to do with her? That's what happens when your torn between two...

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 5373
Read Count: 20598


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Published: 12/08/08 » Updated: 12/08/08
Lost Love by nickslilmami Rated: G [ - ]
Summary:


A story about finding love...Nick has found the love of his life again after she ran out on him years before taking a secret along with her. But when the boys take it upon themselves to find her, this secret is learned, even though they accept it they can't understand why she would keep it from Nick. Will Nick's newly found love last?

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Romance
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 9 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 5754
Read Count: 15243


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Published: 12/08/08 » Updated: 12/08/08
Living Out A Fantasy by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

Nick and Deanna have some fun in the rain.

Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 885
Read Count: 712


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Published: 12/07/08 » Updated: 12/07/08
Wandering In The Dark by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

A vampire visual, simply because there aren't enough of them.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1666
Read Count: 732


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Published: 12/07/08 » Updated: 12/07/08
In Control by nickslilmami Rated: R [ - ]
Summary:

Nick takes 'control' of the position his girlfriends in...


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 982
Read Count: 805


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Published: 12/07/08 » Updated: 12/07/08